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I Know What It Feels Like to Be Hit Or Pushed By a Man

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 68 People

    Living With a Violent Man

    am living with a violent partner now and he been that way towards me for the last 10 years i nolonger have any faith or confidence inmyself as hes taken it all bit by bit i know that one day when the kids have all grown and left then i to will leave but each day i live in fear...
    usedandabused usedandabused 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2008

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    Meet Mum'S Boyfriend.

    I’m here in the dark, hiding from you, Wilf. I hate the dark, well I used to I don’t mind it so much now. Remember when you pushed me in the bathroom, turned off the light and locked it from the outside? 3 hours I was in there, thanks to you Or the time you put your lighter...
    elpatitofeo elpatitofeo 18-21, F Feb 13, 2013

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    It Was Interesting

    i went to a concert and got hit in this thing called a "mosh pit" and I'm not going to lie, i really liked it. it was like i wasn't a man or a woman. when the mans fist got the side of my face, i don't know i lost myself and actually hit back. i am a small girl, about 5'5 and i...
    SunkinLies SunkinLies 18-21, T 5 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    The Lowest Part of My Life

    I am a transexual and began transitioning at the end of the last year of school. I got alot of crap from people, and their were people who were sort of afraid of me, but i didn't really let it get me down because i had the support of alot of other people. This was until one of my...
    katiesoft katiesoft 18-21, T 4 Responses Nov 1, 2008

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    Yep.

    My husband once grabbed me by the neck and pushed me against the wall.  To me that is one of the worst feelings, when a man grabs you by the neck...it reminds you that you're vulnerable and he's stronger than you.  He has also shoved me to the ground.  I don't...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 2 Responses Jan 15, 2008

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    Not Great

    I had an abusive boyfriend several years ago who hit me and pushed me quite often. That's about all I'll say about it since I am trying to move forward and think positively. :)
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    Yeah

    When i first read this group's name I thought mostly about the last 11 years and at school. I didn't know if it was enough to warrent joining, then I remembered when I lived with my mother and step father... yeah I know what it feels like fairly well for many reasons
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F Feb 12, 2008

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    Attacked By An Insane Stranger

    I know the title sounds kind of funny, but it's true.. This really happened. Now I'm not sure if this man ran out of meds, if he was a crazy bum, if he was on drugs, or if he just had a ****-terrible day -but he WAS SERIOUSLY out of his mind. I was on my way to my friend's house...
    Soarre Soarre 18-21, T 2 Responses Dec 4, 2010

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    I Am Sorry

    no one should have that happen in this world just like children should not be beat but it goes on and the system could care less any more
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jan 23, 2012

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    I am increasingly unsatisfied sexually, and I just don't know what to do. He does nothing to get me turned on (he just says "play with yourself" or "get it wet") and I just feel...
    missstarrysky missstarrysky 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    So many things to say.. I guess I'll just say what's on my mind. For one. I really enjoy being with my best friend, I'm still not sure if its love or just a trying close...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Dec 1

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    I still don't know what I'm doing! :D Haha, oh god... |: I have yet to press any buttons. o.o I'm trying slightly less halfassedly though. I believe that counts for something. My...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Nov 28

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    It’s the question that’s been haunting me and that I’ve been avoiding, consciously or otherwise, for the past several years. Unfortunately, it doesn’t seem like I’ve...
    metaphylosopher metaphylosopher 22-25, M Dec 5

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    I am 19. And I was in my first year of study this year at a really good University, I was doing Bcom Law and I failed almost everything I have like 1 credit under my belt. I just...
    Hlatse Hlatse 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I was 15 and in high school when I started to admit to myself that I liked her. We were good friends, daily debates and petty quarrels, we forged our bond and we've known each...
    shugo23 shugo23 18-21, M Nov 22

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    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 23

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    Can a heart still be broken once its stopped beating? Because it feels like everything I am was just drained out of me.. :(
    SaraBear87 SaraBear87 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    So, I love my boyfriend, very much. Well actually he's my fiancé, so obviously I love him enough that once upon a time I said yes to marrying him. Lately it seems that everything...
    AlicebeneyisSilvereyes AlicebeneyisSilvereyes 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I feel lost sometimes. There was one girl, back in the spring...we really hit it off, would have been together would have, it seems like, been happy. Moved away, no fault of either...
    wimercc wimercc 18-21, M Nov 23

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    He's going to get married next year and he loves his soon to be bride very much. He's happy. I've hid my feelings for years and the idea of him kept me going for years. He will...
    thedeadprincess thedeadprincess 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    So, in grade 12 I wanted to do all these cool things like be a flight attendant, a fashion designer or a florist. But my mum said they weren't good jobs and my principal said I had...
    sweaterrweatherr sweaterrweatherr 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    There are the good times then there are bad times sometimes it feels like the bad over powers the good an life doesn't seem right which is now every night I cry myself to sleep...
    Curlytop242 Curlytop242 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Schwarzwalderkirschtorte Schwarzwalderkirschtorte 18-21, F Nov 21

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    Compared to many of my friends who had known what they aspired to be after college, I have always felt lost. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, but I did know I...
    arigray arigray 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am Louisiana born and raised ... From small town but am in love with New Orleans . Not in the touristy sense , but in the realest way possible . I know the possible pitfalls and...
    BornOnDaBayou337 BornOnDaBayou337 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I had a dream that I had to go on one of three paths- train, jumping from rocks to rocks, or on a path in the woods. I had to go on the one in the woods. As I was walking, I felt a...
    thebambsbeauty thebambsbeauty 13-15, F Dec 7

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    hi everone, i m new here and i thought i might give it a try i tried shrinks, antidepression, benzos, having boyfriends, chocolat, to get better but even if i know what's wrong...
    raya99 raya99 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ya' know what though, I don't mind. I mean if my muscles ache, it's because I've used 'em. It's hard for me to walk up them steps now, its 'cuz I walked up 'em every night to lay...
    tanlinesandtattoos tanlinesandtattoos 36-40, F Nov 28

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    Father Jerry (Pat O'Brien) asking Rocky (James Cagney) to "turn yellow" for the sake of the kids in the movie Angels With Dirty Faces, 1938. Jerry wants Rocky to behave in a way so...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 29

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    Hey, I want to take this off my chest as soon as possible, it's consuming me. I don't know if there is something wrong with me, if I look like an absolute freak or if I just look...
    tempusfugittt tempusfugittt 18-21 Dec 2

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    Women want there love to be reciprocated In the same way they give it. They want there romantic love to be as rewarding as they make their potential mates. They want there...
    wethebest wethebest 22-25, M Dec 9

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    I've been so depressed lately. I feel like it might be my relationship tearing me down. I don't know what to do. Don't get me wrong I love this guy. I just feel like he's not...
    JustOutOfTheRutt JustOutOfTheRutt 18-21, F Nov 17

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    Hi . I've always wanted to express my feelings but i don't have any close friend That i can tell this. So my parents devorced when i was 10 i think and i didnt spend That Much time...
    Readmystory Readmystory 13-15, M Nov 19

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    I know what my current plan is: don't fail in shool, then study something academic at university (engineering or physics.) so it looks like I'm doing something. Knowing what I WANT...
    maiomeN maiomeN 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    dalila1985 dalila1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    After watching "If I stay" all teary eyed and sulking. Reflecting on the fact that I myself could have been a great pianist. Then again I could have been a great anything I did...
    pinknotiq pinknotiq 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    elevating elevating 36-40, F Nov 24

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    I think I was around the age of seven when this happened. I remember two instances when I think I might have been molested by my god brother. In one memory I remember him pushing...
    CosmicBear01 CosmicBear01 13-15, F Dec 2

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