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I Know I Cant Be Afraid Anymore

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    The Past's Gone Now

    The past's gone now,Can't be afraid,Comfort zone,Gone,Forced out,By nature,I'm not this type,If I'm to get through,I'll have to change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 26, 2011

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    Live For Today

    When i think of all the troubles taking peoples' time How they're in a hurry with complicated minds Chasing after money, dreams that can't come true Your life could be so different there's better things to do Don't ever plan your future, just one way to get through one two three...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 8, 2013

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    Hes Gone. Let The Sun In

    i remember days i could not even leave my house. The faces in this world terrified me. After i got raped every male seemed to look like him. There was one time i was in the store, and saw a similar looking man. i fell to the floor screaming and crying. After that incident i...
    sarahbabydoll sarahbabydoll 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2010

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    Killer Doll

    I am 12 years old going on 13 and I am still scared of two things five should be scared of. Well, 1. i am scared of the dark yeah i said it 12 year old girl still scared of the dark.... im not proud of it and i want to get over it but i cant and this is just something i have to...
    germany100 germany100 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2010

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    Afraid

    I remember a year ago being so afraid to go back to the work force.  I had stayed at home for over 16 years raising my family doing kids stuff, being my own boss and creating my own schedule.  but as the kids got older it was time for me to head back to work. ...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 2 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Life

    My paranoia is so much stronger than I've probably ever mentioned. I prefer to stay home in the comfort of my own home or at work where I'm in my office most of the day and out of harms way. I don't invite people into my real world although I have tons of friends that would...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 9, 2008

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    Not Scared Anymore!!! and I Mean It!!!!!!!

    IF YOU CAN LOOK WITHIN YOURSELVES, DEEP INSIDE... YOU WILL FIND KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU NEVER KNEW YOU HELD IN YOU... IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY DO IT... WHEN I DISCOVERED THIS KNOWLEDGE, IT WAS LIKE GOD GAVE ME MY KEY TO MY BOOK INSIDE MY HEAD.......  KNOWLEDGE...
    gypsyfreespirit gypsyfreespirit 31-35, F Mar 19, 2008

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    I can't be alone in the dark. I'm scared of what might be in the dark, then seeing something or hearing something I'm not supposed to. It's most commonly said that the fear of the...
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    I am crying every night. I don't know what to do anymore. I am doing everything I can think of to stop feeling like a victim. But I can't stop being depressed, I can't seem to...
    ames8 ames8 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 6 days ago

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    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    i have so many questions but cant get the answers since you comitted suicide. i just want to be normal not damaged anymore.
    rainydays85 rainydays85 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    My friend Katelynn makes me so angry. She talks about my sister Sydney behind her back. She has even said bad things about me behind my back. Sydney told me,of course. Ever since...
    TheIrishDragon TheIrishDragon 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    My husband doesn't love me....there I said it. Im telling the truth to a bunch of strangers because I need to release this weight off my chest. I'm not sure he ever did. The sad...
    MxdNativeBell MxdNativeBell 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Everytime he doesnt answer i get worried i imagine the worst i think hes moved on to someone better. I cant handle going one day alone anymore and it hurts so bad. I dont know what...
    Mysticalix Mysticalix 18-21, F a week ago

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    ASMRLegion ASMRLegion 18-21, T a week ago

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    I can't take it anymore . I think I'm going to be sick . My brother have been acting like a completely bratty selfless ( there's are words I want to say but I'd get deleted if i do...
    crazyram45 crazyram45 22-25, M Jun 25

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    i hate no being in control. you took that when you raped me. i cant get that control back i lash out because im not in control anymore. A knife along my wrist the minute the blood...
    rainydays85 rainydays85 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    i have like the best poker face.. and im so proud of me for that. but every second i get by myself i break down. i cant do it anymore. nobody knows the things that go on in my head...
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Well my solider leaves today. He's almost to the air port. He has to board at 11am. We're not technically together anymore so I didn't go to the air port with him. I cried last...
    Corderica Corderica 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I had a traumatic experienced. After being lonely, bullied and alone for 6 years, I met a bestfriend. At first we are three, then we become five and named our group. Our group...
    lavendermist07 lavendermist07 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    The thing im learnin about this site is that people are 'ghosts'. the voice u hear in ur head as u read their message is what u project :b the profile pic or selfie or skyper is...
    JennaRee JennaRee 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 24

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    i am going to die alone becoz i cant tell my feelings to someone i like i feel unsafe and i think if it tell them my feelings she is going to leave me
    shery987 shery987 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 23

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    June 21, 2009 I never knew that day could end up being one that was burned in the back of my brain for ever. Well buddy it's been six years since mommy lost you. To top that off...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F Jun 21

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    neverknow66 neverknow66 46-50, F Jun 21

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    I have always found it far easier to hide nothing because then no one can hurt you with what they know about you. It doesn't matter anymore if an embarrassing story comes out. Just...
    Freedgorgon Freedgorgon 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I am not cut out for this place, I am not strong as I once thought in my youth. I do not understand the things I thought once I had. I will never get used to the way things take...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 20

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    yes i do , and i cant explain it to girls, or women, they are so arbitrary , at one time they say something and the nest time just vice versa of it, so typical,
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 19

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    Okay, so this whole experience seems silly, but I have two words for you my bunny-fearing friends: Donnie. Darko. Once I saw that movie, bunnies were out. Easter is the worst...
    karabbit9 karabbit9 26-30, F Jun 17

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    ThePsychoMantis ThePsychoMantis 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 17

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    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 16

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