I Know Every Junky Is Like a Setting Sun

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    I Think Im Self Destructive

    i started smoking pot at about 12 a year later it was everyday ive done crystal meth & popped pills. feeling high has become a normal feeling for me it's the only thing that makes me happy but its short lived, i dont do any hard drugs now days but there always on my mind, i...
    Giani44 Giani44
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2010

    I Am Sick Today...

    Am I like a setting sun?  Am I really a junky?  Yesterday was day one.  I've been weening myself for two weeks.  I gave him all we had yesterday for his pain.  (He's got severe traumatic brain injury and nerve damage from a major car wreck that just about...
    f4faeries f4faeries
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    My Mom

    my mom passed away on may 12th 2009 of a drug overdose. i dont know if its a good or bad thing. i feel horrible saying that but she had a hard messed up life. and she had so many near death experiences that should have changed her ways but they didnt. i hope she is in heaven and...
    foxxytrini1987 foxxytrini1987
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    So, I Came to My Dad's Last Night.

    I spent the night last night.  It took me forever to fall asleep knowing my laptop was in the living room with them.  At one point I noticed that my purse was unzipped.  I couldn't remember if I'd left it open or not.  When I got alone in the bedroom I counted...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    Hi, I'm a Addict.

    I don't think any of who have experienced addiction ever imagine what that first hit, first sip, or first pill would lead to. If you talked to us pre-addiction we would never dream of doing the things we would do to keep using, or how much it would cost us, not only in money...
    rescueangel rescueangel
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2009

    I Have Been Looking For a Group Like This.

    I am happy I found one here on EP.  I just need people to reach out to, people who understand.  A lot of my issues in life come from the fact that my father is a drug addict.  He is addicted to crack.  He wasn't always this way.  Maybe it'd be better...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
    22-25, F
    10 Responses May 31, 2009

    I Seen the Needle and the Damage Done.

    The last time I saw him he was sweatin like crazy. Their was a sheen on his face like he'd been sweating for days. His hair looked like he hadn't washed it in a while. All in all he looked like ****." Come on Rick let me barrow a fifty." He pleaded. " Come on man I wouldn't ask...
    rickman69 rickman69
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Jul 27, 2009

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