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I Know Every Junky Is Like a Setting Sun

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    So, I Came to My Dad's Last Night.

    I spent the night last night.  It took me forever to fall asleep knowing my laptop was in the living room with them.  At one point I noticed that my purse was unzipped.  I couldn't remember if I'd left it open or not.  When I got alone in the bedroom I counted...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    I Am Sick Today...

    Am I like a setting sun?  Am I really a junky?  Yesterday was day one.  I've been weening myself for two weeks.  I gave him all we had yesterday for his pain.  (He's got severe traumatic brain injury and nerve damage from a major car wreck that just about...
    f4faeries f4faeries 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    My Mom

    my mom passed away on may 12th 2009 of a drug overdose. i dont know if its a good or bad thing. i feel horrible saying that but she had a hard messed up life. and she had so many near death experiences that should have changed her ways but they didnt. i hope she is in heaven and...
    foxxytrini1987 foxxytrini1987 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    I Think Im Self Destructive

    i started smoking pot at about 12 a year later it was everyday ive done crystal meth & popped pills. feeling high has become a normal feeling for me it's the only thing that makes me happy but its short lived, i dont do any hard drugs now days but there always on my mind, i...
    Giani44 Giani44 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 24, 2010

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    I Have Been Looking For a Group Like This.

    I am happy I found one here on EP.  I just need people to reach out to, people who understand.  A lot of my issues in life come from the fact that my father is a drug addict.  He is addicted to crack.  He wasn't always this way.  Maybe it'd be better...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 10 Responses May 31, 2009

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    I Seen the Needle and the Damage Done.

    The last time I saw him he was sweatin like crazy. Their was a sheen on his face like he'd been sweating for days. His hair looked like he hadn't washed it in a while. All in all he looked like ****." Come on Rick let me barrow a fifty." He pleaded. " Come on man I wouldn't ask...
    rickman69 rickman69 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 27, 2009

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    Hi, I'm a Addict.

    I don't think any of who have experienced addiction ever imagine what that first hit, first sip, or first pill would lead to. If you talked to us pre-addiction we would never dream of doing the things we would do to keep using, or how much it would cost us, not only in money...
    rescueangel rescueangel 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    i'm still working on enjoying every moment..gets easier when i adapt. for now, i just do what i have to do as best i can.
    ThePastIsDead ThePastIsDead 41-45, F Mar 30

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    I wanted to post on this last night but for some reason couldn't.I am just back from Manas Tiger reserve.There are about 27 tigers left there.It is located on the banks of the...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I know this it's a fact if it's not true then it's just a terrible feeling
    Sw33love Sw33love 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    why m i so overprotective for my best friend. .i don't like it when she interacts with other college mates and enjoy with them ..why m i so jealous ..help please!!
    mahak1234 mahak1234 18-21, F Mar 28

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    so this girl from my school, is touchy feely and kinda protective to me, that time I only treat her as my sister, but now, I dont know, when I think of her I smile like **** XD...
    wereuniverse wereuniverse 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I don't know what to doπŸ˜ΏπŸ˜–πŸ˜₯😒
    Lonersrule Lonersrule 13-15, F 15 hrs ago

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    5th day. Today my goal is to let go, and find newness to occupy my mind... To thrive where I stand today, and nurture emotional wounds.
    Definitelysome1 Definitelysome1 18-21 Mar 30

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    Thankfully. Some stuff looks gross.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 22

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    sometimes i just feel so worthless and unwanted
    Sw33love Sw33love 18-21, M Apr 2

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    Although I prefer the beauty of the setting sun, her colours gently subdued in the still blanket of night for her majesty of the stars of every thought that was of you. I watched...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M Mar 20

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    I like to take long walks.. A lone soul at heart both by disposition and distance of situation. Someone affectionately, though aptly named them my 'Lonely walks' and I have since...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M Mar 28

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    Always loved this song by The Korgis Change your heart Look around you Change your heart It will astound you I need your loving Oh, like the sunshine Everybody's gotta learn...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    That's why I like to Sunbathe.
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    it's so beautiful here. wish everyday was like this
    sweetserendipity00 sweetserendipity00 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    You know some days when the Sun goes down, you finish the day with a nice stiff drink and just generally reflect. Today wasn't the best day and it certainly wasn't the worst...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Since I was 6 years old, I used to think I was a girl and I remember that day as one of my favorites when I went to a store near my grandparents' house and the clerk (an old man...
    Loren18 Loren18 18-21, T 3 Responses Mar 27

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    β€œBe like the sun for grace and mercy. Be like the night to cover others' faults. Be like running water for generosity. Be like death for rage and anger. Be like the Earth for...
    phoenix9009 phoenix9009 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I met this really nice dude his name is Luis and he recently gave me another "chance" im not sure if this ir right it feels like it but if this goes bad im pretty sure that im...
    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F Mar 26

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    Thank you for clicking on my experience. I just wanted to say... I feel like I'm all alone. I feel like I have no one here to help me. Let's just carry on. First of all, I am a...
    TheBloodySerenity474 TheBloodySerenity474 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Mr. Know It All Well ya think you know it all But ya don't know a thing at all Ain't it, ain't it something y'all When somebody tells you something 'bout you Think that they know...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Apr 5

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    These days I feel so pained and traumatised as I keep reliving my racist experience with the mental health professional ..I know I was treated like this just for two fact 1-I have...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Don't worry, I'm not. I'm posting this for people who are. I want you guys to read this. Breath. Whatever you're doing right now. Take a deep breath, than another. You are so...
    Destroyer2266 Destroyer2266 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I'm gonna come right out and say I have been a sexual deviant even before I was introduced to alternative substances. Ever since I saw my mother's wedding dress for the first time...
    Melissa11520 Melissa11520 41-45 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I let my heart and my mind integrate and work as a team. When you follow your heart more, and your mind sees the results, the intgration will naturally occur. However, you have to...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F Mar 26

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    Every white guy I like just wanted to **** me. Maybe because I let them . But I got to know a few before going there and that's still all they wanted. I don't think everybody is...
    spaceylibra spaceylibra 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I am 17 years old and I don't know what I want to do with my life. Even though I know I shouldn't compare myself to others, I know that most of my classmates already know what they...
    Jasliet Jasliet 16-17, F Mar 29

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    Sometimes I wish I could be 15 again and know everything I know now. Still mostly I don't think about it, because I know that I can't turn back time and I believe that everything...
    helilainen helilainen 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    It is hard to stay positive when you are surrounded by so much negativity. I just read this somewhere and I think it is so true. Negativity is something that I have battle my...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I would definitely know everything I know now in order not to make any serious mistakes.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    My top pet peeves are someone that thinks they know everything. And hate to admit their wrong or at fault. What I never do is let it bother me. The world is full of fools and...
    SweetT246 SweetT246 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    So this boy in my class and I started talking, and we talk about every day, for like all day long. I like this boy, but I don't know if he likes me back, how do I tell? I think he...
    natalie1516 natalie1516 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I told my mom about my depression, bullying, suicidal thoughts and self-harm and she told me everyone is talked behind their back and to ignore them, like wtf, is it really hard to...
    TheRealFenix TheRealFenix 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I know everyone does...I hate life.. I have nobody..
    MikeOkBurns MikeOkBurns 16-17, M Apr 7

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    I have friends I consider to be very close but none of them know my full story. Maybe I'm uncomfortable talking about it because I hate pity? Or maybe I just don't want to feel...
    trenthefl3sh trenthefl3sh 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I don't know everything seemed to change after I had problems with my partner. I was really passionate about fitness I was in The greatest shape ever and I was loving it about a...
    mags1987 mags1987 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago