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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    Today has been a long day. Our church had a thanksgiving out reach meal did the homeless, shut ins, elderly, and low income families. Just to let them know they are loved. Lots of...
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    Ok pray, send good vibes, positive energy whatever you seem best. I have a Masters Degree on Social Work and have had it over four years. The public defenders office in our area...
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    Gingersmiles Gingersmiles 41-45, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Ok the interview went well last Thursday. It was an hour and forty minutes long. Got an email on Sunday night requesting a writing sample. I tried to write a short research paper...
    Gingersmiles Gingersmiles 41-45, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    This has been a weekend of self reflection and traveling down memory lane. It has been hard emotionally. It has been therapeutic. Time for ginger to smile again.
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    I spent all morning preparing on what I'm going to say, put on my finest clothes and shoes made sure my makeup was done and that everything was perfect, for that perfect moment...
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    Isn’t it supposed to be the people that love you and say how much they care for you support you? I know I’m pretty damn stupid as everyone keeps telling me but I’m smart...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Who m i? I really dont know. Where did i come from? Where i m heading to? Where do i have to go? What is my destination? Who knows? Me or you or someone else? I know what is the...
    SsL919 SsL919 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just have come to a conclusion of how alone I am. I have no friends. only have a few good people in my life. but otherwise I'm ******* alone. and it's all my fault. can't help...
    ashbomb ashbomb 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I prefer it. I feel uncomfortable listening to music without my earbuds in when other people are around. I take every chance I get to shower with loud music playing. xD It's just...
    Friability Friability 18-21 Nov 11

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    When I'm alone I Dance and sing. I can't dance or sing So I just do it when I'm alone doors closed
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    I like listening to music when I'm alone. I get to sing and dance crazy on my own with the door closed.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    I have these 2 best friends that go to my school. we do everything together. one day I left school a little earlier than them and apparently something happened to one of my friends...
    justaweebitnaughty justaweebitnaughty 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    I hate it when I just have a breakdown during school and feel like ****. I feel like no one is around and nobody cares when in reality there are people around who want to help. it...
    AnotherDumbProfile AnotherDumbProfile 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    Going completely mentally naked here: I seem to enjoy flirting with people, making them think I'm sexually available. I seem to do that to older men especially. I don't get why I...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I know that I'm not like I have a mini heart attack every time we take family photos. Now there are people who say "well I'm so unattractive" while they take five thousand photos...
    LSAF LSAF 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    i want to do sex when I'm drunk
    aadi2983 aadi2983 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    I get extremely talkative when I'm tired, and act almost hyper. :/
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I really wonder sometimes how many people will miss me when I'm gone & would say on TV something like that : " she was really quiet & didn't have any friends"... (Says someone who...
    DaddysGirl24 DaddysGirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I get really depressed when I'm tired
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    When I'm super tired, I get disoriented and act a little psycho. That or I'm the other end of the spectrum- really quiet. It depends what I'm doing and who I'm with.
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F Nov 8

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    When I'm tired I act like I'm drunk lol.
    liajip liajip 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 9

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    A moment of patience in moment of anger saves thousand moments of regret.. I really hate my anger and myself when I'm angry..
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 16

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    it gets worse and worse every time. i have the worst judgement when I'm bored.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    So I've been broken up with my ex for over a month and I've been in inpatient psychiatric care twice over said month for my anxiety disorder and depression. I don't really know...
    rorimori rorimori 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have insomnia, so I blurt out some very strange things indeed. And I tend to get very giggly and hyperactive when I'm overtired, not to mention my brain overloads, and it's just...
    ruralroyal ruralroyal 18-21, F Oct 27

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    Well, i don't know what is this felling should be called... Met this young tall good looking guy in a meeting. Known him for almost a year. From the first time i saw him, i said...
    fitflop fitflop 31-35 Oct 30

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    i know that I can't make my parents proud. i have no talent. making my parents proud was my only motive. since i know that i can't do that anymore, i don't know what I'm living for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 8 Responses Nov 2

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    When I'm really tired I act somewhat intoxicated, I have no idea why.
    nickwrocks1 nickwrocks1 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    When I'm tried I say stupid things. When I'm on the phone and I'm tried I would bring up stuff that happened 3 days ago into our new conversation or I bring up stuff that never...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    When I'm tired I talk to much. I just say everything that comes to mind.
    YouKnowIHateMyself YouKnowIHateMyself 13-15, F Nov 9

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    When I'm tired after getting up I'm groggy and easily irritable but if i haven't slept and I'm over tired I go crazy and hyper 😄😄😄
    IBleedBlue IBleedBlue 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12