I Know I Shouldn't Drink But I Do Anyway

For those aware of their problems and willing to defy the risk for whatever crazy idea they can come up with. 60 People

    I Drink. I Know It Is Bad!

    I am Sarah 15. I drink anything, from Beer to Vodka or just the hard stuff, so I can get drunker faster. I started drinking around the age 12-13 years old. I use to drink a couple of beers or have a few shots of vodka and then I was done. But now I drink until I can't walk...
    sarah1996bick sarah1996bick
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Jan 1, 2012

    I Drink When It Just Makes Things Worse

    I drink when I shouldn't.  I have a few anxiety and depression disorders that become completely agitated the day after I drink.  I've actually fell into a habit of drinking every friday morning, I work graveyard by the way , by myself and then laying around the rest of the...
    Slowlyslippingaway Slowlyslippingaway
    22-25, M
    Sep 5, 2011

    Under Aged, Life Is Hell. Can I Say Much More?

    I just cant believe it, I started at age 10 sippin off Dad's Cap'n 'N Coke. Then more recently sitting down and grabbing a beer and then moving slowly towards my fourth. I feel as though the more in my life possibly and physically goes wrong, the more I want to slip out of it...
    braindeadteen braindeadteen
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2010

    It Is a Rough Cycle.

    I wish I could make it stop or find another coping mechanism, but wtf, I can't, and I have really noticed that when I am getting extremely aggravated lately, it is not helping me at all, I will cut back as a promise to my self, and I will not drink again when I am angry.
    RedheadJolene RedheadJolene
    41-45, F
    Nov 13, 2008

    Why I Shouldn't Drink and Why I Do

    I had an episode 12 months ago where alcohol took away the balance between the tangled mess inside my head and the outside world... or rather, it took away the wall that were holding back the mess. I ended up attempting suicide after some random emergency phone calls about god...
    chairmanmeow chairmanmeow
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2008

    It's Not What You Think

    I rarely drink. I drink when I go out which is never now since I don't have a job. The reason I don't have a job is because I chose to drink at the company picnic. My friends and I got a bottle of Malibu and put it in Sprite and drank it. Somebody told, doesn't really matter who...
    tntydynamite tntydynamite
    1 Response Sep 25, 2008

    A Way Of Living

    I am 16 and I am a somewhat alcoholic. I started drinking when I was 12. I do not drink because I'm depressed or lonely, simply because I like it. I drink anything from vodka to beer. I recently got expelled from my school because of drinking on school property. Both my parents...
    NickoPop92 NickoPop92
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2012

    Will It Ever Stop?

    sitting here alone i wonder why so many times i wish i would die my beautiful children surround me still even though the way i treated them at times, makes me feel ill i drink everyday and do not care my loved ones see it but i don't care i always thought i'm young and its OK but...
    cerveball cerveball
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 17, 2011
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