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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 56-60, T May 13, 2013

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    Hey guys, I am a 23 year old male who unfortunately and embarrassingly can't ride a bike! It's something that has effected me since I was a child! I am a very independent person...
    sfsl sfsl 22-25, M 27 mins ago

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    I think my mind is Probably too dirty
    Trevvor1969 Trevvor1969 51-55, M 1 hr ago

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    My mind is a very very dark place full of demons that shout out my insecurities and how much I need to die.
    novaftmpride novaftmpride 16-17, T 2 hrs ago

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    The notion of being 'open minded' about everything just seems silly to me. I have certain beliefs, principles and routines I'll stick to no matter what, as well as things I would...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I really can't live without! I can't even talk properly not using any sarcastic remarks. Lol, I've noticed that I even have different types of sarcasm, for a example "positive...
    RainbowCupcake29 RainbowCupcake29 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    I speak my mind. I never mind what I speak.
    jyjyb jyjyb 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    People better learn the real meaning of "Open-mindedness" before they say "I'm open-minded". Well, you do know that you can't say no to this because learning is another...
    WolfFenrir WolfFenrir 26-30, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Almost 6 am :/ I should be sleeping haven't stayed up this late in a while which is good..I do go to bed pretty late though.Anyways i guess i had to write have a restless mind if...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I think its related to our parents! I've been doing research about it for a long time and Everyone who experience it like me has someone in their family who know things before they...
    BegBeg BegBeg 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    Don't smoke. It's smelly, unhealthy and expensive. Don't spend so much time and money getting drunk in various pubs. It doesn't make you any more attractive to the opposite sex and...
    treborsniknej treborsniknej 56-60, M 8 hrs ago

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    I'm definitely the worst person I know. I just break out in ******* whenever stupidity is around. If you're not stupid we'd make great friends though.
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Shot in the dark here, but just wondering if anyone has or knows anyone that was from the States, but got their citizenship here in Canada. Currently going through the process...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    bless my darkness. bless my darkness. can you stomach it anymore?
    naomiXO naomiXO 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    Loving can hurt Loving can hurt sometimes But it's the only thing that I know When it gets hard You know it can get hard sometimes It is the only thing that makes us feel alive...
    Greissen Greissen 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay. I'm gay
    anotherclosetedteen anotherclosetedteen 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    One of the best article I came across ... Do you often engage in conversations with your narcissist that leave you feeling like you were talking to a brick wall or worse, maybe...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    A mind that is too opened questions its first train of thought. Curiosity is the cause. Curiosity has no right or wrong, you just deal with the end result. A too opened mind can...
    ThePopeVino ThePopeVino 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    What do you say to someone, With no clue what words to use? How do you help someone, Who choses a path of self destruction? How do you get through to someone, Who listens without...
    VomitChick VomitChick 70+, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so tired but my mind won't allow sleep to come. My depression has overtaken my entire being and will not let me escape, even for the night.
    fracturedforever fracturedforever 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Living my truth, letting it be exposed. Raw and vulnerable for all to see. My passion is found in my photos and my writing. Both are where I express and feel my most confident yet...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    My mind can get deliciously playful...and my body an aphrodisiac...to the right one.
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Emily's forty-year-old husband had wrapped a rope around his neck, and jumped from the barn's rafters. She studied his dead body swaying stiff and pale. One small tear bubbled in...
    jaymepopejoy jaymepopejoy 56-60, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My fiancee has leukaemia. I want to know what can I do to help? What can I help to make her more comfortable and make her feel better. Any tips?
    caelmulryan caelmulryan 31-35, M 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    My fiancee has leukaemia. I want to know what can I do to help? What can I help to make her more comfortable and make her feel better. Any tips?
    caelmulryan caelmulryan 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    My fiancee has leukaemia. I just want to know what can I do to help? What can I help to make her more comfortable and make her feel better. Any tips?
    caelmulryan caelmulryan 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I was molested by my grandfather.
    janie94 janie94 18-21, F a week ago

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    the truely open mind would be completely free of biases as the more one learns the more compassionate , understanding and patient one would become. its quite funny how open mind...
    heretochill heretochill 31-35, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Marriage shouldn't exist anymore. Everyone don't follow the rules. Everyone fuckkk everyone else but they're husband or wife. Why get married? You know you can't control your...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    Even people you know you can't change them , or society around .
    antiflag477 antiflag477 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 22

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    I love my Girlfriend so much... When I miss her a lot, which let's be honest is often I find myself looking at her pictures and just staring at them, admiring her beauty... Her...
    mizzcomplicated mizzcomplicated 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I want to do it, but I cant find anything to satisfy myself with and, I don't know, I can never climax. I know someone is going to be like, "lol why would you want to anyway, it's...
    GhettoMemeing GhettoMemeing 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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