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I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

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    its nice having a place to be to share to

    explore the real me . could not do that if i posted my full pic or made it public . so nice to be freeee somewhere and express sh*t . ¡ i now have 2 worlds ! the one that functions in earthland and survives under a character a mask and . . this real person typing to u now . im...
    Chulazon Chulazon 70+, F 16 Responses Jan 8

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    Oh, yes I do! This is something just

    for me to vent and share without worrying about judgement or repercussions!
    Nuovinzi Nuovinzi 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 29

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    Lydwill96x Lydwill96x 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I'M Not Embarrassed

    I just want a place where I can be me...not worry about someone judging that's all
    Texasunlv Texasunlv 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    I have just begun this share your experience

    experience (lol) and am very anxious about the probability of happening upon someone I know in "real life", has this ever occurred with any of you?
    penilane penilane 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm not one to normally share my feelings

    or put my business out in the open. I'm more of the suffer in silence type! Keeping my EP account a secret is mostly because I view it as journal w/ commentary lol. You don't know me & I don't know you, which means I get actual unbiased opinions. I do tend to rant, rave, ramble...
    MrsOMS MrsOMS 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    Of course I do! My husband would never approve

    of me being on here interacting with anyone. Even if I'm just sharing my experiences with someone who has the same issues that I do. Or having a listening ear for someone who needs to talk. Never would he condone such behavior! Shhh... It's a secret!
    UGonnaKissMeOrNot UGonnaKissMeOrNot 31-35, F 6 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I keep it a secret so I can truly be me

    and not what others think I am or want me to be
    woodyemma2013 woodyemma2013 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I am almost forced to keep this a secret!

    The things my family would think if they read through this! I would be mortified!
    SilverQuaid SilverQuaid 16-17 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I keep it a secret 1,

    alot of stuff i share on here would be too hard to tell someone irl And 2, i dont want my parents knowing. If i get anything new they look through the entire thing so reading my msgs and looking through my experiences which i dont want because lots of them i would not be able to...
    LizWasNotHere LizWasNotHere 13-15, F Apr 2

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    It's nice to have an account

    that know one knows about, and know one knows you. You can share what you want, when you want and not being judged
    mrij mrij 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    Ep is an escape for me

    so to speak. I was here before for over 2 years and then left for a long while. Now I'm back and will continue to keep it a secret. The only people in RL who know about it are my hubby and two best friends. I like being able to write about whatever I want and not have to...
    1SweetL 1SweetL 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 1

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    Okay... Last night my husband was on EP via

    Google. Needless to say I quickly deleted a few posts! Sometimes it is nice to rant on here when I cannot does so in real life without consequences. What is the likely hood your husband, sister, mother in law read an article and figure out it me secretly posting a rant? Another...
    NightOceanBreezes NightOceanBreezes 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    because I want to be open

    and honest here. something I am afraid to do in my real life right now.
    shygal16 shygal16 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    I want to keep it secret

    and give myself the chance to blossom into the woman I know I am and not feel judged.
    leftgirl88 leftgirl88 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 17

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    Well... I think a large portion of this

    community does. Because that's kinda the reason most people join- to, as the EP front page says, "find support from others who understand". Thus, you create an account, read stories about the topic that bothers you, and after you see how welcoming the people is, you get involved...
    AZChomp644 AZChomp644 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    My Little Secret

    I keep my EP account secret, because its the only place I have ever found where I can share my most private wants and desires. share thoughts and not be judged and who knows maybe someday meet some EP peeps and make my secret thoughts a reality.
    tlrose tlrose 36-40, F 16 Responses May 1, 2013

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    This is where I come to say things I don't dare

    say anywhere else - where I let out those feelings that I'm afraid would be scoffed at. I have some controversial opinions. I have a really bad crush on somebody. Here, at least, I don't have to fear rejection.
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 9 Responses Mar 21

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    I Can Finally Be Me !!!!!!!!!

    Here is the only place where i can be me..I do not have to walk on egg shells ...I do not have to be the perfect person everyone expects....I can let out everything inside that builds up all day... the inner me is not afraid here...this is MY sanctuary ...I will allow NOONE to...
    dreamcatcher60foru dreamcatcher60foru 51-55, F 22 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    No Longer A Secret...Please Read

    i've been on ep for a few months. i've made a few friends, but have only chatted w a few. i've been respectful of them and my marriage...nothing dirty or creepy fetishes. i say all of this, cuz 2day my wife went snooping thru my fone and confronted me, cuz i kept it a secret. it...
    ShatteredYouth ShatteredYouth 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 14, 2013

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    I'm such a hypocrite.

    I advocate self truth and honesty, yet I hide my true thoughts here. Yet if you're acquainted with the foibles of damaged mentality, then you're well aware not all thoughts are heart-felt, but rather a rant from an inner insecurity.
    yopu yopu 22-25 Apr 3

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    I Crave Anonymity

    It allows me to be who I am. To fight to fit into a certain mold in life is exhausting. I have to pretend to be a certain way to be accepted. As a young child I was told people should like me for who I am, in reality, that always comes with a price. A little bending here, a...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 31, 2013

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    No Way

    No way would I tell Mum about EP - that would be such a bad idea, I do not want her to read about me.So it is a secret.
    nowayjones nowayjones 18-21, F 20 Responses Jul 2, 2013

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    No one I know knows I use this site,

    not even my wife, at least I don't think she knows lol. It's a site for me to have alone time and maybe some interaction with other people.
    JackNJ JackNJ 36-40, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish I could take my beer into the sauna.

    :-/ damn Family facility ;-)
    thislittlejourney thislittlejourney 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    Because I want to! It is not

    because I have something to hide but because I don't need you opinions every time I have a thought. I have found this is be an easy way to vent and have fun without walking away with another burden. Here today gone tomorrow.
    Sweetchick5 Sweetchick5 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 23

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    Best Hideout Ever!

    Have you ever had a diary and wrote a bunch of stuff, personally stuff in it and then find out that your mom was reading it or your little brother or sister was reading it or even your best friends. It hurts to know that your own family and friends wont give u any privacy. Thats...
    yaritza16 yaritza16 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    It's better to keep it this way,

    if ANYONE IRL knew I had this, the whole town'd be on me like white on rice. I'm old fashioned and I can be that way here, I can say what I want (in a good way) and feel free.
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M Mar 26

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    There is nothing wrong with EP

    but I wouldn't want her to see I have an account here. Whenever I open the app the first story is usually "I had an affair" and I don't want her getting the wrong idea.
    ukasianmale ukasianmale 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    i share things on here I don't share with other

    people.... it's not easy to talk to my family and friends about these things .
    addictedtoashx3 addictedtoashx3 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I have to! I don't think any of my family

    or friends would understand me being on here and sharing my stories and experiences. I also know that my wife would really not understand EP and what i do here, that is why I am usually later at night or I go on and off briefly when I get a few minutes of privacy(not often). I...
    meme111111 meme111111 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 25

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    Avoiding Judgmental Stares

    I prefer to keep my account a secret. It just seems easier for me to express myself to complete strangers. I have tried opening up to friends and family but no one wanted to listen. They seem more concerned on 'fixing' me. I do not want to be fixed. All I am seeking is for...
    Curlyhairgirlroro Curlyhairgirlroro 26-30, F 31 Responses Aug 1, 2013

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    Feeling really let down this week by people

    very close to me. I need to change my life and not sure I have the courage and strength to do it!
    KateHadley1 KateHadley1 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    If someone I knew irl found this,

    I would be so screwed.
    Skirefly Skirefly 13-15, F 7 Responses Feb 5

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    I keep this account a secret to escape my

    friends and family from all the bullshit and stress they put me through. I try to keep a mellow life, but when I'm dealing with drama, a part of my mind begins to snap. If it was up to me, I would have given everybody I know the middle finger and escape this life a long time ago...
    VGod888 VGod888 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I keep my ep a secret

    because if my friends and family were to read it. They would see my differently.
    SassySam77 SassySam77 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 21

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    So just because I post things about my feeling

    on here does not mean I want guys writing me and getting all pervy, lol
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    Ive only been on one day.

    And its helped so much.. If anyone in my family knew the things i put here id be harshly judged. I dont care what all you understanding people see because you DO understand. And even when you dont, you sympathise. This site is great to get your words and feelings out:) thank you...
    Sorendino1 Sorendino1 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    I must. If I didn't I might

    as well blab to the very limited number of people I don't already trust. Everyone only says they will never judge. They judge. And I don't care about being judged I just don't think it's fair for me to be so open and honest about everything and people not be that way with me. If...
    vader6 vader6 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    Im a really weird and perverted 15 year old

    girl.some things i say on here are also secrets that no one i know in real life knows.if someone were to figure out who i am(which isint hard),i would be screwed.i mean,ppl already know im a freak,but this would just shock them 😲
    AmberLovesRabbits AmberLovesRabbits 13-15, F 16 Responses Mar 30

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    From people who know me in real life anyways.

    If anyone who ACTUALLY knows me finds me on EP, they're gonna ruin me.
    Aly1607 Aly1607 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I keep this account a secret

    because I am tired of pretending to be someone I'm not just for the sake of appearances. I don't want judgement. I'm not the girl with the perfect marriage, perfect family, perfect anything. I'm just me. The real me. The me that can be free to explore, be curious, make some...
    smhinterrupted smhinterrupted 36-40, F 13 Responses Jan 2

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    I came across this site on accident

    while googling about things I am current going through. I can't tell my parents, as really, who wants to talk to your parents about personal things? I rather die a 1000 deaths then tell them. I looked around here and I was surprised at how many kids my age are going through...
    DeathsNotebook DeathsNotebook 16-17, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    The reason i do,is because my husband would be

    upset.I don't mess around w/ the guys on here,no secret affairs or whatever,but i do have male friend's ,he wouldn't like that
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 14

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    So that I can explore my naught dirty side

    and hope no one in real finds out!!!!
    BigTexDfw BigTexDfw 31-35, M Mar 29

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    I find it so easy to talk to people

    that i don't know, but who understand me.. Some things are just hard to say in person...
    rjc14 rjc14 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    LaTeAssassin LaTeAssassin 16-17, M 5 Responses Mar 25

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    I wish I was having sex

    and getting a good head.. What's your wish ???
    Toohottohandle1 Toohottohandle1 31-35, F 13 Responses Dec 21, 2013

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    I don't suppose that I started off wanting to

    keep my EP account secret, but it may just wind up being the way I go. A lot of what I write may not be so easy to share with most of the people I know right now. Just not comfortable unloading onto people familiar to me. It's probably best spilling my guts to people who have...
    MrC1962 MrC1962 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I keep my Ep account a secret - I think this

    site can help share experiences which would be difficult to share with someone face to face.
    Michellle Michellle 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    What You Can Expect From Me On EP

    I have noticed recently, that a lot of people are not willing to put in time and energy to a friendship. They want a relationship. And who can possibly blame them? There are high hopes and expectations when you find someone to share and open up with. The nature of this site...
    JeffSnow JeffSnow 26-30, M 8 Responses Sep 11, 2013

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    Nobody in my life knows about my profile on

    here. I originally started on here because I was dreaming about a guy I loved but could never have. We had a friends with benefits sort of thing going on, but I had fallen in love with him. I knew that he would never see me like that, so I didn't say anything, not wanting to...
    cora07 cora07 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Yes, from my friends.

    I just think it's better that way
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 29

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    Related Experiences

    All of us have secrets. All of us are careful who we tell those secrets to. I have earned the confidence of several people in my life. I am happy that they can call me friend...
    CaptainRum CaptainRum 46-50 Mar 31

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    I won't say anything. A lot of people on here has helped my out with my secrets I would llike to help others out and keep there secrets pm if u choose to talk to me
    24chris24 24chris24 22-25, M Mar 28

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    Anything you choose to tell me ('choose' is the big word here) I will keep absolutely secret. No one else will know anything.
    BorderingInsane BorderingInsane 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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