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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 51-55, T 1 Response May 13, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    So I have been reading post's about "the other women" and how the wife forever push their man away by creating war instead of peace in their households. thought why not endure...
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    i cannot stand smart *** little turds that hide behind their keyboard and troll.
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    My late boyfriend graduated from an honors college. I never told him I dropped out of high school, for fear he might've left me. I was in the process of growing some balls to tell...
    Darnguyen Darnguyen 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I'm a person. Well me and my buddy's use this account together lol
    Bigbootyno2 Bigbootyno2 70+, T Oct 13

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    I have been violent with my family.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    Unless it could make me an accessory.
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    Almost blinded a man with a fragment of a plate by throwing it down a skyscraper.. :/
    ESMatricX ESMatricX 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    I get aroused when my daughter gets spanked
    Jacklad Jacklad 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 16

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    I'm 22 years old and my Birth Mother is 38 years old. The one thing that I am trying to come to terms with and understand and accept. Is that my Birth Mother is a drug addict and...
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    I forget how intelligent I can be. It's always when I write on paper that it shows. I feel that I adjust to my idiotic surroundings to much and recently it's put me in a dark place...
    KristyGoesRoar KristyGoesRoar 22-25, F Oct 13

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    I've just put on here how I was raped and after that experience and feeling it was all my fault I went down a really bad path and used sex as a way to feel loved but it just made...
    lostandlonely87 lostandlonely87 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    it's at that ******* circle I can't find the center of!!!! oh..and at him too! Actually my mind can be at many places at once! IT"S EVERYWHERE!!! O.o
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F Oct 20

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    Pretty much everyone I talk to doesn't know about my dark side. The fantasies that I have they will never know about. Some are absolutely crazy and some are considered the norm for...
    cheyenne0 cheyenne0 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    I see them around me, feel them in the air. Day, night they're always around. Lurking and waiting in the shadows of the air and day. Sometimes you cannot see them by sight, but...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Sorry for everyone who thinks this is an update. That guy I mentioned before? He told me actually does like me, and we've talked a lot, but the thing is, I don't know if I like him...
    PercyJacksonisAWESOME PercyJacksonisAWESOME 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    My husband is not the man for me. I have been with him for 17 years and whilst he has some good qualities it's the bad ONE that I can't live with. He's a drunk. Mind u according to...
    Cflo Cflo 41-45, F 5 Responses Sep 30

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    Most certainly me. I feel it's better to b honest even if it hurts then to lie. I can not stand liars or lieing, it is so unnecessary. My friends often take it the wrong way and...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    I go to school 6 days a week including language school, i used to be an straight A student, but what happened to me since I start yr7?! My parents didn't mind at first, and I...
    sohee25 sohee25 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Their eyes surround each other as their lips mingle and blur into one. The elder’s cheek swells as the younger nervously tentatively thrillingly presses her in nonsensical...
    MaryAnne4 MaryAnne4 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There isn't any route for gases to leak, like all over motor shaft seals. On this design, the plastic best portion is Component of an vehicle-defrost technique that makes use of...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been very fortunate to have some great teachers throughout my life. My parents, of course, but also so many people who have touched my life and shared everything they knew...
    dadhereforyou dadhereforyou 51-55, M Oct 14

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    Before you wanna trade dirty picks and all that jazz, at least get to know me. My name is Aj, im a 15 year old mixed bi guy and looking for someone to talk to, of any gender, race...
    ajgamer ajgamer 13-15, M Oct 1

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    The thought of me having her is a such a wonderful thing. I know I can't have her, but I know she can be mine. Even if it's just for a moment at a time. I don't literally "need...
    DexterPyro DexterPyro 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    People who don't even know me should just keep their thoughts to themselves... rather than, "No, no, no. That don't go with that," or anything like that. When I go and try on new...
    SamHarris SamHarris 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 17

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    Come from a family of idiots who are currently trying to destroy each other, and am caught in the crossroads. The guy who stayed with me through it all cheated and left, and then...
    roza96 roza96 18-21, F Oct 20

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    I don't want to be expected to be happy with settling for less because I have baggage and issues. Yet, I know that the people who say that you can have the life you want no matter...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I want to say things but I know I can't and I know things won't end up well if I do. Like asking someone to care. Or asking someone to stop making things so hard. Or...
    pleadingsorry pleadingsorry 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    i Don't know.. they ask questions that seem so unknown to me they tell me things that i seem to know but can not grasp i don't know is my answer frustrated they show but their...
    KearBrooke KearBrooke 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    Deeply attracted physically and emotionally to someone I know I can't and never will have. Dealing with crushes at my age ??. Geez I thought I was over that. Oh well I can always...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    One of my friends is really good friends with this guy, which I really like. I started talking to him, and he told me he liked me and asked me out. I told him no, because I thought...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 1

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    i texted him 3days ago to tell him the feelings still here but i want us to be good friends instead (than losing him forever)and that friendship matters...i called him twice...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    ive had several long distance relationships. two turned into marriage. so i know it can work it just has to be something u both want!
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