Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 107 People
A Look Into My Mind - My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying...
TheDevilsOwn 4 Responses 2 Mar 1, 2011
I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down - I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to...
lyricaldemise 0 Dec 19, 2012
My Neighborhood - Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
Sage360 0 Aug 2, 2010
What Its Like - A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought...
Hrmg 0 May 29, 2012
Criticism - I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just...
MechanicalBull 2 Responses 4 Apr 26, 2010
I Mean.... Damn! - I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
SaratogaGirl 13 Responses 0 Apr 13, 2010
Be Careful.... - It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
BamaBabe87 1 Response 1 Apr 26, 2010
In My Head - I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think, I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue...
unluckyrabbit 1 Oct 22, 2011
*shivers* - That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
SpiritOfTheRabbit 0 Jan 9, 2011
Fat Belly - I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
Manoucheka83 0 Mar 31, 2012
If - I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
Littlemisssomebody 0 Jul 23, 2010
When I'm Quiet....worry - I typically can just say how I feel but if I am truly hurt I won't say a thing. When it really comes down to it, I already know what the other party's excuse will be and I don't want to hear it. I go off about a number of things but a few things will...
AwakenSoul82 0 Nov 26
Scared Of Being Alone And Scared Of Socializing.. - I feel like the more people try to show that they love, care about me and want to be with me, the more alone, vulnerable and under attack I feel:[ I have been wanting to go to Sunday brunch with my mom for over a month, she and...
ineffability 1 Response 1 Nov 10
I'M Ok :'( - I always say i'm okay, i'm fine. But in reality, i'm not okay or fine!!! But some people, can't see that and are just like : "oh okay", even my family, can't see that i need them. And i dont know what to do anymore!!!! I feel like nobody cares, like if i disappeared...
TheFallenAngle 5 Responses 4 Nov 24
Feel Like I'M Dying Inside. - I am so nervous for tomorrow. I'm going to a new gastroenterologist to see if he can help me at all with my gastro diseases. I'm SUPER nervous because I read the reviews on this doctor and two people said he was great but one person said that he...
brittneybritney 1 Response 0 Nov 17
Alone In A Giant World - I have felt so alone. Even on here. I strike up conversation with people on here easier than I do in person but still they whither away. I don't know maybe it's just me. I'm a very shy person. If I'm in a room with lots of people I'll either stand behind...
Rescuediver1874 1 Nov 5
Single Life... - I broke up with my boyfriend of eight months about a month ago. All of my friends immediately stopped supporting me because I was the one who broke up with him. No one cares that he was emotionally abusive or that I'm falling apart inside, they're just going on...
handsheldhigh 0 Nov 17
Are We Alone?! - Is it just me that consistently & almost constantly, always feels alone?? I mean I'm 21 as of Nov.17th ... And yet I feel exactly the same as I did at 20 & 19. I thought I'd transition from teenager to young adult real simple-like... Yet that obviously still hasn...
Mcgregor117 1 Response 0 Nov 19
🎶❤ - When I'm feeling blue, I like to put on mellow music and sink into my sad mood! My favourite is "yesterday" by the Beatles. I put that on, have a glass of alcoholic root beer, and stew in my bad mood! Hahaha... That sounds pretty lame.
Elzkitty 1 Response 0 Nov 21
Music seems to help wash my problems away or just generally cheer me up when I'm down like now..
LostGirl279 1 Response 1 2 days ago
Listening While Singing It Now - Krewella- Human Is anybody there, does anybody care what I'm feeling? I wanna disappear so nobody can hear me when I'm screamin' Cus I could use a hand sometimes Yeah I could use a hand sometimes They say pain is an illusion This is just a...
estles 0 Nov 24
When I'm upset I always find the sad songs on my iPod and listen to them.
maddielea 2 Responses 6 2 days ago
And Then I Cry... - I used to love, love, love music...all different types!! Nowadays, since the beginning of the aftermath, I'm more afraid of music than anything!! I hear songs & am flooded with emotions!! Memories come rushing over me & I can feel a lump swelling in my throat...
wallpainter13 1 Response 4 Nov 16
So True..... - I guess I feel I have this duty to be strong for everyone around me. I'm selfless when it comes to how others feel, a lot of the time I sacrifice my own happiness or unhappiness to brighten someone else's day. I care a lot about others... Sometimes I wonder who...
FireQueen10 2 Responses 2 Nov 21
I'm Okay - The reason I say I am ok , I have so many issues in my life, I think its best to not say how I am...
sevier777 1 Response 2 Nov 23
I Miss Him - I miss him so much!!! I would do anything to tell him I love him again. We would talk about everything. We would talk all day and night. We would fight a lot but always said we loved each other before we went to bed. I miss when I had to go and u wouldn't stop...
bri8231 1 Response 0 5 days ago
I like angry music it calms my nerves when I'm upset bt I listen to all sorts of stuff when I not pissed
rue139 1 Response 1 21 hours ago
right now, for example. I'd rather be physically alone than feel alone as I lay next to my partner. this is something I fear I'm used to now
expoint 1 Response 0 5 days ago
Enough Said - I'm a lightweight , paying for a headache just dosent appeal to me any more . I could think of better things to do .
cajunlady337 0 Nov 15
Thought I was over my ex.. It stings so bad knowing he cheated on me. I know for sure it was emotional but wish I knew he physically did it. We were together 6 years and we've been broken up almost 3 years, but the hurt and anger and sadness still remain. He is with the girl he...
whoevausayiam 0 1 day ago
I Always Feel Like This. - I just wanna know how it's like to wake up one day and be happy, how it's like to have friends and smile, a real smile. Nor how it's like, to be popular and loved and, not have so much problems and imperfections.. I just don't wanna feel so dn bad...
SorrowSword 1 Response 1 Nov 9
Music - At the end of a long, hard day full of loneliness, depression, and rejection, I put my headphones on, put on one of my favorite songs, and I'm happy. I often reflect upon the day or my life while doing so. Or sometimes I just lose myself in the notes.
MusicLover1971 1 Nov 23
Simon And Garfunkel Homeward Bound Lyrics - I was listening to this song sometime back.Just then someone here asked a question about home on e.p.I really liked the lyrics of this song.So nostalgic.I'm sittin' in the railway station Got a ticket for my destination On a tour of...
mona87 1 6 days ago
Thats Nerdy Me - I am 16 all guys our there kissed somebody but i havent kissed its because i am nerdy every one has a gf but i havent guess i will be alone forever and ever
pein 1 Response 0 4 days ago
Love This. - All I, all I, all I, all I All I have in life is my new appetite for failure And I got hunger pain that grow insane Tell me do that sound familiar? If it do then you're like me Making excuse that your relief Is in the bottom of the bottle And the greenest indo leaf...
xFaithless 3 Nov 27
Make Me Strong - I know I'm waiting. Waiting for something. Something to happen to me. This waiting comes with trials and challenges. Nothing in life is free. I wish that somehow YOU'd tell me out aloud that on that day I'll be ok but we'll never know cuz that's not the way it...
herotherself 1 Nov 16
I'm a Virgin. But my mind is overly sexually hungry with filthy sex-crazed thoughts about ******* and fingering and wetness and the rough and aggressive movements. Holy fck. I can't even concentrate. Paying attention has peaked down to my lowest. I'm on the verge of just flying...
fluxxxcap 0 3 days ago
Yes I do this all the time. I'm such a caring person and even when it's not my fault, I feel the need to say sorry
Colton94 0 2 days ago
I always listen to sad music and cry if I'm upset
Fedupwiththeworld 0 1 day ago
Music - Music is pretty much a huge part of me. I can't really play music but I really like to mess around with the piano once in awhile. I have Clinical Depression. I feel like music can sometimes take me out of the world and put me into the universe. Not in a different...
mylifeislike 1 Response 2 Nov 16
My Self? - ....................I have seen poverty and ignorance, a poor girl trying to support a family of five , working three jobs, physically exhausted , mentally drain from the thinking of what else she could do. I have seen deception, betrayal, the lies behind the cheating...
Mags40 0 Nov 17
I Started Listening To Music In High School - Well I've always loved music but I really started listening in high school. When other kids would make fun of me I would listen to the music on my iPod to drown them out.
Lovepurple95 2 Nov 19
I Need Someone To Comfort Me - I was once sad lonely,having nobody to comfort me, so I wore a ask that alway smiled to hide my feeling behind a lie.
Bida7 0 Nov 25
ME? - ....... I had a very unhappy childhood, and I wasn't a happy child., and I am not a happy adult. I used to like being alone so I can hear all the characters and voices inside my head. They speak a different language so is very hard for me to understand them I think that's...
Mags40 1 Nov 17
Music Is The Cure - So when Iam alone I always listen to music cause I find a lot of answers there , my favorite song is therapy by all time all , it's simply my story it's just amazing , and I listen to a lot of other artists but u know my taste in music is a little weird I love...
brokenV 2 Responses 2 Nov 13
Like Now - Haven't felt wanted or needed in a long time I never get asked to hang out with anyone. I never feel loved and always feel alone.
Amandakellyxoxo 1 Response 1 Nov 16
HAVE YOU EVER....... - Have you ever missed someone you've never met? Wanted to get up and go somewhere but didn't know where you wanted to go? Have you ever been restless in life? Longing for an experience to make you whole, yet not knowing what that experience is...
Maria6691 1 Response 2 Nov 11
Darkness - I don't know what to do. Should I leave ep or do I take the chance that this will happen again. Recent events have really put a strain on my marriage. I thought what we had was strong and untouchable. But my thoughts were wrong. When a friend of my husbands started...
holehearted79 2 Responses 3 Nov 21
In Need Of Advice - I am 20 yrs old and a virgin i would like to save myself for that special person who I would call my husband. The problem is that I have been getting really horny lately. It happens a few times a day. I don't know how to help it. I've tried ************ a...
LunaSantos 5 Responses 4 Nov 19
Lana Del Rey - I have been obsessed for like 2 weeks. She steals the words from my life. :/
Infinitgemini88 3 Responses 2 Nov 22
This is why I can't have sleepovers.
Bettypoob 1 Response 0 4 days ago
Upset Or Not - Music can calm you down or cheer you up. It can also pump you up and make you more upset. I listen to music all the time upset or not.
Mejoe 0 3 days ago
Always... - I am a student of life. I've never had a 4.0.
deleted 1 Nov 8
Hurt - "There's just to much time can not erase"-evanescence . My family just got in a fight , I hurt I need help . Someone to talk to. Please help.
lonelyangel3321 5 Responses 4 Nov 10
State Myself - I can put my feelings on this website and I don't need to tell anybody who it is. This is the only place I can tell my true feelings along in my counselor's office.
asert12345678 0 Nov 19
Calms Me Down ~ - Its like i go into another world . When im upset i just listen to music . It makes me feel happy . I know even though i was upset a few seconds ago, i can still think about the future and think positive . Those few notes help my brain just to calm down ~
DanielXav 3 Nov 27
Depressed and somewhat lonely. When you break yours and someone else's heart it hurts. To clear my mind I sit and listen to the songs of how I feel; Bruno Mars: it will Rain Skillet: Believe Vanessa Carlton: A Thousand Miles Secondhand Serenade: Like a Knife Evanescence: My...
ajl04 2 Responses 7 a week ago
Ice Cream And Cake And Cake - NOW SLIP SLIP SLIP AND SLIDE! WAIT HOLDUP TAG TEAM!.......sorry i am sleepy......man i need a nap
imatmntgal 0 3 days ago