I Kept Alot Inside My Heart

There is so much I wish I could say. There is a huge and raging frustration within me that I see others on here sharing and venting things I could never share or vent.

First, I would never risk my salvation or yours.

Second, I could...

Been thinking of writing a story...................To Be Continued

love enraptured my heart to the fullest. It touched my soul so gently
Filling my heart with immense desire as your love for me you declared.
But now my heart is so numbed everything seems to be vague and mirage..
Trust I can’t...

“Who am I, 23 and it’s all a lie
I thought I knew who I was
wondered whe were here with me
But this darkness is breaking everything in me
These infinite questions have shattered all the peace
But I won’t question in the dark
What...

I did everything i could possibly do to make sure you never got hurt. for 3 years i dragged myself on the street hustled every dime and did everything could to feed you.. as much a i resented you for what you made me become i loved you...

Do I really want? If I let you know what I really want and what lies inside my heart and how I see and want you in my life it may scare you …you can’t even think also what boundaries My want can cross I sometimes get scared seeing...

And it feels lighter.....All I can say is, if people don't understand the way you feel, then its not your problem....you have to deal with those feelings....You can't just push them aside.  They tend to resurface, and make themselves...

when you let your mind wander, where does it go? Is there anyone else doing the same wondering and feeling as I? I find myself knowing that I have so many things going for me in my life, people cheering for me and loving me, i think i...

Sometimes the words I say are flat and empty. They slip from my lips, they lie like waste paper in a bin.
Still I try to fill them with life, laughter, and love that I need you to hear, to feel, but they still seem papery.

I'm too quiet sometimes, more so than people think. Would anyone really want me to express all the secret anger and resentment, the doubts I can't put into words, the fears, losses, the love you never really wanted from me, the defeat...

There are many types of love and a heart can have many rooms.

I don’t understand why should I let you know about my thoughts,Feelings ..what is in my heart and how it beats…Surely if still I have to clarify I am sorry to say then you truly don’t deserveAn iota of emotions to be wasted on you...

I was a shy kid. But later on , I overcame shyness. Now I can face people directly. I can express my views without any fear. I can talk to a random stranger. I reversed my personality in this aspect. EP also helped me this. But when the...

Its very hard for me to share my feelings to someone face to face. I can put it in a card, write it in a story or note but to actually look the person in the eye and say I love you or any emotion is difficult for me.It's also very hard...

Love, pain, doubt, guilt, remorse, lust, and so many other things. My heart is full and is a perfect contradiction of emotions.

I have always been a strong person to the outside world. No matter how wrong unfair life treated me i never wept before somebody.I cannot see people sympathising with me calling me poor little girl. I have become like this.I have often...

There goes the saying Life is not lived without knowing separation.It manifests because of desire or sometimes from desperation but most times it is brought by fate but our irony we brought ourselves.
Though realizing every moment it is...