I Kept Alot Inside My Heart

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    Only Dreams

    Is it love at first sight? Hell no, i don’t even think that exists, but one thing I am sure of is that it’s love. I have known her for four years now, we kicked off as class mates and two years later we were best friends, best friends she says, but all i see is the love of my...
    ibahc ibahc
    18-21, M
    Feb 18, 2012

    Almost Valentines Day

    Most couples in the world spend their Valentines Day with the love of their life..For me, I still missed the last Valentines Day I had with J.  It was one of the memorable moments we spend together..This year, Valentines Day falls on the 1st Day of Chinese New...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    Jan 31, 2010

    Torn Apart

    Theres nothing left of me to be hurt anymore, I've been torn apart.
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain
    41-45, F
    May 19, 2013

    I Can't Seem To Let It All Out

    whenever i try to write what's in my head...i can't seem to let it all out...don't know how to start...often times i would write a few paragraph but then again i would hold it back and not continue at all....i used to keep a diary before but not anymore....i have lost my...
    kissbykarma kissbykarma
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2010

    What seemed like forver in the making managed

    to disappear in a second...I've been carrying around the feelings of being a failure in my relationship..feeling like I've lost my purpose in this life and keeping everything hidden away so well inside that I barely recognized myself anymore..so many masks..for so many people...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 14, 2015

    My Oldest Cousin Told Me My Heart Was A Useless Organ And He Is Right

    when you are as ugly as me... it is a useless organ ... this is a world were only the physically beautiful and violent survive I have loved a lot of people and cared for many people... I cared about Louise when her mother was ill, I cared about Louise when her husband left her I...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2012

    Changes ...

    I am changing.  Quite consciously.  Deliberately. Opening my heart.  Letting my feelings out.  Revealing my innermost thoughts. And it feels good.  Really good.
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    7 Responses Feb 17, 2010

    Like Pain

    Alot like massive pain. Rapes, Bullying, Friends backstabbing me, abusive relationships, rumors, bad treatment from teachers. Big sigh...
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011
    18-21, F
    Apr 18, 2011

    Completely This.....

    When my mother berates me for my job, low earnings, being single, lack of friends and body, I just bury it inside and keep it inside. I cry about it when I am alone and feel great guilt and shame but no-one knows that. I cry about my life all the time and always at night. I feel...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2011

    Taylor Swift (featuring Ed Sheeeran) Everything

    Has Changed All I knew this morning when I woke Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like I just want to know you better know you better...
    PrincessTales84 PrincessTales84
    31-35, F
    Jun 1, 2014


    Do I really want? If I let you know what I really want and what lies inside my heart and how I see and want you in my life it may scare you …you can’t even think also what boundaries My want can cross I sometimes get scared seeing my craziness I can’t make you understand...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Dec 28, 2012

    Its Not Something I Want To Do

    Its not something I mean to do. I find it extremely difficult to say a lot of the things that I feel to others. I guess its a slow process with me, as I have been trying to sort this out for a long time now....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    Sep 27, 2011

    In my heart, your presence is there,

    but I am still looking for your love, everlasting. Fr now I have an implication. It still hurts. But I am waiting, and i will continue to wait until I have to wait no longer. For I will find a way, no matter what, I will find a way. If there is no way, I shall make a way on my...
    LonelyPuppy LonelyPuppy
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    I Am Male!

    Ever since i was a little kid i always loved playing i didn't care what it was dinosaurs, cars, dolls, stuffed animals whatever it was i played with it. I didn't dress only in "boys" clothes or only in "girls" clothes, But i did stop the dresses and the skirts at a very young age...
    DifferenceIsAcceptable DifferenceIsAcceptable
    18-21, T
    1 Response Apr 24, 2011


    I'm tired of holding on for nothing
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain
    41-45, F
    May 22, 2013

    I need help my heart is broken my life is over

    i dont wanna live im alone and hurt
    Lonelybrokenangel95 Lonelybrokenangel95
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2014


    I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain
    41-45, F
    May 19, 2013

    Its Hard For Me To Said How I Feel

    I been with my fiance for 4yrs. now. We have a 2yr. old daughter togerther. Most of the times i dont tell him of how i feel about many things. i know that he wont know how i feel until i tell him. i said i luv u to him first, i always wait for him to said it to me first. Even if...
    anelatai anelatai
    22-25, F
    Oct 19, 2011

    When You Keep To Much Inside Heart It Just Stirs You Up More And More

    I have always been a strong person to the outside world. No matter how wrong unfair life treated me i never wept before somebody.I cannot see people sympathising with me calling me poor little girl. I have become like this.I have often or more than often been a support system to...
    IllusionPlaying IllusionPlaying
    18-21, F
    Apr 20, 2012

    Lock Box

    There is a lot of stuff locked inside my heart- some good, some bad, some scary. No one has the key, and I prefer it that way. Some things are just too private for anyone to ever know about.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 24, 2010

    I Miss Dad...

    Just yesterday morning dad died of cancer. It had been in his brain and lungs and spread to the liver, bone... Been fighting about 2 years and this came after his heart failure. Last week I saw improvements. Fussing just to playfully fuss wanting to hold his own drink and not be...
    7kelli89 7kelli89
    3 Responses Nov 6, 2010

    When You Let Your Mind Wander

    when you let your mind wander, where does it go? Is there anyone else doing the same wondering and feeling as I? I find myself knowing that I have so many things going for me in my life, people cheering for me and loving me, i think i'm going places...yet I still find reasons to...
    praytell praytell
    18-21, F
    Aug 28, 2012


    Love, pain, doubt, guilt, remorse, lust, and so many other things. My heart is full and is a perfect contradiction of emotions.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 19, 2011

    Yes and right now I'm sad

    and wanna die it's beating so hard that my shirt shakes all my body shakes this started cuz of my severe depression I'm really worried
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2014

    Keep Moving 4ward..

    I am a very, strong, hardworking,loyal no-nonsense kind of women. I am a single mother of two, raise my little sister who's 15,and i own a dog,(terrier) (Roxi).  Yea i have taken allot of responsibility's at a young age but I've matured and just own up to it out of...
    Tee27 Tee27
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2010


    There are many types of love and a heart can have many rooms.
    silentwellofsorrow silentwellofsorrow
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2010

    A Thought..

    Sometimes the words I say are flat and empty. They slip from my lips, they lie like waste paper in a bin. Still I try to fill them with life, laughter, and love that I need you to hear, to feel, but they still seem papery.
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Dec 28, 2012

    Fool I Stand

    you talk about suffering, the agony the pain i cause. I am a hindrance in your life, according to you. But so easily you forget all the times I bailed you out, gave you shelter, gave you love, fed you always by your side when needed. Never questioning (******* idiot, i turned out...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime
    26-30, F
    Dec 5, 2011


    This is right, I kept A LOT inside my heart and still keeping LOTS.  C'est la vie!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Feb 17, 2010

    Trying To Let It Out

    Slowly...I think I'm getting the hang of writing out my random thoughts here. Man am I spamming EP now :D
    MaikaJaymee MaikaJaymee
    May 24, 2013

    For Six Years

    since I was in 1st year highschool, I have always liked this girl. kept it in me all throughout my highschool days until the 4th year where I finally told her how I felt about her,she hugged me and at that moment, I really felt that I had her, now I am in 3rd year College, I...
    themrniceguy themrniceguy
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 17, 2010


    It's so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone
    BreatheEasyAgain BreatheEasyAgain
    41-45, F
    May 19, 2013

    Dear, Who I Once Loved

    I did everything i could possibly do to make sure you never got hurt. for 3 years i dragged myself on the street hustled every dime and did everything could to feed you.. as much a i resented you for what you made me become i loved you. you were the missing piece to everything...
    StinaXD StinaXD
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 1, 2013

    Changing My Life

    I have always kept most things quietly to myself. Have lived logically and igored emotions.Never even gave consideration to emotions such as physical attraction. As I've gotten older, the things that are important to me have changed. For the past year I have been learning to open...
    7kelli89 7kelli89
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2010

    Will Remain Unanswered....

    love enraptured my heart to the fullest. It touched my soul so gently Filling my heart with immense desire as your love for me you declared. But now my heart is so numbed everything seems to be vague and mirage.. Trust I can’t, though I want to but deep inside it bleeds only I...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Jan 24, 2013

    Yes, It Is Locked.

    I was a shy kid. But later on , I overcame shyness. Now I can face people directly. I can express my views without any fear. I can talk to a random stranger. I reversed my personality in this aspect. EP also helped me this. But when the matter comes to heart, then i am still a...
    Somexyz Somexyz
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

    I need someone's help

    so bad right now.. I'm need someone to take my mind of of things, before I end up hurting myself. You have no idea how scared I am right now. Please help me
    deleted deleted
    Sep 18, 2014

    Too Much

    Because of things that have happened in my life, I have kept a lot locked inside He has slowly been getting me to open up, help me share the burden. Sometimes  there are things that are much too close, very personal that I cannot share even with him
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 18, 2010

    Why I Could Never Say So Many Things

    There is so much I wish I could say. There is a huge and raging frustration within me that I see others on here sharing and venting things I could never share or vent. First, I would never risk my salvation or yours. Second, I could never say anything that could remove even a...
    perseverer perseverer
    56-60, F
    6 Responses Apr 12, 2011

    What Is Your Answer.???..

    I don’t understand why should I let you know about my thoughts,Feelings ..what is in my heart and how it beats…Surely if still I have to clarify I am sorry to say then you truly don’t deserveAn iota of emotions to be wasted on you..Now I don’t want to bare my heart...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Feb 17, 2013

    I can feel them hands.

    hands on body no body is there but me. but I can feel the hand touching me every nigh and it scares me to death
    unhear unhear
    13-15, F
    Jan 30, 2016

    When it comes to heart,

    i lost my senses n rationality...
    PrincessTales84 PrincessTales84
    31-35, F
    Apr 26, 2014

    Lost Love

    i and he were like 2 bodies and a soul...the day he proposed me was lyk a dream for me..we both enjoyed each others company, shared small and big things...it was hard to think of a single moment without him....but slowly and gradually that thing called "LOVE" disappeared from...
    pariga pariga
    18-21, F
    Jan 7, 2012


    There goes the saying Life is not lived without knowing separation.It manifests because of desire or sometimes from desperation but most times it is brought by fate but our irony we brought ourselves. Though realizing every moment it is one of life's painful sorrows, there is...
    trappedwings trappedwings
    31-35, F
    Jan 11, 2013

    Then Let It Out....

    All my bottled up feelings, resentment, and anger...I let it out to my parents (who can never get along), my best friends (who can never get along), and my boyfriend (who won't admit he cheated) and now I'm done.
    Val3ntine Val3ntine
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2010
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