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I Knew From the Start

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    That I Was "Different"

    There was a reason why I was always picked on, abused, bullied. I knew from a young age that I wasn't worth much. I don't remember exactly when this 'knowing' began, just that I've always known it. It's hard to change how you think of yourself when you've been thinking the same...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 21, 2009

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    I Knew This One Word We Invented Would Take Off!

    One warm summer afternoon, my friend and I decided to play basketball at the gym. Little did we know, our lives were about to be changed forever… Once our team was assembled, we began our first game. My friend dribbled the ball up the court. Seeing that no one was...
    Skribbles Skribbles 22-25, M Sep 2, 2009

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    My Great Grandpa

    hey, well I've always known that im an old soul. I'am not that of other young people nor do i share in the same personality. I guess I've always known sice i was about 4 or 5 and saw my great grandpa sitting in the back seat of my moms car, patting his seat belt. I had never...
    andrina andrina 22-25 1 Response Apr 13, 2009

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    I Knew

    you be fun! but didn't know you can be funny too:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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