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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 16-17, F Oct 22, 2011

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 Dec 19, 2012

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    Sometimes I have no one to talk to and I'm always alone most of the time which is normal to me. I don't like being alone all the time, I like it when people talk to me, but...
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    People everywhere. I hear greetings of Happy Birthday to my nephew. Everyone seems happy and alive. Why do i feel this way? Why do i feel alone when i'm not.
    elel110993 elel110993 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I feel alone when I'm not. I know I'm not but I just do... I've been single for a year and 2 months. Yes if does get lonely and hurts sometimes,but I work at my job and workout and...
    cameron20 cameron20 18-21, M Mar 30

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    Like today. Everything seems to be depressing me. I'm so sick of everyone. I need to get away and meet new people. I'm so alone.
    whitemiddleclassteengirl whitemiddleclassteengirl 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    I really don't know. It's been years, to be completely honest. There's something, making me feel something that's close to anxiousnes and sadness, but I don't know what it is. When...
    OskarDR OskarDR 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    i'm a hypocrite. people, friends..come to me when they are upset..they want my advice..i cheer them up and say endless things about what they should do to make themselves feel...
    Namkeen Namkeen 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    When I'm really, really tired people tend to think that I'm drunk.. I act very crazy, giggle a lot and such stuff.. it's embarassing and funny at the same time.. ;)
    Ortolan Ortolan 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Let's just say live everyone else I'm not myself when I'm drunk I do stupid things again like every other drunk lol
    Maddya Maddya 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I especially worry about my appearance when I'm dating someone. Why do you think this is? Who else feels the same?
    kmiaz kmiaz 31-35, F a week ago

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    I know this seems odd but I've done this all my life... When I'm tired or upset and need to escape reality ... I like to just lay on my side or sit curled up and zone out to my...
    AngelinaRosa AngelinaRosa 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    FrenchRotterdammer FrenchRotterdammer 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I don't know if I'm Bi. I'm really confused :( I've been feeling this since I'm im 8th grade and now I'm a fresh college graduate. I get really attracted to girls, I mean really...
    nocturnalninja nocturnalninja 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Yes I Do Yes, I listen to music when I`m upset. It helps calm me down. I`d rather listen to music, then do something stupid that I would regret for the rest of my life.
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    I always feel lonely, though people around me, I still feel like i'm alone. and tbh it's sometimes better to be alone, I just need someone to talk to.
    GirlyGirlBil GirlyGirlBil 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    The love of my life abandoned me... I thought he loved me too... but I was just a joke to him...I feel so lost and alone, despite the best efforts of my wonderful friends... many...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 7 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm not sure if it's because I've loved and lost... the fact I had and now don't... or the fact because I've reached the unreachable and have been found completely useless and...
    armyguyclaude armyguyclaude 26-30, M Apr 6

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    Sometimes when I hung out with friends, I still felt alone. I admitted that there were something annoyed me in my mind. I should enjoy every moment. I am pessimistic result from...
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    Whenever I get mad or sad I put head phones in and it helps me calm down
    ILoveBaxter ILoveBaxter 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Just a few short months ago, I confessed my deep feelings for one of my best friends, lets call him Justin. My heart had been flourishing in anticipation of this single moment for...
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    CharlesFosterKane CharlesFosterKane 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    When I feel bad or upset I listen to music hoping it will turn my day around. Music is like my life .
    lorrta4 lorrta4 13-15, F Apr 5

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    It starts as a tiny thing then turns into a hurting in my chest It's hard to explain I always think It can be solved by rest I feel very bad Sometimes It hurts I want someone to...
    kitaday kitaday 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Paulchanning Paulchanning 41-45, M Apr 5

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    3milyFaye 3milyFaye 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Sknowflake Sknowflake 70+, F Mar 25

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