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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M Sep 30, 2011

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 29, 2014

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    I act happy. I sound happy. so, that makes me happy, right? maybe I'm just a great actress. nothing is ever what it truly seems, look closer and you'll see, my dear.
    KittenIsAGoddess KittenIsAGoddess 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    There's no need to talk, I just want to feel close to someone and not be alone when I'm stuck down in that bad place in my mind.
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So I like to listen to music when I'm in the shower an today I had it on my Lady Antebellum station on pandora an my mom texted me an said "Turn That Crap Off You Can't Listen To...
    lexijordanne26 lexijordanne26 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Look closer and you can see everything I'm not showing people.
    W3areallmonsters W3areallmonsters 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Worst pay I've had in a long time, I can't afford all of my bills. Terrified about how I'm going to make it 30 days, literally can't afford to buy food and I'm hoping the pasta I...
    AnxiousTG AnxiousTG 31-35, T 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Is it ok to sometimes spin into a wealth of insecurity knowing that someone anyone will bring me back? Is it ok to bare my soul and hope upon hope that this time it'll be...
    JosephinaBallerina JosephinaBallerina 31-35, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm so colddddddddddddddddd
    Shadowkiss428 Shadowkiss428 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Crash and Burn by Savage Garden - I definitely needed to hear this today.---------When you feel all aloneAnd the world has turned its back on youGive me a moment please to tame...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I dont know but I want to know
    dieguito dieguito 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Isn't this toxic! Holding things inside is like sipping poison....Exactly, why would you do this. Well for one maybe it is the fact of the matter that these days it's hard to get...
    ItsRissa88 ItsRissa88 26-30, F a week ago

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    Music that helps when I'm pissed Drowning Pool - Killin Me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4oacmRI_Dw Drowning Pool - Step up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cgZfQPIojU...
    BurningFist BurningFist 22-25, M a week ago

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    I know I did this already but I'm bored
    Killingmesoftly78 Killingmesoftly78 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 25

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    I can't help the emotions that come over me sometimes. I just break down and cry when I'm alone in my room or when no one is home in general. I cry about the past a lot, I cry...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    i feel better when i am drunk
    khawarii khawarii 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I've been friends with my best friend for about 6 years. We have a lot in common but we also like different things. We laugh a lot together and have a lot of fun, but lately shes...
    corndogage123 corndogage123 16-17, F Aug 22

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    Now it's just constant lying.... why?? Because no one gives a fck you just spend this time trying to get someone to listen but they don't care.... I've tried so many times to talk...
    GrandmamaTemptationCx GrandmamaTemptationCx 70+, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    Talking about stuff with people online is great, but I need more than that. I need what I have never had, someone to hold me and comfort me when I am sad. No one has ever done that...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 22

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    I feel so lost and empty.. Sometimes I wish I was dead but then I think don't be so stupid why should I sacrifice my own life because I was treated badly? I don't even know who I...
    Victoriaa95 Victoriaa95 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 21

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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I lie to all of my friends and family telling them that I'm fine and they all believe me... when in reality I cry myself to sleep nearly every night... and for a year had a knife...
    chloebirchall chloebirchall 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    When I feel people staring really hard at me, I find myself fighting the urge to smile. I bust out laughing.
    SplitGivanni SplitGivanni 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    case in point I'm currently out of gas in the middle of ******* nowhere and no idea how the hell to get home
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M Aug 20

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    I failed all of my gcse's and my boyfriend has said the most horrible things to me, i'm devastated
    mxlly mxlly 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    There's this guy I am with almost every weekend. I've spent more time with him than I have with friends I've had for 30 and 40 years. I was sad and miserable for such a long time...
    xcryptic xcryptic 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Confessions of a Habitual Apologizer: I’m sorry. I say it when I bump into someone at the store, when my card doesn’t swipe the first time, and when my phone cuts out. In...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    I can't express how I feel. Part of me is scared that everyone I meet is judging me, but I know most people aren't. I feel so confident about my self and the way I look, and yet I...
    Lavenderwingless Lavenderwingless 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    currently listening 2 alesana beautiful in blue ...this song has me in my mood ...& it helps me get my thoughts situated wen I'm done with everything & everyone
    raythedragon raythedragon 16-17, F Aug 18

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