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    I Know My Triggers....

    I have many triggers. Stories about people who want to be raped... Song about Suicide.... Songs about a Loving family.... Reading a book about Cutting.... Watching a Movie about death.... I know my triggers. I know what sets me off, and I know what to avoid at times...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 13, 2009

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    Even Certain Type of Movies Are Triggers.

     I am watching "My Mothers Murder".................  A scene where her husband tried to push her out of the car............  TRIGGER.     It's based on a true story.     When she got away from him, and showed up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    A Partial List

    PTSD is a pain in the azz.  Some days it feels like the world is one big trigger, waiting to send me in to a flashback.  A few of my triggers are...SpaghettiCheerios (the cereal)Amazing Grace (the song)Talk of taping someone's mouth shutStrangers touching my feetPeople standing...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2012

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    I Have Many.....

    I have many triggers. Stories about people who want to be raped... Song about Suicide.... Songs about a Loving family.... Reading a book about Cutting.... Watching a Movie about death.... I know my triggers. I know what sets me off, and I know what to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 9, 2009

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