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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 21-25, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    I know its a matter of time and he will hurt me again... My heart wont be able to take it if he does, am tip toeing around him, scared of saying something or doing something that...
    anonymousandlost anonymousandlost 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I want things like everyone else but I find that I don't ask for them. I find most interactions between me and anyone else to be stagnant or uneventful. I really don't think I have...
    STSFK STSFK 18-21, M Jul 20

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    Growing up every little girl is told that one day we will meet our Prince Charming. The countless princess movies showing us that true love does exist SOMEWHERE. But what they don...
    Vickypearl Vickypearl 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I do that to everyone but God, Jesus and my angel. I don't fully trust anyone... Not even myself.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 20

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    My boyfriend is 17 and is bipolar ( and has hypopituitarism we both have just found out ) but didn't tell me at the time what type of bipolar he is etc he kept saying how it's his...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    My boyfriend is 17 and is bipolar ( and has hypopituitarism we both have just found out ) but didn't tell me at the time what type of bipolar he is etc he kept saying how it's his...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F Jul 10

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    She's incredibly intrusive on his business. I have been dating my boyfriend for close to two years, and she had been whining the entire time. Now, I understand that she's his only...
    mergern07 mergern07 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I push my boyfriend away at pretty much every opportunity. I love him. I don't know why I'm mean to him and I don't want to continue. I think he should break up with me but I don't...
    yellowbelly23 yellowbelly23 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I really love my boyfriend, we've been dating for 2 years this fall. And I don't want to hurt him, that's why I've tried to rationally explain that I think we should break up and...
    RomanticLesbian RomanticLesbian 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Yes you read right. So many people of various races are attractive but I just melt when I see a cute/ hot Asian. Maybe that's why I've never had a boyfriend, I don't want to settle...
    StarBerryAdi StarBerryAdi 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    This was the closest "experience" I could find that I could relate to in a way. Now, I'm not pointing any fingers or accusing him of cheating...I just feel like something has...
    supernovaChic supernovaChic 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Hi. I could really use conversation from people who are going through possibly a similar situation as me. I broke up with my amazing, beautiful person of a boyfriend 2 days ago and...
    ChelseyBrownfield ChelseyBrownfield 22-25, F Jul 14

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    We'll this is gonna be awkward for my first post but me and my ex were together for 4 days I know doesn't sound long but we really got to know each other a lot more I mean we knew...
    Hbrammer24 Hbrammer24 16-17, F Jul 15

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    I keep it a secret, because people on here don't judge what others like to do, they understand. But in the real world people will judge you, mock you, and stop you from expressing...
    James5946 James5946 18-21, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Only one other person knows that I use this account and once I'm out in college, I'll be the only one who knows. I keep it a secret because I am not open in real life. The only...
    AnEverWonderer AnEverWonderer 16-17, F 2 Responses 43 mins ago

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    Me and my boyfriend have known eachother for years. We have been dating for 2. A few months ago we signed a lease and moved to a new town. A week after moving in together we get...
    angrynhyrt angrynhyrt 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I am 4 months pregnant. I noticed my fiancé has been going out with his team (at work) too often. There was this one time I tried picking him up after an event I went to, but...
    peerlesscontrivance peerlesscontrivance 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    So with him being away, I'm starting to really question a lot of things. Idk why but I keep wondering if he's lied to me about different things, and whether or not he's ever cared...
    callijojohnson callijojohnson 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    my boyfriend will be leaving 2 days after our year anniversary. he's going to be gone for 5 months and we can only do letters. I'll be in school so hopefully that will keep me busy...
    portiafay portiafay 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's the love part that's keeping me here. I don't like him very much. We've been together for four (nearly five) years. It seems like we've traded places. Most of our relationship...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    Let my start off by saying that I'm a Christian and I am gay. I live with both my parents and my younger brother and I have a dog. I've been dating a guy for the past 2 months. We...
    jowaymedina jowaymedina 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I have been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years, and have had to keep it from my mom and dad. They are extremely conservative and strict Arabs, and will not accept anyone outside...
    rayaanon rayaanon 16-17 Jul 11

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    There is so much I can't say to you that I wish I could. I've known you for 12 years now, you've been my best friend, my boyfriend and the one that caused me more pain than I even...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Seriously, I HATE my boyfriends dog. He got his dog from his ex, and no im not jealous of the dog or that he got it from his ex. This dog is ruining our relationship. I recently...
    kimberlyfaith21 kimberlyfaith21 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I've been going out with the same guy for a year now, but 4 months ago there was a bump in the road of our relationship. Ok so, my boyfriend is 17 and I'm 14 we met on a trip to...
    Julianna2406 Julianna2406 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    My boyfriend always spanks me when I am bad but I know it is to keep me in line there is this one time I would like to tell you about. My mother had come to town and we were having...
    Finny5 Finny5 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 7

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    So my bf was deployed on Thursday, I had spent a rediculous amount of time making him "open when" letters since he had told me we wouldn't be able to talk while he was away. I went...
    callijojohnson callijojohnson 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    My boyfriends brother is almost 40 living with us, has no social life and is always trying to get attention. He constantly interrupts us while we are talking as if he has...
    lightbulbjane lightbulbjane 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I have the worlds greatest boyfriend. I have never love anyone the way I love him. He is the best thing to come into my life but I can't stand this girl that he's friends with. She...
    LadieJadeStone LadieJadeStone 13-15, F Jul 20

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    I lost my fiancée on July 3rd of this year. We started dating Feb.18th,2012. Planned to marry soon. We was on our way on a Greyhound bus to see family in Pa. When we got to...
    beckyh33 beckyh33 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    TIME WILL TELL I do not miss him in an 'I want you back' sense. No, not at all. I miss having his company and all of the fun memories of us going to dances and having breakfast at...
    AddyAddyAddy AddyAddyAddy 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend has been in jail for three weeks already it may not seem like a long time. I would of thought I would have got used to the fact he's gonna be in there for a while and...
    Xxyy18 Xxyy18 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I met my boyfriend almost 6 years ago in an on-line game (I know how lame that sounds but please try not to judge). We've been together for the past year, but in the other 5 years...
    ChristieOS ChristieOS 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I have met my boyfriend's god parents when we first started dating and they are so welcoming and warm. However, my boyfriend is in the army and his parents are military as well. I...
    jlhhlj123 jlhhlj123 22-25, F Jul 12

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    Hey guys I'm Kyle! Well first off I'm a little goofy but I will be serious if it is necessary. I live in hawaii (oahu). I am a lovable person and caring. I love pets but I don't...
    kyleholusa kyleholusa 13-15, M Jul 13

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    I have my man whose in prison now three (3) years going on (4) I have been writing him like 4 letters per week, he use to call me on the phone, he use to sound so happy, positive...
    sweetladywilcox5 sweetladywilcox5 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    So I am new to this site but I thought I would try it out... My boyfriend is currently in prison, he is facing a 5 years sentence but it's almost over he gets out in a little over...
    lexie4 lexie4 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I just started writing love letters to my boyfriend, not just because he lives far away, but because I'm really into old fashioned romance.I leave lipstick kisses on it too and...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Yeah I love my fictional boyfriends, and my other boyfriend who's a celebrity who doesn't know I exist and that we're dating. Also this guy in my year who thinks I'm weird and runs...
    EmmaBirchall EmmaBirchall 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I am 17 years old , and I live with my baby's daddy & his parents , our baby is 9 months old , I love him soooo much , I mean come on what mother doesn't love there child , my baby...
    Yuri1713 Yuri1713 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    There wasn't a category for the particular way that my boyfriend and I met. It's strange and unconventional, and I wouldn't have had it any other way. We met 3 years ago while...
    BrittanyErin BrittanyErin 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    For a long time in my youth I would dream of running away. All the yelling, shouting and drama in my life felt like too much sometimes. I would often just close my eyes and imagine...
    flyingfish888 flyingfish888 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    My ******* retarded so called boyfriend can't handle it when I tell him I'm going toilet, he thinks I'm running next door to **** a guy. He keeps calling me to make sure in not on...
    rubina18 rubina18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    So long story short my ex boyfriend who now has a new girlfriend for about 4 months now keeps anonymously messaging me and trying to get me to sleep with him. Randomly like all the...
    ksites ksites 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I'm 16 & my boyfriend is going to jail on the 11th of this month. He got charged as a juvenile but he recently turned 18 about 2 weeks ago. Me & him have been on and off for about...
    heyliyaaaaah heyliyaaaaah 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 8