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I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

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    I keep this account a secret

    because I am tired of pretending to be someone I'm not just for the sake of appearances. I don't want judgement. I'm not the girl with the perfect marriage, perfect family, perfect anything. I'm just me. The real me. The me that can be free to explore, be curious, make some...
    smhinterrupted smhinterrupted 36-40, F 12 Responses Jan 2

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    This is a picture of Peza

    when someone suddenly walked in the room as he was on EP!! 
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 15 Responses Jun 17

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    The reason i do,is because my husband would be

    upset.I don't mess around w/ the guys on here,no secret affairs or whatever,but i do have male friend's ,he wouldn't like that
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 14

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    Just changed my pic to one of my face

    for the first time ever... I really hope no one I know finds or recognises me
    deathbear deathbear 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    No Longer A Secret...Please Read

    i've been on ep for a few months. i've made a few friends, but have only chatted w a few. i've been respectful of them and my marriage...nothing dirty or creepy fetishes. i say all of this, cuz 2day my wife went snooping thru my fone and confronted me, cuz i kept it a secret. it...
    ShatteredYouth ShatteredYouth 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 14, 2013

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    Avoiding Judgmental Stares

    I prefer to keep my account a secret. It just seems easier for me to express myself to complete strangers. I have tried opening up to friends and family but no one wanted to listen. They seem more concerned on 'fixing' me. I do not want to be fixed. All I am seeking is for...
    Curlyhairgirlroro Curlyhairgirlroro 26-30, F 32 Responses Aug 1, 2013

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    I want to keep it secret

    and give myself the chance to blossom into the woman I know I am and not feel judged.
    leftgirl88 leftgirl88 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 17

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    I will talk about whatever I feel like.

    Don't go asking for my details.
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I don't want anyone I know in person

    that I have EP. Most of the things I share on here I don't share with anybody I know in real life. Why? That's for me to know and for you to wonder.
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    Secret

    If you are reading this then you will know my secret! Yes I am being bad by joining this site but I just need an escape. I want to do so many different sexual fantasies but that is all they can be. I want to send dirty messages to anyone who wants them and I would like to get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    Anyone else do this? If

    so why? I'm curious.
    Shh84 Shh84 26-30, M 5 Responses Jun 10

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    The only people that know are among the people

    i know here and my gf. EP has turned into my official diary. As a girl it hard to keep dark secret locked away from the real world to see. My life would be so different and more dangerous probably if my ep account were to get exposed. Though sometimes i wonder if this site is...
    NymNin NymNin 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29

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    EP is a site where I can truly be myself.

    I can interact with similar minded people who do not judge. I enjoy logging on and meeting new people. Wouldn't want anyone I know to see this.
    SamCro4077 SamCro4077 26-30, M Jun 8

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    If anyone I really knew found out about my

    account and looked through it I would kill myself definitely . This is the only place I have peace and a voice of everything
    callmejo4 callmejo4 16-17, F 3 Responses May 16

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    This is a great place to be yourself

    and maybe do and say things that you would not normally do in real life. Fantasy is fun, and this place provides it for me! So don't tell anyone that i am here!! ;)
    dachrisser dachrisser 36-40, M 4 Responses Jun 27

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    If someone found my Ep account,

    I wouldn't know how to react, they would figure out all me secrets on how is cut and am depressed and everything but I just wonder if they would try to help or push me farther away than I feel already, I think I will keep it my secret!
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 13-15, M 1 Response May 18

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    So today I went to visit a friend

    as she just got back from her vacation, she was setting up her laptop, and was showing me some stuff, so I got bored and was checkin my phone because I had an EP notification. So I open whatever it was and forget about it as I get carried away into a conversation with her, 2...
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wish I was having sex

    and getting a good head.. What's your wish ???
    Toohottohandle1 Toohottohandle1 31-35, F 11 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    Only my GF knows about it,

    she doesn't really know what EP is though...
    toastyknight toastyknight 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    its nice having a place to be to share to

    explore the real me . could not do that if i posted my full pic or made it public . so nice to be freeee somewhere and express sh*t . ยก i now have 2 worlds ! the one that functions in earthland and survives under a character a mask and . . this real person typing to u now . im...
    Chulazon Chulazon 31-35, F 21 Responses Jan 8

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    I don't tell anyone because its much easier to

    talk about more personal things when you know that person doesn't know who you are. Telling people i know the things i post on here... Just... no
    IMetHimAtTheCandyStore IMetHimAtTheCandyStore 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    My old account was XdarkangelsX you should

    check it out! (If you can find it that is... Ugh...)
    RacadaTheQueen RacadaTheQueen 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    I Can Finally Be Me !!!!!!!!!

    Here is the only place where i can be me..I do not have to walk on egg shells ...I do not have to be the perfect person everyone expects....I can let out everything inside that builds up all day... the inner me is not afraid here...this is MY sanctuary ...I will allow NOONE to...
    dreamcatcher60foru dreamcatcher60foru 51-55, F 20 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    Keeping It A Secret

    I'm keeping this account secret since I'm working in a professional place and I deal with a whole lot of people when I work plus my classmates would be so judgmental to find out what was really happening to my life. So that's why I'm keeping this a secret to my family and...
    xoxoluvu xoxoluvu 26-30, F 16 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    I <3 Ep

    ALL THOSE WHO HEART EP POST AND RATE UP THIS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!! POST: <3 RATE UP +++++
    XXXLaylaRoseXXX XXXLaylaRoseXXX 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    seaglass72 seaglass72 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 17

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    I have to! I don't think any of my family

    or friends would understand me being on here and sharing my stories and experiences. I also know that my wife would really not understand EP and what i do here, that is why I am usually later at night or I go on and off briefly when I get a few minutes of privacy(not often). I...
    meme111111 meme111111 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 25

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    If someone I know saw my account I'm gonna die

    tbh lmao I'm being 100% myself on here
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 15 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's nice to have an account

    that know one knows about, and know one knows you. You can share what you want, when you want and not being judged
    mrij mrij 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    What You Can Expect From Me On EP

    I have noticed recently, that a lot of people are not willing to put in time and energy to a friendship. They want a relationship. And who can possibly blame them? There are high hopes and expectations when you find someone to share and open up with. The nature of this site...
    JeffSnow JeffSnow 26-30, M 9 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    My mother saw my account

    and asked me was i living a double life. Lol Now she just looks at me weird and always ask me what i doing on the computer.. it be weird watching the news when girls get kidnapped by people, she just stares at me . LOL .
    MissBellaB MissBellaB 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    LaTeAssassin LaTeAssassin 16-17, M 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I'm not one to normally share my feelings

    or put my business out in the open. I'm more of the suffer in silence type! Keeping my EP account a secret is mostly because I view it as journal w/ commentary lol. You don't know me & I don't know you, which means I get actual unbiased opinions. I do tend to rant, rave, ramble...
    MrsOMS MrsOMS 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    What He Doesn't Know Won't Hurt.

    I was looking for a blogging site and came across EP. I had a lot of things I wanted to write, and express. Things about marriage, kids, family... I was planning on telling my husband...one day. But then I explored the site, and my writings became a little different than what I...
    Friday39 Friday39 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    jamorah jamorah 13-15, F Jun 7

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    I want someone to explain my life from a photo

    of my face. Can you do it? Whats going on in my life? Are you intuitive? Let's see! Go...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 21

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    My ep account isn't a secret really I haven't

    told anyone about it but if they stumble across it so be it.
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 10

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    I have too many people I know on Facebook

    and I recently found out that Twitter is unreliable and my mom goes through my phone to Twitter sometimes. I bookmark this site on my phone and leave no trace of my name in my username and never put my real picture on my profile.
    123peppy 123peppy 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 3

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    Of course I do! My husband would never approve

    of me being on here interacting with anyone. Even if I'm just sharing my experiences with someone who has the same issues that I do. Or having a listening ear for someone who needs to talk. Never would he condone such behavior! Shhh... It's a secret!
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 15 Responses Apr 20

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    My Little Secret

    I keep my EP account secret, because its the only place I have ever found where I can share my most private wants and desires. share thoughts and not be judged and who knows maybe someday meet some EP peeps and make my secret thoughts a reality.
    tlrose tlrose 36-40, F 18 Responses May 1, 2013

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    Okay... Last night my husband was on EP via

    Google. Needless to say I quickly deleted a few posts! Sometimes it is nice to rant on here when I cannot does so in real life without consequences. What is the likely hood your husband, sister, mother in law read an article and figure out it me secretly posting a rant? Another...
    NightOceanBreezes NightOceanBreezes 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    Is it just me or does anyone else make sure

    they don't reveal too much in case their sig other has an EP account? I'm too old for this ish. It's like, what am I looking for? I am pretty sure I would not know what to do with it if I found it lol! Been out of the game way too long.
    erednecsa erednecsa 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 11

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    Yeah I do. I share my deepest thoughts,

    feelings and desires on this site in a world of criticism and ridicule. If anybody I knew were to get ahold of this knowledge.......I dont even know how I'd react
    BiCPP BiCPP 18-21, M May 27

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    I know I will be found.

    He has in the past. I don't care.....I want him to read and be hopefully touched and proud. I want him to trust again. I'm rebuilding a friendship that is unlike any I've ever experienced. He is someone I can talk with about anything.  I will show him this profile...
    coldheartedangel coldheartedangel 46-50, F 3 Responses May 18

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    My Little Secret

    I agree this is such an awesome place to really let your thoughts and desires out there. and not be judged...i dont think I could ever tell my husband...!
    tlbubbes tlbubbes 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    I am on here secretly

    so ya it's a secret
    Cosplaygirl Cosplaygirl 18-21, F 12 Responses May 5

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    Ep is an escape for me

    so to speak. I was here before for over 2 years and then left for a long while. Now I'm back and will continue to keep it a secret. The only people in RL who know about it are my hubby and two best friends. I like being able to write about whatever I want and not have to...
    1SweetL 1SweetL 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 1

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    Yes I do hence my name Secret19 :) It just

    nice to have something of your own when in a LTR.
    secretlife19 secretlife19 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 18

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    Well, I wouldn't exactly want my parents

    finding out that I'm on this twisted creeper's site, would I? Because that's what it looks like from the outside. D: But tbh, anyone else I wouldn't care really. I won't bring it up in conversation, but if they did, I wouldn't deny being on here. It's a cool place when you look...
    InternationalDarkness InternationalDarkness 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'M Not Embarrassed

    I just want a place where I can be me...not worry about someone judging that's all
    Texasunlv Texasunlv 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    It's weird airing out your problems

    and not facing recriminations,or judgements from people. EP I owe you a lot long may it continue.
    Quinney Quinney 22-25, M Jun 23

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    ...because it's my dirty little secret.

    I live in a small state and everyone knows everyone's business. No FB, Twitter, Instagram or any of those public social media sites for me - been there, done that, it destroyed my marriage. I am now a recluse, living in my own private world and I love it. I may be alone, but...
    SweetPeaLove SweetPeaLove 51-55, F 8 Responses Apr 30

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    No Way

    No way would I tell Mum about EP - that would be such a bad idea, I do not want her to read about me.So it is a secret.
    nowayjones nowayjones 18-21, F 24 Responses Jul 2, 2013

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