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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 21-25, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    I do this subconsciously in most cases. It's like I see there's chance that a guy could be amazing. You know what I'm talking about people. You know that person who you start...
    geekychick14 geekychick14 13-15, F Feb 19

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    It feels good to type everything down here.. I have been keeping everything to myself and it is getting harder to manage but I am sure that I can seek advises from other persons...
    Zenalia Zenalia 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I don't get why do I keep pushing people way I mean I want friends in this new town and when I'm about to make friends I ignore the person like garbage I don't want to do this I...
    Didi33 Didi33 18-21, F Feb 5

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    I'm not really sure when I started pushing people away, but I'd like for that to stop.. I'm only hurting myself...
    RealisticSmile RealisticSmile 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I have a terminal illness and no one knows how long I have and I've been pushing people away because of it. I'm a grenade and the less people in my life the less casualties when I...
    Loislane29 Loislane29 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Easiest Way to Keep Back Pain Away (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4092) If you are suffering from any type of back pain, neck pain or sciatica, I urge you to read about the...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Feb 9

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    I have a crush on my boyfriends friend. I just wanna kiss him and make out and then **** him.
    Emmalee410 Emmalee410 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    So this is going to be somewhat of a long story.. But I need to share with someone. Maybe sharing it will help me figure out where my heart lies. My ex an I broke up about 2 years...
    StephanieLynne1125 StephanieLynne1125 22-25, F Feb 6

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    This is a story about 2 best friends that became One. Love is agape, unconditional. Imagine 2 straight guys falling in love. That's what happened to us. At our first meeting we...
    EmotionalPhilosopher EmotionalPhilosopher 26-30, M Feb 13

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    yes i have when they put me in a mental hospital. i was detained. it made me feel like a criminal and not a sick person at all . it made me feel i did somethink wrong.and i was...
    furrycats furrycats 31-35 33 mins ago

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    Ok I'm freaking out right now cause I've never done this before. I'm not gonna put any labels on my self cause I'm not really sure. Here we go. .. When I was around 8 I realized I...
    lovagirl19 lovagirl19 18-21, F Feb 10

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    So my boyfriends mother is a psycho! Lol she was sooo nice in front of him and not that he is away she takes out all her anger on me! Why is she angry? Cause apparently I'm taking...
    fleishman1 fleishman1 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 14

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    i have been with my boyfriend just under a year, about 4 months of the relationship, i was living in Australia, when i moved back, i finally met him, and we have been together ever...
    teerosex teerosex 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have been with my boyfriend almost 5 years we have two boys together...And most days I just feel like he is the worst thing that ever happened to me...he is abusive controlling...
    alyssamarie1 alyssamarie1 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    So I'm 15, so is my boyfriend. His parents are devout Christians and are sooooo perfect and holy, yet they've both cheated like 2+ times. His parents hate me. And for no reason...
    lucajayx3 lucajayx3 13-15, F Feb 7

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    So I'm 15, so is my boyfriend. His parents are devout Christians and are sooooo perfect and holy, yet they've both cheated like 2+ times. His parents hate me. And for no reason...
    lucajayx3 lucajayx3 13-15, F Feb 7

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    He hates them too. So I'm 15, so is my boyfriend. His parents are devout Christians and are sooooo perfect and holy, yet they've both cheated like 2+ times. His parents hate me...
    lucajayx3 lucajayx3 13-15, F Feb 7

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    Something doesn't seem right to me. I feel as if I'm living in a lions den. I feel very heavily in my heart that i need to gradually step away from my family. I have already...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Feb 17

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    Me and my boyfriend meant when I was 16 and he was 23, I thought I knew everything but unfortunately I did not. 6 months into the relationship I felt pregnant, scariest moment of...
    judith992 judith992 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    I have been wanting to vent for months about the situation I'm going through and I hope someone can lend me their genuine advice on this. I've been dating my boyfriend for 3 years...
    nlth20 nlth20 18-21, F Feb 15

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    me and my boyfriend(chris) have been going out since Jan 1, 2015. it has been very hard since its a long disants. an over all his mother hates him and me.>.> we are both FTM's...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I am pushing away the only people that I want to let in because I just don't want them to see me as a crazy person now they won't reply and I just want to break down and cry about...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I can't stop pushing the people that I want in my life away...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F Feb 18

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    I really regret pushing away that one person that was so important to me. We got to know each other via internet and found out we had quite a few things in common. Almost half a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    So my last post on here was one of those nights when you just can't find the light at the end of the tunnel... I'm learning that there will be more of those nights but I defiantly...
    fleishman1 fleishman1 18-21, F Feb 4

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    I've been dating my boyfriend for a couple of years now. When we met, we were both still students but in different countries. And since he was getting this super job he has always...
    softmind softmind 22-25, F Feb 10

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    Well... I just found out his graduation date and its a lot farther away then I expected i estimated 13 weeks but nope, BCT is going to keep him for 16 weeks! And the actual count...
    fleishman1 fleishman1 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    time to accept that it's over. I need to move on. I don't know how, but I will. he's lied to me, cheated on me, and just treated me like complete ****. we've had some good times...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I Am In Love With Twodifferent Men At The Same Time I need advice. I am in love with two different men at the same time. I am almost married but have been carrying on an 'on again...
    Vodkating Vodkating 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    He texted me he wanted to talk and what I thought was gunna be a break up convo turned into a make up convo ^_^ He came over to my house and told me he wasn't mad at me EVER but...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Feb 3

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    So my boyfriend got arrested last Thursday on some pretty serious charges. I knew he had a troubled past due to his upbringing but I never thought he would have gotten hisself...
    allishasweet allishasweet 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 6

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    On January 17th 2015, my boyfriend died. Heart- attack at an age of 32, without previous heart problem history. The doctors said that he had no chances of survival; it was a sudden...
    sotsiouri sotsiouri 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Hello reader :) Just a brief description of my background; I'm 17 becoming 18, Chinese and my family is very strict, probably a little more laid back than "tiger parents" but they...
    turtlemonster turtlemonster 16-17, F Feb 10

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    So I've lived with my boyfriend (up until this point) for just about a year. We have the kind of bond that some people have to look for forever. Some never even find it. So I feel...
    Graftyyy Graftyyy 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 3 years now and this past year I have started to see more and more of his mothers shady ways. See his mother is a meth addict and I...
    kaylaleean kaylaleean 18-21, F Feb 14

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    My boyfriend of three years is away at Army boot camp, it's been exactly a week, & my dying Father just passed away.
    AshAshyAshley AshAshyAshley 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I've just broken up with my boyfriend, Lee. We've decided to stay friends though c: .. I'm really sorry if i hurt him. He really loved me and i still care a lot about him but i...
    tudor0304 tudor0304 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have a boyfriend. We started going out end of November, he is perfect in every way to me and treats me like I belong on this earth. He really is the most amazing boy I've ever...
    SilkyDoughnut SilkyDoughnut 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    On Monday I learned something bout having a boyfriend don't stop from hitting a guy when he's defending me. Even when I'm trying to keep him from getting in trouble. It hurts their...
    sassygirl15 sassygirl15 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I love my boyfriend. We have been dating for over a year and a half. About 6 months into our relationship, he confided in me that he used to cross dress. He said it was in the...
    honestsleep honestsleep 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I love sex just as much as the next person, but I don't need it to love you, or keep you. I, of course, don't want our relationship based off of it. I've lived without it before, I...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    if better to let go someone you use to loved ( ex girlfriend or ex boyfriend) than to keep it inside your heart. Believe me! it hurt to keep it in.
    EvelynJose EvelynJose 16-17 Feb 15

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for over two years... We are in a long distance relationship because a year and a half ago he left for college...we are both 19. His mom has a...
    hehehahahohohihi hehehahahohohihi 18-21, F Feb 17

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