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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    I dated a lot of boys before but never felt this way about one . Me and my ex got together when I was 12 all the way until I as 16 , he is 5 years older than me and got me pregnant...
    queenayanna queenayanna 18-21, F 46 mins ago

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    Hey guys :) I would like a boyfriend who I can chat with and get to know them and be close with them, but not a boyfriend who sends me highly inappropriate pics of themselves or...
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    My fondest memory of you: You were in the year below me, and I vaguely knew you as the brother of my sister's friend. We had a instances where we'd end up standing near each...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have pushed people away my entire life. As I got older it got worse. I've done it so much that I really don't socialize with anyone other than my husband and kids. (I'm a stay at...
    pinkrainbowkisses pinkrainbowkisses 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    So me and by boyfriend were hugging while he was grabbing my butt. The ROTC teacher came out of nowhere saw us and said " hey don't do that , that stuff leads to babies ". So a few...
    kittenmajor kittenmajor 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    So some of you may know that for years I was paying to do my show at a local internet radio station. Well most recently things weren't going well over there, I was pretty much...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M 10 hrs ago

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    I'm a very negative person, I push people away so I can rot in my negativity. The ones I love the most get the worst. They are better off without me. I've grown to be alone. That...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend was super loud and goofy. He has A.D.D but usually can control himself, but sometimes he gets really talkative and loud and I can't keep up. I feel like he's just...
    captivating23 captivating23 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I don't know if it's pushing. we have all suffered loss, some of us many losses at a very young age. I just try not to get too close to anyone. because dealing with...
    snoopymg snoopymg 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    To keep it short and concise, I'm a 19 y.o. guy in Connecticut that's looking for someone to run away with. This needs to be planned out thoroughly. It's not technically running...
    LookingForTheOne123 LookingForTheOne123 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    It's a bad habit, ever since I lost someone who meant the world to me. I hated the fact that I hurt, I hated that I couldn't control my emotion so for a while I became numb. still...
    SarahWishfulJane SarahWishfulJane 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Making Peace with Your Past: Choosing Forgiveness Are you haunted by something that happened in your past? Whether someone wronged you or you made a decision you regret, Dr. Phil...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    i am sooo upset and depressed. me and my boyfriend have lived together for the past three years. over the last two years his parents have payed for our rent, and provide him with...
    zainafatmi2015 zainafatmi2015 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I feel like a powder keg that's ready to explode. I can't keep keeping all these feelings and emotions bottled up inside. It's eating away at me. I've gotten so good at shrugging...
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    He just so awful to her treats her like **** and leaves her crying all the time. I'd love to talk to him and tell him exactly what I think but it's not possible (they're long...
    hopelessdreamer83 hopelessdreamer83 31-35, F a week ago

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    100 reasons why I love my boyfriend! These are 100 reasons why I love you, you mean everything to me and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have you baby, I want to...
    aimeethompson233344 aimeethompson233344 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel lonely, but here I am, pushing people away from me. It's just that the friends I have don't understand anything I say, and I'm tired of comparing myself to them.
    MaliciousInternet MaliciousInternet 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Next Thursday we will be back at UVA so they can do a neurological psychological test for my boyfriend and we will be one step closer to answers as to what the doctors will...
    Diaperdragon Diaperdragon 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    So, I'm very shaken up. A few weeks ago, my boyfriend received multiple calls, texts, and friend requests from his ex-girlfriend. I didn't think much of it, I thought it was an...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I push people away. And I try figure out what to do about it. I can't really decide who was hurting me. So I began to push people away... It could be my dad who lived far away and...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    So yesterday I had an 8am class. I set my alarm for 6:45am the previous night, but then decided when it went off that I wasn't going and just turned it off and went back to sleep...
    Sagazo96 Sagazo96 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I love my baby so so much! We've been through an astounding amount of **** together. it's been 5 years now and he just actually left for boot camp. he is going to be a Marine. I'm...
    sspicer7 sspicer7 18-21, F Jan 26

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for nearly 2 years now. However, we've been in a long distance relationship for about 5-6 months now. He's my first boyfriend, and maybe my last...
    lunarrose123 lunarrose123 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I met him through myspace years before he passed. We were young so seeing each other while living an hour apart wasn't much of an option. At least not until he got a car. We...
    bonnieer bonnieer 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    My boyfriend and I have been living together for 5 months now and we each have a child both are boys his son is 5 and my son is 6. They get along for the most part they bicker here...
    RoseyL RoseyL 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    My boyfriend and I have only been together for 2 months, he is amazing and very sweet and good to me. He told me the first night we met that he doesn't have his licenses and is not...
    MeganJason24 MeganJason24 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I'm just here to vent, but I suspect since joining I'll be here quite a lot in the future. So my boyfriend and I are both Christians. In the first year that we were together, we...
    Eeshbadeesh2 Eeshbadeesh2 22-25, F Jan 25

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    Well he was just my boyfriend for a quick fleeting week and it's the first time that I've ever pulled the plug on a relationship.... I usually just sabotage and expect them to get...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Well I hope you guys are happy Michaels out of my life for good thanks a lot of for taking away one of the biggest things that made me HAPPY!!! 😭💔... He might of messed up...
    HELLONWHEELZZ HELLONWHEELZZ 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    I met him on a greyhound and we hit it off immediately, lets call him Andrew. I fell for him and he for me but I had a boyfriend we so remained friends until I broke up with my...
    AquaQ AquaQ 22-25, F Jan 22

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    okay so. my boyfriend and i and have been together for 3 years. we love each other. other people are jealous of us as a couple. we hardly fight and always manage to talk things...
    adele08 adele08 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    So a few day's ago I told my mom I wanted to talk with her. I told her since i am all most 24. I decided it is time for me to get my own place and move out. I do have a plan how I...
    Katelyn02 Katelyn02 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I just dropped my boyfriend off for jail tonight. I am trying to be strong! It really sucks! Wow! He was going to call me after he was booked in and I guess he called his mother...
    some1specialstlaw some1specialstlaw 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    He's the worst... He's a "work-a-holic".. Literally he gossips like a girl. But it's only ever about work. And the employees.. He becomes quiet when me and my mom are talking so...
    dropmetalrings dropmetalrings 18-21, F Jan 19

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    Hey everyone! My story is a little bit different as my boyfriend happens to be both bipolar and a long distant boyfriend. I did find a similar experience on here but it didn’t...
    paulaisnotok paulaisnotok 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    He lets me win most of the tiny arguments but when it comes to certain things he will keep going till I let him win. He compliments me even if I won't believe it and gives me a...
    BritishCat BritishCat 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I wouldn't say I love my boyfriend but Its getting there .. So boyfriend is someone I have a lotttt of history together he's my sons father. We've been on and off for the past 4...
    Loving1234 Loving1234 18-21, F Jan 18

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