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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 51-55, T May 13, 2013

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    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    DeAnnsharon DeAnnsharon 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Solitude is my friend, loneliness is my cage, transparency is my pain.... Carnivorous night, destructive day, take it all away! Cringing my teeth for each time I hit daylight...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I hate it so much when people look at you like you're mental, ask what is wrong with you, say it's not normal, say it can be "fixed" with this or that (famous words "go get...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 7

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    You can't fix stupid but you can numb it with a hammer
    Taumilynn Taumilynn 36-40 Mar 8

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    Yayyyy! Though it's been over 3 years....I can finally say: I never want you back! I am over you! Thank God!
    LetMeBeYourFemme LetMeBeYourFemme 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    the only one that can make your dreams come true is you . and any body who walks this earth that wants something bad enough will succeeded ..motivation determination the will to...
    GrumpyoldgiT GrumpyoldgiT 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    Haunted by absolute silence
    heronD heronD 26-30, M Mar 17

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    my stomache really bothers my self esteem to have lost the weight and still have a ugly stomache. sometimes i want to self sabitoge. any way hanging in there
    DeAnnsharon DeAnnsharon 36-40, F Mar 19

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    Years ago,in childhood,my actions caused two or three deaths. No I NOT a murderer, because didn't do it directly! Sometimes I think about telling those close to me,but common sense...
    BlackSlav92 BlackSlav92 22-25, M Mar 4

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    It's proven that if a pregnant women consumes too many drinks during the first 3 months of her pregnancy, her child brain will be less developed, as a proof it happened that...
    cleanyoursoul cleanyoursoul 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Am proof. Have survived many. Unfortunately.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 4

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    But greed Greed still owns jerks. And jerks bought society.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    Have you ever hoped for something? And held out for it against all the odds? Until everything you did was ridiculous?
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    Where Is My Mind? -Performed by The Pixies With your feet in the air And your head on the ground Try this trick and spin it, yeah Your head'll collapse And there's nothing in it...
    andrewphysics andrewphysics 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    March 2,2015 Read the other stories on me and carolines relationship if you don't understand this one I was talking with my friend Haley on facebook when she said she had...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    My boyfriend, or should I say long distance boyfriend, lives on the other side of the world. A 26 hour plane ride away. I just came back in January from seeing him. When I left, it...
    inevitablebliss inevitablebliss 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I've always felt different from everyone around me. Since I could even grasp the most basic of concepts, I remember feeling different. Its something that I could never describe in...
    VektorKnight VektorKnight 18-21, M Mar 9

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    My Lord do I!!! It sometimes goes to dark places where it shouldn't be and won't shut the **** up!
    ajb234 ajb234 41-45, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    We are here again in a tangled web, and it's leading me astray. The thoughts you hide feed my infatuation. The thoughts you share I crave. You have singled me out again, and I can...
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 1 Response Mar 17

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    It is the closed minds that have placed restrictions on so many of my pleasures
    Brian1953 Brian1953 61-65, M 4 days ago

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    AngleBuble AngleBuble 22-25, F Mar 1

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    What would it say, if my heart could speak? It would tell you a most horrific story, one of constant pain and near torture. It did not have to suffer, it could have chosen to stop...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 11

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    i feel like people stick too much to what they know, you can't tell them anything that would lead them to question anything they believe in. they get so defensive, just block out...
    Freakabug Freakabug 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    A couple of weeks before January 16th, 2015... I had this overwhelming sense of "I feel death creeping in". It was so overwhelming that I in fact afraid, told my mother. Every time...
    Kylee23 Kylee23 31-35 Mar 11

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    It continues to hurt no matter what I do. Does it help that the other knows what they did was wrong and has promised not to do it again? How do you get past the pain and anger...
    tir3dw0man tir3dw0man 31-35, F Mar 8

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    My head is spinning like an out of control car wheel. Everything I am and will be doesn't seem so clear anymore. I feel like I am trying to look out of a cloud window. But why? Why...
    desxo desxo 16-17, F Mar 15

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    MORE OF HARPER'S WAR enmity is always a dangerous state. peacekeeping is Canada's place in the debate in countries we don't understand. why not just give refugees a hand? Canada's...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I met this really nice dude his name is Luis and he recently gave me another "chance" im not sure if this ir right it feels like it but if this goes bad im pretty sure that im...
    mythlover mythlover 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know how to convince my mom to move to the west.my mom and family is one the east and I'm on the west living with one of my family members. I've been bullied 3rd - 8th...
    rileymeken rileymeken 13-15, F Feb 28

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    I need to ask for advise ,I been home not working and been thinking a lot of what to do to change my life, I know it has been really hard for me to pay all my bills since my...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've recently given one of my favorite teachers my first legit story, and this was a little bit ago, she hasn't given it back yet. The story was an outline, it was fifteen pages...
    Mcfly815183 Mcfly815183 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    A frequent thing to say around here. Mostly about women from a mans perspective. "Pff... women. Cant live with them, cant live without them" :D But it is probably also said by...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M