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I Kind Of Wish I Had Never Come Here

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 11 People

    I wish I had never been born I just wish I hadn't. It wouldn't have changed anybody's life. It wouldn't have made anyone unhappy. On the opposite it feels like I'm an enormous...
    dartemi dartemi 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I wouldn't say never, but I haven't had things come easy for me generally in life but that is okay. It just makes me appreciate what I do have so much more. Someone once told me...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    Ryan and Johnny I wish you two were here
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Dec 8

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    When you were here before I Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special...
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F Nov 27

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    I don't understand why you had to leave. So out of random so unspoken about your problems, i truthfully wish you would of came to me. I believe i could of helped you through it. I...
    MichellexxLevine314 MichellexxLevine314 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know why I come on here. I get bored and when I get bored I get on EP. This never ends well. you would think I'd learn. :/
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    There are plenty of kids out there who have never had to work for anything in their lives and have always had everything handed to them on a silver platter, but not me. I have had...
    downbutnotout1 downbutnotout1 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    i wish too my bf whom we been together for 5yrs still here. he left without a word and i dont know where he is right now. i trully deeply miss him so much. i wanna hear and see him...
    sherisha sherisha 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I "peek out the door" at times. It's fun, but scary at the same time. I'm getting more comfortable over time. I can shop for women's clothing and meet the few looks that come my...
    CinimonGypsy CinimonGypsy 41-45 2 Responses Nov 28

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    EP Project is depressing but I come back here every once in a while.
    upahead upahead 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I just want to see him and hear his voice again. My heart beats silently with pain and I really miss my strong beats when I talk to him.  I thought that I hate him but I have...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 23

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    This is the longest I have been away from my GF. It's only been 2.5 days but I won't to be with her so bad. I feel like the separation has done me some good. I can't wait to see...
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Nov 28

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    its been 8 months. its almost Christmas. i decorated my own treee last night. alone. last year we decorated with your family....i knowwhy you did it. i think i understand a little...
    hellokittyptv hellokittyptv 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I wonder what It would be like fishing with you. Would you be focused and skillful? Or fun and try to make me laugh? Do you think Christmas things are silly or do you cherish it...
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I came for perspective on my life. Share have fun smile laugh and escape from the life I live. For me in my own environment I have what I need and desire. If that's not you its...
    AgingGracefully AgingGracefully 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I was not ready for that commitment, neither were you.
    wistfulVacancy wistfulVacancy 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    56th post..This will be my last post on the Sydney siege. 2 innocent lives were lost early this morning, as a selfish individual stormed a coffee shop and decided to play God for a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am here. With you: in my heart and mind first thing in the morning, inbetween the focused mindwork, at the end of the day and in the beautiful and the difficult of my days. I...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I really do. It's nothing personal but I can't stay much longer. I love all of you and you know who you are. I only wish that we all lived close together. From Ireland to Australia...
    delilah5 delilah5 56-60, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    A stranger touched my life in a very special way. let me share my story. I was 18 wen I got married to a very abusive husband who is 14 yrs older Dan I am..We have a 2yr old...
    dynamitemartins23 dynamitemartins23 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It was a couple of days ago, Monday I think. I skipped first period (religion ew) with my boyfriend and we went to the mall. We sat by this little seating area in front of Macy's...
    thequietpanda thequietpanda 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    A letter to my father. My dear father, You have been gone a long time now,but I know that you will read that letter,you are reading as I am writing.I wish that I had had the...
    berangere berangere 66-70, F 8 Responses Dec 10

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    Okay, so I have maybe quite a few good friends, but two which I'm very close with. Let's call them Jenna and Olivia. So Jenna and I have been extremely close since preschool, and...
    celiapennington147 celiapennington147 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 12

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    I tried to let him go today. I called him on his **** and told him I am better then that and said goodbye. He fought it! Said if he didn't care he wouldn't be around. He wouldn't...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    you no what hurts the most? is my mom will never put me and my sister in the family barrel plot. I guess we were a trouble to her. but my aunt has her son in the family plot...
    jojom543 jojom543 36-40, F Nov 24

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    I’ve never had A great self-esteem and as a child was never concerned with health. I just ate what tasted good and ate it until I was stuffed. Once I reached high school I...
    dontgetmewrong dontgetmewrong 16-17, F Nov 25

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    I have always had severe asthma which has always been a concern to my parents, being constantly in and out of hospital since a young age. However, I had a severe asthma attack on...
    soyacarton soyacarton 18-21, F Nov 25

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    29th post. Some happy memories that spring to mind, come from the greatest source of fulfilment in my life. My daughters, and although they are 19 and 17,there is nothing I wouldn...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Dec 2

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    41st post..I'm ready to tackle the past again, because I'm in such an agro mood. First a little bit on the agro mood. He has been so nice to me for a number of weeks now, not...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Mom and Dad why did you steal my childhood. I wanted to go out and play. Instead I wished death would come my way. The pain was so thick I felt I could not breathe. I felt that the...
    quito1969 quito1969 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I had an abortion less than a week before my 21st birthday in january, that means knowingly being pregnant over the holidays with my family. which was pretty terrible, now I would...
    kandybabieyy kandybabieyy 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    Last night was the hardest night of my life. Almost three years ago, I met a wonderful man. Clever, intelligent, funny, respectful : someone a lot of women would call perfect. He...
    FromDuskTillDawn FromDuskTillDawn 22-25 Dec 8

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    There was this girl, who was not beautiful neither likeable but whenever I was around her, I would notice her staring at me and she would immediately snap back. It was 2 years...
    MRshams MRshams 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    There was a guy I gave a chance but I keep having a bad feeling about it. I tried getting to know him but he was so over board with the flirting and it just got annoying. I didn't...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Nov 23

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    I Know It Takes More Than Wishing~It takes effort to change things. Right now I do what I got to do to get by. And pray that I'm making the right choices. I'm trying really hard...
    PrincessSleepy PrincessSleepy 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I just want to go some places far way from here and never come back maybe then I can be happy
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Many years ago, in my heavy drinking days, we had a place we liked to frequent which I’ll call the Fish. Anyway we were celebrating something, I think it was my scuba...
    dave6879 dave6879 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    Friendships ending is just like a break up with a romantic partner. My friendships usually end by just drifting apart, but it stings so much worse when you become different people...
    meadowes meadowes 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    i had a great day today,in the morning i met my friend after 10 years,and after that i got selected in [24] 7 for US process what else can i ask such a lovely day apart from this i...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Yes never! I think that day will never come. Or when it comes I live under a rock.
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish live did come with a delete button because I would delete all my mistakes and bad decisions I made. Yeah it might sound mellow dramatic but I just want thinks to...
    quarioj quarioj 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    Over the weekend I had a lot of time to think about what I did. I lost something from cheating and it's not just my family. I lost something more then just that I lost me. My wife...
    tobad8 tobad8 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 1

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    Seriously I'm getting all these messages from 20-50 year olds saying I'm cute and asking me out. I didn't come here to flirt or date. I'm here to tell things I can't tell out loud...
    Trinityde Trinityde 13-15, F Dec 5

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