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I Know I Cant Be Afraid Anymore

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    The Past's Gone Now

    The past's gone now,Can't be afraid,Comfort zone,Gone,Forced out,By nature,I'm not this type,If I'm to get through,I'll have to change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 26, 2011

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    Not Scared Anymore!!! and I Mean It!!!!!!!

    IF YOU CAN LOOK WITHIN YOURSELVES, DEEP INSIDE... YOU WILL FIND KNOWLEDGE THAT YOU NEVER KNEW YOU HELD IN YOU... IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE UNTIL YOU ACTUALLY DO IT... WHEN I DISCOVERED THIS KNOWLEDGE, IT WAS LIKE GOD GAVE ME MY KEY TO MY BOOK INSIDE MY HEAD.......  KNOWLEDGE...
    gypsyfreespirit gypsyfreespirit 31-35, F Mar 19, 2008

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    Afraid

    I remember a year ago being so afraid to go back to the work force.  I had stayed at home for over 16 years raising my family doing kids stuff, being my own boss and creating my own schedule.  but as the kids got older it was time for me to head back to work. ...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 2 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Live For Today

    When i think of all the troubles taking peoples' time How they're in a hurry with complicated minds Chasing after money, dreams that can't come true Your life could be so different there's better things to do Don't ever plan your future, just one way to get through one two three...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 8, 2013

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    Hes Gone. Let The Sun In

    i remember days i could not even leave my house. The faces in this world terrified me. After i got raped every male seemed to look like him. There was one time i was in the store, and saw a similar looking man. i fell to the floor screaming and crying. After that incident i...
    sarahbabydoll sarahbabydoll 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2010

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    Killer Doll

    I am 12 years old going on 13 and I am still scared of two things five should be scared of. Well, 1. i am scared of the dark yeah i said it 12 year old girl still scared of the dark.... im not proud of it and i want to get over it but i cant and this is just something i have to...
    germany100 germany100 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2010

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    Life

    My paranoia is so much stronger than I've probably ever mentioned. I prefer to stay home in the comfort of my own home or at work where I'm in my office most of the day and out of harms way. I don't invite people into my real world although I have tons of friends that would...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 9, 2008

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    I served in the Corps from 1989 to 1997. I was in the first Gulf War as a rifleman.I earned a Combat Action Ribbon which only means I wasn't so scared I couldn't shoot back. My...
    aub93rn aub93rn 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    not sure if I'm afraid anymore...I'm just used to it right now, I've been rejected by every girl I ever liked or cared about (possibly loved), people says "have confidence"...well...
    Muramasa Muramasa 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Most people don't take the time to get to know each other anymore. A very forward guy would more likely ask the question: "how many bfs have u had? or are u a virgin?" even before...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Most people don't take the time to get to know each other anymore. A very forward guy would more likely ask the question: "how many bfs have u had? or are u a virgin?" even before...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I really feel for you. I know what it's like. I spent a large portion of my life having this irrational fear. I was afraid to go to bed at night. I was afraid to go to sleep. I...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 19 hrs ago

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    I KNOW THAT IF EVEN I MOVE INTO A SHELTER, I WILL BE KILLED, SHOWED UP, OR EVEN FORCED TO MOVE OUT... MY THERAPIST HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET ME TO MOVE OUT, BUT I KNOW THAT IF I DO...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    *Apologize in advance for being mopey during the holidays* Happened again. Met someone. Went out a few times. It's going great. Up until she fills me in on her "situation...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    There is no fear, only a very special, very painful loneliness. I am alone, I am sad, lonely, and hurt, yet there is not a person anywhere who cares. My being alone has been some...
    Browncoat4077 Browncoat4077 26-30, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I'm afraid to fall in love with someone or even be in a relationship because I know that I can be replaced in a heart beat
    savvy1998 savvy1998 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I am so sick and tired of this feeling I have inside, I don't know if TIME will ever fix how I feel. I want to just die, it would be easier and I could escape quicker, maybe its a...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 22 Responses Dec 7

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    When I think back, I was confident, fun, and careless as a child. Boys didn't scare me, other people didn't scare me, I had my first "boyfriend" in the second grade. I remember in...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I used to be afraid I gave a few chances but each time they prove me wrong , the further I move away getting closer and closer to that fear. Until I decided to shut these doors and...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I cant take this anymore , I live with my Wife and adult Daughter , adult Son and 2 Grandchildren . My Son is an addict ( For more read past exp. ) and he lives here because I am...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's not because they're unlikable people, it's just, they're just, too mainstream for me, you know?
    Skuggington Skuggington 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

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    I cant attach a file for some reason so just judge by my profile picture. Its only fun :) ill take it back down in 2 days though. Thank you and be honest
    sammipudd sammipudd 16-17, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    By love I don't mean guys or anything...and I don't mean losing people to death. But I am afraid of losing my friends and family, that they will stop caring about me or I will do...
    prznaroosak prznaroosak 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    So people falling in love online isnt new and Im one of the freaking victims. Tho Im not sure if this is love yet.. I mean I cant love multiple person? That's just so watdapak...
    gotawishy gotawishy 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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    I actually don't have this feeling anymore. I used to have it all the time though. I used to cling to any girl that would talk to me for more than a day and if she talked to me...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I guess you could say ive lost my way home or rather i dont have a home anymore. I go to facebook to check on things at home and i recognize no one. I never hear from anyone...
    morgan722010 morgan722010 22-25, M Dec 1

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    So, I love my boyfriend, very much. Well actually he's my fiancé, so obviously I love him enough that once upon a time I said yes to marrying him. Lately it seems that everything...
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes 16-17, F Dec 11

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I know that I still have some more traveling to don on this recovery....Thanks to those of you that I previous told this to & the new people who have befriended myself, without...
    HandSomeDevilYouWillWin HandSomeDevilYouWillWin 41-45, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I didn't know you could be in a room full of people but feel so alone it isn't like they are strangers they're my friends, teachers, family people I've known my whole life and it...
    coffeecake420 coffeecake420 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    i cant take it i have a chance to go to England but cant find a way im 16 cant find a job don't have money don't have a passport don't have any friends and my mom is a really mean...
    columbus38 columbus38 13-15, M Dec 13

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    It's been a couple of years and I still think of it. Not because I want to but because I keep having nightmares and I started going out with guy and I thought no problem because I...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    It's been a couple of years and I still think of it. Not because I want to but because I keep having nightmares and I started going out with guy and I thought no problem because I...
    avey10 avey10 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 26

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    I'm seeing him for the first time a good two to three weeks. Oh how i've longed to feel his soft embrace and shrink into his chest. I long too feel him tighten his arms around me...
    cydneyxx cydneyxx 13-15, F Nov 30

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    I found who I am very early in life (im just 15). I had a few friends, including one or two boy friends. One of them became one of my best friends, Oskar. This was when i was 8...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I feel like the biggest attention seeker. My life is fine.. So why do i feel this way? My friends have bigger problems than me and here i am whinning about mine.. maybe i just...
    wattpadlover33 wattpadlover33 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    After that night, I ran a lot to keep my mind off of it. One day I went for a run and there was a man walking maybe 100 feet behind me. I had the worst feeling of terror go through...
    jessicaellise jessicaellise 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    So today Dylan and I started out… lets just say, “not conected”. So, I was late to spanish class. Dylan was just staring at me out the door. I opened it and closed it quietly...
    GoldMarine GoldMarine 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I've lost it. I've honestly lost it... Crying is all I can do now. I never leave my room. It hurts to leave my bed. I'm tired of being reminded that I can't do anything. Tired of...
    BrokenDesires BrokenDesires 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 11

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    I thought I was getting better. but I'm not. I just want to cry all the time and I feel very juvenile for it. I feel like the one person who knows me very well isnt around much...
    neverlandscars neverlandscars 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    When I made my decision, well we made our decision on what was best for us at this age and that we were still in college and didn't have the financial abilities to support another...
    asmit188 asmit188 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have always been the shy girl. The wired girl. Iv always loved playing sports was never really into makeup. I would much rather play soccer or football than go shopping. I was...
    Ampk Ampk 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Matthis936h6fu1 Matthis936h6fu1 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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