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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Jul 23, 2010

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    I want someone to talk to me. someone close to me. I'm in Washington. I'm always alone.
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    i´m not alone, i hate my family and friends They give me love and i have love, but not some one to give that love too </3
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    I made a mistake and now those who I used to call friends hate me. My parents are hardly ever around, so I spend most of my days just staring into a TV, watching the lives of...
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    When I'm sleepy I can't stop doing stupid childish stuff. Lol, and I'm always laughing at everything.
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    I honestly I don't know if I'm gay or bisexual. I have a girlfriend and she's a really good and caring person but I have dreams at night about men and boys in like a sexual way...
    fraeddyr fraeddyr 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    I hate saying im Okay when I'm not. I feel like I'm dying inside.. But if people want me to be happy so be it ..
    Happyness7 Happyness7 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    That is tonight... "I feel heavy when I'm sad".... I came home after looking into his cold eyes & my chest feels empty
    IntomeYousee IntomeYousee 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Yeah...i start to laugh at everything and for some reason i love to listen to SOJA and AC/DC when i´m drunk....oh...if i could feel like that all the time....damn depression
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Yeah so I used to just pretty much shut down completely when I'm really upset about something. I didn't talk, I didn't socialize I just existed..... And then he came along and he's...
    FireQueen10 FireQueen10 22-25, F a week ago

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    So I am really popular at my school and there's a boy and he likes me but I don't like him and people aka (my friends and my crush ) are teasing me about him and when we have to...
    Chloe144 Chloe144 13-15, F 58 mins ago

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    I often wonder why I do this. Today for instance, I had to bring my mother to the ER due to dehydration. When we arrived her body was beginning to go into shock. They admitted her...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 31

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    So there are times like tonight...where I'm trying to get my life back together but I just don't know how or let alone where to start. And things became so ill-placed I'm...
    GeekyGangstaGirl GeekyGangstaGirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Sometimes? More like all the time. Alone please I do it at work while walking around the house. Even while I'm writing this story my lips are moving. Yes I'm a great...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 12

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    It's been 16 years. Are we roommates? I think we are. It's not that he's a bad person. He's a really good guy. He's my best friend, has been for a while. Except for the parts...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F Mar 28

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    One time my older cousin took me to this party and I actually got drunk. Afterwards when we were headed back home I was leaning all out the window and almost opened the door tbh...
    touchtorelax touchtorelax 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 14

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    When I say I like it loud, I mean it! If I can hear myself singing, it's not loud enough. I've heard me sing, it needs to be covered up.......... I hate what I call "Dumb...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    The sad feelings. The old dealings. The new problems. I miss the partying too much. Riding with my homies. Kickin back with the homies chiefin back in my hood. Slangin and gettin...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M Apr 3

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    I'm an only child I think it's self explanatory lol
    MJP88 MJP88 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Well,I will be tonight.My husband is taking our kids to grandma's ,and he is going snowboarding.I'm looking forward to the peace and quiet!No kids,no husband,it's been so long...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 18 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm going to SMILE like nothing's wrong, PRETEND like everything's all right, ACT like its all perfect, even though inside it really hurts!!!It really hurts when you expected so...
    syedanazia syedanazia 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    My mind and my body miss you. My heart probably does too but there's no way I'm letting you know that.
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I Have a girl best friend who I'm only friends with, but I don't know why I Still blush everytime We hug or when she tickles me, since We've been friends since very little
    Charliewells Charliewells 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm starting to fall apart. I can feel my integrity break. I can feel my mind is unable to focus anymore. I really don't know what's going to happen when I come undone.
    KevinAMillan KevinAMillan 18-21, M Mar 30

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    Awh Shinedown look what you did you kicked the mood a step lower ;^; Now I'm all depressed. "Those songs" from my childhood, why do they mean so much and sound so radiant, its...
    RawrrrrItsAIexa RawrrrrItsAIexa 18-21, F Apr 11

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    My issues are very small as compared to everyone else's. Of course I'm gonna say I'm okay. Why would I say I was fine? Not that anyone ever cares or needs to know. My problems are...
    GoodAsDeadMasterOfDeath GoodAsDeadMasterOfDeath 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm not okay, I'm really not. I don't know why I bother pretending I'm okay either. I feel like I can't breathe anymore because of the pressure around me. I can't cope and I can't...
    maebaldoza maebaldoza 16-17, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am not okay... I'm crying almost everyday but I always put up a strong face in front of everyone. I always break down whenever I think of my husband's affair. It breaks me even...