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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 51-55, T May 13, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    Words can't begin to express how I feel. Tonight I learned a life lesson nothing is ever certain and true friendship doesn't exist. It's just a hallucination for the fools willing...
    courtney24850 courtney24850 22-25, F Apr 13

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    It's like.. You can't run from yourself, you know? I mean, that's the thing Id like to run from the most. I am my most feared person. I am the weakest. I am the most worthless. But...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    But I really really want to get it. Btw, it's something that we can't control off sometimes. It's a person!!!!!! Humph..!
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    People stay sticks and stones will break your bones but names will never hurt you. Well hate to tell you but they lie. Names hurt even if it's just a joke to them. it can have...
    RandomFanGirl RandomFanGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I don't like it in here :(
    thegirlwiththeannoyingusername thegirlwiththeannoyingusername 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 19

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    I went to the hospital to get help for the first time. I stayed over night and was monitored throughout the night. For the first time in a long time I felt like I was taking...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Being in a relationship with a alcoholic is really hard some days
    DeAnnsharon DeAnnsharon 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Many times a year. Dozens if me chats too much.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 3

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    But If I Try Sometime, I Just Might Find, I Get What I Need! THE ROLLING ******* STONES!!!
    TheMidnightRambler69 TheMidnightRambler69 46-50, M Apr 6

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    Sometimes you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve
    shikas shikas 13-15, F Apr 7

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    These days I feel so pained and traumatised as I keep reliving my racist experience with the mental health professional ..I know I was treated like this just for two fact 1-I have...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I close my eyes Breathe so peaceful Thoughts deliciously form within Moments where nothing else exist The world stands still Surrounded with clouds above, only to have...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 11

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    I honestly don't know how much I can take. Yea, no. I'm not gonna kill myself. I've been dealing with so much pressure, stress, and anxiety that I don't know how much longer I can...
    cuterthxnyou cuterthxnyou 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    This is a personality test. Choose one and read your result below. Don't take too long in thinking and just choose whatever catches your attention.If you are drawn to 1, Deep Down...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Yeah I'm totally lost. I keep telling people what I'm going to do but never go through with it. I know I can't keep doing what I'm doing because it is depressing me. People at my...
    ShaneStoner ShaneStoner 22-25, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Don't usually post things like this but well me and this girl were dating for a few years. We were happy and lots of promises were made, I promised to take her with me on my...
    Desrass Desrass 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 14

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    You were there in periods of it. When you took that organ I put up no fight. In all these years the temptation is all I need. The mind can sometimes lead me astray, hence the...
    Isis27 Isis27 36-40 Apr 14

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    Were you there from the beginning of time and space, when GOD made it all? GOD was. If you look around, you can see God everywhere. God made man from the dust of the earth...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    You’re growing up too fast they said But I don’t want to live my life like them and I just want to think about tonight because the past is my ghost Let’s meet up in a shady...
    thatgreyangel thatgreyangel 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    It's been nearly a year since the last time time I slept with you. Nearly a year since I practically choked on my sobs when I realized it would be the last time. I'd finally met...
    stayingstrongtoday stayingstrongtoday 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Where Is My Mind? -Performed by The Pixies With your feet in the air And your head on the ground Try this trick and spin it, yeah Your head'll collapse And there's nothing in it...
    andrewphysics andrewphysics 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I don't know how else to get this out there but I do know this is a place with many people who just might be able to help out an elephant. If you read the title of this and have a...
    thatblackfox thatblackfox 22-25, M Apr 9

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    Id be a jumper someone who can teleport place to place. Id teleport my self to gas stations and take all the honey buns ?
    paytonolivia paytonolivia 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    The amazing Sufi poet called Rumi once said that “Love cannot be described. It must be tasted”. He said these words over 700 years ago, yet people still spend time and energy...
    nudemom nudemom 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I don't always get it right, sometimes I say silly things.. but its a great comfort to have a virtual, place where I know I can see people care. <3
    thinkdeeper thinkdeeper 22-25, M Apr 13

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    His words can melt any heart, even the most skeptic of souls. Passionate desires and seductive prose engulf your thoughts. Attentiveness and romance excite you beyond belief. And...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 16

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    Everyone thinks that.I am always happy.but they don't know about my dark side and if they did they would run screaming every time I looked at them
    shadow696 shadow696 13-15 5 days ago

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    It's been 4 weeks since my boyfriend of 3 years told me he was not sure if he wanted to be in a relationship right now. He said, I am young I want to explore and I am not sure I...
    74Kitty 74Kitty 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I just want to let you know, I can't stop thinking about you. You're on my mind when I have a bad day, when I feel lonely, before I go to bed. Just the thought Of you makes me feel...
    Honeymonster27 Honeymonster27 22-25, F Apr 12

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    I love you so much and I don't care if I am hurting by you. But your hurting by her, you don't care neither. Yes, maybe you really do like her a lot but why? She cheated on you...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 5 days ago

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