I Know I Keep Tears From Others

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    Im Sorry I Just Dont Know What 2 Do Anymore.

    All i wanna do is try and make you happy but it never seems like im good enough anymore i really dont have a clue what 2 do anymore i love you more than anything but maybe you would be better off without me it always feels like you never understand why i find it hard 2 trust you...
    slb95 slb95
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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