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I Keep My Pain Inside Of Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 362 People

    Just Because I'm Not Complaining Doesn't Mean Life's Perfect

    I try t keep it inside of me for a [seemingly] good reason though. I feel like I'm only adding weight to my freinds shoulders and I'm dumping my problems on them, and it makes me feel terrible. Now I'm sure one of my friends might be reading this right now and will comment...
    MusicAddict4Life MusicAddict4Life 13-15, F May 22, 2012

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    The Joker

    Whenever I try to think about the past, it is always the bad memories that come first. In elementary school, true to the typical Asian stereotype, I was a kid who liked reading and math as much as playing outside during recess. I was proud of myself when I learned to multiply on...
    MyOwnPoison MyOwnPoison 18-21, M Jul 29, 2013

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    We Succeed In One Thing

    We hurt.. Our heart gets pounded by an emotional hammer. Someone just grabbed our heart and thru it to the ground and stomped on it. We try to forget the heartbreak we just went thru. So we stay busy. We work day in day out trying to forget. But it's more difficult as the days go...
    shakenama shakenama 41-45, M Feb 24, 2012

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    "Empty"

    I sometimes feel like a failure and I hate the feeling it gives me. A lot of people say they feel "empty" but I have never felt that. I always feel something, even if it is sorrow or disappointment. I often wonder what it feels it like to be empty. What if I was empty? Would that...
    faithful98 faithful98 16-17, F Jan 31, 2013

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    Nothing. that will always be thee answer.. you let your feelings, your thoughts out. You get emotions involved. and everything crumbles.. keep it inside. keep saying nothing...
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I wish there was an easy way to end my suffering. I often wonder what I've done to deserve to always suffer. I'm tired of the pain. The physical pain, the mental pain and the...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    im sad right now my life is getting bad and worse. but it is out of my control most things are at least. I am not perfect but life is just hitting me left and right. I am trying...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M Mar 26

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    My Ex came by the other day.... at first she seemed angry and stern. I gathered this by the tone in her voice and her telling me over and over again that she is here to talk this...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F Apr 7

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    literally my life. I just HAD to start the day before finals. and the second day (my first day finals) is always the most painful. I feel like death right now and I'm so freaking...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with it three years ago. I slowly started to realize that my level of pain probably wasn’t in the average range when it increased with each day. I sometimes...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    All this time, I though only one person used me. Only one person abused me. Only one person put me through that much pain. Being used by my cousin is hard enough. But then I...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    I got kicked out of my house because they needed my bed, and moved into a place that I can't afford, **** I can't even afford to feed myself. I've been spending my whole life for...
    Yourbaaaby Yourbaaaby 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I failed one of my exams so I had to take summer classes He was free he graduated he had nothing to do so he would meet up with me after school We use to go to the park and walk...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I look at life as it is like there is this BEAUTIFUL masterpiece of art work that you are Creating... with all the Fine detail you put into it.. and look at this piece of art you...
    Micheael Micheael 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I can see it in the way they move and their laugh and their smile and the way they talk. Their pain is so obvious and I wish I was brave enough to ask them about it but i'm not. I...
    rawr0 rawr0 18-21, F Apr 9

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    Sometimes all I want to do is cry. But then I realize that I can't. I just can't because im tired and bored of it. My eyes don't make tears and face muscles refuse to move. I don't...
    ithinkithink ithinkithink 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 4

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    Those overwhelming and heartbreaking times I’ve seen when I look into someone’s eyes and all i can see is sadness/pain/tears! That moment when you look into their eyes and...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I don't know if it's just me, but whenever I don't paint my nails, I feel bare. Like I'm half naked without nail polish. I am obsessed with painting my nails and keeping them...
    sillychey97 sillychey97 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I look into the mirror. my past is catching up to me. my skin my knife my tears my pain my hurt my problem my solitude my friends my enemies my agony my love my break my cure my...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M Apr 14

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    I feel as though i wanna rip my face clean off my head and let the wind sting my muscles behind my face. Pain can supress my anger and it can calm it down but i cant find a way...
    Beaniesandbands Beaniesandbands 18-21, M Apr 13

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    I really was struggling to forgive my STBX husband for the years of pain he caused me. He's not a bad man he has a good heart and he's an awesome Dad. He has some mental health...
    rosev2 rosev2 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    my bullet... he is my exit from this pain. He cures all type of cancer and is very effective. He silences all the voices in my head. He brings humanity toward my nature. He...
    Poeticdeaths Poeticdeaths 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    Sometimes I just want to leave a place, rather then stay and tell people how I feel. At some point in a conversation, I built up so much anger or frustration, that I just want.. To...
    CeMi1706 CeMi1706 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I feel like I have the heart of God but the mind of Satan. I know I can be a good person. I'm usually very nice to people. I mostly keep all my hatred bottled up inside my mind. I...
    ForeverALoser ForeverALoser 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I keep everything bottled up and I have so much anger. I black out when I'm angry sometimes and I just don't know what I'm doing until it's over. I feel like it's a whole other...
    BryBri15 BryBri15 13-15, T Apr 4

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    I keep everything to myself everyone thinks I'm fine but deep inside I feel terrible. I smile and pretend I'm happy just because I don't want anybody to know what's really going on...
    littlequeen21 littlequeen21 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    People say women marry their fathers, but a man like my dad is actually the last kind of person I'd want to spend my married life with. He's not the worst father out there, but he...
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I have been in a situation in my life where I pretended to be someone else and it got out of hand big time. It brought me so much pain but most of all it caused others pain. Which...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M Apr 13

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    Yes , my pain is great but my will to continue and forget is greater than it , so i will keep struggling , since the life is for the strong only.
    umayyad umayyad 31-35, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Today is 1 week from the day I started to loose my baby. Tomorrow will be 1 week from the day I actually lost him. Everything reminds me of him. All the pains and aches of my body...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F Mar 27

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    When I was 13 I bet a boy who soon became my best friend. I thought we had something special and then we eventually started dating when I was 14. We became close and he told me how...
    katie3401 katie3401 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    My old antidepressants made me numb inside, and it was horrible
    EmoGirl286 EmoGirl286 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    It's slowly it's painful and it's true
    Sw33love Sw33love 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Plain and simple: I failed. Now can you all just hate me. I will feel better knowing I am not causing any pain. Don't worry about me. I will be fine. Promise.
    Untrustworthy117 Untrustworthy117 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    well im officially deleting my account now i have found out that there is no cure for the pain and nothing left to hold onto. ive tried, tried so hard to be someone but everytime i...
    nightmarehorizons nightmarehorizons 13-15, M Apr 13

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    seeing that line in the past...the line crossed when the future was wide open and the time now when most is regrets of missed opportunity. what hurts most is seeing things that...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M Apr 15

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    He's so sweet, but everytime I look at him his smile screams lies. he's dying on the inside. I wish I could help
    Afraidrhombas56 Afraidrhombas56 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been sad lately . And I don't now why exactly . But there's so much pain . I don't know why I feel this way and if I did , I would go back and change it > if only u could . No...
    annaupchurch annaupchurch 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    comforting consistency..its been here longer than anyone. icy claws inside..burning steel cutting deep. the words said or unsaid that twist the blades and turn a dull ache into a...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    It's been such a long time since I have been on here. One of the reasons is because I live in chronic pain 24/7. I knew I wouldn't get better and that eventually, I would get worse...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F Apr 4

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    It's been such a long time since I have been on here. One of the reasons is because I live in chronic pain 24/7. I knew I wouldn't get better and that eventually, I would get worse...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 4

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