I Know That Part Of Me Wants To Change

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    In My Chest...

    My heart wants to be free. If it weren't for real-life stress and danger, it wouldn't be fully locked. I want to be totally free but total rejection won't let that happen. Anger, yearning, coldness and jealousy ravage my heart and turns me into a silent beast. Everyone knows to...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
    22-25
    May 21, 2011

    In The Shower

    I'm in the shower.And without remorse. Without hesitation, I stick 2 fingers in my throat.And I wiggle them around.I gag.And I feel it coming up.Chunks.But it's stuck.It sits there.I press against my stomach. Wiggle my fingers more.And the taste, it's sour. And it hurts. It burns...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    10 Responses Apr 7, 2011

    I Do Stupid Things.

    I make myself throw up.I cut myself.I bruise myself.I don't think I can change.I really want to change,but I also want to lose weight, get rid of the pain, and have a friend.I don't know what to do anymore.I know I am beautiful just the way I am,but I can't see it. I don't know...
    SecretSpirit SecretSpirit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2011
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