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I Know I Keep Tears From Others

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    Im Sorry I Just Dont Know What 2 Do Anymore.

    All i wanna do is try and make you happy but it never seems like im good enough anymore i really dont have a clue what 2 do anymore i love you more than anything but maybe you would be better off without me it always feels like you never understand why i find it hard 2 trust you...
    slb95 slb95 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    Still She Cries

    Tears that she kept from meSomewhere there's broken dreamsWhere love once used to beAll in a memoryWith time we are forgivenIn time we will forgetI hear her voice in the nightCries of joyWe were good... good...good...I still recall how we'd touch, how we'd fallWe were good...
    1petitegreeneyes 1petitegreeneyes 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2012

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