I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh
    36-40, F
    Jun 23, 2013

    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca
    18-21, M
    Jul 24, 2013

    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    May 24, 2013

    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    Jan 28, 2013

    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily
    18-21, F
    Apr 17, 2013
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    26-30, M
    Nov 4, 2015

    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge
    18-21, F
    Jul 31, 2013

    I think there is a difference between being

    dark/having dark thoughts and having evil thoughts. Unfortunately no one I am around truly understands my darkness, I try to explain my being but to no avail. Hopefully someone can begin to understand...
    AnimexRave AnimexRave
    18-21, M
    Nov 2, 2015

    i can't wait to see the Hillary Clinton

    ******* comics,she is so butch
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015

    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 16, 2014

    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    May 24, 2013

    Sometimes I'm so scared by my mind,

    it can be the darkest place I've ever seen. Insane ideas will drift through my head, and sometimes I have the irresistible urge to give into my constant rage and destroy the house, or wrap my hands around someone's neck and slowly squeeze the life out of them, or take the knife...
    nicias nicias
    13-15, M
    Nov 13, 2015

    useless human ive proven to be a truly useless

    human. im destructive. I'm a monster. i broke like a toy fell into a lonely void i lived for destruction as the only definite ability i hone i am not meant to create i am not meant for love i am not meant for companionship i am meant to be a destructive force one that...
    demonsaint demonsaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9

    and when people get too close im forced back

    into the dark, lonely places I had tried so hard to escape.
    VivFx69 VivFx69
    13-15, F
    Oct 30, 2015

    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele
    56-60, T
    May 13, 2013

    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    deleted deleted
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