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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 29, 2014

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    There's just something so beautiful and amazing about running. The feeling I get when my feet are pounding against the sidewalk/pavement is indescribable. It's like I'm lost in my...
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    Some morning I look in the mirror and I feel like I'm beautiful, but most days I look in the mirror and I feel like I'm ugly. I've been told more than once that I'm attractive and...
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    I can openly admit when I'm wrong but mostly it's just to myself. I fell in love with a guy and he broke my heart three times and on the third try somebody unexpected caught me. I...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    I always listen to music when I'm upset I just get lost in the music and imagine a dance studio and by the end I'm happy as hell :)
    chelseybycroft901 chelseybycroft901 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Nothing- The script Honestly, it sucks when people don't understand you or are trying to see things from your perspective. I know I'm making the right decision for once but nobody...
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just don't know because I don't have a lot of friends at school because I like school and homework and tests so people tease me and I really don't care when they do but I start...
    AmyPond11th AmyPond11th 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've been reading a book on how to better discipline my children, pretty much how to get them to listen to me better. I ran out of options, tried everything I could think of. I...
    motherwhowantstheworld motherwhowantstheworld 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I have a great life but inside I feel so torn. I have worked so hard over the years in my career but am more happy when I am not doing my job then when I am. I used to love it when...
    ozdiva ozdiva 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I always have this pissed off look on my face when somethings wrong it shows to the point other people will be like.. Why are you so angry? I'm like I didn't know I was angry
    blessedwoman745 blessedwoman745 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    And when I'm hopped up on painkillers. I breathe deeper through my nose, and it gets kinda noisey. I watch my thumbs as I text, as if they are going to do something entirely...
    iamrae22 iamrae22 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Even makeup can't help me. I'm basically ******.
    Gill1998 Gill1998 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Today is a PRIME example!! The guy I was seeing went AWOL several weeks back and I just assumed he was done with us and nothing more would come of it. I missed him terribly...
    ctstranger ctstranger 41-45, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I'm alone and bored at home I'm usually horny too, so put my hand in my pants and touch myself. This normally turns into a wanking session after too long.
    jaimeedl jaimeedl 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    This is how I sometimes feel when I'm driving.
    Fallflower Fallflower 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want to go home. I'm in the place where I live and have lived for 11 years. I have a good roof over my head, did in my cupboards, clothes to wear, water to drink. I have two cats...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I talk to the voice in my head when I'm bored. Meh.
    GZPJ GZPJ 13-15, M a week ago

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    Well since I just graduated High school last month..whenever I was bored I would just get in trouble at school..i am a good student ..but just do stupid but funny stuff....i dont...
    yyoyoyoyoyoyoyo yyoyoyoyoyoyoyo 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's not particularly based on when I'm upset (although on most occasions it is) but usually music is my secret escape or my get away so to speak. Some songs even remind me of a...
    rachelcookie rachelcookie 16-17, F a week ago

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    HIIIIIIIIII!!!! I'm bored .............bleh
    Haleybruh2002 Haleybruh2002 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    But who knows when I actually am :P In the meantime, I am stumbling through this little thing called life.
    RealisticSmile RealisticSmile 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Meg Myers is getting me through this. (currently 'Poison') It's weird to be happy and upset at the same time. When you have an inner battle raging inside it's like having...
    cherryxblossom cherryxblossom 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    when I don't know how to say how I am feeling I just cry.
    jayroad jayroad 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I've lost a lot of the "fight" in me since I've gotten older. There are days when I'm just too tired to take a stand. Maybe it's depression, but it just doesn't seem worth it...
    LonesumnTx LonesumnTx 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    there was a one week program and in there I met some new friends, however one person is always in my memory, if I continue my story I may burst in tears but to be the honest when...
    anezah anezah 16-17, F Jul 19

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    This is an understatement. When I'm properly tired, it's almost like I've gone mad. I'll laugh at things that aren't funny, and my imagination runs wild when I'm in a public area...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Jul 19

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    Why is it that everytime I drink I think of my EX but when I'm sober I'm like wtf why did i do that
    sioma17 sioma17 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Because there is so much competition at school to be attractive and stuff it makes me feel pretty crap about myself:/ I don't think that I'm fat but I just really don't like my...
    EmilyyLouise EmilyyLouise 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    People think it's alright to be the main attraction! I'm hoping you drift into this wood and learn my main passion! I'm doing big and living life with every action. They say "I lie...
    Unspokenfree Unspokenfree 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 18