I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

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    I'm only a member so I can write everything I

    can't write/talk about in real life. Example: my sadness.
    steph986 steph986
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 14

    My best friend is the only one

    that knows I had an account
    ThatWeirdGayKid ThatWeirdGayKid
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 21

    Yes I found my account by accident also.

    I don't even know how I did it. I love EP, I have many treasured friends on here and it has been a great blessing. I was going through a very difficult time in my life and I was able to share my hurts and healings with others. It's like one big social community, but you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    11 Responses Aug 25, 2015

    EP i feel is the only place I can relax

    and be myself. I can share my experiences with other people that have had the same experience as I, just with a twist. I can't really share how I feel on Facebook with family and friends. I like to avoid drama at all costs. EP is my little getaway from everyone. This is my own...
    Perseph0ne Perseph0ne
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Mar 18

    I think my Mum and Dad would have a fit

    if they knew I was on EP. They are open minded but I could never talk about my desires to them, this is the only place I can safely express myself. I have made some wonderful friends and had a great time so long may my secret life continue.
    littlebabyjane16 littlebabyjane16
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Feb 16

    This is the only place I can talk openly about

    my drug use and sexual activities. My friends and family would freak out.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness
    31-35, F
    17 Responses Jul 27, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Oct 8, 2015

    i cant write things on a paper becuase my

    parents will think its a letter to depart but wtf i have to put it on here so they dont become demons to me...
    MyraTomPhil MyraTomPhil
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 7

    i like this secret its a good one.

    i can find others like me. i dont like to appear to be weak in pyhsical appearance. this secret helps me release my anger and stress as well as fears of the unknown. i dont feel scared to post my emotions though i wish i could post them in life..
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 23

    This is the only place I can be one hundred

    percent honest. I can go into full detail about my relationship problems, my anxiety, my insecurities, etc. and not have to worry about sharing too much - repercussions. This is the only place where I don't have to be the straightup lesbian that my family & girlfriend thinks I...
    InsideTheSadCafe InsideTheSadCafe
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 30, 2015
    Gallantio Gallantio
    36-40, M
    Feb 19

    I didn't used to. My husband used to be quite

    alright w it. Then he got jealous and asked me to delete it. I miss it so I'M BACK!!
    whatalifetolive whatalifetolive
    41-45, F
    12 Responses Jan 16

    Well I tried to keep it a secret.

    Ages ago I'd been grounded and not long after getting let back out, my mam caught me on my phone late at night. I was on EP and she went crazy when she saw what I was doing. Dad got involved, they went through my phone and it just got really really bad, like I've never seen them...
    Katy2003 Katy2003
    13-15, F
    7 Responses Mar 29

    If anyone in my family knew I had an account on

    here and saw some of the stuff on my profile, they'd either send me to a therapist, disown me, or God knows what else! My parents already think I'm weird enough (and threatened to send to a therapist) but I can't say the things I want to on Facebook like I can on EP. It's so...
    odessa94 odessa94
    18-21, T
    4 Responses May 27, 2015

    I am looking to get a subscription box

    that I can receive in the UK. the more unusual the better!!
    pbarn pbarn
    31-35, M
    Feb 7

    North Carolina men message me married single I

    don't care. ONLY North Carolina men though please
    annawifeynxtdoor annawifeynxtdoor
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 5

    I am only here to pass time

    but some of the content on here would shock my husband for sure.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Jan 13

    My parents would go mental

    if they knew about this. It is also a place where i can openly talk about myself and other private matters without really worring about it.
    WolfConstellation WolfConstellation
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 18
    Aloha2erhz Aloha2erhz
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jan 24

    I don't want anyone to know

    that I'm on EP because I want to be able to feel free to be as open as I want.
    Mystic71 Mystic71
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    Yes I do. This is about the only place

    where I can really let loose and meet others like me. I am an introvert in real life, so this place gives me the opportunity to share, read and exchange stories and experiences that help me grow, or just provide amusement.
    chanok2010 chanok2010
    36-40, M
    Feb 24

    yes. so that I could chat up other awesome

    people who are here in secret! anybody up for it?
    tabooxxz tabooxxz
    22-25, M
    Jan 23

    This is such a fun and interesting site I often

    find myself thinking, "I should tell so-and-so about this. I bet he/she would really enjoy it." But then I realize that's a terrible idea because I'd constantly be worried that they'd find me on here somehow and know all the **** I don't tell people in real life.
    donotforget donotforget
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Jan 23

    I've told 2 people that I have a account here.

    I was to afraid to tell either of them my account. I immediately regretted telling one of them, it felt like they could see right through all of my bullshit for a split second.
    persononinternet persononinternet
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 19

    I think EP 'pausing' itself is total BS

    and I think that as members we should be allowed to vito this!
    BornToLoseLivedToWin BornToLoseLivedToWin
    26-30, M
    Mar 23

    I NEED my job and career,

    but like to chat with like minded people.
    canuckrider canuckrider
    56-60, F
    11 Responses Mar 9

    Na. No one knows about this I only get on here

    from my phone and I keep this baby locked , pass code ...lock and key so to speak... my family would go ape sh** ..... It would be I knew it! You did that and you went there ....blah blah... Forget all that seriously I don't want to explain myself to them or anyone else for that...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl
    70+, F
    3 Responses May 28, 2015

    ...because people don't want honesty.

    .. truth hurts, and people would rather be lied to... no matter what they claim... they choose to believe the lie everyday, even if the truth is clear as day... because believing the lie is easier than facing the truth...
    Calsi704 Calsi704
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 20

    Because of my 'foibles'.

    .. I have told my wife, who supports me, but I think it would spoil most other friendships.
    TValentine TValentine
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 30

    Shhhh! It's my secret.

    Gotta have some secrets
    onfire33 onfire33
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Jan 24

    The first rule of E.P.

    is: you do not talk about E.P. The second rule of E.P. is: you DO NOT talk about E.P.!
    yopu yopu
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 6, 2015

    I find that it's just easier to keep it a

    secret. Not to mention the fact that if my friends or family found out about some of my desires or extracurricular activities I would probably die from embarrassment. lol
    Honeysuc Honeysuc
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    What's the best site to got to

    after EP shuts down?
    livingreal007 livingreal007
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 13

    No one in my personal life knows I have an

    account here. I enjoy knowing I have some where to go that I can be anonymous, and not worry about what I post. It's a very freeing feeling.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Jan 10

    I will be Officially leaving EP probably around

    tmr night for no doubt good. It's be good to all my Chat friends.
    SamanthaCarlos SamanthaCarlos
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 20

    If anyone in my real life read the stories

    and comments I post on EP they would never believe that I wrote them. I am viewed as practical and dependable, vanilla and boring. My friends all sparkle and shine, artists and performers that light up the room and are the center of attention. I make certain we have enough...
    Sif42 Sif42
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    I keep my EP account secret

    because after 38 years of marriage and raising 5 children, I just wanted to have something for myself. It might be a selfish thought.
    Raven57 Raven57
    56-60, F
    9 Responses Mar 29, 2015

    I juggle many hats in my day to day life,

    and the mask has to stay firmly in place. I just want a place where I don't have to wear it, not because I intend on being a pervert or for other nefarious purposes. I just want a place where I can be..honest.
    Kathrax Kathrax
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    EP has opened up a world to me

    that stays locked away from my wife & loved ones... It gives me somewhere to express my sexuality & sexual desires... I felt so trapped before joining EP & now when I need to vent, play, laugh & talk about what my desires are I come here :)
    Curiousmissy Curiousmissy
    31-35, F
    14 Responses Dec 15, 2015

    I love that this is my dirty secret.

    No one has to know that I have an EP account I like that I have this secret outlet where I can chat with ppl that won't pass judgement on me and we all have stories to share. Whether they are similar or different the facts remain that we all have something going on in our life...
    Unsatisfiedwoman74 Unsatisfiedwoman74
    41-45, F
    8 Responses Feb 17, 2015

    I do ! I wonder how many other people do this.

    I feel I can say things on EP that I would be embarrassed to admit to people I actually know! I was wondering if anyone else does this, and got found on EP by someone they actually know?
    alabfan70 alabfan70
    18-21, F
    15 Responses Dec 2, 2015

    Current significant other,

    friends, etc do not know of it and I intend to keep it that way :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    12 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    I'm even considering taking down my half faced

    picture because that smile would be pretty recognizable to anyone who knows me in real life. I did invite my new friend and co-worker on here, but besides her not a soul knows. This is my little place to release, interact, learn, people watch and I want to keep it all to myself...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Jun 13, 2015

    20/03/2016 - If someone asked I would tell

    them about my EP account. What have I got to hide? Im honest here so why would I not be honest with others in the outside world?
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Mar 19

    Do you have a FB? No.

    Do you have a Twitter? No. Instagram? Nope. Kik? Nu uh... What do you have? ...Nothing. Absolutely nothing. (EP is honestly the ONLY social network I have and even then, I still keep it a secret from others)
    EnvyEverly EnvyEverly
    18-21, F
    Mar 2
    terriblefixations terriblefixations
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 20

    Sometimes a person needs a discreet

    and secret space just for themselves. I have a lot of things in my life that I need a break from and I want to use EP as a place just to express my feelings, thoughts, rants, frustrations, joys, disappointments, humor, and maybe chat with some intelligent and mature adults here...
    GoneGirl78 GoneGirl78
    36-40, F
    10 Responses Oct 26, 2015

    Omg, I do and tonight

    while scrolling through EP, my daughter came walking in the room to talk. I calmly hit the home button on my phone and set my phone down. Our conversation led to us looking something up on facebook. My husband, being curious about what we were looking at, wanted to see my...
    NaughtyWhispers NaughtyWhispers
    36-40, F
    21 Responses Aug 25, 2015

    for me this is the only place I can actually

    make friends and be social. I live in such a small town and the main problem if my hubby found out he'd be furious. so thank goodness for this place.
    OkamiLeilah OkamiLeilah
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jul 29, 2015

    I like EP.. but I think it means I have been on

    here too long when people start messaging me again as if we have never chatted before
    Rayale Rayale
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Jan 19
    calua98 calua98
    41-45, M
    Mar 28

    Hey guys, i want to ask you about something,

    I have already seen it twice on EP, just right now and few months ago. Somebody wrote( I think it's the same person but 2 different accounts)to me saying usual stuff "how are you?" Etc, his profile showed he is 31-35 years old male, when I told him I am from Europe, he said...
    jeejuush jeejuush
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Feb 12

    I <3 Ep

    ALL THOSE WHO HEART EP POST AND RATE UP THIS STORY!!!!!!!!!!!!! POST: <3 RATE UP +++++
    XXXLaylaRoseXXX XXXLaylaRoseXXX
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Oct 23, 2012
    dirtymind29 dirtymind29
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Oct 22, 2015

    Avoiding Judgmental Stares

    I prefer to keep my account a secret. It just seems easier for me to express myself to complete strangers. I have tried opening up to friends and family but no one wanted to listen. They seem more concerned on 'fixing' me. I do not want to be fixed. All I am seeking is for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    30 Responses Aug 1, 2013

    I have a hard time meeting people IRL

    who have the same interests as me (sexually). People don't normally open up in person like they do on the Internet. I feel like I can be myself here and meet people who have the same fantasies and I've noticed a lot of you are very creative and free. I like that in a person.
    Untamedsecret Untamedsecret
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Oct 6, 2015
    apperentlyicanthavemynameagain apperentlyicanthavemynameagain
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 24
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