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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    I'm really disappointed of myself from hiding that I still love and I'm still in love with my ex boyfriend. Like, when he comes near me or ready to approach I suddenly like become...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    No matter how much I achieve I feel like its never enough. It sucks because I know that I am judging myself so harshly that if I keep pushing I will eventually break.
    RicanPenguin RicanPenguin 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 17

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    Recently my cousin asked me if I could keep her boyfriend company until she got out of work (he came down to visit from another city) I was ok with it since i've met him once...
    emeraldluv emeraldluv 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    My boyfriend hates to hear what I have to say, he is so self absorbed. My other male friends love to hear every word that forms off my tongue. That's great but it would be better...
    BookDiva BookDiva 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    He's evil, spiteful, manipulative, self centered. & clearly I did not always hate him cause he at one point wasn't my "ex" boyfriend but my first love. I just hate the monster you...
    higherminded higherminded 18-21, F 2 Responses 29 mins ago

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    I know this sounds stupid and very petty. I have been with my boyfriend for nearly 4 years now and it's gone well, up until now. Whenever i say 'i love you' which isn't often cause...
    dannilou dannilou 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I'm wondering if I should give up ? I've had allot of issues with my boyfriends mother. She speaks a different language so it's hard to talk to her. I feel as if I'm getting in the...
    llivan llivan 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Never before had Rowan ridden Dove faster than a jog trot, let alone sidesaddle. There was no time to swing her leg back over the saddle so that she could grip with her knees...
    RyanWilliams704 RyanWilliams704 18-21, M Mar 28

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    So recently I finally got to visit my love for the first time I was so happy to see him just imagine me all cheesy smiling wide and everything. Looked extra Chinese haha but...
    Nessie14 Nessie14 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I need a lot of advice. So my boyfriend cheated on me like two months into our relationship with a girl who I was friends with but not like best friends with. It was at a party...
    corkcem corkcem 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Ok hate is a bit strong but I need to know if I'm being unreasonable. My boyfriend's sister has caused tension to the point where we are on the verge of breaking up over it. I...
    Alp32 Alp32 26-30 2 days ago

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    i currently have an alcoholic boyfriend that i can take no longer.. its time for me to finally run........what i should have done years ago. its just tough and hard when you love...
    Latinheat123 Latinheat123 26-30 4 Responses Apr 16

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    Would I be wrong for leaving and going to live with my boyfriend? My mother has two younger children 4 & 6 along with me. They have a different father than I do. He's worthless and...
    shades4myfuture shades4myfuture 18-21, F Mar 28

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    His names Kenny. He used to live with us before he went to prison but after he got out he moved 40 minutes away to the town he grew up in. I felt like i was living a double life in...
    killlian killlian 18-21, F Apr 20

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    I've been in an on and off again relationship with a man in the military for two years. Due to his overseas deployment, I only get to actually see him once every several months...
    cecemar cecemar 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I've been in an on and off again relationship with a man in the military for two years. Due to his overseas deployment, I only get to actually see him once every several months...
    cecemar cecemar 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been dating my boyfriend for two years and we have never met. He lives in NY and I live in TX so there is a pretty large gap between us but web are working everyday to close...
    QueenCOLE29 QueenCOLE29 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    If you have something bad to tell someone. Keep it to yourself. Nobody wants to hear your bad comment so stfu and keep it pushing :) kick rocks down the street
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Apr 15

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    Things have been fairly well , (actually things have been great compared to how it was in the beginning) so my boyfriend got bailed out last month. But before he was bailed out he...
    allishasweet allishasweet 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I think the distress I'm enduring here in Middlesbrough with the health professional or the staff at Webb house supported housing is because I'm receiving benefits and I'm...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Apr 7

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    I can't remember exactly how old I was during this time, but I was in my second year of kindergarten. My mom met this man. I don't know how old he was at the time, he was black...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I just need to let it out. I just need to scream and tell someone but I just keep quiet and suffer alone in silence . I just wish I didn't have to. I need someone
    AsCharleigh AsCharleigh 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Hi all, my boyfriend..currently ex boyfriend was diagnosed with bipolar disorder type II 8 years ago and he is medicated ever since the diagnose..i met him back in university when...
    Y1900 Y1900 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So my boyfriend who I have been with since 21.02.2014 got sent to jail on Wednesday 8th April 2015 and it was totally unexpected. We thought he would receive a secure surveillance...
    zoe1995 zoe1995 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I hope some of you guys can give me some advice on how to make time fly!! I know it sounds stupid but my boyfriend gets out on June 19th. Only seven more weeks but it seems to be...
    blueskys26 blueskys26 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Usually I don't post stories where I'm saying how in love with my boyfriend I am. That is really cheesy I think. But I think that this story has to be shared with the world! So...
    loveisblind18 loveisblind18 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 20

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    I want a boyfriend but then I don't. I want a boyfriend so I can talk to him, go places, bring him to my family, and so on.. I don't want a boyfriend because I have to tell girls...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Ok, my first post may have been a bit harsh. Allow me to explain my stance on this a little more tactfully...Keep in mind it has been almost a decade since I was 13. First things...
    Missdrakerss Missdrakerss 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14

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    I kinda wanna hear from Marines or significant others on their opinions. So I've been with my boyfriend before boot camp, during MCT, and now about 3 weeks in to MOS we're on a...
    scandalizzzz scandalizzzz 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 15

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    Basically, I was sexually assaulted last year and have triplets Lily, Elwin and Boe and I'm 15.my Mom works full time and I'm home schooled my sister has just been offered a job of...
    LizzieMayMom LizzieMayMom 13-15 1 Response a week ago

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    I have a boyfriend it's been a year. :) but he is 16 and I am 22 but we didn't have sex I am going to wait. He is out of the closet I am not my parents are Spanish and it's a...
    StayingStrong21 StayingStrong21 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    My daughter recently told me she is pregnant. She didn't tell me upfront, I had to ask a few times, because I notice her body changing. She still lives at home, but her boyfriend...
    HeyJ HeyJ 31-35 Apr 9

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    I was stolen from my real family when I was barely even born yet and made to believe I was apart of a family I really wasn't. While there, I was physically abused by age 4. By 5 I...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I want to move out and leave my life behind. I don't hate it, I just know I'd have more fun and probably a better life if I got up and left today (besides my assault charges, lol...
    fuckbitchcuntwhore fuckbitchcuntwhore 18-21, M Apr 12

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    My boyfriend is so amazing and so good to me! We've known each other since kindergarten and been best friends ever since. We were best friends before we became a couple. He's down...
    rockerchick9000 rockerchick9000 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I don't have a boyfriend yet. He is going to become my boyfriend. We been talking for months about 9 months now. S-hit that's a lot!!!! :) We never f-ucked while we been talking...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Okay so I've always been a skinny girl my whole life. When I was 14, I was 117 pounds. Then when I got to 16 I've gained 27 pounds and developed curves. I was 144 pounds. I'm 5'4...
    SlimChick101 SlimChick101 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 17

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    My boyfriend got taken away from me on Friday! The last thing he said was I love you via message, I've heard he's okay but haven't heard from him. He's over 250 miles away and I...
    boothy1996 boothy1996 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F Mar 31

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