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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 21-25, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    I can feel myself slowly pushing myself away from him. And it saddens me. I feel like there could be m0rę. He's right around the corner and I can't feel but want to run the other...
    TexasGypsyMommy TexasGypsyMommy 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I am so used to being hurt. I don't want to lose him. But what if he does decide to leave. What if one day he wakes up and decides I am no enough. That I am not worth the fight...
    withpaincomesstrength withpaincomesstrength 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have a bad habit of pushing people away. I try not to though. When I go through hard times of numerous sorts, my first instinct is to push people away. I have this mad desire...
    topsykrit topsykrit 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    It's Christmas Eve and I am pushing everyone away. I don't want to feel like I don't belong, and don't know what else to do.
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I really do love my boyfriend a lot but recently my insecurities have plagued me terribly. There is no way I am going to keep him long. I'm to awkward and I am scared to be myself...
    ThatGirl0610 ThatGirl0610 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    If I didn't love my boyfriend so much, I would HATE him. He is an addict. He is a liar. He says terrible things about me and lies to his friends, family, and our couple's...
    pbandds pbandds 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    Two cats, actually. My most recent boyfriend moved out almost two years ago, and they have kept me company since. Echo and Anyanka.
    RedIsTheBest RedIsTheBest 36-40, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Everytime I'm reminded of what a great guy he is, I'm reminded of what a horrible person I am. As his dad put it ...." a lesser guy would've walked away from you and your bulls...
    peanuttyandjelly peanuttyandjelly 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    So it's been like 2 weeks so far.. The last time I seen my boyfriend was only one of the best worst time of my life... So me and him hadn't talked for days and when I finally got...
    rassenav rassenav 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    Friday, December 5th, I found out the worst news ever. My boyfriend of 4 months passed away on Thursday after 20 days in the hospital. A year and a month after my brother passed...
    xXJustMe123 xXJustMe123 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Me and my boyfriend been together for about a year now. He has a 1 year old daughter with his ex wife. We have a 2 month baby boy. Honestly I feel like I regret it, but I do love...
    geenasz geenasz 18-21 Dec 7

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    It's helpful to know that I'm not the only one who's going though the same situation. I always swore to myself that I would never be with a man that had children, but yet here I am...
    BlackStarryNight BlackStarryNight 26-30, F Dec 14

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    The Back-story: Almost 3 years ago I met this woman, a couple years older than me, at work. We hit it off instantly, and eventually became truly friends. At the time of us meeting...
    mperez4855 mperez4855 22-25, M 5 Responses Dec 5

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    We met on facebook don't judge me just yet and i noticed he commented on my status that i had wrote bout my other ex saying he hates me he doesn't understand me. Then i realized...
    chavelliex3 chavelliex3 22-25 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Yep I want a boyfriend inbox me
    kaiovinicius kaiovinicius 13-15, M 4 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Really had a great day yesterday as I spent it with my Boyfriend Mark. It was either shops or walk but as it was snowy we chose a walk with our boots on. Great fun! Had a snowball...
    Susanna96 Susanna96 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    I really want a boyfriend, someone please text me
    dannythegayguy dannythegayguy 13-15, M 11 hrs ago

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    I want a boyfriend that is 14-17
    Iggylove Iggylove 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend has been engaged before he met me and says he don't wanna get married, first i used to think that he says that because he's been through a failed engagement but when i...
    esraaahmed91 esraaahmed91 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm twenty years old and me and my boyfriend have been together since I was fifteen and he was seventeen. He spanks me quite a lot, but only if I really deserve it. I have been...
    girl40001 girl40001 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    So I find myself here again same time as last year... My boyfriend of six years has left me again. Not for another women but for four walls and bars as a door. He was arrested this...
    stepbystepxxx stepbystepxxx 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I used to keep everything bottled up - absolutely everything! I never told my mum or dad anything at all for years. I met my boyfriend of now 15 months and he persuaded me to open...
    greendayfan11 greendayfan11 13-15, F Dec 14

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    Boyfriend and I were not hanging out together on that day as we have friends to meet and I only remembered that in the dream, it showed me that he is meeting his friends in a pizza...
    beendreamingalot beendreamingalot 18-21, F Dec 11

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    I don't hate his best friend. I am actually good friends with his best friend. He's the only friend that I don't mind at all. It's his other 5 friends that irritate me. I act like...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    About a year ago it all started. This guy liked me and then I kind of started to like him but nothing ever happened because we are two very different people. His social group...
    somebodydreams somebodydreams 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    Oh Lord yes I do! I keep meeting and falling for the well educated ladies that accept me at first and then try to change and alter my whole being once we are in a relationship. I...
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M 10 hrs ago

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    Well. It doesnt really concern anybody at all but i'ld rather write than keep repeating my memories in my head. I had a series of failed relationships, with every reason you can...
    Strangerinshadows Strangerinshadows 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I am 21 and my boyfriend is 19. It's not too much of an age difference. He however looks a lot older than me so nobody knows he's younger than me until I tell them and even then...
    cherrypie54552 cherrypie54552 18-21, F Dec 10

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    So at lunch today my friend Bex and me sat on the same table as Scott (gorgeous boy-shaped thing I REALLY fancy) and some of his friends (2 of them). Scott said ‘hi’ but was...
    EllieT01 EllieT01 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I am almost 20 years old and have never had a boyfriend. It has never really bothered me until now, and I almost feel stupid for thinking like this, but I want to end up with...
    ehm0204 ehm0204 18-21, F Dec 13

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    I really wish i did? Im a teen and honestly ive always been one of those girls that goes "oh u dont need a boyfriend to be happy" and i get grossed out by my friends who date and...
    appetanc3 appetanc3 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    I just met this guy. And he's almost has everything i've been looking for in a guy. He's hard working. Private about his life. Came from good background. Smart. We have a lot of...
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F Dec 12

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    hehe Im 18 still waiting for ny first kiss :p I've have never ever had a boyfriend. Im not really attractive so I don't blame them. Sometimes I really feel lonely and embarrassed...
    JN96 JN96 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 28

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    Here is my new fictional story, I tried to put also the images in the story but it was removed.Tell me If you want to see the renders and I'll find another way to share them with...
    wgsoup wgsoup 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 28

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    So I just really need to vent about this stuff so this is going to be a pretty long post... But in a nutshell my boyfriend cheated on me and has lied multiple times about girls he...
    TaeDD TaeDD 22-25, F Dec 3

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    My boyfriend I were on the verge of breaking up when I got with someone else. At the time, I didn't feel bad or guilty in any way. Even though I wanted our relationship to be over...
    peanuttyandjelly peanuttyandjelly 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    So I'm new on here and I was finding a way to get over the fact that my boyfriend has left for bootcamp for the marines today! I have never gone more than a day without him! So I...
    MarinesGirl18 MarinesGirl18 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Me and bf is going through a relationship for almost 5 months. I really love him and I know he really love me too. Me and him never have any fight or misunderstanding along this...
    hazyqa hazyqa 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I don't understand what the deal is. I keep myself in good shape, dress in tasteful modest clothing, I like my face, I have a good job making decent money, I'm pretty confident...
    Celestron Celestron 31-35 Dec 16

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    So i asked a question earlier about whether or not i should go out to hang with friends. ive been at home since im sort of overwhelemed at the moment and having a hard time...
    spreadyourwings spreadyourwings 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 17

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    I want a boyfriend friend thats a bit older than me. (Im 13) i want him to be caring and its nice if he can keep up a banter
    wildspirit21 wildspirit21 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 19

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    Idk if I'm the only one who feels like this but my boyfriend has been locked up for two Years so far and at times I Just feel like I can't get through my days When he first got...
    Jemiini Jemiini 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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