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I Know Survival Is My Only Friend

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    Dead Or Alive....

    I have had many friends in this life, and one thing i have learnt the hard way is that you should keep your friends close and your enemies even closer. at the end of the day its your own reflection that you need to look at in the morning in front of the mirror, and you need to...
    PrincessLulu PrincessLulu 26-30, F May 12, 2011

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    I Am A Lone Dogg, I Ride Alone

    At the age I am right now.All the experiences I've had in my past have taught me one thing.Put your back against the wall, and trust no one.I've had people in my life, that I thought would be there for me forever.But they failed to do so.I've had relatives that I thought wanted...
    nikki4848dd nikki4848dd 36-40, F Mar 23, 2011

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    That's What It Will Come Down To...

    I can't believe I will actually ever find a mate or a job I like at thi spoint(I know I'm redundant). I had a few good stints in the past, but it's different now. It it wll end with me eating. sleeping, reading, doing the simplest things...by myself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 28, 2010

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    Thanks Be Totool

    MY FAvorite band taught me this lil golden nugget of truth ;) happy hunting!
    kikizz kikizz 26-30, F Mar 30, 2010

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    Yes You Were...

    If I hadn’t chosen Survival as my back-up friend, I would be dead by today However my friend I wish to leave you And start living.
    violetsoul111 violetsoul111 31-35, F Mar 26, 2011

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    I've been betrayed and hurt so many times. I often wonder whether they're just pretending to like me so I don't get hurt anymore.
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    I have known my best friend for 3 years. We met through band, but our friendship didn't truly start until I sat beside him in biology on the first day of school. He was a freshman...
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    I had a best friend once but he died of the big C. Now I have friends which serve a purpose but none that I can say im close to. There are groups I can categorise them in...
    callum00000 callum00000 26-30, M 2 Responses May 15

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    My crush has been chrushed... They have been my best friend they're what kept me together without even knowing it. They moved away... I know they're just in the state over but, i...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F May 6

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    Why do some friends start out good, and then seem to fade away? Why is it harder to find good friends as you get older? Is it because you're not forced to be together daily like...
    Sionna7910 Sionna7910 31-35, F 7 Responses May 15

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    I had a few friends in high school but I lost them all due to a relationship. He didn't want me to have friend other then him he even hated me to hang out with my sister and my mom...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    My life feels like some kind of lame joke with no punchline. I feel as though I live the same day over and over again. I used to call myself an artist but now i cant even sit...
    slait slait 22-25, M May 20

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    I had a lot of friends in high school, usually one best friend while the others were not as close. Then I turned to making bad choices, I got in trouble with my bad choices, and...
    wiredweirdness wiredweirdness 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    So we have been friends for about a year now. I met him in a multiplayer game. Lately we've wanted to deepen our relationship, so we were trying to setup Skype and/or TeamSpeak...
    Supercat8835 Supercat8835 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The light of thousands stars fill my heart when I think of you. You are the apple of my eye .I decorate you with my dreams , with my tears I bathe you in love. You are the shine of...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response Apr 29

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    My friends moving my only friend.. Idk what to do I'm gonna cry
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 18-21, F May 15

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    I just merely have acquaintances. I never had a true friend and if I were to count one then I guess it was with that one girl in high school. It sucks to know that a friendship I...
    Xemplefied Xemplefied 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    really, that's what I'm already doing. I've know my best friend for almost my whole life, and he's always been the fattest guy I know in person. Last I checked He was 370 lbs...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 3

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    I've always found that you don't know who your friends are until you really need them. Treasure those who step up to the plate when times are tough because it's easy to be a...
    TKD1 TKD1 46-50, F 1 Response May 16

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    There is a little light that flickers in all of our hearts. Some fan it gently with whispers of hope, while others try to blow out its flame. And in the distinction between those...
    GlitzandGlamber GlitzandGlamber 18-21, F 5 Responses May 4

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    Here is the background of our relationship: We are both at our early 30, now living together for the 8th months. I am a foreigner in his country, basically no family or friend...
    formagerie formagerie 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My best friend is a guy. He is also my boyfriend and he is the sweetest, most caring person I know. He goes out of his way to make sure I'm happy and I absolutely love spending...
    PrincessAlora97 PrincessAlora97 18-21, F 26 mins ago

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    I don't have to, die, I need to die. Do I want to die? I think wanting to die is a wrong idea, I must get over it. I need to come to the point of just needing to die. A want would...
    kiddishguypete kiddishguypete 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I don't know where to start, I don't even know what happened. My friend of 2 years has recently been acting weird lately, sometimes she'll talk to me and other times she'll...
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    I have felt with self harm and being suicidal for a while now and only 3 people know about cutting and once about suicidal thoughts. I'm also dealing with anxiety and I just can't...
    ImTryingMyBest24 ImTryingMyBest24 16-17, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I have a best friend who is like a sister to me! She is 7 years younger than me but she is so mature for her age I can't even tell her real age sometimes. We think so much alike...
    doodlebob424 doodlebob424 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    [x] Smoked a Cigarette [ ] Smoked A Cigar [ ] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [x] Are / Been In Love [x] Dumped Someone [ ] Been Fired [ ] Been In A Fist Fight [x] Had A Crush On...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I bless you in the name of the God of Abraham, Issac, and Jacob, the GOD of gods. I bless you to be a reflection, a manifestation, a LIGHT on earth revealing the many facets of...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend is my best friend! Your partner SHOULD be your best friend and you should want to do everything together, and hang out, and go on adventures, and tell each other your...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm a girl, and i can say 95% of the girls hate me. I don't even know why, all my teachers say I'm a really nice sweet girl, but for some reason most of the girls just hate me. I...
    mysteryhistory08 mysteryhistory08 18-21, F 10 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Wow, thought we did have something going yesterday- only to find out this morning she has deleted all her messages to me! Could online friends ever work?
    Kenspyker Kenspyker 56-60, M 15 hrs ago

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    My best friend is getting married to another one of my friends. I'm happy for them but in the back of my mind I doubt that they will follow through with it and someone's going to...
    tkhsbandgeek2017 tkhsbandgeek2017 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Tired of losing friends left& right. To struggle with the same pain& know that it can take me too doesn't faze me makes me feel so crazy.
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 5 hrs ago

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    I say whatever doesn't kill you...still...almost ******* killed you." **** being stronger! This is about survival *******!
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 7

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    Love is friendship, that can turn into something more as you get to know the person. If a man or a woman is walking by who strikes you. It's not love, It's your brain telling you...
    muslimboy123 muslimboy123 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I only date between 26 and 28. my partner has to be older than me.
    Deeplyflawed89 Deeplyflawed89 22-25, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Love is only what you perceive it to be.
    CaseyRenae012 CaseyRenae012 22-25 14 hrs ago

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    I only date girls who are above 70 or like... 90 years of age! anyone wanna date me? anyone? :P lol! XD
    slytheringuy slytheringuy 16-17, M 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I would date someone unemployed, only if they are doing things to seek employment. Even if they are going back to school, I wouldn't mind. But I will never date someone who is...
    Cadiaaya Cadiaaya 26-30, F 2 hrs ago