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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 590 People

    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2013

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    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    Fallen80Angel Fallen80Angel 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    There is nothing too hard for God. Whatever you're going through he can deliver you from any addiction, sickness, mental illness, depression, anything. If you turn to God, turn...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 1 Response Apr 9

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    As a child grew up with seeing men and women for that matter that lived by violence as the only way to live. Striking fear in others by violence and controlling people by violence...
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    I'm not writing this to speak of myself ,I've done that already in my storys & confessions here I want people here to read this to know that life can change for the better...
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    I haven't been intimate with anyone for a year perhaps more. I can't so this single ****. I should've been smarter when I was young. What does an atheist scream when they ******?
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    The beach, hands down! Corona del Mar to be exact.
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    I never thought I would move inform my ex boyfriend. We dated for a year and I loved him very much. It's been 9 months since we broke up and I'm finally able to not text him every...
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    My mind is racing with all the things I need to do. There's always something that needs to be done; from school to work, and the worrying about how the bills are going to get paid...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 2

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    Earlier today I was chatting w/one of my friends in my circle about Philippians 4. He is right, it is indeed a gold mine. Philippians 4:12-13 I know what it is to be in need...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F Mar 29

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    "I'll prove it all night to the porcelain god, or the dark eyed girl with a name I forgot. But, when I wake up, there's no one around... I am the most messed up motherf****r in...
    sunnysixkiller sunnysixkiller 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    It's hard to explain my experience, and I never talk of it. I'm a Paramedic and of a scientific mind, but was raised in a Christian upbringing. I had started to get into yoga...
    Christianmedicgirl08 Christianmedicgirl08 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm a socially awkward heart broken scared of believing in love uncertain about a lot of things sad lady. I can't seem to get over a heart break. I was dumped over the phone a few...
    aLadywithoutaclue aLadywithoutaclue 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    hey when i was 15 i got told i couldn't have children my boyfriend at the time was so supportive so understanding and in doing so it put me off the physical side of a relationship...
    dreams15 dreams15 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    So it's only fair to say what had happened since my last post. So we've been in a dark place for some time. Meaning after I came clean, we made up and are happy. But of course the...
    hiswife12 hiswife12 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
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    I've never been the most handsome person, or maybe I'm the most handsome person, I truly couldn't tell you. None of that ever mattered though because low-self esteem had me in the...
    Indari Indari 31-35, M Apr 11

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    All my life I've placed trust in people. My mother....father....aunts....uncles....siblings.....and since marriage. My wife...my in-laws and to a honestly eye opening avail. All...
    MrKnowledgeable MrKnowledgeable 31-35 Mar 23

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    Sometimes, my brain stops 'working'. I lose the ability to focus one more than one (and I'm BARELY able to focus on one thing) to hold an idea in my mind. I get all fidgety and can...
    Kalowyn Kalowyn 18-21, F Apr 6

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    i love this person , i genuinly unconditionally love this person and i have no idea what to do with myself sometimes. we both love eachother, the feeling IS mutual, and i first...
    george96 george96 16-17, M 18 hrs ago

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    I'm a 16 year old girl. My whole life I have been trying to make my parents proud, but I've never been able to socialize properly with kids my age, I was always numb or upset...
    AGirlSearchingForAnswers AGirlSearchingForAnswers 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I'm in love with my health teacher. I've always found him attractive and his personality is seemingly perfect... But not until this year, have I realized that I truly have feelings...
    Kkeiser Kkeiser 18-21, F Mar 26

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    There you are again at the back of my mind, always there never leaving my thoughts. I know we can never be, I push you away constantly but you always persist and I can't help but...
    anonbeing anonbeing 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I was best friends with one boy for over a year and we went out a lot together. We went to the cinema, parties, shopping and I really trusted him. We had so many laughs together...
    rydriscoll rydriscoll 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i know life can be a struggle and sometimes dreadfully hopeless but try look around you and see some other people have more struggles than ourselves have. that why we are all not...
    nataliechu nataliechu 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm in love with this boy I know. He's cute funny and we're really good friends. The only problem is that he's straight and he doesn't know in gay. Every time I see him I can't...
    zakkoboi14 zakkoboi14 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Actually, I know they can. One person has had too much power over my life for 10 years. Only the Lord knows how much better my life would be. I know for a fact, I would probably be...
    rathernotsay12 rathernotsay12 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    To me it's that need to be best friends, share your most innermost feelings and thoughts without fear of each other. The way you look into each others eyes, knowing that everything...
    TanTwink TanTwink 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    How do you know they can't??!! Hmmmm
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    You are not mine,I am not yours cant ever be then why does it hurt so much to stay apart. Why it burns inside,why there is no cure,no balm ,no relief ....why does it hurts so much...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Mar 31

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    Not a lot but at least now I know I can squirt lol
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I love this amazing girl. She's beautiful the best personality ever but I can't date her.... For two reasons :/ 1. She considers me her BROTHER. 2. She has a boyfriend. It makes me...
    MrUnkn0wn MrUnkn0wn 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 3