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I Know It Hurts More Than I Show It

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    But They Think It's Time To Move On..

    So I'll pretend to be over it for their sake. But I'm not. You're on my mind again. I thought you were starting to fade, that time was finally doing its job in making the pain fade, but you've come back with a vengeance and it doesn't feel like you'll be leaving anytime soon. I...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 15, 2011

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