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I Know Every Junky Is Like a Setting Sun

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away on may 12th 2009 of a drug overdose. i dont know if its a good or bad thing. i feel horrible saying that but she had a hard messed up life. and she had so many near death experiences that should have changed her ways but they didnt. i hope she is in heaven and...
    foxxytrini1987 foxxytrini1987 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    Hi, I'm a Addict.

    I don't think any of who have experienced addiction ever imagine what that first hit, first sip, or first pill would lead to. If you talked to us pre-addiction we would never dream of doing the things we would do to keep using, or how much it would cost us, not only in money...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    I Seen the Needle and the Damage Done.

    The last time I saw him he was sweatin like crazy. Their was a sheen on his face like he'd been sweating for days. His hair looked like he hadn't washed it in a while. All in all he looked like ****." Come on Rick let me barrow a fifty." He pleaded. " Come on man I wouldn't ask...
    rickman69 rickman69 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 27, 2009

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    So, I Came to My Dad's Last Night.

    I spent the night last night.  It took me forever to fall asleep knowing my laptop was in the living room with them.  At one point I noticed that my purse was unzipped.  I couldn't remember if I'd left it open or not.  When I got alone in the bedroom I counted...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    I Have Been Looking For a Group Like This.

    I am happy I found one here on EP.  I just need people to reach out to, people who understand.  A lot of my issues in life come from the fact that my father is a drug addict.  He is addicted to crack.  He wasn't always this way.  Maybe it'd be better...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 10 Responses May 31, 2009

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    I Am Sick Today...

    Am I like a setting sun?  Am I really a junky?  Yesterday was day one.  I've been weening myself for two weeks.  I gave him all we had yesterday for his pain.  (He's got severe traumatic brain injury and nerve damage from a major car wreck that just about...
    f4faeries f4faeries 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    I Think Im Self Destructive

    i started smoking pot at about 12 a year later it was everyday ive done crystal meth & popped pills. feeling high has become a normal feeling for me it's the only thing that makes me happy but its short lived, i dont do any hard drugs now days but there always on my mind, i...
    Giani44 Giani44 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    There is someone who I meet regularly who I don't know if he likes me. The reason I am questioning it is because, how could someone ever like me? I am too complicated and intense...
    anonymouslyafraid anonymouslyafraid 18-21, F 1 Response May 18

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    I've mentioned him once before. Kaden likes me. He's new to the school, for heavens sake! His friend, Alexander, is the cutest guy in the world. He came the same year as Kaden did...
    atfenix atfenix 13-15, F May 6

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    I'm friends with this boy and he's always saying how I'm cute in every way. He called me pretty, he says my lack of hair is cute and so is my personality. What do you all think
    Lizandavan Lizandavan 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Turns out the guy I was upset about had his "ex" girlfriend out and about with him again. It was confirmed by a friend...I'm pretty certain at this point he has been lying to me...
    Sjdop25 Sjdop25 31-35, F May 6

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    But don't make me look bad. You don't really know my situation, so don't speak on what you don't know. Ijs.
    blindangel92 blindangel92 22-25, F May 16

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    Sadly our culture is plagued with this. Everyone wants to say who you are but nobody wants you to be who you really are.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    why do people like to ask me stuff like that? they act like a conversation is a freaking job interview
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F May 17

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    Any beach I go to I will ***** off! Any of the beaches in Nice, my hometown, or along the coast. Never on the beaches in Monaco because you will be arrested. Freedom.
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 5 Responses May 15

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    Oh god my sister looks pissed....she was just sooo done with a bunch of things..but don't worry I helped her get over it by taking her too her to Boston Pizza:p
    HotKittie HotKittie 18-21, F a week ago

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    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F 1 Response May 5

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    Part III 21) Pat Buchanan's answer: To steal a job from a decent, hard-working American. 22) L.A.P.D.'s answer: Give me ten minutes with the chicken and I'll find out. 23) Bill...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 4 Responses May 7

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    YOU DON’T KNOW THE COST MILLIONAIRE KNOWSIt’s impossible, very popular phrase, but for millionaires seems in different context I. M. POSSIBLE? Millionaires Lock their...
    millionairewish millionairewish 31-35, M May 20

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    When I was a little girl I cried a lot. And my mother would ask me, what's wrong? Most of the times I'd say I don't want to be here. I always had a strong feeling this wasn't my...
    XLoriX XLoriX 22-25, F May 9

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    im 16, and i want to die. i feel like i have literally nobody at school, theres people i talk to, but there not real friends, i have 2 friends who know im depressed, but theyve...
    Depressedgolfer96 Depressedgolfer96 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    One of those bad days where everything triggers you I'm having one of those bad days when honestly all i want is to just creep into a whole and stay there not be with others. I...
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F May 3

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    Merhaba Fatih - Once again, we experienced a beautiful trip this 12 months and had been pretty pleased with the crew.? Ali is accomplishing a fantastic career as captain...
    Andrew0369nbp8 Andrew0369nbp8 31-35, M 1 Response May 13

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    So I had a crush on a guy 4 years ago and we kinda had a little fling never darting and all and I ended it shortly after finding out I had no feelings for him. Now 4 years later he...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 18

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    I want everybody to be happy. because im going too a better place ! and I will not rest in peace knowing someones hurting for me. nah -.- I want Fireworks, I want happy music, i...
    Muffin19 Muffin19 18-21, F May 2

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    Thats how i feel sometimes. If only the world was perfectšŸ˜Ÿ but theres no meaning of perfect. Every one has diffrent meaning. I feel like im not perfect enough but thab on the...
    skylerbruhh09 skylerbruhh09 13-15, F May 20

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    I've been feeling this way for a long while now. I feel like I'm a burden to society. Trash that needs to be burned. I love my family, that's why not existing anymore will be a big...
    nachocheeese nachocheeese 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Everyone has, like those people who built my house or made my car or phone or clothes. I don't know them but they've helped me a great deal.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 30

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    When I want to get to know somebody, I want to know everything about him or her. I don't just want to know the big things, but all of the little things that ultimately make you you...
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    I've known, and seen things before they happened my whole life. my parents had me tested on matter when I was in third grade. I had many brain test done. the doctors told my...
    shellyseashore shellyseashore 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I like white guys. White guys don't like me. I think it's where I go. I need a new location. I don't like white men because they are neither married or have kids. If they are not...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    when everything feels like the movies yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
    TheyWereWrong TheyWereWrong 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I like to think of myself as a kind person I've never judged someone based on how they look, talk, think, act, ect. if someone needs to tell me their deepest secret I listen and...
    colorfullove442 colorfullove442 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't expect everyone to like me. When I don't like someone I stay away from them. I don't understand why other people don't do this. If anyone could explain that to me I'd...
    lonewolf41 lonewolf41 41-45, F 1 Response May 2

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    Ok so im going to tell you about something that's kinda personal... so this boy I like at my school..i don't know if he likes me back he has a girlfriend..ive had a crush on him...
    Mya2354 Mya2354 13-15, F 1 Response May 3

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    Everyone sees me as this carefree go lucky person full of ***** laughter high-strung hyperness but deep down inside I'm dying of a broken heart I'm dying of a broken heart because...
    SpiritWolfe741 SpiritWolfe741 36-40, F 1 Response May 7

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    People who think they know everything are a great annoyance to those of us who do.
    Tiffany94 Tiffany94 26-30, F May 9

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    You never stop learning new things. The day you know everything is the day you are dead
    Ladyred93 Ladyred93 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I want to learn her, I want to show her off, I want to do whatever it takes to make her happy. I want her to stick around when life gets tough, when everything seems like it it's...
    jmill123 jmill123 18-21, M May 14

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    And I'm usually curious to find out more about that other side... A story can't be made sense out of without knowing every little detail, right?
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    This is already my third job since I graduated from colleague 2 years ago. My first two job were just sales ( but in financial industry) ... Now I m in investment banking as...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The last two mornings I have risen from bed, pulled on some athletes panties and a bra top and my trainers and gone out for a run with my Dad. We are about to do the same again. It...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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