I Know When I Am Not Wanted

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 484 People

    Never Wanted Anywhere...

    Yes I learned at a very young age to take a hint! Not by my family but by everybody else. I was always the one everyone avoided and that sure has never changed not even in here! No one EVER has to come out and say so because I can just tell! Lots of practice. For example, if I've...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 18, 2011

    And Whenever I Feel This Way I Leave Or Get Away As Far As I Can

    Im good at picking up vibes and working with the energy of the room and I know when im not wanted I could just tell and I could tell when people dont like me
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2010

    But Still Tell Me....

    I am the kind of person that even I am unwanted I will still push myself if I really love you... I only endure the hurt, the pain... I want to be with you still
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 6, 2013

    Unwanted Me

    The group is laughing, having fun I come up there's silence. The girls are talking, smiling broad I speak up there's silence They're telling stories, pointing fingers I walk up there's silence Studying math, solving equations I add up there's silence They're singing songs...
    Elaine19 Elaine19
    18-21, F
    Mar 23, 2012

    Low Self-esteem May Cause False Alarms

    sometimes, we are oversensitive to the signals of others, and we feel unwanted even if that is not really the case. I spent the early decades of my life with low self-esteem, and I often felt unwanted among friends. By now I know they were true friends, and I was just...
    AgeingThinker AgeingThinker
    61-65, M
    1 Response May 3, 2010

    But i do understand. :D i'll just stick to not

    overwhelming people with my presence. Over and out.
    ivanaaaaa ivanaaaaa
    18-21, F
    Jan 19, 2014

    The Heck

    and it hurts........... :P I can feel it always.. coz no one will really want me to get to know. :/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 14, 2013

    Which Is Never

    But sometimes that doesn't stop me...sometimes. I take seditives and developed social phobia. It used to not bother me at all, I used to be super outgoing and hyper sometimes to the point of offending people...I used to be an activist. But now I know nobody would wanna be around...
    ineffableanomaly ineffableanomaly
    18-21, F
    Mar 9, 2011

    I really hate my life.

    ....i hate myself.....i have been suicidal before, even tried to run away. Why does my family hate me? Maybe I'm a crazy freak?.....i just want to die sometimes.....or leave. SERIOUSLY IS SOMEONE WILLING TO KIDNAP ME.....UGH.....
    izzyalmond izzyalmond
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2014
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Sep 4, 2015

    Oh Do I

    I can smell that from a mile away.That's why I sometimes avoid people.I don't want to be told "GTFO"So I just hide.What a pathetic existence.Whatever.I'll get past it..eventually.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    16 Responses Mar 8, 2011

    Need Prayers For Sweetcitywoman

    please everyone pray for sweetcitywoman, as she is going through some really tough times right now with her health, and she can use all of our prayers. i ty for this, as i know she will also. jesus is the greatest, and prayer is so powerful.
    Diana164 Diana164
    61-65
    May 8, 2012

    Obvious

    I can always tell when my presence in not appreciated. I catch many of the subtle undertones of social cues that most people miss.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2010

    Very Often.

    It's too bad that I'm a stubborn personality, persistent, and clingy. You think I leave when I'm not wanted? Think again, I stay very much so. Not because I want the pain, it's because running will be more painful for me. So I stay, knowing whenever I'm not wanted :]
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 28, 2010

    I Can Tell I'm Bothering You

    You can tell when you are bothering someone. Its doesn't take long to pick up on the subtle hints. But these are the people who are my 'friends'. Be there when I need them, please call or get in touch and they'll be there - oh bullsh!t. Not that I was expecting someone to...
    lookingbutnotfound lookingbutnotfound
    36-40, F
    Oct 25, 2012

    Not Wanted

    I imagine a poster, likened to those featured in the 'Wild West' movies. Instead of the word 'Wanted' written boldly across the top, is the words 'Not Wanted'. Below these words is a photograph of me. The photograph looks like it's seen it's better days, it isn't attractive in...
    kes36 kes36
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2012

    My Dad On The Phone

    When you get my dad's answering machine, his voice sounds like something tragical just happened. I always try to reach him person because he sounds so disappointed in that message. But then again, when I do reach him he sounds just as depressed. Why does this guy even have a...
    Sage360 Sage360
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jul 15, 2010

    And I Just Leave

    I don't like to overstay my welcome,
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    5 Responses May 3, 2010

    Not Wanted

    I feel it when I am not wanted.  Sometimes, I don't bother and still go to places where I feel like I am not welcomed, and there's other times and places, I do not go anymore.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jan 15, 2011

    I Know

    i know wen im not want if u dont want me there just say so
    tiara1992 tiara1992
    18-21, F
    Sep 11, 2011

    Hard Not To Tell

    My whole life people have made it pretty clear I am not wanted. I've always been, not sure how you would call it, but subhuman. I know everyone else is better then me, one because they tell me, two because they show me, and three because they just don't want me around. not my...
    ultrastench ultrastench
    26-30
    4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

    I also know when I am too boring to continue

    talking to. A lot of people think I'm boring and rubbish which is fine because really, I know that I suck. But today this cute guy asked for my number and now after speaking to me for like ten minutes, he's told his friend to tell my friend to tell me his phone is broken. All...
    JustTiggz JustTiggz
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 15, 2014

    I know when I'm not wanted

    because that's the time that ... I'M NEEDED 😊👠👠
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09
    46-50, F
    1 Response May 23, 2014

    There's A Warm Fuzzy Feeling

    NOT!   Rejection is a word that actually looks ugly in print.  <----------  Check it out over there. We've all been rejected for big or small reasons.The task is to take it well.   I never ask why. I never seek the person out or chase them...
    wiseowl wiseowl
    61-65, F
    1 Response May 2, 2010

    I Can Usually Tell :-(

    I can usually tell when i'm not wanted, by the way someone speaks, like the tone of their voice, or how they behave and their little gestures and mannerisms!, :-( Oh! yes, i can certainly take a "hint", when i'm not wanted!,. ;-(
    welshbabe welshbabe
    46-50, F
    6 Responses May 2, 2010

    Not Wanted

    i cant remember when i was really wanted by someone for me and not what they can get out of me. there arethough a few friends on the computer that care about me and dont want anything from me. my family doesn't really even know im alive. they go visit other family members and...
    Diana164 Diana164
    61-65
    4 Responses Apr 1, 2012

    Unwanted In Life

    yea i'm unwanted i can tell. when ppl up and stop talking to me, being unwanted by ppl, i turned to hobbies and learned quite abit on how to fix things to make up for being ignored. but then again when ppl have problems they need help with then they want me around. it's not fun...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 15, 2012

    I Always Know

    It's funny how every time I go out with friends, nobody is particularly interested in what I have to say. I do my best to put on a fake happy face and talk about whatever garbage current event or give an opinion on someone's story but nobody really responds. Try as I might...
    UnhappinessPersonified UnhappinessPersonified
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Sep 26, 2011

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