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I Kind Of Wish I Had Never Come Here

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    Although I have a kind family. They love me. I am healthy that I grateful, But I hate myself ,I am nothing, I wish I had never been born
    hani89 hani89 22-25, F Mar 29

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    I wish that you had not initiated anything. I wish that you had just left me as a friend. I wish that you had never started texting all those sweet words to me. Those words have...
    Arcavala Arcavala 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I sometimes wish I never met my ex boyfriend, my first true love, and my ex best friend, but I guess everything happens for a reason and you meet certain people for a reason...
    Booksaremypassion Booksaremypassion 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    Growing up my biologically was apart of my life. I would spend weekends with him and we would do things together that I don't really remember cause I was such a little girl. From...
    wishfulhopeful wishfulhopeful 18-21, F Mar 25

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    How is it possible to be surrounded by people every day and yet feel so lonely? I got married 6 years ago and as scary and sad as it is, when I look honestly deep within myself, I...
    Lonelyskeptic Lonelyskeptic 26-30, M 13 Responses a week ago

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    My mom's friend died two years ago in July. It is hard to believe it has been that long. Her name was Monica and she was like my second mom. She took care of me in times when my...
    hobohemian hobohemian 18-21, F Mar 22

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    So yeah I really need to let this all out..here goes nothing So I'm gay not a shocker or anything and yeah got a problem write it somewhere and burn it cuz I don't care. Anyways...
    WriteTilliBleed WriteTilliBleed 18-21, M Mar 30

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    I really cared for you and made sure you were fine. I fought and defended you and cleared up your name. You might have done the same for me but I ain't ever sure about anything at...
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M Apr 8

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    I realized that every time I come on here it's to vent. I'm always feeling cranky or stressed. I could, maybe, call someone, but I'd rather burden everyone on the internet. Hope...
    UpsideTown UpsideTown 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    My life is a living hell. You make mistakes and you pay for them, possibly with your life. My boyfriend and I are on the brink of being homeless because my father was absolutely...
    tanya6k tanya6k 22-25 Apr 4

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    I s this world getting more and more twisted, or what… On Sunday I have found out D. is probably dead… Not confirmed yet… Would post later. Yesterday my boss (L.) told me he...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I love to ware woman's underwear. Like bras and pantys. I have ever since I was potty trained in my cuz pantys. Is this ok?
    onomaine onomaine 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 27

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    closer.......i sound like a creep :3
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F Mar 23

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    One day, I walked out of a Bible study because I was the only one there who was not a conservative republican and everyone else there was more concerned with discussing their...
    gingershuman gingershuman 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Hey David. I'm just going to pretend that you're going to read this like I'm sending it to you... but maybe I'll be more open, because I know you never will. So first off... I...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I've recently read that a lot of people have difficulty understanding why people in an abusive family/relationship just don't leave the abuser. I understand why they think so...
    imprintedme imprintedme 22-25, F Mar 24

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    Im 16 and have been with my boyfriend for a year now and I had my abortion about 3 weeks ago. It was honestly the biggest mistake of my life. Basically when I first found out I...
    beccabird beccabird 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I just came out of relationship which fell apart mainly due to my ex's Dog... My relationship started out great for the first 6months in every possible way... We spent amazing...
    Slider5050 Slider5050 36-40 Mar 28

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    I am a 30 year old woman, I recently had a medical abortion and wanted to post my experience online to help shed light on the subject. Most of what I found online in the way of...
    rkc1983 rkc1983 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    About a year ago I had a terrible trip after smoking marijuana. I had smoked before and it every time I never really got a "high" feeling I just felt kinda normal.. But maybe a...
    Kristen42 Kristen42 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I don't want to live my whole life in self pity and torturing myself with your thoughts but why is it that your thoughts follow me wherever I go?Why is it that I have built a wall...
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Part 3: the affair When I posted my experience on EP and how depressed I was about my situation I got a lot of positive comments and support which really helped me change my...
    unexpectedlove15 unexpectedlove15 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 30

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    I've been working on writing this story since Saturday. It's about a girl. We aren't dating each other yet but I really want to. See, I'll be 16 in June but I'm not allowed to date...
    KenzieluvsRupert KenzieluvsRupert 13-15, F Mar 25

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    I sometimes wish I had never had children too. I started out relatively early. I was 20 when I had my daughter and 24 when I had my son. My daughters father was abusive in every...
    BBMS BBMS 41-45, F Mar 30

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    I had an abortion. And I have shared my story a fair number of times. Well, I love to crochet. And I am currently teaching crochet for the craft store that I work at. Tonight we...
    cemarie128 cemarie128 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I wish we could talk, I have so many things to say. I wish we never met. I wish that I could forget. I wish that all of the things we did we can do all over again (ahh I wish). I...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I am ready. I have been for quite some time. I got out of my addiction. I wanted to relapse but overcame my urges. My train of thought is much better. I can hold a conversation...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    (Another one of my old stories from my deleted account. Hope you enjoy. :) ) I regard myself of something of a walking contradiction. I act happy when I'm always depressed, I hate...
    PoeticTorture PoeticTorture 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I surely cannot be the only one who has ever had a dream or ever found a profession that they absolutely loved. I have always loved animals, they make me happy and I feel that...
    Dollface493 Dollface493 18-21, F Mar 20

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    The ladies I work with are very nice and mean well, but I wish they would leave me alone. My job is going soon and I'm in the middle of my separation just trying to sort things out...
    bahalana75 bahalana75 36-40, F Apr 2

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    If u anyone needs 2 talk about the pain in their life I am here 2 help I've been in pain most of my life but that is what keeps me going u can't let others rule u & take the...
    charlymyrt charlymyrt 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    If u anyone needs 2 talk about the pain in their life I am here 2 help I've been in pain most of my life but that is what keeps me going u can't let others rule u & take the...
    charlymyrt charlymyrt 56-60, F Apr 4

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    In General, I hate girls. Now before anybody says girls have a right not to want to date nice guys or some other bull, I will say this: I am not a smiley, sun shining out of my...
    odis22 odis22 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 8

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    If you're so scared to get your wisdom teeth removed, if you've been searching on the internet for peoples experiences, read them and then freaked out then I think you should read...
    Sarahlouise1 Sarahlouise1 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    IF I could have 3 wishes given to come true, they would be.... (1) Erase 2013. (2) Impeach Barak Obama. (3) End world hunger.
    Mudshovel Mudshovel 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    The title is my life. It happened 8 years ago. Wow, I can't believe it has been that long... At 7 years of marriage and 3 kids, my husband and I became roommates... I loved him but...
    swimminginemotions swimminginemotions 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I'm only 30 but I feel like I'm 70. I feel like I'm at the end of the line. I was a workaholic. My first job was right after school. When I was in college, I tend to work during...
    hopefulunderdog hopefulunderdog 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    You never know what you’re capable of until after it happens. This unanticipated truth threw itself at me three years ago. Things were different for me then. I was vulnerable...
    whirling whirling 31-35, F 9 Responses Mar 19

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    I wish I never jumped over that stupid hurdle when I was seven and lost my two front teeth. I have the teeth next to them as my front teeth now and they are veneered so it doesn't...
    microwaveduck microwaveduck 26-30, F Mar 21

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    I don't know, like I wish people would whisper to other people as they say me and go, "Oh my god she is SO pretty!" I wish they would come up to me and tell me how gorgeous I am...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    When I was 16 years old of 2013 I had an abortion here's my story.... I was dating this guy and I though I was inlove with him so we had sex. During the 4 weeks since we had sex I...
    Ginger387 Ginger387 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 23

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    I started smoking late 2013, with my friend for no particular reason. Occasionally after school, we'd chill, buy a cigarette each, and go smoke behind the store we'd buy them from...
    funkybones funkybones 16-17, F Apr 1

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    When I am at home I am really to excited to watch Tv. All I do is play guitar and I literally do that until I fall asleep. It's simple really. I believe Tv is like a mental drug...
    Lorenzo23 Lorenzo23 22-25, M Apr 1

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    I love this group! I agree they do. Some for the good, some for the bad. The thing I think that everyone that comes into my life is here and is either a lesson or a blessing. I...
    funsnowgal funsnowgal 22-25, F Apr 11

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    Whats the point? I wish I never existed.
    billthecleric billthecleric 26-30, M Apr 9

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    my life is in a mess and it's out of my control. First of all, school is driving me crazy. My teacher scolds me everyday, either for my work or untidy desk. To make it worse...
    StrongerBetter StrongerBetter 13-15, F a week ago

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    Kilig, you are the only person on my mind. You've fixed my heart, and I wish I could come over and explain all of this to you.
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 Mar 20

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    Not to long ago, my doctor called me and told me I had an STD (of the normal kind). I had taken another test six months before that call, but I now see I should've checked more...
    haroni haroni 18-21, F Mar 29

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    Yeah, I did. And Im not proud of it. Honestly I wish it never happened but it did. Fml.
    savedbygrace030312 savedbygrace030312 26-30, F 7 Responses Mar 19

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    I joined this app because I wanted an open atmosphere so I could express what's been happening with me. I'm in therapy, I have friends, but somehow it's nicer to open up to...