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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 21-25, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    I've been talking to this guy for a few weeks. He works crazy long hours. So we only get to talk-talk on his days off, last night was one. We get to talking and I notice he's...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F Nov 2

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    So my ex that I'm in love with told me he loves my " best friend" (but I moved schools,he developed those feeling because I kept pushing him away )) but he says he loves me more...
    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F Nov 10

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    Especially you Leslie. I try to tell you everything, I really do. And I think I've gotten a little bit better at it since the last time I posted this story but I'm not sure. I...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I remember when I was 18 a friend just easily stole my boyfriend away just because she made lies of I've been hanging out with other boys and stuff. She then tried to annoy me I...
    ImVeryHot ImVeryHot 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23

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    We just celebrated our 1 year and 2 months relationship last week and I cannot say things went smoothly before we could last up to this point. I love my boyfriend. However, for...
    trappedinmy trappedinmy 18-21, F 50 mins ago

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    Everyday I hear about someone somewhere getting sent down for something or another. But those that do many of these things intentionally don't even think about there loved ones...
    Babybf Babybf 31-35, F Nov 4

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    My boyfriend broke up with me four weeks ago. We were together for four years and we were so happy as far as I knew and we were best friends, soul mates. He told me I was he's one...
    Rachelfrecklesmarie Rachelfrecklesmarie 26-30, F 5 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    It started my senior year of high school. We were just friends at the time and he had a girlfriend. Around April my prom date and I got in to a huge fight and so I asked .. lets...
    thinkingoutloudx thinkingoutloudx 18-21, F Oct 28

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    Hi, I really need your advice because I'm a bit confused and rattled. I was with my boyfriend for about 6 months when we first met everything was great, we laughed so much and had...
    Rainrebel Rainrebel 26-30, F 18 Responses Oct 28

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    I ran away from home. I am 15 years old. I have been gone for about 2 weeks now. I ran away because honestly I was just Fed up with my family I urged for more and independence. I...
    Dsanders13 Dsanders13 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    There should be a "I Have a Nudist Boyfriend" group. Even the first weekend I spent with him at his house while his mom was gone for the weekend, he never got dressed. Since his...
    emmsbody emmsbody 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    It has been two months since he passed away. I feel lost without him. I've lost all hopes I had in life. People tell me the pain will reduce. But it just keeps increasing day by...
    Lonelyndepressedgirl Lonelyndepressedgirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 1

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    Finally broke up with my boyfriend got him out. Of course I handed him$ right before the breakup but my bad. I'll take the loss much better than getting abused verbally!! I never...
    justina12 justina12 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    My boyfriend and I have been together less than a year. He's been at the juvenile detention center for almost two 3 weeks now. The first few days were the hardest thing I've ever...
    mataaaza mataaaza 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Me and my boyfriend have been together for a little over a year now. But we have known each other for years and dated before. But he moved across the country, & I thought that I...
    xxihateyouxx xxihateyouxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    I'm the opposite. I can fold clothes and put them away nicely but I s.uck at laundry. I don't wash my own clothes. If I do wash my clothes they would become small, white clothes...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    Ugh ok. Here we go.. So I've been dating my boyfriend for about 4 years now and we are very serious we want to have kids together after we both graduate from college and get our...
    denisestephanie denisestephanie 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    Wonder how many people I know on here. I keep my experiences vague enough to where I can write freely without getting busted.
    BlackScorpionWidow BlackScorpionWidow 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    message me a secret that you've been keeping in for a long time and ill tell you one of mine :)
    cookingaubrey cookingaubrey 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I'm really good at keeping other people's secrets. Actually, a little too good because half the time, I forget. :P
    tgf12 tgf12 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Of course I will keep your secret! Especially if I am part of it!! Grins
    Jacob63 Jacob63 51-55, M 1 hr ago

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    My heart is aching. My boyfriend was sentenced to 3 years in Prison. They took him away from me yesterday. I'm not sure how to react, where to turn. Our story is a bit different...
    nukeemhigh nukeemhigh 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 25

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    Oh yeah I forgot to tell you all about me going to see my boyfriend right after he got out...Well my ex which I am still friends with(that was my first mistake) offered to take me...
    Skinnylove99 Skinnylove99 16-17, F Oct 31

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    I moved in with my boyfriend who had twins at the age of 19 (boy and girl). Their mother and him dated but broke up once the kids were born. He didn't love her and did not want to...
    pinapie pinapie 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    Walking Back To You There is a peace that envelopes me when I think about what we had. The serenity of our lives together was just simple and sweet. We started a journey...
    taurusboi23 taurusboi23 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 31

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    So, this is a really long story. I was at school when I met my boyfriend. He already had a girlfriend, but kissed me anyway. We were only 14/15 so it was just immaturity. He...
    crushedgirl crushedgirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    Hey I really need some advice, I am devastated. I'm 17, my bf is 19. We've been together for almost 6 months now. The thing is that before being with my current boyfriend I was in...
    silentRegard silentRegard 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 5

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    As most of y'all know my parents recently got a divorce and my dad has moved out. Well basically my mom has a new boyfriend that she met online living with us. And my grandma has...
    germany100 germany100 16-17, F Nov 11

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    So just yesterday my boyfriend left for army basic training, for 7 weeks, and has just arrived to base camp which is where we had to say good bye in text till the next time we get...
    tayrichx tayrichx 18-21, F Oct 28

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    My boyfriends mom is really overprotective, as well as overbearing. I want to spend more time with him,but she prevents that from happening. My boyfriend seems blind to it though...
    SmoofJoof SmoofJoof 18-21, F Nov 1

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    I just start the relationship with my boyfriend since few months, he let me knew there are 2 kids he is having, with different mother, they never in a relationship. So one of the...
    formagerie formagerie 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I have been dating my boyfriend for about two months. As soon as we started dating, I moved most of my things out of my dorm at college and into his house just a few minutes down...
    tayloremily96 tayloremily96 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 11

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    I am now 19 and I want to have a boyfriend. I have been solo since 1995 and now that my teenage years are almost over, I'm kind of starting to yearn for someone's affection. Been...
    zrylism zrylism 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 3

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    My boyfriend left for bootcamp exactly a week ago today. This week has felt like FOREVER. I honestly don't know how to keep myself busy enough. I got a new job up in my college...
    melmal95 melmal95 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I just got a new puppy a week a go in my country dogs are outlawed so we cant take him for a walk but we can train him on the treadmill we cant always play with him so we keep him...
    samy9990 samy9990 13-15, F Nov 9

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    I think my destiny is to not have a boyfriend. I waited and since that didn't work out I decided to ask a guy myself still that didn't workout. Should I keep trying?
    MilkyHon MilkyHon 16-17 1 Response Nov 9

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    Hi, my name is Joselynn. My boyfriend and I have been together 2 years going on 3 in July . He was arrested on gun charges in January of this year. He was let out a month later on...
    Jcarranza Jcarranza 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    i want an app. you could choose how many people you want in the scene, and what genders. then you could choose where they are: park, city street, beach, garden or yard, residential...
    taopuppy taopuppy 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 10

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    My self-esteem is at an all time low. I want to die again. I want to just...stop existing. School is stressing me out, my life is stressing me out, I can't stop comparing myself to...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've been crying all night missing my boyfriend.. I don't know what it is about tonight but I just miss him terribly.. I started crying about our dog that passed away the day he...
    aiahlove aiahlove 18-21, F Oct 21

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    I don't know her but she has big fake boobs and dresses like the girls from Rock Of Love. But the reason I hate her is because she ran over him with her car on accident and then...
    sweetbee33 sweetbee33 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    December 2nd will mark 2 years since my boyfriend passed away, and I can't even begin to accept how much time has gone by and how quickly it did. It feels like I just saw him...
    Yval Yval 18-21, F Oct 26

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    I'm currently 17 in high school, and a little more than bicurious. Definitely not a raging lesbian, but I can have my moments... Especially with this one girl.. It honestly was...
    DefineLoveToMe DefineLoveToMe 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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