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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    My boyfriend just recently left for Parris Island, SC this past Monday. We met a year ago but just reconnected this past month and a half and have been together since then. I am...
    ailenemcnamara ailenemcnamara 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Well it's 3:21am and I can't sleep if anyone needs or wants to talk about anything I can keep a secret☺️
    Mysticfall17 Mysticfall17 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Well, not me, but if you are young n busty and keep growing up there, I'd really like to meet you! Check out my profile! and my blog even! http://bustybabesofep.tumblr.com/
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    My boyfriend died a month ago. He was only 19 . Idont know how to get out of this dark, painful place Im in right now. I've talked to councilors and that hasn't made any difference...
    LeilaAndShane LeilaAndShane 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    So my first love is amazing. she is the type of girl that goes well with me... the only thing is she refuses to see it. the first time we only were able to talk through texting. i...
    mrblue717 mrblue717 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    Saw my boyfriend today. He has been away and I've been away so we haven't seen each other. Anyway he was going to a conference and at the last minute told me he could stop off this...
    sunnygirl96 sunnygirl96 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I have nightmares every other night about my abusive ex boyfriend of 2 years. In the nightmares he's always trying to get me to be with him again, and although my heart aches to, I...
    accebergnimelf accebergnimelf 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I like to buy shirt, pants, jeans, underwear and shoes. I like to buy and collect socks with different color and design, I don't wear them and I keep them in a box inside my...
    HappyOrUnhappy HappyOrUnhappy 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    What do I do now? I'm sorry to ask, I'm just a bit depressed right now. If there was someone who would give me some advice, I would be very grateful. I just broke up with him, and...
    whalepower whalepower 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I am a guy and I have a boyfriend. Our story is a very long and tedious one. We met online and I asked him to be my boyfriend, but only because I was trying to get over someone. I...
    asllapiscu asllapiscu 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    This song is dedicated to an Angel, an Angel whom I waited for. All the while, I waited, I waited for him to come back. What I hadn't realized was that while I was waiting, He...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    My boyfriend left on July 28th for Parris Island. Since he has left I can't eat and I can barely sleep. I never imagined it would be this bad. Every time I picture his face in my...
    adm15241 adm15241 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have let a few people into my life and let them see the real me, however it's scaring me that they know that person. I think it's time to retreat back into my "concrete box" and...
    Forevertired22 Forevertired22 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    So...my boyfriend and i met online. We have been dating for 6 months. We have Skyped several times. Ever since the begging of our relationship, I've always felt like he doesnt care...
    erixaz erixaz 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    My boyfriend's case has been adjourned 16 times over the last year and a half but his lawyer says tomorrow is the day. I've had months to prepare myself but tonight I'm really...
    olivialauren olivialauren 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I t may be unhealthy put it's the only way I feel better & protected. I feel like people don't understand me at all and when I do tell someone about my situation or how I feel it...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I can't wait to see my boyfriend in 2 weeks! I haven't seen him in 8 months and I'm so excited to be with him again. I love him so much and I can't believe how well we've done...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    LAWARIS...The Hindi Terminology for ORPHAN... "I am a poor and lonesome boy in need of a Home, I climbed fruit trees in the tropics for food - free to Roam, I chased after...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I want to run away and see the world which is going newhamptons UK to see my lovely boyfriend and he's my world so I guess that counts :)
    jessythekittenx jessythekittenx 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My boyfriend just refused my request for him to put a little more distance between him and his ex wife. He said I was being ridiculous. I haven't cried so hard in a long time. I...
    AudieKay440 AudieKay440 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I miss my boyfriend who is in jail but I just found out recently that he has another girlfriend and his step sister and and brother they are really close and they told my friend...
    Fallenangel421 Fallenangel421 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    its not even about him really its that he died horribly, he said my name then choked on his own blood and died. i was there broken beside him, but its not that. its that our lives...
    chantal555 chantal555 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    This story is when me and my boyfriend first met and instantly fell in love with each other. We met in school the start of year 9 in English because we sat next to each other i...
    katamelia katamelia 13-15, F Jul 24

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    Today, I finally got to see my boyfriend, after 3 long days of being away from each other.. As we walked through the park, we talked about anything and everything, eventually...
    aspiretobegreat aspiretobegreat 18-21, F Jul 22

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    I have a complicated situation. The guy I cheated on my boyfriend with is my ex, who I'm still in love with. You see, it'd been forever since we'd talked, and we sat fown and...
    selfh8ter98 selfh8ter98 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I finally washed and folded my laundry for the first time in years yesterday. And my boyfriend put it away! :3 (I did his laundry too!)
    Amauna Amauna 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I find myself keeping my thoughts to myself. I try to communicate with my boyfriend (of 5 years) but when I want to discuss an issue he gets very defensive and upset and shuts down...
    schaunie schaunie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    My boyfriend is a couple of years older then me but he's one of the best people I know. He understands im skittish around older people, he's there when I have an episode. We can...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I'm not actually sure where I should start with everything I would like to be open and honest about everything my my relationship in the past 11 years but it's a lot for any one...
    buttermonkey buttermonkey 26-30, F Jul 20

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    so my best friends bf used to work with my bf and I guess whenever I would call my man my besties man over herd the convo and go back and tell my best friend what my man was...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    So this person was not even supposed to be in my life. I went for this tuition. The student was autistic and homeschooled. The timing didn't suit me and all that but I still...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Me and my boyfriend been together almost a year now and hes been in jail for a few months... somedays i feel like its so hard to cope with, other days i stay positive. Thats my...
    beautifulego beautifulego 16-17 1 Response Jul 19

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    I have been separated from my husband for 11 months now. We were together for 3 years and have two children together. We fought some but not really bad until after I had my second...
    shoxic shoxic 22-25, F Jul 19

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    I am so upset. I love him so much but when he does this it hurts me so much. It's 4:55am. Me and my boyfriend were on Skype all night. I started thinking about my parents (long...
    unfaiir unfaiir 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Yes, everyone to some degree has a dark side. Most of them keep it locked away because they are afraid of it. I keep my dark side hidden , not because I am afraid of it, but...
    MIDNIGHTRIDER4 MIDNIGHTRIDER4 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 16

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    My boyfriend of 3 years has been locked up for 6 days now. He got 30 days for VOP. We were on and off for a little while and I wasn't there for him when he was going through a...
    AudreyHepburn24 AudreyHepburn24 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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