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I Know Loss

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    ugh.. all i do is think of you.

    . stay out of my mind..
    xxtheecalamity xxtheecalamity 18-21, F Dec 2, 2013

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    I know loss. It's been my silent language

    behind everything I do. It paints what I view. Nothing feels new. I could tell you or anyone about the feeling and I'd be telling you more than I've ever told anyone, but no one wants to hear this part of truth that I've known forever. My past is something most have yet to...
    PunchandPie PunchandPie 22-25 Jan 4

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    To see a rainbow, one has to pass a storm.
    xxtheecalamity xxtheecalamity 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Happy Birthday

    So here i am.. sitting on my terrace.. thinking.. its almost time.. soon its tomorrow, monday the 15th april.. Birthday of my lovely girlfriend sabrina who left us way too early.. I dont know if she will be able to read my words, or hear them when i sit at her grave.. but still...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 14, 2013

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    " I've made a lot of mistakes in my life ,

    but at the time I made them I didn't know they were mistakes " I found this quote in my mothers handwriting while I was going through her belongings. She had passed away and it was my responsibility to take care if all of her affairs. I lived 39 years and 9 months blaming...
    hskrgrl hskrgrl 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just lost another wonderful friend last week

    it's so sad I haven't seen him in years an I had been thinking about him lately then I see on my college page yesterday that he's gone , we were boyfriend an girlfriend in college an now he's gone . I sorta hate myself for not keeping in touch
    Hillary1160 Hillary1160 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    the hardest thing to do in life,

    is say Goodbye. why? because you fear youll never see that person again. you fear that you need to start over, and can you even start over? will anyone in the world take you as you are and accept it? will you ever stop thinking about him or her? change, is a beautiful...
    xxtheecalamity xxtheecalamity 18-21, F Jan 17

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    My mother. She was always my closest friend.

    I married a military guy and we moved or our friends moved for 23 years. My mother was my one constant. We talked and talked and emailed and emailed. Then my dad died. She moved in with us. We both thought it would be great, but she hated it and moved back out. We had a...
    paulinaak1 paulinaak1 46-50 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.

    ' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone, you just learn how to live with it.
    NoForevers NoForevers 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2013

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    I Just Lost A Very Good Guy

    I just lost a very close friend of mine , an I will never forget him he was a amazing guy who always took great care Of me the way he made me feel, still don't know how To deal with his death even though its only been a few days an the fact I just saw him a few days ago I can...
    Hillary1160 Hillary1160 36-40, F 7 Responses Sep 17, 2013

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    Nothing Would Change.

    I had always been a Daddy's girl, there were so many photos of us cuddling when I was a child and we were so close. I'd tell him everything and in turn he opened up to me about himself before I was born. My parents split up when I was 9, they had been doing this all my life but...
    carynneterrae carynneterrae 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2013

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    My mother died July 11, And now its July 20 and the pain really hurts. I want to start a new life but I don't know how to start it and where do I start. Please help me. Nel Marbeda...
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