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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    I am terrible when it comes to pushing people away with hurtful words because I am angry or upset. I don't think about what I said until after I see the hurt in their eyes...
    emotionalmommy emotionalmommy 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I have always distanced myself from people and built walls to protect myself. Every time someone would try to get close to me or discuss commitment, I would push them away, and cut...
    ThatOneGemini ThatOneGemini 16-17, F 1 Response May 18

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    I used to be really bad about it. As time went on and I got older, I began to realize that I do need support from people; pushing help away was stupid of me. I never go asking for...
    quietfighter quietfighter 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    All my friends seem to be pushing me away lately.. Every single one.. I don't know what I'm doing! Meh.. :c
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 3 Responses May 7

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    Tell me a secret. I love secrets. They are delightful. I will keep it locked away and treasure it
    hisdudeness3 hisdudeness3 31-35, M 1 Response May 7

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    Hi my name is Tanner, I'm 13. I am not out of the closet yet, also i do not mind long distance I actually prefer long distanced relationships. I'm looking for a cute guy who is 14...
    tanner1229 tanner1229 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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    I moved in with my boyfriend 2 years ago and right when we moved in I found out I was pregnant. I've been with him for 5 years and now that we live together have our daughter I...
    lailabunni lailabunni 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I love my boyfriend so much! I love how he helps me with everything; cleaning the house, helping with my son, cooking, playing music together, inspiring me, making me smile...
    carri15 carri15 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm going to see my boyfriend today in about eight hours, I'm nervous and excited. I think I'm nervous because I've never been inside a jail before, as silly as it may sound lol...
    allishasweet allishasweet 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I have a boyfriend his name is Jordan Watkins he is soooo sexy, cut and irresistible. He's on the left I'm on the right about to grab his bum
    lukegayreed lukegayreed 22-25, M 31 mins ago

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    This story is really pathetic and has turned my completely cold to the idea ever being with a guy. My brother passed away 2.5 months ago. He was 29 (suicide) and my best friend...
    finallyfree2fly finallyfree2fly 26-30, F 1 Response May 4

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    So me and my boyfriend have been dating for four months now, but ive known him for eight to nine months. We started talking last year 2014 September second, and we began dating in...
    lostregretfulperson lostregretfulperson 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I have been with my boyfriend for three years. He has an 12 yr old daughter and has full custody. She spends one day with her mother every other weekend. A lot of times the...
    NotStepmomMaterial NotStepmomMaterial 36-40, F 1 Response May 15

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for a long time. I started out as the other woman. As far as I know he has never cheated on me. That is not the issue. We seem to get stuck in...
    justplainconfused1974 justplainconfused1974 36-40, F 1 Response May 6

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    There is this tight ball of pain, rolling around my insides. What it is made of, I can not entirely say. I have become too good at adding weight to that ball, increasing it's...
    SunAgain SunAgain 31-35, F Apr 30

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    I've had 4 boyfriends in my life. One was James and it was long distance. We were both submissive and basically twins. Too much alike. I left him. Then there was Jackson. He asked...
    Nickbailes Nickbailes 16-17, M 1 Response May 8

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    Okay, so I've known my boyfriend for about 4-5 years. I never looked at him in a romantic way. however, about 8 months ago, we started talking (romantically). Even as we started, I...
    SimbaLou SimbaLou 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend works at night, he is allowed to use email when there isn't much going on, I work during the day but to keep him company sometimes I write him short stories that'll...
    Chabelle Chabelle 22-25, F May 12

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    I tried telling my mom about my twin flame. I'm used to telling my mom everything! But I don't know why I bothered because all she did was freak out, and tell me to stop being...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F May 16

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    I was cheated on by my boyfriend and what makes it worse is that he was the first boy i ever dated, my first boyfriend and he made me soo happy but when i found out he was cheating...
    Ilonalip Ilonalip 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    So my boyfriend finally found out where I was hiding my blade. So instead of throwing it away peacefully and without me knowing he pulled me aside and f**king broke in right in...
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its been 114 days since I've seen my man, I had one call from him about a month or so after he left, but other then that its been nothing but letters. I've got 8 more days to go...
    dannygirl656 dannygirl656 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    It takes every bit of will power I have not to sit and cry at work. I moved to another state a few months back for my job. My boyfriend was coming down later. He was supposed to...
    thelasttoknow thelasttoknow 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7

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    My boyfriend is my best friend and he's facing up to 4 years in jail. maybe more, depending on how this other case plays out. we're both 19 years old and met about a year ago back...
    acidxgod acidxgod 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    My boyfriend recently broke up with me... only because "I do not know who I truly am" I know that is not the real reason he ended our relationship. But its time to move on, it...
    Tranquil5 Tranquil5 18-21, M 1 Response May 13

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    We're a long distance couple but what makes it really difficult is that he's got BPD and clinical depression. And he's often very suicidal. Now I'm suicidal too most of the time...
    STia STia 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    I am in love still with an ex boyfriend. We were together for 3 years and broken up for a year. I love him to death but there is one thing that is toxic to me and that is his " ego...
    smiles212 smiles212 31-35, F 3 Responses May 19

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    i have been talking to this guy and he wants to kiss me and i want to kiss him. the only problem is i told my friends i didnt like him and they told me to stay away from him...
    sara346 sara346 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    But sometimes we seem so incompatible that it scares me. I never imagined that this relationship would become so real. I didn't imagine that my love would run so deep that no...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am an ex boyfriend who still loves my ex, 8 years later, but I can't t ell her. My heart aches, but I suffer in silence, ******* other women hasn't taken it away, but lie in my...
    MakeLove MakeLove 31-35, M Apr 29

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    Well I did it again I keep doing it and I don't understand why. Every person that gets close to me I wait a while feel really strong about them then push them away . I am so...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response May 19

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    I can honestly say that there is no one I hate more in this world than my boyfriend's mother. Jake and I are both 20 and living at his home with his parents and 18 year old sister...
    Camellias125 Camellias125 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    Not cheating on me... But Either being with girls or taking pictures of girls or texting girls ... Now this has happened once before (again not actual cheating) but flirting. Now...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses May 1

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    My boyfriend has just left me for 4 months today. He seemed to be fine about it, I feel like I am the only one who is hurting from all of this. I'm so scared because so much can...
    abbie007 abbie007 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I want a boyfriend who knows how to take good care of me, cherish my presence, thoughtful and always take some time to know what I feel or doing today. And not just someone who...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 2 Responses May 20

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    Although technically he's not even my boyfriend yet ._. *sigh*... Its just that.. its so difficult to talk to him when he's upset. Why is it me that often has to calm down first...
    10ft 10ft 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend is in bootcamp right now and his recruiter was flirting with me on Facebook, then when he found out I was dating Jon he turned all business like and just talked about...
    Katiemaryxoxo Katiemaryxoxo 16-17 May 1

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    Hi my boyfriend just shipped off for the navy yesterday. We have been together for a year but known eachother for longer. In the year we have been together we have not spent a day...
    valentina6991 valentina6991 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    I am finding it really hard atm! My boyfriend goes through a bottle of vodka a night near enough! He's really nasty when he has a drink, and when he doesn't drink which isn't very...
    LiilyPad LiilyPad 22-25, F 1 Response May 12

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