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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    I'm not here to be your 'bestie', your latest, or your crew, I'm here for me, I'm not here simply for you. When I'm done working it out, I'm sure that someone will see, I telling...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    wtf is this!?!? everyone should be happy with who they are and live in the moment? I'm a work in progress... are you trying to change because somebody else are telling you?
    Njord85 Njord85 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    I joined this group because the title is so true. I am sitting here in my home getting ready to run out for errands which will keep me busy most of the day. That's a good thing...
    josephwrites josephwrites 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm sorry, and thanks for all the great memories.... Yesterday was great, and I had a great time... But I just cant... I can't and I just .... I cant... goodbye...
    debonaireash debonaireash 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    When I was younger, kids at my school woyld make fun of me which always made me feel bad about myself and insecure. Since then though, I have had a coupole of boyfriends and some...
    greenpurpleblack greenpurpleblack 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I do it when I'm bored and when my wife doesn't have sex with me
    bigfrank917 bigfrank917 31-35, M Dec 28, 2014

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    Yep when I'm nervous I crack them. It's really annoying and a habit. I'm trying to break it tho
    Alexlovesmusic Alexlovesmusic 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    In less then a few months I'll finish my program at school and will have to go out on an externship.... For this I have to quit smoking marijuana. I only smoke when I'm at home...
    behindthesegemineyes behindthesegemineyes 18-21, F Jan 1

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    When I'm 16, my parents promise me to get me anything I want. Well, I want to: Get my driving license Get TBC for Roblox Get a sports car >:D Get a collection of Lamborghini 1:20...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F Dec 29, 2014

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    im not alone right now 3 out of my 4 siblings are home.i couldn't concentrate on my school work because they have music on so i can't concentrate. my work is due today . so i got...
    jynx1 jynx1 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I'm new to this site so add me as a friend all is welcome like Any good songs that people listen to full blast while driving hmu and tell me
    markBBBh markBBBh 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    I just need someone whom I could hold and cry...I feel so depressed, alone... Being anorexic is kiling me and no one knows. I pretend to be happy and fake a smile. I help everyone...
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    It never fails! Usually I am surrounded by silence, then when I put my headphones on everyone starts talking to me.
    Dezireesdesire Dezireesdesire 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I think I'm loosing my best friend
    shethia shethia 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    the last couple of days in my life has been like hell itself...i always used to know what i was about, had a plan to everything and could slip out of the tightest of bad situations...
    Cubeball Cubeball 16-17, M Jan 13

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    I love Pandora, especially at night, that's when I feel they play the best slow jams. My favorite radios are Mariah Carey and Mya. Like I said especially at night, it's the perfect...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    feeling lost is the worst and not knowing how to talk to people, especially your love ones make it even harder . I say I'm OK but I'm not ! deep inside I want to scream and shout...
    poetic92 poetic92 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm always nude,24-7 so it is hard to tell. haha
    nudigirl nudigirl 22-25, F 27 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Got a long list of ex-lovers They'll tell you I'm insane...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    And I'm always listening to music.
    gybe gybe 18-21, M Jan 3

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    I'm a freshman in college right now and I'm starting my second quarter in two days, but I honestly have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I don't know what I want to do for a...
    dangar3669 dangar3669 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    As a kid I've always been bullied for my looks and brought down. Although as I've gotten older and told I'm good looking I don't know if it's true, all because of when I was...
    TayCon321 TayCon321 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Idk really I'm always called ugly in school what do you think?
    PabloBoyyyy PabloBoyyyy 16-17, M 4 Responses Jan 20

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    I know i still have a lot to go trhough cause i'm still young. I just come back from a trip to africa where i was a volunteer and i though that when i come back i'd knew what to do...
    Tifnaine Tifnaine 18-21, F a week ago

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    Honestly, sometimes I want other people to hear my music. I love my music and I want you to know this awesome stuff I'm listening to. If I'm driving on city streets, I might act on...
    enbybee enbybee 18-21, T 6 days ago

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    I Feel This Is The Only Way I Can Get It Out Without People Saying that its's all lies , A Few Years ago my mum married a Fellow , And at the beginning everything was fine until we...
    KaitlinDwan KaitlinDwan 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I worked the night shift sometimes I would get bored and go "pew pew" for no reason and I had a co worker who would always ask "what r u shooting lazors at?".
    mwiltshire mwiltshire 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    I'm so cold right now but that's how I like it :)
    EsteeVonne EsteeVonne 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    The tears pour out I clean them before anyone realizes The smile soon fades I force another one for the new audience They hear my laugh and assume I'm okay Just another show for...
    withpaincomesstrength withpaincomesstrength 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I don't think I'm attractive at all. I think I'm one ugly bastard lol
    MusicJunkie666 MusicJunkie666 18-21, M 6 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    they say I'm cute, sexy, etc but I never see it I mean look at me, should you be with someone else?
    Comicfangirl Comicfangirl 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    It's different, I don't like it but I do. He's married & I'm practically married? Maybe that's why it feels okay? I know it's not but I like it, I wish i didn't but I do. I never...
    SincerelyJasmineXO SincerelyJasmineXO 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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