I Keep My Pain To Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 453 People

    i m not gonna tell anyone my problems

    and secrets coz it just never work ... i feel bad for myself .... they are my friends but they can never understand... how i feel so ....
    Dreck007 Dreck007
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2015

    "You are like a closed book,

    not even with a description on the cover." My friend said.
    Jamesthellama Jamesthellama
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 25, 2015

    I never thought things would be the way they

    are in my life, I feel so incomplete and half gone. Or completely gone. I just wanna be able to open up completely to my family, and friends. I avoid it, I just want to avoid my feelings inside, I pretend there not there but yet I feel it so strong, all the pain. But I don't...
    Escapethelife23 Escapethelife23
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

    Logically, I know that there are others

    who will help me bear my burdens. Some physical burdens I have no choice but to seek help with. Depression tells me that emotional burdens are my own; as are any I can take upon myself from others. I learned in my first marriage, that despite others' protestations and even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 24, 2015
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    I do it so I don't burden everyone.

    It's not worth bothering people.
    MrPoolofsouls MrPoolofsouls
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Sep 23, 2015

    I don't like to expose what I'm feeling on the

    inside. I mainly keep it to myself so nobody gets hurt.
    crazyaboutcountry9786 crazyaboutcountry9786
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 30, 2015

    I keep my pain to myself

    so I wouldn't hurt anyone else with it. I don't want to be a burden or a problem. It's just the way how it is, I guess.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 13, 2015
    muahahapera muahahapera
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2015

    It's 1:22am. And I am feeling broken

    and alone.. on a whim I looked up an old friend I haven't spoken to in a long time. He got married and sadly I missed it. We haven't spoken since 8/12/2014 save one time at the start of the year and the meeting wasn't very good.. he treated me like I was a stranger.. I've...
    xWhiteFangx xWhiteFangx
    22-25, M
    Nov 2, 2015

    I hate expressing my emotions

    because no one ever FUCKEN LISTENS TO ME!!
    Nena000 Nena000
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2015

    I am falling in love with you.

    .. but I know that you don't feel the same way. I'm just done with everything, I've been heartbroken for too long and i know that your going to break mine. I want to hate you but I can't because I'm that much in love with you. I just wish you can open your eyes and see it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 29, 2015

    just easier that way,

    far better for me to turn my anger or sadness into doodles or something creative...than tear into someone o_O just starts a bad cycle
    Curiouscatbug Curiouscatbug
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2015

    There's nobody you can trust.

    So why not just hoard all the pain and put on a fictitious smile?
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2015

    We certainly have two faces one is

    for others to show all is well and second is where all emotions are hidden...n I like to keep the second one to myself for sure...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 24, 2015

    I'll keep my pain to myself

    because I don't want to worry my family or friends whether that's mentally, emotionally or even physical.
    shadowwolf24 shadowwolf24
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2015
    Geedah Geedah
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015

    I an hurting so bad and I can't stop it.

    I'm here physically but mentally I'm not. I'm not here and I don't know what to do. I am fake from my smiles to my laughs and I hate it. everybody cries and I know that I just hate living so much I hate it. the more I live the more I'm stuck
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 25, 2015

    My world is falling, crumbling apart,

    life is meaningless & that's just the start My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking & I swear to god it leaves me shaking Late at night till early in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn't sleep last night, like all the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    I usually do. Sadly though it's only made me

    hate myself more then before
    RandomPerson186 RandomPerson186
    16-17, M
    Jan 27, 2016

    Four biggest lies you'll ever hear 1) "Its

    get better" ( when? 2) "it'll be okay" ( fck no it won't" ) 3) "I'm here for you" (bullshit) 4) "its okay" ( no it's not) So whenever people tells you these things just note that people lie to make u feel better.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 7, 2015
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