I Know That My Hurt And My Pain Doesn't Matter

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    I Dont Longer Know...

    the things that have occur in the begging of the year had been on of the most horrible experiences...now i am in the edge of throwing away 6 years in to this relationship..ever since i lost my monkey my baby...i feel like giving up like there is nothing between my boyfriend and i...
    Monkey11613 Monkey11613
    22-25, F
    Jan 23, 2013

    Why Should It?

    Why should my pain or hurt matter? It's just trivial. It's not something to give a huge attention to. I'm just an average teenager with the usual, normal problems - low self-esteem/confidence, emotionally abusive parents, occasional depression - just small stuff you gotta deal...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2010

    It Doesn't Fucken Matter And Neither Does Yours :)

    I've realized that. It's made me less depressed actually knowing that my pain, it doesn't matter. See, I wanted to die so badly. I was doing whatever it took to kill myself. I was putting **** around my neck, trying to hang myself and chickening out in the last instant. Or...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    29 Responses May 16, 2011

    “i Know That My Hurt And My Pain Doesn’t Matter”

             I know that my Hurt, and my Pain, and my feelings don’t matter to most. I know this, because this is the way that they have made me feel, on more than one occasion. It has not be often, that people have taken a general interest in...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2010

    My Trauma ...

    well its been 13 days since i lost my baby....tomorrow i am going to the doctors and well i am scare on what the results might be....i am scare that they tell me that i cant have any babies because of my recent miscarriage... i am afaird that i wont be able to be a mommy....the...
    Monkey11613 Monkey11613
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2013

    It Doesn't Matter At All

    So **** it. **** everything. I don't matter, nothing I say matters. I am not here for the amusement of others. I am a person. A real person. I have real feelings even if they are a little warped. They can still be hurt by you and they have been. Very deeply. I am not...
    permafrost21 permafrost21
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2010

    Nothing Matters.

    Not that anyone would even care if I'm hurting. I don't matter. Nothing I do matters. No one cares enough about me to help. No one even knows anyway. I hide it. I'm just left here to rot and deal with this on my own. I'm a failure. I hate myself. I hate all the pain and hurting...
    WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2010

    14 Pills And A Gummy Vitamin

    I've never posted/ joined a forum to express my many issues. Please let me know what you think about this poem. I just wrote it. It expresses my frustration of how doctors just fling medications to people instead of really identifying their problems. Do they even work?? How can...
    niffer11881 niffer11881
    1 Response Dec 3, 2012

    I Know It Doesn't....

    I KNOW that my pain, and that MY Hurt doesn't matter At all. I know, that I am just the stupid girl, who is making a big deal out of harsh words? I shouldn't be upset, that you refer to me as stupid. I shouldn't hurt, because you flick me off. I shouldn't hurt, because...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2009


    It might matter to me, because I live it and I feel it. But it doesn't matter a damn to anyone else, and why should it? In 500 years nobody will know the difference.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 21, 2013

    I Know It Doesn't Matter

    I know it doesn't matter, so I'll continue hurting myself in any way that is possible. I will stop cutting myself, but that doesn't mean I'll stop hurting myself. I will find other ways. I feel like I have no purpose here. I have a reason. But I do not want to share my reason.
    trueheartis2cool trueheartis2cool
    36-40, F
    Nov 2, 2011

    I Don't Matter

    It doesn't matter how I feel. The tears I fight back and keep inside don't matter. People just get mad and think I'm being negative so I try to act happy as not to ruin their time. How I felt never really mattered. In fact maybe it's good I'm hurt sometimes because it seems to...
    WakingUp2Reality WakingUp2Reality
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2010

    Im Lyk The Air...

    Dont kno how2tel people around me i need dem... wen was a kid didnt kno how to make frds...n wen made thy expected always sumthg in return... wen grew up i did everthg to keep it going but i kno its never enuf..jus prove jus keep loving keep getting hurt n wen get hurt smle n...
    pd4u pd4u
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2010
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