I Know That Part Of Me Wants To Change

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    I Do Stupid Things.

    I make myself throw up.I cut myself.I bruise myself.I don't think I can change.I really want to change,but I also want to lose weight, get rid of the pain, and have a friend.I don't know what to do anymore.I know I am beautiful just the way I am,but I can't see it. I don't know...
    SecretSpirit SecretSpirit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2011

    In My Chest...

    My heart wants to be free. If it weren't for real-life stress and danger, it wouldn't be fully locked. I want to be totally free but total rejection won't let that happen. Anger, yearning, coldness and jealousy ravage my heart and turns me into a silent beast. Everyone knows to...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
    May 21, 2011

    In The Shower

    I'm in the shower.And without remorse. Without hesitation, I stick 2 fingers in my throat.And I wiggle them around.I gag.And I feel it coming up.Chunks.But it's stuck.It sits there.I press against my stomach. Wiggle my fingers more.And the taste, it's sour. And it hurts. It burns...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    10 Responses Apr 7, 2011
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