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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 113 People

    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    I have a quite a few friends who are there for me but honestly I just feel like I'm in my own world where there is no one. I just feel alone every day even though when I'm with a...
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    Sometimes when I'm alone I'll act out entire scenes by myself and make them as realistic as possible. I'll create characters and do random things as the character would. Just what...
    AntiDepressantInTheMaking AntiDepressantInTheMaking 18-21, F 1 Response May 1

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    I've been having the roughest day of my life. Today I lost the love of my life due to me being a liar and not treating him up to what everyone and I know he deserves to be treated...
    mekaxoxo mekaxoxo 16-17, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ugly Kid Joe - I Hate Everything About You And I get sick when I'm around, I can't stand to be around I hate everything about you! Everything about you, everything about you...
    RoughDiamond17 RoughDiamond17 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm so optimistic and mellow when I'm on my period. Funny isn't it?
    W1ll0wstream101 W1ll0wstream101 22-25, F Apr 26

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    or when I'm trying to fall asleep
    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 26

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    Total opposite. I don't eat, when I'm hungry. I know. Doesn't make sense. But it does when you're depressed. So is it wrong to want to feel like this title? I mean, from where I...
    NaomiSoulJourney NaomiSoulJourney 31-35, F May 2

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    When i'm upset, when i'm happy, when i'm tired, when i'm awake. There is a style of music and song for every situation. The world would be a boring place without music
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 2 Responses May 4

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    That is tonight... "I feel heavy when I'm sad".... I came home after looking into his cold eyes & my chest feels empty
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F Apr 22

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    It's not even anything sexual. Lol I do it all the time. Even when I'm at school, sometimes I fall asleep that way.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Since I can't tell him, you guys are gonna have to put up with my sappy mood today, dammit! I miss you! You've made me look at the world differently. You inspire me. You are so...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I eat, even when I'm not hungry .. I eat when I'm lonely, bored, angry.. Just not to scream or hurt the others.. I eat a lot to make the stress and the pain less.. That's weird...
    blackheartedxx blackheartedxx 16-17, F May 2

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    Not as a sexual thing. I just do it when I'm bored haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 4

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    Evanescence- my immortal: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5anLPw0Efmo I use to listen to this band a lot when I was really depressed. Now I just listen to them when I'm angry, or...
    THISarcane THISarcane 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    And I complain when I'm bored! This is the reason I NEVER sing, but sit on social media complaining all day!
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    So I went to my cousin's birthday party. Me and my family decided to come. When we arrived to my cousin's place, My parents went and talked to other older people. I looked around...
    doge5263 doge5263 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    My younger sister thinks I'm weird because when I have a headache I tell everyone to be quiet and raise the volume to the music. Music actually makes my headaches go away.
    ClaireH19 ClaireH19 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I'm 14, I live in Cali and I always feel alone and I need someone around my age to be my friend.
    ItsBaddie ItsBaddie 18-21 1 Response May 13

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    I'm definitely not okay, I am really good at hiding how bad it is and it's pretty bad. I just wish I could sleep forever then I'd never have to deal with the pain.
    GodsArte GodsArte 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 29

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    mostly because I'm saying what the **** is wrong with this person!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F May 2

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    i feel like a freak on a leash, i took my pills ( my anti depression pills) i just feel so lost. the reason why am i here bcoz i have 7yo son. my husband have my son and im alone...
    chevo chevo 31-35, F 2 Responses May 10

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    Nickelback - Lullaby Well, I know the feeling Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge And there ain't no healing From cutting yourself with the jagged edge I'm telling you that...
    RoughDiamond17 RoughDiamond17 36-40, F May 12

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    Because it's the easiest way to escape from any difficult situation.When I isolate myself my head starts hurting from all the possible things I could have said but don't. Somehow I...
    lifehack lifehack 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So lately I have been very... Empty. Yeah I guess I can say that, it's been getting worse. I started crying today, just suddenly, I felt so incredibly lost. I can't be in my room...
    LoneFox29 LoneFox29 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have no motivation and I feel like I singlehandedly destroyed my life. I think of studying Psychology but I'm not even sure if I will be able to do that.
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I am playing soccer, I steal the ball from a girl. I hope she doesn't start something .. again. she turns with fury in her eyes why is she so mad we r just playing a game. I don't...
    nellybear214 nellybear214 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Under my desk at work sometimes. When I know I will not be bothered. Lol.
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Apr 26