By other peoples standards Im probably not, Ive had enough people tell me Im not, that I believe that they believe Im not.
I just dont see it............ By my standards (twisted and disorted by my eating disorder) I am, in the words of a guy from my own school, 'fugly'.
I don't consider myself pretty, but even despite the trouble I have being objective, I can be objective enough to see that I'm not ugly. There's even been people who said I was beautiful. Oh well. I can believe that they thought I was. I don't have to think so myself, do I?