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I Know It Hurts More Than I Show It

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    But They Think It's Time To Move On..

    So I'll pretend to be over it for their sake. But I'm not. You're on my mind again. I thought you were starting to fade, that time was finally doing its job in making the pain fade, but you've come back with a vengeance and it doesn't feel like you'll be leaving anytime soon. I...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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