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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 51-55, T May 13, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    very dark. my mind is killing me
    justlikejessejames justlikejessejames 36-40, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    No I can't, and for the ones that I can not please. Please know you and your opinions mean nothing to me as well.
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Dec 13

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    There's an artist that you can't stand but then you find yourself nodding your head and singing along with one of their songs...
    LakeSideView LakeSideView 26-30, M Dec 1

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    Well herbals4ever, I tried. I pray you do not harm yourself. If you read this you'll know that. Please get help right away!!
    StarryEyesKimber StarryEyesKimber 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 19

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    I don't believe in divorce. So, my first marriage is most likely going to be my only marriage. But I am not going to get married until I am 46 or 49. Lmao
    miseriae316 miseriae316 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    But I need you in my life...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Dec 8

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    If only I could relax. Just calm the **** down and get to business. :p
    Friability Friability 18-21 Dec 16

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    Tonight is the first night I've been alone since me and my partner got together and I'm really struggling to cope. Back when we first met I was in a very dark place and so was he...
    justagirl92 justagirl92 22-25, F Dec 9

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    Slipping, slowly. She knows, she knows. But she doesn't know it all. What she doesn't know won't hurt her But what she does could make her fall She must know what it meant Or...
    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M Dec 14

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    My boyfriend (technically fiance) just can't seem to understand what it's like to be a grown child of an alcoholic (or simply coming from a mentally abusive household). I've...
    Erealia Erealia 18-21, F 21 hrs ago

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    And it's really bugging me. RANT SESSION (warning):You're in my thoughts. When I'm at different places and I'm reminded of you or memories we've shared. Honestly, I wish you weren...
    xxblasianxx xxblasianxx 18-21, F Dec 19

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    Dear angel Okay so a lot has happened in the last week. Things I would not have imagined it in my wildest dreams. The things i have done was unacceptable. My fear of losing u was...
    justlikejessejames justlikejessejames 36-40, M 5 Responses Dec 16

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    So now that my ex is living with this damn home wrecker and their new baby he takes her and the baby everywhere. I asked him to take my son to the dentist and when my Son called me...
    workingmom70 workingmom70 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    Even when you put your mind to things, when you know everything can and will work out....it is hard. Hard not to feel terrible. Even just a few short hours in the evening can feel...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F Dec 1

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    Today I nearly made the mistake of assuming that people who share an experience with me might all see things the way I do (not for the first time). Being open minded can seem like...
    purplemessenger purplemessenger 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    When you find the one that complicates you...you feel like your world is spinning...you keep that person on your mind....only to find in your ❤ that fear has taken over...the...
    Shaddee Shaddee 22-25, M Dec 1

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    If they could alter the regulation to seize gold (Don A.) they can change the law to seize proofs also. The easiest method to handle all this is to purchase physical you and...
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    honestly, these past few years have truly changed me so much. I have been subject to pain, depression, sadness, and every form of agony that a human mind can experience. life...
    dtylerrr dtylerrr 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    i hate when ppl make comments on a subject in which they have NO knowledge. i cant tlk about how dumb some baby momma's are because I've never been a baby momma, so i don't know...
    shearrivesincognito shearrivesincognito 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I like the benefit of doubt. Not matter what I believe, I know I can't be sure of anything.
    implicitude implicitude 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Being a minority and racially slandered by society, I'm all too aware of it so I know every body else is. Education, to me can be nothing more than word of mouth and protocol. To...
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    This last year has been interesting and indeed changed me. My good friend has died, my best friend is no longer in my life, and the one I gave it all to Is now married to another...
    onewhosupplants onewhosupplants 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    So, I've always felt, I don't know, a sort of "bond" with my hats. Like, if I lose one, I very nearly cry, and I become sort of really sad. Like, I lost one at Seaside, OR, on the...
    oaktheprof oaktheprof 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Wtf why is it that ur *** is so ******* rude if you know I can beat the crap out of you and you just made me so dahm awkward lets see if you have ******* balls to do something like...
    NOEDABOSS NOEDABOSS 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    Be honest:3 I know you can only see like half my face but ah well^-^
    Liseyyx Liseyyx 13-15, F 71 Responses Nov 29

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    GIVEN THAT you keep your distance. I dunno if it's just the people I hang out with, but I always feel that whenever I try to get closer to a guy he starts to treat me as a...
    TaoTao90 TaoTao90 22-25, F 12 Responses Nov 30

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    I need someone like this. I need to know someone can keep a secret
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    I live in Everett Was. Ruffly 25 miles South of Seattle. I am also a member of the Tulalip Indian Tribe. Not long ago our tribe was rocked by a senceless act of violence. And...
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    I cant get over someone. He's married. We were never together. But we were good friends. A lot of the time we would be looking at each other from across the room. And when we...
    sunshine20144 sunshine20144 36-40, F Dec 5

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    And I finally found out mine.. the problem I got is I care to much.. its nice and stuff but it kina sucks too, I care to much to the point where I let my feelings take over and...
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