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I Know I Cant Be Afraid Anymore

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    My paranoia is so much stronger than I've probably ever mentioned. I prefer to stay home in the comfort of my own home or at work where I'm in my office most of the day and out of harms way. I don't invite people into my real world although I have tons of friends that would...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 9, 2008

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    Killer Doll

    I am 12 years old going on 13 and I am still scared of two things five should be scared of. Well, 1. i am scared of the dark yeah i said it 12 year old girl still scared of the dark.... im not proud of it and i want to get over it but i cant and this is just something i have to...
    germany100 germany100 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2010

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    Not Scared Anymore!!! and I Mean It!!!!!!!

    IF YOU CAN LOOK WITHIN YOURSELVES, DEEP INSIDE... YOU WILL FIND KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU NEVER KNEW YOU HELD IN YOU... IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY DO IT... WHEN I DISCOVERED THIS KNOWLEDGE, IT WAS LIKE GOD GAVE ME MY KEY TO MY BOOK INSIDE MY HEAD.......  KNOWLEDGE...
    gypsyfreespirit gypsyfreespirit 31-35, F Mar 19, 2008

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    The Past's Gone Now

    The past's gone now,Can't be afraid,Comfort zone,Gone,Forced out,By nature,I'm not this type,If I'm to get through,I'll have to change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 26, 2011

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    Hes Gone. Let The Sun In

    i remember days i could not even leave my house. The faces in this world terrified me. After i got raped every male seemed to look like him. There was one time i was in the store, and saw a similar looking man. i fell to the floor screaming and crying. After that incident i...
    sarahbabydoll sarahbabydoll 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2010

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    Afraid

    I remember a year ago being so afraid to go back to the work force.  I had stayed at home for over 16 years raising my family doing kids stuff, being my own boss and creating my own schedule.  but as the kids got older it was time for me to head back to work. ...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 2 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Live For Today

    When i think of all the troubles taking peoples' time How they're in a hurry with complicated minds Chasing after money, dreams that can't come true Your life could be so different there's better things to do Don't ever plan your future, just one way to get through one two three...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 8, 2013

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