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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    i wish to run away with my amazing angel n her fantastic daughter to nice new country start new n happy life :-)
    atomicbombastar atomicbombastar 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    i have been able to keep many secrets over the years. i don't like to see people get hurt. i have a high value of loyalty.
    lonewolf7777 lonewolf7777 36-40, M 3 hrs ago

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    and im just thinking out loud. im NOT using this site as a dating site or anything, but i need a REAL boyfriend.
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    anyone want a boyfriend? Just let me know I live in Arizona.
    marksaiga marksaiga 22-25, M 4 hrs ago

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    he's the greatest thing God has given me.. and I hope one day I'll influence him to leave his atheist life <3 but until then I'm just gonna keep things the way they are and not...
    katherinejmorris katherinejmorris 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    When the huge pile of folded clothes on top of the dryer starts to lean, and I have nowhere else to add reinforcements, this is when I have to put away :/ Dun Dunnn Dunnnnnn
    joyfulcloudofsorrow joyfulcloudofsorrow 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    I wash my clothes, but more then anything I hate folding and putting them away, sometimes I will, but a lot of times they just go into a clean basket.
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have never had someone wipe away my tears, mostly because I don't let people see me cry, ever. I only let one person see me cry. I don't think I'll ever be comfortable letting...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    I do it now and again, especially if I'm going through a bad bought of depression or something bad has happened that's upset me. I really don't like doing it and a lot of the time...
    thehumanhologramm thehumanhologramm 36-40, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Firstly I don't hate the dog, I simply don't want to live with her. When my fiance's mother was ill he bought her a cavalier king charles spaniel to replace the previous one she...
    Candicherri Candicherri 36-40, F 20 hrs ago

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    my boyfriend broke up with me because of the distance.. he doesn't know that he was the only thing keeping me from trying to kill myself again..
    WeighMeDown WeighMeDown 16-17, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I am so happy to find this forum. Just a few weeks ago on June 6th, I lost my love/ the man I've been dating for the past 6 months. He lost his life in the Ocean, while vacationing...
    kmrjg2014 kmrjg2014 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm going out with my boyfriend nearly two years and we get on great, have had few issues but have gotten on with it. He is the most gentle caring loving person I have ever met...
    drew0102 drew0102 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend just left for basic training literally just less than an hour ago. He is in the reserves, which makes me a bit more happy. I had breakfast today with him and spent...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I just can't keep my hands of Jordan, he's just that hot and so sexy my hands are always all over him. My one hand is ALWAYS down his pants iswell, I just keep keep away lol
    lukegayreed lukegayreed 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    My boyfriends been in jail for going on four months. We probably have anywhere from 3-5 years. We were talking on the phone once a week but it suddenly turned into everyday. I can...
    hayleypotter hayleypotter 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Gonna start saving up again... Gonna save enough to move away... People say you can't run away from your problems... Maybe I'll just run with them instead.. It may not solve my...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hello, I'm looking for some guidance but also trying to give a heads up of sorts to us ladies who give our hearts to the men who join the Marines. I had been with my boyfriend for...
    lmoore12 lmoore12 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I would love some suggestions. My boyfriend and I were talking about our love languages. His primary is physical touch and second is Act of Service. He lives in 29 Palms and I live...
    jsslicker09 jsslicker09 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend has been falsely accused of molesting his (now six year old) daughter. I don't have anyone who will really talk about it. I understand that he doesn't want to talk...
    IAmReaching IAmReaching 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I now have a boyfriend! I've had a crush on this guy for a while and I finally got the courage to ask him out :3 He lives 15 minutes away walking, Steven is 22 next month. I...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Who else does this? This is something I've not really taken much notice of until recently. I am so terrified of pushing away my friends and people who care about me, that I push...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today, from my boyfriend, I got one backhanded compliment and the accusation that I was flirting with his best friend. If he keeps acting like trash he'll find himself in the trash...
    ebbaway ebbaway 18-21 6 days ago

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    my boyfriend and I have been together a year and it's starting to be a mess. he has done two big things for me and he thinks I haven't for him. I have sacrificed so much for him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    I still love him.. I scincerely do! I like to be around him, however i couldnt do the distance anymore ..long distance is hard and I hate to be lonely.. and god was he busy. Always...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    He goes to court tomorrow please keep him in ur prayers states on board for him to come home pray that county lets him come home to me I miss him!!! He did 15 months until jan went...
    msleesha07 msleesha07 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm insanely in love with my boyfriend to the point of me being "crazy" lol. He's in the military and I'm 2,000 miles away so it kind of justifies it. We talked about get promise...
    ddg96 ddg96 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    i hate to say this but he is annoying me and dissapointing me day after day. he said and promised so many things in The beginning of The relationship. how he would be these for me...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't want to leave him. I have no intentions to. I just don't have the ignorance to leave him with a problem he obviously can't fix on his own. If I were him, I'd want help...
    WeArePilots WeArePilots 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    In the shadows is a sexual journey This one is mine. I am not a victim I am not a child I am a woman I have lived Sex has shaped me Molded me I was 5 standing in the sun and the...
    loveCT loveCT 31-35, F 24 Responses Jun 23

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    And I continue to hate myself for pushing them away, because I get super upset over the fact that they don’t try very hard to stay. I’m sorry, please don’t let me push you...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    my boyfriend just had his sentencing two days ago and I watched him get handcuffed and taken away. He is my best friend who I spend every day with who I am so attached too. Its so...
    soothmysoul soothmysoul 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I swore I would never tell anyone this since it was so embarrassing but here I go. It's really sorta like a distant memory. We started talking through a game chat...i know right...
    Aby0805 Aby0805 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    My boyfriend and I are very close. Kinda like best friends. So it wasn't hard for me to tell that he had a crush on one of his close girl friends. He would text her more than me...
    lauradowns lauradowns 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    Sorry this is pretty long... I hope you'll read it anyway. At first, she liked him, she thought he was a very nice and considerate guy. He and I have been together for 9 months...
    Jesxica Jesxica 18-21, F Jun 18

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    My boyfriend passed away by choice. He was my soul-mate, my best friend, my rock, the love of my life; all easily said. We've been dating for 3 years going on to 4. I met him in...
    Nizzle599 Nizzle599 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    When I was 11, I was very interested in ghosts. At school, I had the balls to go on about them nonstop. At night, I would almost sh1t my pants in fear. There were nights I couldn't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 16

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    hi i have a boyfriend that i love very much and he lives across the world from me and i get sad but we talk almost every day all day if we can he lives in australia and i live in...
    kalpalin96 kalpalin96 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I realized the thing that I badly needed. Warmth. And in him, I found the warm sweet surrender of love warmer than flesh. His presence put life on my blood. I want to sip into the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 15

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