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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 56-60, T May 13, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F Jul 31, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    I know im fighting a spiritual battle but i don't want to anymore. I just want to give up on this family and move on. Why cant i do things from afar? Why cant things just shift a...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 17 mins ago

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    one of my biggest hobbies! I have been to so many countries in Europe, such as Spain, Germany, France, Czech Republic, Croatia, Greece or England, also once to Africa (Tunisia) and...
    vic117 vic117 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    There are many pubs to be found in the capital and without wishing to sound like I need a season ticket to alcoholics anonymous, I have enjoyed going to a local or two. If there...
    Gavriella Gavriella 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm a dirty old man (57). I like younger gals when they look to older guys for wisdom and guidance. I like younger gals that are sexually open minded and I can teach them and push...
    rod258 rod258 51-55, M 2 hrs ago

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    I know when I'm being open minded and when I'm not. Probably BECAUSE I'm generally open minded, I'll take an opposing, close minded position to generate debate. I enjoy the...
    TampaPete TampaPete 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    You need to think about what issues currently impact on you and your loved ones, and you need to weigh up how much money you want to invest and what sort of return on that...
    Windows854 Windows854 26-30, M 11 hrs ago

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    There's a stigma around mental disorders and illness that makes people say it's a choice. I disagree. I personally have struggled with anorexia. And before you ask, no I never saw...
    decimatedxdreams decimatedxdreams 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    im not truly looking for any once advice but its just a kind of confession . i am truly in love with a girl. truly blindly and madly, yeh ! im 20 yrs old and and my love is also of...
    secondfuture secondfuture 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    because I am in the darkest place in my life right now ...
    dqtxx1 dqtxx1 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Don't tell me the things you can speak without giving it a second thought tell me the things you only share with your closest friends because then I know I mean something to you...
    LVibes LVibes 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    You must have been in a Place so dark You couldn't feel the light Reachin' for you through That stormy cloud Now here we are Gathered in our little hometown This can't be the way...
    natsurose natsurose 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think it’s fake It’s crystal clear It’s too clean, too mean A universe in despair Blacking out, giving up I was never here I was never there And I can never leave It...
    sweetlittleboyjonny sweetlittleboyjonny 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I was struggling big time having been seperated from my now ex wife. She was in a relationship &it down spiraled me into a very dark place. Alone,scared,confused I wanted out...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    .....but it is my own private dark place. if u wanna get inside my head bring a flash light. or maybe a glow stick ; 0
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 3 days ago

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    You can try to enter but you will never be the same again.
    dolphinpoof dolphinpoof 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm a sophomore in college and I don't know what I want to do with my life at all. I know you can't get a decent job anymore without a college degree, but I don't want to waste my...
    dexter06 dexter06 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm dying to email him and send him some naughty pics but he cut off all communication. He probably doesn't want to hear from me. And I'm scared of being rejected. This sucks!
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    May you bask in the light of the Heavenly Host as you read this entry and feel the soft breezes brush against your forehead like the healing touch of a mother coddling her child...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm looking for my on line friends and not one to be had. I had a turn of events this evening because someone who wasn't getting his way decided to draw me into his misery. And I...
    MsAnnieMack MsAnnieMack 46-50, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    The only knowledge that can hurt you is the knowledge you don't have.
    seniordingdong seniordingdong 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Modest Mouse - Bukowski: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2UCT5ABGa4 I cannot get over this song. I'm sure I've heard it: a long time ago. Like it has a deeper meaning to me than...
    ColdPenguin25 ColdPenguin25 22-25, M a week ago

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    Look at my face you pierce with a blank stare. No dream could prepare a heart for a lifeless friend. He's gone. Nothing will take back time. I need him back, but nothing will take...
    RememberTomorrow RememberTomorrow 31-35, M Aug 26

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    As darkness stands still I look into your eyes but You're silent. As if you say silence is golden and unspoken words are thousand times audible. May be true but why I fail to...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Aug 25

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    straight boy that i told he still talks with me and got closer but backs off if i try anything
    Angelaco13 Angelaco13 13-15, M Aug 24

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    0 -0 yes I have.............
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I always get very excited to know someone's secret
    Alex1610 Alex1610 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I met someone 6 months ago I cannot stop thinking about them we clicked so much. They live really far away so I probably won't ever see them again and the other problem is I'm...
    glitterglitch glitterglitch 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I was just a small 6th grade kid who had terrible self-esteem issues. It comes with the territory when your father used to terrify you, when he would beat you for the most trivial...
    S1NK1LL3R S1NK1LL3R 22-25, M Aug 23

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    "Lead Me Out Of The Dark" It's not quite a mystery. I'm the one who's insecure, you're the one that makes believe, that we're all okay, we're doing fine, when we're both fighting...
    jaseyrae22 jaseyrae22 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    "In a brown" ( as opposed to pure black ) place in my life
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 21

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    I wonder if hell for abusers is eternity of living inside the minds of all those of the abused. Alone with my thoughts What's that like? Silence is overrated For the record, so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 21