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I Know My Mind Can Be A Dark Place

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    And Sometimes It Scares Me

    My dark thoughts are unsettling, to say the least.I am often frightened by the things that cross my mind.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Jan 28, 2013

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    I think about dark arts

    and atheism , voodoo and wiccans, I imagine killing every last one of you corrupt bastards, torturing you until you cannot live anymore. I'm a psycho lunatic who lives only because he needs to be someone's rock . after that I'm leaving
    MrFoe MrFoe 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Secrets

    My Favorite Part Of Inuyasha Episode Tetsusaiga Breaks
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    *Dark Laugh*

    I really have a dark mind... *Chuckles* I bet I'd scare my own family if they knew what I was thinking about sometimes. :/ First off, let's start with my profile pic. (If I have changed it, just keep reading.) It's a pic of a Cubone beating the blood out of a Pidgey. Whew... Okay...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M Jul 24, 2013

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    Saddness

    My mind is more of a dark sad lost place instead of an evil place though wickedness and tragedy so easily intertwine it seems. Could you see the wickedness or sadness when you look inside of me? I wonder who honestly can. I look at the world and I see such beauty peace and...
    closinginontheedge closinginontheedge 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    The Dark Lures Me In

    Some days my mind drifts off into this dark, dark place. It can take weeks or even months before I stop having bad thoughts, but some days it's fairly normal. I don't know what a "normal" mind thinks... but I guess my mind is almost completely normal some days. Some days though...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    Darker Thoughts After Grieving

    my dad was killed last year. he was hit by a car. i have a two year old son. he wasn't eve4n 1 when the accident happened. i remember my dad saying things such as "I won't get to see your son grow up. i will be dead by then." since his death, i too have wondered and been...
    yleigh yleigh 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2013

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    The Fading Light

    I wonder if I could run forever without stopping could I escape the despair that is within me? Shackled by chains unseen by others, imprisoned by bars and locks that others cannot know, I desperately try to find an opening...any crack that I can cling to that can be used to tear...
    Muriele Muriele 51-55, T 1 Response May 13, 2013

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    Hahahaha Wow

    Oh my god i am one screwed up creature. Feral. I swear to god when I flow naturally i seem to magnetize towards mothers and I understand it now at the nuerological level want to be MORE, I am vigiliant but i want responsability in a big way and yet i’ve never truly had it so...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 24, 2013

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    They Just Happen...

    It's bizarre, but I have incredibly dark, morbid and sometimes actually filthy...I'd have to call them daydreams. I've visualized my friends and I tortured to death, occasionally raped, I've visualized killing someone myself, but not raping them for some reason, and I have almost...
    ohnonotu ohnonotu 18-21, M Jul 5, 2013

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    Devil Vs. God

    I know it is wrong to think dark and disturbing thoughts. I was always taught that when you're mind goes that dark, it's a sign of the devil inviting his self in. I am a strong believe in god but sometimes I feel so angry and alone that I just want to put an end to certain things...
    LoveIsNotFamily LoveIsNotFamily 18-21, F Apr 17, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Exactly. Life can seem like you're going in circles... Sometimes you have to start all over and see where plan "A" failed and then proceed.
    seotelkniwt seotelkniwt 61-65, F Sep 1

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    Where The Darkness Lies..... Where is this place that haunts my every step Where is this place that is just on this side of yesterday but seems to be in a chasm separating me from...
    Darci13 Darci13 61-65, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    My husband is not the man for me. I have been with him for 17 years and whilst he has some good qualities it's the bad ONE that I can't live with. He's a drunk. Mind u according to...
    Cflo Cflo 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Online and in real life and on the advertisements, people are sad about cancer. While I was at first depressed from having breast cancer from simply fenugreek hormones, I soon...
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    I'm a wordy girl - I apologize in advance.... In my college English class my Prof asked us to write about the thing that scared us most in the world. I wrote about being afraid I...
    annaj5 annaj5 31-35 4 days ago

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    Just Give Me A ReasonHow easily do miscommunications happen between people, especially when emotions are involved? I think this song tells the story well. I know I can relate...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 30

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    I got out of a relationship a while back where there wasn't any trust or respect. I am the type of guy that gets invested in a relationship and will give or do anything to please...
    menke2nathan menke2nathan 18-21, M Sep 18

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    Lets get straight to the point, Im not the most outgoing, social person dare I say antisocial. I recently started at a new school I don't know anyone or anything and I have made...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F Sep 19

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    I'm glad I can't read minds though but sometimes I'd like to. If everyone could mind read , life would be pretty strange , you would know someone within a few seconds from first...
    NobbyWolf NobbyWolf 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I heard screaming about a block away from my house so I ran to it without thinking, what I found was a crying woman who was just the victim of domestic abuse. She did not want to...
    Rune2u Rune2u 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Cornered..... Help.... I want to escape.... I cant.... ;( darkness... Loneliness.... Hatred....
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Sep 2

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    I don't know where I stand. I know I'm not prepular. People say I'm pretty or whatever from time to time but when you've told as many ugly people that they're pretty as I have, you...
    Norfolkowl Norfolkowl 13-15 1 Response Sep 8

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    i love walking to an old abandoned building. its all over grown. falling apart. yes i know that can be dangerous. its just the feeling in the air. u can feel the history of the...
    SadisticBitch SadisticBitch 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    Your hair, your face, your beautiful eyes...I want to tell you how strikingly beautiful you are every day, but I can't. Because you have someone in your life already, even though...
    HopelessRomantic6 HopelessRomantic6 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    Here in the darkness I know myself Can't break free until I let it go
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F a week ago

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    My sister was being the most annoying little brat today. And just because its her birthday she thinks she can be a brat and do whatever she wants. Not for me. Give me attitude and...
    secrets1can2be3told secrets1can2be3told 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    The night sets in my mind. The hate of the ages past reaches towards My heart. Its agony intensifies as my soul Screams of memories. I sleep in the shadows of a normal life...
    FalseEcho FalseEcho 31-35, M Sep 13

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    today i'm struggling between choosing to follow my mind or heart...i'm still dying inside...i wanted to text and call you...i miss your voice...i miss your smile..i miss...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Just here,to many thoughts in my mind,cant figure out where my life is going.
    jesseurkz jesseurkz 26-30, M Sep 18

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    Im gonna fix my F'd up life ! :P :D Hold me to it if you care to. I'll be grateful. Ask me how im doing with the plan. For all of you that are looking for a change, here are 11...
    Stufy Stufy 46-50, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    I need help for my friendship's sake. To make a long story very short, I've made the mistake of trying to compete (Not to out-do but be on par) with a female in a market that...
    KayJayHoeBum KayJayHoeBum 16-17, M Sep 11

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    Sigh, I've had a rough week so far. between kids and hubby's causing stress my mom who has non small cell lung cancer we have had a rough go. Chemo was rendered pointless and did...
    Deflatedone Deflatedone 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    My grandma adopted me at 3 months I know who my biological mother is but know nothing from my dad i dnt care about my biological mother I wanna know who my father is I don't know...
    Sanchez891 Sanchez891 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Him and I met last year in August , we began to talk here and there. But, then every time I would talk to him via twitter ot text he would always reply, if it was about how his day...
    ALEHTHEKID ALEHTHEKID 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    You were once kind, gentle, and caring. You comforted me when I felt alone. You gave me affection when no one else could or would...I made myself vulnerable to you...I love you.I...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Sep 6

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    Mine as many of you probably already know or can tell is of Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson from the Twilight Saga. I am a twihard to the core. I have explained this fact in...
    violet1698 violet1698 31-35, F Sep 17

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    Or at least I used to be. It's hard being in love with someone you know you can never have. It's even worse when you have to force yourself to let go and move on. And being "just...
    Iyaniaya Iyaniaya 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    I know they can! I often say things that may seem to contradict each other. It's all true though! I don't claim to have it all together, but some things don't have to be either/or...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Sep 18

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