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I Kept Alot Inside My Heart

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    Keep Moving 4ward..

    I am a very, strong, hardworking,loyal no-nonsense kind of women. I am a single mother of two, raise my little sister who's 15,and i own a dog,(terrier) (Roxi).  Yea i have taken allot of responsibility's at a young age but I've matured and just own up to it out of...
    Tee27 Tee27 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2010

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    When You Let Your Mind Wander

    when you let your mind wander, where does it go? Is there anyone else doing the same wondering and feeling as I? I find myself knowing that I have so many things going for me in my life, people cheering for me and loving me, i think i'm going places...yet I still find reasons to...
    praytell praytell 18-21, F Aug 28, 2012

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    Lots

    This is right, I kept A LOT inside my heart and still keeping LOTS.  C'est la vie!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 17, 2010

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    Yes, It Is Locked.

    I was a shy kid. But later on , I overcame shyness. Now I can face people directly. I can express my views without any fear. I can talk to a random stranger. I reversed my personality in this aspect. EP also helped me this. But when the matter comes to heart, then i am still a...
    Somexyz Somexyz 22-25 3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Yes...

    There are many types of love and a heart can have many rooms.
    silentwellofsorrow silentwellofsorrow 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2010

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    I Don't Do This Any More

    Yeah, I definitely have done this, too much as a matter of fact.  So much that I ended up with PTSD, flashbacks, a total mental breakdown!!!  Not a good thing... We, my sisters and I, my cousins, really back then people didn't talk about their emotions, feelings, hurts...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    Yes

    Is sad when some people keep so many things inside their heart. Its good to express the way you feel and be hones
    princesa420 princesa420 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    Run

    It's so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    Fool I Stand

    you talk about suffering, the agony the pain i cause. I am a hindrance in your life, according to you. But so easily you forget all the times I bailed you out, gave you shelter, gave you love, fed you always by your side when needed. Never questioning (******* idiot, i turned out...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Dec 5, 2011

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    Will Remain Unanswered....

    love enraptured my heart to the fullest. It touched my soul so gently Filling my heart with immense desire as your love for me you declared. But now my heart is so numbed everything seems to be vague and mirage.. Trust I can’t, though I want to but deep inside it bleeds only I...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Jan 24, 2013

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    Completely This.....

    When my mother berates me for my job, low earnings, being single, lack of friends and body, I just bury it inside and keep it inside. I cry about it when I am alone and feel great guilt and shame but no-one knows that. I cry about my life all the time and always at night. I feel...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 8, 2011

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    Torn Apart

    Theres nothing left of me to be hurt anymore, I've been torn apart.
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    I Am Male!

    Ever since i was a little kid i always loved playing i didn't care what it was dinosaurs, cars, dolls, stuffed animals whatever it was i played with it. I didn't dress only in "boys" clothes or only in "girls" clothes, But i did stop the dresses and the skirts at a very young age...
    DifferenceIsAcceptable DifferenceIsAcceptable 16-17, T 1 Response Apr 24, 2011

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    Like Pain

    Alot like massive pain. Rapes, Bullying, Friends backstabbing me, abusive relationships, rumors, bad treatment from teachers. Big sigh...
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011 18-21, F Apr 18, 2011

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    I Don't Like Feeling Vulnerable

    Its very hard for me to share my feelings to someone face to face. I can put it in a card, write it in a story or note but to actually look the person in the eye and say I love you or any emotion is difficult for me.It's also very hard for me to say I am sorry. I have no probem...
    Kindal Kindal 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 19, 2011

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    I Miss Dad...

    Just yesterday morning dad died of cancer. It had been in his brain and lungs and spread to the liver, bone... Been fighting about 2 years and this came after his heart failure. Last week I saw improvements. Fussing just to playfully fuss wanting to hold his own drink and not be...
    7kelli89 7kelli89 31-35 3 Responses Nov 6, 2010

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    Hmmm

    Love, pain, doubt, guilt, remorse, lust, and so many other things. My heart is full and is a perfect contradiction of emotions.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 19, 2011

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    Built Up

    I'm too quiet sometimes, more so than people think. Would anyone really want me to express all the secret anger and resentment, the doubts I can't put into words, the fears, losses, the love you never really wanted from me, the defeat, the bitterness? I've been told before to...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 1 Response Sep 17, 2012

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    When You Keep To Much Inside Heart It Just Stirs You Up More And More

    I have always been a strong person to the outside world. No matter how wrong unfair life treated me i never wept before somebody.I cannot see people sympathising with me calling me poor little girl. I have become like this.I have often or more than often been a support system to...
    IllusionPlaying IllusionPlaying 18-21, F Apr 20, 2012

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    My Oldest Cousin Told Me My Heart Was A Useless Organ And He Is Right

    when you are as ugly as me... it is a useless organ ... this is a world were only the physically beautiful and violent survive I have loved a lot of people and cared for many people... I cared about Louise when her mother was ill, I cared about Louise when her husband left her I...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 14, 2012

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    Its Hard For Me To Said How I Feel

    I been with my fiance for 4yrs. now. We have a 2yr. old daughter togerther. Most of the times i dont tell him of how i feel about many things. i know that he wont know how i feel until i tell him. i said i luv u to him first, i always wait for him to said it to me first. Even if...
    anelatai anelatai 22-25, F Oct 19, 2011

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    Lock Box

    There is a lot of stuff locked inside my heart- some good, some bad, some scary. No one has the key, and I prefer it that way. Some things are just too private for anyone to ever know about.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 24, 2010

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    It's Coming Out Now.

    And it feels lighter.....All I can say is, if people don't understand the way you feel, then its not your problem....you have to deal with those feelings....You can't just push them aside.  They tend to resurface, and make themselves known, and eventually it gets to where you...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    Wish

    I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 19, 2013

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    XxDazzlexX XxDazzlexX 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Only Dreams

    Is it love at first sight? Hell no, i don’t even think that exists, but one thing I am sure of is that it’s love. I have known her for four years now, we kicked off as class mates and two years later we were best friends, best friends she says, but all i see is the love of my...
    ibahc ibahc 18-21, M Feb 18, 2012

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    Why???????????????????

    There goes the saying Life is not lived without knowing separation.It manifests because of desire or sometimes from desperation but most times it is brought by fate but our irony we brought ourselves. Though realizing every moment it is one of life's painful sorrows, there is...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    Changing My Life

    I have always kept most things quietly to myself. Have lived logically and igored emotions.Never even gave consideration to emotions such as physical attraction. As I've gotten older, the things that are important to me have changed. For the past year I have been learning to open...
    7kelli89 7kelli89 31-35 2 Responses Jun 16, 2010

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    I Can't Seem To Let It All Out

    whenever i try to write what's in my head...i can't seem to let it all out...don't know how to start...often times i would write a few paragraph but then again i would hold it back and not continue at all....i used to keep a diary before but not anymore....i have lost my...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2010

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    Thoughts...

    Do I really want? If I let you know what I really want and what lies inside my heart and how I see and want you in my life it may scare you …you can’t even think also what boundaries My want can cross I sometimes get scared seeing my craziness I can’t make you understand...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2012

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    What Is Your Answer.???..

    I don’t understand why should I let you know about my thoughts,Feelings ..what is in my heart and how it beats…Surely if still I have to clarify I am sorry to say then you truly don’t deserveAn iota of emotions to be wasted on you..Now I don’t want to bare my heart...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Feb 17, 2013

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    Almost Valentines Day

    Most couples in the world spend their Valentines Day with the love of their life..For me, I still missed the last Valentines Day I had with J.  It was one of the memorable moments we spend together..This year, Valentines Day falls on the 1st Day of Chinese New...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F Jan 31, 2010

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    Nothing

    I'm tired of holding on for nothing
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain 36-40, F May 22, 2013

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    All of us live wanting something

    so bad. Growing up and going to school I was just oblivious to life. I did what my teachers told me because it gave me pleasure to see smiles on their face when I did what they wanted. They were in a way much more gentler than those who get tired of my ever-presence in their...
    superficialife superficialife 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 27

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    Dear, Who I Once Loved

    I did everything i could possibly do to make sure you never got hurt. for 3 years i dragged myself on the street hustled every dime and did everything could to feed you.. as much a i resented you for what you made me become i loved you. you were the missing piece to everything...
    StinaXD StinaXD 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1, 2013

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    Lost Love

    i and he were like 2 bodies and a soul...the day he proposed me was lyk a dream for me..we both enjoyed each others company, shared small and big things...it was hard to think of a single moment without him....but slowly and gradually that thing called "LOVE" disappeared from...
    pariga pariga 18-21, F Jan 7, 2012

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    A Thought..

    Sometimes the words I say are flat and empty. They slip from my lips, they lie like waste paper in a bin. Still I try to fill them with life, laughter, and love that I need you to hear, to feel, but they still seem papery.
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Dec 28, 2012

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    I Am Tired Of Studying

    I just want to lie in bed and sleep all day. I am having a five day break because of the semestral break but, after that I need to get back to studying this course. Sometimes I just feel so freaking tired of this. I am tired of always fighting and always trying my best to bring...
    wherethehealingbegins wherethehealingbegins 18-21, F Oct 3, 2013

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    Its Not Something I Want To Do

    Its not something I mean to do. I find it extremely difficult to say a lot of the things that I feel to others. I guess its a slow process with me, as I have been trying to sort this out for a long time now....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M Sep 27, 2011

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    For Six Years

    since I was in 1st year highschool, I have always liked this girl. kept it in me all throughout my highschool days until the 4th year where I finally told her how I felt about her,she hugged me and at that moment, I really felt that I had her, now I am in 3rd year College, I...
    themrniceguy themrniceguy 18-21, M 1 Response May 17, 2010

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    Trying To Let It Out

    Slowly...I think I'm getting the hang of writing out my random thoughts here. Man am I spamming EP now :D
    MaikaJaymee MaikaJaymee 22-25 May 24, 2013

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    Then Let It Out....

    All my bottled up feelings, resentment, and anger...I let it out to my parents (who can never get along), my best friends (who can never get along), and my boyfriend (who won't admit he cheated) and now I'm done.
    Val3ntine Val3ntine 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2010

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    Why I Could Never Say So Many Things

    There is so much I wish I could say. There is a huge and raging frustration within me that I see others on here sharing and venting things I could never share or vent. First, I would never risk my salvation or yours. Second, I could never say anything that could remove even a...
    perseverer perseverer 51-55, F 6 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    I am a disappointment to all of my family and friends. I have lost everything that kept my heart beating. I have failed at everything I tried in life. I'm am heart broken, ashamed...
    MrStayPositive MrStayPositive 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    It always feels like I'm wasting time when I tell people about my problems. I always feel like it's not fair to them to tell them about my problems. And the fact that I haven't had...
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    Want to die part 2 ( part 1 is my first experience that you can read) This experience is an interesting experience very interesting... I'm back here again feeling like a **** once...
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    I have had a broken heart from splitting up from my first love. but I'm glad of the experience. I think your heart needs to be broken so you can piece it back together and make...
    Renezra Renezra 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Once again, I find myself picking the wrong men.. What is it about me that chooses men who eventually go back to their ex!! My heart is breaking slowly..so I met this guy and we...
    Xococoxo Xococoxo 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    The dark that's inside of me is overwhelming my soul and mind. I'm clinging onto the last bits and pieces of sanity and holiness left.
    badday928 badday928 18-21, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Smiling on the outside, crying and dying on the inside....
    Thatbrokengirl1 Thatbrokengirl1 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I always thought that I was just an average person but then I realized how much my actions influence and touch other people. Before when I was in high school, we had an outreach...
    Pinkdiamond9 Pinkdiamond9 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    We have been together for 4 months. I am 23 and he is 33. I fell for him immediately when we first layed eyes on each other. For some reason I had a feeling he was the one (I am...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 12 Responses Apr 2

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    Everyone has a different definition for love. For some, it is only a word. It is thrown out to the wind, used as a tool to ensnare the weakest of hearts. The truest form of love...
    Eristotle Eristotle 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    This morning in the other world I was at a store with my friend. The sky was gray and cloudy like how it was this morning. I woke up about 3 or 4 times. The fourth time we were...
    CyberViVaCider CyberViVaCider 13-15, F Mar 28

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