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I Know When I'm In My Head I'm Alone In A Bad Neighborhood

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    I'm The First Person To Tear Me Down

    I have always demanded more from myself than any one else does. I am also the first to criticize myself. I have learned that when I am looking inward and contemplating myself I always tear myself down. I am indeed my own worst enemy.Not to mention, my head is full of crap. I have...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 19, 2012

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    A Look Into My Mind

    My head is blank my world has darkened the demons of my past come out to play the lifeless body the prison I have come to know trapt in my head depression gullain barre they both have faces I have seen. Happiness is a beautiful woman dressed in White laying dead gagged and bound...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 1, 2011

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    If

    I knocked on my own door I'd tell me to go away.
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 26-30, F Jul 23, 2010

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    Fat Belly

    I use to be so small now I fel so bad to have so menu weitgho
    Manoucheka83 Manoucheka83 22-25, F Mar 31, 2012

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    In My Head

    I can't fully explain what goes on in my head, mainly because I don't understand all of it, but all I know is that when I have days were I do nothing but think,  I am at my worse. It's almost like a drug, at first I just play around with my imaginations and continue my precious...
    unluckyrabbit unluckyrabbit 18-21, F Oct 22, 2011

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    I always see my neighbors trying to see what

    I'm doing and listening. When I leave the house they would be looking out the window until I drive away, same thing when I return they would be at the window. And when I look at their window they try to hide. My room is right by their driveway and late at night they would go out...
    dtarget dtarget 41-45 2 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Criticism

    I think this way sometimes...surely not all the time though. But sometimes I self-criticize and it's like being heckled from the windows as I pass. "Are you kidding with that outfit? You look like a clown!" ..."Oh yeah, go into the restaurant fattie, that's just what you need...
    MechanicalBull MechanicalBull 36-40, M 2 Responses Apr 26, 2010

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    It's Sad And Desolate...

    When left to my own devices for very long I usually end up getting myself into a state of melancholy.  I dwell on things that have happened and most of the time I don't even realize it until I'm so upset that its useless to try to stop it.  So I would say that my...
    amahaterita amahaterita 26-30, F Aug 25, 2010

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    And.... *drum roll please* let the drama begin.

    I hate holidays, as far as ones go this hasn't been too bad actually I survived it with a load of avoidance, the internet, and well yeah more avoidance...Today I just want to sit here and cry, period. It's almost that day again that I'd love to celebrate but can't bring myself...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 26-30, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Be Careful....

    It's dangerous in here.... someone could get hurt... muahahaha...ahem.
    BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2010

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    I Mean.... Damn!

    I have totally and absolutely GOT to stop believing everything I think!
    SaratogaGirl SaratogaGirl 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 13, 2010

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    *shivers*

    That's a scary place and I don't like to go there.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F Jan 9, 2011

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    Dark And Scary

    When I'm in my head ,which I most of the time, I am in a dark and frightening place that is full of demons fighting against me. My head is like a battlefield at times especially if I am feeling sad.
    EmotionalRaven EmotionalRaven 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2011

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    What Its Like

    A friend of mine recently told me that I was one of the very few people that she hadn't fully "figured out." I asked her what she meant by that, and she said that she just doesn't get me, or why I am the way I am. She hasn't figured out how to describe my thought processes...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F May 29, 2012

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    My Neighborhood

    Instead of windows, my neighborhood has mirrors. When I look out, all I can see is myself. I never get any trick-or-treaters. But there are an awful lot of firecrackers all year 'round. Don't know where they come from. They can be a bit startling.
    Sage360 Sage360 41-45, F Aug 2, 2010

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    I I keep getting on here hoping that I'll see something or talk to someone, and that I'll recognize what I'm searching for when I see it. I don't know what I'm looking for. I don...
    thatonewoman thatonewoman 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I got home yesterday from a long day at work and noticed that my boyfriend who is staying at my place for a few days ordered a pizza. I asked him if I could have a couple of slices...
    Pooh1993 Pooh1993 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 11

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    I've had about 20 minutes sleep thanks to some stupid Scottish bint phoning my husband at 2am, thinking he was some *** called Brian, then phoning back and leaving a voicemail...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F a week ago

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    Music is therapy..when I'm mad I don't have to drink or smoke I just listen to music and let the beat take my helplessness into the notes that carry us away from our problems.
    NanaAnn96 NanaAnn96 18-21, F Mar 11

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    I'd do it for nothing (but don't tell anyone.) I feel content when I am writing, like I am where I'm supposed to be. Alas I need wages so I'm working at something that is OK but...
    caralouise caralouise 46-50, F Mar 12

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    ¨*•♫♪ Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
    caramelcuteness caramelcuteness 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Yeah...i start to laugh at everything and for some reason i love to listen to SOJA and AC/DC when i´m drunk....oh...if i could feel like that all the time....damn depression
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Why can't I seem to find anyone to love me? What am I doing wrong? It can't be that hard. Well at least not for everyone else. Almost everyone I know has someone. Most of them are...
    RedSally RedSally 36-40, F Mar 18

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    It's been 16 years. Are we roommates? I think we are. It's not that he's a bad person. He's a really good guy. He's my best friend, has been for a while. Except for the parts...
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Mar 5

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    I can make the bad boys good for a weekend. ;-)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I'm feeling certain I'm going mad today. My mind won't stop thinking but it cannot think of the right thing to do. I have been like this to please everyone, to be the good daughter...
    vwoolf53 vwoolf53 22-25, F Mar 16

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    My entire life feels like a one way ticket, and after coming out of this latest hard streak- I'm really surprised and impressed with my ability to cope and challenge myself to form...
    pleasedontkillme pleasedontkillme 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    So yesterday my mom relapsed and i had to take her to the hospital the doctor said that there putting her back into rehab. So I'm going to have to stay with my grandma for about a...
    Englishmuffin15 Englishmuffin15 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well,I will be tonight.My husband is taking our kids to grandma's ,and he is going snowboarding.I'm looking forward to the peace and quiet!No kids,no husband,it's been so long...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 18 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't feel like anythings real, it's like the world has been programmed, my boyfriends the only person that feels real and I'm scared even he is slipping away into the fake world...
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F Mar 16

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    When I was a high school student,my classmates don't want me because I'm too childish,over-acting.(As one of them approach me and I know of what I am) They ignore & never talk to...
    jonnvee jonnvee 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    And the worse part is there is no one here to talk to. I just sit for hours waiting for the sun to come up. My block is so quiet. hardly a car goes by after 11 pm. Every now...
    cljmovies cljmovies 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I Have a girl best friend who I'm only friends with, but I don't know why I Still blush everytime We hug or when she tickles me, since We've been friends since very little
    Charliewells Charliewells 13-15, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    That really drives me insane because it makes me feel like he/she doesn't trust what I'm saying.
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F Mar 1

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    I'm listening to The Cure way too much.
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 2 Responses Mar 2

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    "I'm good", have to say so because that's one of my job, so..
    Kayu96 Kayu96 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    nobody even asks if I'm o.k
    Ishapian Ishapian 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    i have seen many handsome boys eyes brighten when they see me.i am mostly on my own.i don't give them a single hint in order to attract them nor do i dress like a fashionista.but...
    jez999 jez999 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    In this moment I'm quite drunk, I had an hard day at work, but when finished I went out with friends and drink some beers. I haven't had a Real dinner, so I'm a bit drunk!!
    MrZenigata MrZenigata 26-30, M Mar 7

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    I'm bored! If anyone would like to have a conversation, inbox me! 🙈
    Laura328 Laura328 22-25, F Mar 14

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    I can't help but compare myself to others. My friends are more than just full time students. Here I am at home, still living with my parents, gaming, hardly a social life and no...
    ikg00 ikg00 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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