When I had my “near death” experience in 1956 I saw the light at the end of the tunnel but rejected the light and flew instead into the vast darkness.
In the Darkness I was embraced by the Mother Goddess, Mother of God, Mother of ALL…DD
Of course SHE is. Who else but a female could be so forgiving, so nurturing, & yet have no problems being a B*TCH as well when needed. lol. I've always believed that it wasn't GOD, but GODDESS. I pray to female for SHE is divine.