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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    It'll be the epitaph on my tombstone
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    I really can't understand this, I have a boyfriend since 3 years, I always feel sad or without confidence, this is horrible. I don't know what to do with me anymore and I feel so...
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    Love it.its just perfect .when I'm alone I can actually be my self.when music hits u I dont hurt.the words speak to u.making u feel wanted.when every one gives up on u and leaves...
    emo200 emo200 13-15, F Feb 12

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    I say I'm OK when I am and even when I'm not. Everything is fine! No not really. Never really. I say I'm fine because that is what is expected. If people knew half the things going...
    jrf9782 jrf9782 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I cry all the time when I'm alone I feel like that's the only way of getting through life right now
    vanessa5290 vanessa5290 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Love music... From just about all eras and genres. Music makes me happy even when It makes me sad. I love to crank my stereo high when I'm driving... Maybe it makes me obnoxious...
    bluebird73 bluebird73 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    Yea I know why I'm single because i'm too shy to ask a girl out and I'm afraid they will just say no all the time :/
    LoneLegend LoneLegend 16-17, M Jan 31

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    More like "I make stupid choices when I'm drunk" lol. ._.
    drewkyzer drewkyzer 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I like listening to different songs from the 90's when I'm upset or sad. Always makes me feel better.
    Allie9273 Allie9273 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    But then again I get drunk when I'm happy!
    Vincanity37 Vincanity37 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    As soon as I start feeling nervous or hit that feeling of anxiety, my stomach starts getting into knots. I hate this feeling. I lose my appetite, lose sleep, I can't function...
    khushali11 khushali11 26-30, F Jan 29

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    The pictures above indicate what my fake Mother's boyfriend's Father did because of her lies. She told these "men", and their families that I was a product of an African American...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 5

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    There is no affection and we are a brand new couple. Only been living together for a month. When we were just dating he would hold me at night and hold my hand and look at me with...
    goldylox919 goldylox919 22-25, F Feb 2

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    I feel alone in this world everyday. I have a family that loves me, but that doesn't seem to be enough. Does that make Me a bad person cause my family's not enough to make me happy...
    Benny412 Benny412 31-35, M Feb 16

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    I'm almost always "around" people. but I feel you need to enjoy the company in order to not feel alone :/ You can deduce that I'm not often pleased with my company or the people...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel like I don't have any friends. Even though people say that they are my friend, I feel like I really don't have any friends. I don't have the sort of company of friends...
    Benster5 Benster5 36-40 Feb 11

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    My profile picture is from my birthday all the way back from July when I was tan and had long curly hair when I looked good. Now since I'm not lifeguarding right now and it's not...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 12 Responses Feb 15

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    I had to keep these bands from the hospital around my hand so that my genocidal freak for a fake Mother doesn't beat me or cuss at me. She finds satisfaction in making me suffer...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 3

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    GRAPHIC PHOTO ALERT! THESE CUTS WERE DEEPER... I had to keep these hospital bands from the hospital around my hand so that my genocidal freak for a fake Mother doesn't beat me or...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    My heart is aching and I feel so alone!
    alexa22612 alexa22612 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I'm the quiet girl who always nods and smiles when you meet her. The one who always seems together with the house and family. The perfect husband with 2 kids. I never speak of...
    quietgirl36 quietgirl36 36-40, F Jan 31

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    Everyone needs an anchor. Perhaps that is why some of us are distraught when a promising relationship goes bad: we were expecting/hoping for an anchor but instead find ourselves...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 8

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    It's bad to be drunk at 13, I know. But maybe I'll die tomorrow, so I'll be good. And I want a girlfriend right now but she kinda has to be in my country?? Like?? I'm...
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 10 Responses Feb 11

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    I love cranking up to Bill Withers.. lovely Day .. Makes me sure feel good... When I wake up in the morning, love And the sunlight hurts my eyes And something without warning, love...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 4 Responses Feb 14

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    Sometimes when people asks me if I'm okay. I tell them yes I'm okay. I know if I tell them how I feel. They are doing to respond with "I'm sorry", "I hope you feel better".... As...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    I feel like the my world is slowly slipping away, like when you're about to lose consciousness. I'm losing control of life and I don't know what to do. I feel like as if my life...
    150035039m 150035039m 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I'm new to this site so add me as a friend all is welcome like Any good songs that people listen to full blast while driving hmu and tell me
    markBBBh markBBBh 16-17, M Jan 28

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    I'm curious about how I look like in the opinions of others. Honest opinions are great but please don't be too mean. :) Here's a picture of my face and body.
    PassionateIndifference PassionateIndifference 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    So right now I'm fine! That's what people say When there not ok right? I really feel fine that's the only way to explain my current mood. It's crazy because I've have been through...
    SusieBlu SusieBlu 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    I'm working my *** of for school but my marks are not that great. Everyone thinks I'm stupid, and I guess they made me believe that too. I want to pass my finals but I'm so...
    ABACDEE ABACDEE 18-21, F Feb 1

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