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I Keep On Pushing My Boyfriend Away

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    Why Does Depression Have to Ruin the Only Thing In Life Which Makes Me Happy?

    My boyfriend is the love of my life..he provides for me, gives me so much affection and love. He is the most wonderful man on this planet.  What i can't understand is why to i return his love with jealousy, paranoia,anger and mania when drunk?  i've pratically lost...
    princessH princessH 18-21, F 1 Response May 13, 2007

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    New Boyfriend and Old Baggage

    So I have a new boyfriend, my first actual "seems-like-it-could-be-serious-eventually" relationship since March when Adam and I split. I was with Adam for almost 3 years and the way we broke up was insane. I mean, I first lost my ability to trust him and now I don't...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2007

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    Yes, I'm considering my boyfriend as my ex now. Really, long distance relationship is not my thing and i hate that he just keeps on promising that he will come see me but always...
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    Two years ago, i met this girl, a girl i didn't even pay attention to. We never had a proper conversation, we only talked because we were classmates in some of our classes. For one...
    illutionalinfinity illutionalinfinity 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I really do, but it's so hard. I even get into these weeks where I become extra antisocial (if that's even possible) I won't leave my room unless it's for 3 reasons. -restroom...
    MarcyMay MarcyMay 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I think I'ma start working out again. I don't work very much anymore. I need to start working out till I'm so sore I can hardly move. I wont have anymore fight in me to argue or...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hi everyone , in advance thank you for reading this any advice will be appreciated I love my man with all my heart and soul , he is like just overly amazing. We are from the same...
    Larutan Larutan 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I guess he's not even my boyfriend anymore. All we ever did was fight and have sex and even better now I'm pregnant. Not looking for any sympathy cause it was a dumb *** decision...
    reynanv reynanv 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So two weeks down 21 more to go! I have to be honest these two weeks did fly by and keeping myself busy really is working. I just wish I had a stronger support system in friends...
    StephyP13 StephyP13 18-21 Aug 23

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    Maybe it's just me, but I think it's odd that the second the butterflies go away people think that they're losing that spark. I rarely feel butterflies around my boyfriend, but...
    lizkw lizkw 16-17, F Aug 23

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    Even though he doesn't know I exist >_> We will be together even if I have to kidnap him and keep in the basement for a few years, we shall be together... he will grow to love me...
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 16-17 4 Responses Aug 23

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    I'm 16 years old and I've had a boyfriend for almost a year now. I've known I liked girls since I was 11, I've just never been with one. I didn't fully accept that I was bisexual...
    GabyFlores1 GabyFlores1 16-17, F Aug 23

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    I know jealousy is an ugly emotion and too much jealousy would result in break ups or even worse physical assaults. But sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I had a jealous boyfriend...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    My fiance left for BMT on Tuesday. I got his address yesterday. Writing him letters has been the only thing keeping me sane since he left.
    Geronimo9212 Geronimo9212 26-30, F Aug 20

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    Like the fact i want a boyfriend who sees me as girl tho im male where is a guy for me?
    Rybear23 Rybear23 22-25, M Aug 20

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    How should I respond to my boyfriends mom? Here is the story of what is going on. My boyfriend has learning disabilities(reading,writing,) but he can function. He can hold a...
    AtadbitLost AtadbitLost 22-25, F Aug 20

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    Not exactly boyfriend, but my very best friend, as childish as that sounds, literally. He is like family to me, we know each other since the cradle, and the feeling is mutual. We...
    SnowWhiteBea SnowWhiteBea 31-35, F Aug 20

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    One to run away with. I am in the U.S. and am leaving a while from now:D I will ask for confirmation that you are you though, like Skype me or something lol I am 14, running away...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20

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    My boyfriend got ten months five and a half passed already and it was very hard to deal with. I got in the routine of seeing him every Saturday because I can't go during the week...
    Whattodo1213 Whattodo1213 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    I was with him for about 3 months, Then we had a falling out. We werent together for a long minute. But we stayed friends. I got time on my phone, About two weeks before my...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F Aug 18

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    Dear, After our day today at that one place, I've felt something a little different. Sure we don't date anymore, and haven't in about 3 years (excluding the hookups). But today...
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225 18-21, M Aug 17

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    Don't worry, it happens no more but for the longest time I did. The guy is dead to me. We were together for a grand total of 6 months and from the beginning it was attacks so yeah...
    buffalobaby2016 buffalobaby2016 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    So I am writing this because I really miss my partner who is in prison. It will be a month tomorrow and everything feels not right. My bed is empty, My sofa is cold, but there will...
    leavana0215 leavana0215 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    All my friends have boyfriends now and I feel left out. :/ I don't even know if I want one but I feel like there is pressure to have one now.
    klaroline klaroline 18-21, F 21 Responses Aug 16

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    I give up, Im so done. It doesn't matter how hard I try, Im never good enough. I keep telling myself not to fall in love, not to think about the future, that my relationship is...
    SecretPain13 SecretPain13 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    It has been almost a month since the day we had to make the difficult decision to take my boyfriend off life support. We just celebrated our eight year anniversary on March 31st...
    YuffieKisaragi YuffieKisaragi 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I've been looking through youtube and photos online again and trying to define the kind of vids i would like or the kind of experience i'd like to have. everything seems to fall...
    taopuppy taopuppy 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    My boyfriend is in basic training for another 3 weeks and all i can think about is when i get to hug him again. I was hoping to be able to go to the airport and be the first one to...
    LoveIsArmyStrong LoveIsArmyStrong 18-21 Aug 13

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    When I get super depressed I push people away. All I want to be is alone. I don't want to talk, I don't want to do anything. But as soon as the depression fades, I start to want to...
    Smileydork Smileydork 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    First off: Yes, I am gay. Thought I should say it so haters would void away at first sight of this experience, and no obvious questions would be asked later. Now, on with the...
    Thalassian Thalassian 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I talked to my boyfriend earlier today. I got some good news from him.. He'll be home soon. Thank God. Now everything will fall into place slowly but surely... I never smiled so...
    beautifulego beautifulego 16-17 1 Response Aug 12

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    My dog passed away just over 3 months ago. She had a tumor. It was for the best to put her down, but I still cry and miss her everyday. I remember good Friday my dad and I took her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 12

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    ----PLEASE READ AND HELP---- So I have known my boyfriend for about 2 years as good friends but we've only been dating for around 7 months. I am 21 he's 22. Usually we get along...
    karisriverax karisriverax 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Its early in the morning and the first thing that pops in my head is my loving boyfriend of 4years. I've never been so attached to someone who has loved me for me. UNCONDITIONALLY...
    Sharnice2017 Sharnice2017 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    i miss my boyfriend so much... when he comes back from AIT, i wanna take him to yosemite just to get away from everything and be somewhere peaceful 😇
    meowitsiris meowitsiris 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I'm not even sure where to start I feel like I have lost a piece of me. almost a year ago a friend of mine showed up with this precious little puppy. I instantly fell in love with...
    penguinobsessed82 penguinobsessed82 31-35, F Aug 10

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    my sailor has been gone for almost a month at boot camp. I can't to go to his graduation because they're only allowing three attendants, which will be good mother, his father and...
    katielynn195 katielynn195 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for a year and almost three months now, I am not leaving for college right now because I have some illnesses but I am going to the...
    Daiquandra5892 Daiquandra5892 16-17, F Aug 9