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I Know You Can't See My Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 207 People

    I Don't Think Anyone In Real Life Can...

    I am sure everyone would describe me as a happy, go lucky type person who is always smiling. It is a mask, one I wear to get me through everyday. Nobody knows the pain I go through and feel on a daily basis. It makes me feel bitter as I am so caring towards others but then it's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response May 30, 2011

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    How...

    How will you know I am Hurting, if you cannot see my Pain? To wear it on my body, tells what words Cannot Explain.... You don't see the scars....you don't see the tears....because you choose to see nothing that isn't perfect.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    I Know That Most Haven't Felt It Either.

    I cry myself to sleep because I am terrified to close my eyes. Not many people have felt this pain I have. Yet I hide my pain because I don't want to be hurt again. No one can see my pain.
    writingislife writingislife 18-21, F Jul 10, 2010

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    Pain

    hurts worse on the inside, its like being stabbed deep into yourself without the object penetrating your body from the outside. my feelings are so far gone i feel like a zombie. when i do feel something its weird, i could cry before i knew i was sad, or id laugh before i knew...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 10, 2010

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    Being The Smiles And Laughs...

    You know when somthing SO bad happens to you, you kinda just go threw life hoping and praying that things get better. You finally realized that after so much time has passed and that things are still the same. I have exxperienced this. I went around carrying this weight on my...
    JenJen2011 JenJen2011 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2010

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    I Think Part Of It Is Over.

    I'm finally stopping self harm... i know its not getting me anywhere, I just have to keep myself busy from now on.... an see how long I can go without it. I quit on my own, and now I'm getting migraines, but its better than nothing.
    LostInMyOwnWorld98 LostInMyOwnWorld98 13-15, F Jan 10, 2011

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    You Can't

    and you can't feel it..I wouldn't wish that on anybody
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 27, 2009

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    I Dont Know The Tittle, I Just Wrote It Give Me A Break.

    have you ever taken a blade to your own skin? feel the pulse under the blade you find soft skin, i feel drained tonight, and i didnt even cut through the skin, i feel it tugging and trying to rip me open, make me bleed the words of sin, my blood is my savior, its me dancing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    Something To Laugh About

    You can't see it because I'm embarrassed to admit it,so I cover it with jokes,and trying to be funny. Sometimes it catches up with me,and I'll cry for a few minutes,but most of the time I ignore the pain,or try to keep busy,or find something funny to laugh about.
    cryingoveryou cryingoveryou 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    Partly....

    Because I don't show you my pain. I don't share it with you, or for anyone for that matter. I keep all my pain inside me, or in my stories, so unless you read this, you will never know the pain that I am in, or the pain that I am feeling.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2010

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    ....

    How will you know I am Hurting, if you cannot see my Pain? To wear it on my body, tells what words Cannot Explain.... You don't see the scars....you don't see the tears....because you choose to see nothing that isn't perfect..
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2010

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    Chronic Knee Pain

    It was late afternoon middle of winter a warm 22degree day, I was in shorts and T shirt. I had forseen this accident and took care but it was going to happen regardless. A cold change blew in and I slowly turned to pick up my chain saw and I thought I heard a gun shot as my leg...
    ozroller ozroller 51-55, M Jul 24, 2010

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    My Heart Is Ice

    my heart is ice under this pale skin, it takes all my strength for it to beat again, its heavy and hard, and it weighs on my soul, like thick air after death. it moves slow, and acts old, why i feel so old in a 20 year old body, ill meet you down stairs in hells lobby, i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 24, 2010

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    Pain

    Some people who know me can see when I am in really bad physical pain but no one can see my emotional pain.I feel like no one wants to know me really.I know alot of people but rarely talk to anyone. I have 3 male best friends and my 1 female best friend I am married to.They know...
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Apr 10, 2011

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    All You May See Is Tears

    no one can see the pain i live in from losing my wife at the age of 19 and her mother and the pain i felt when i cameout of the coma after the crash to see my grandmother sitting by my bed then being given a shoot and the nuxt time i woke up the family was there except my wife...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jul 7, 2011

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    Because I Don't Let You See It...

    I know you can't see the pain that hurts me down to the core, because I refuse to share it, I refuse to let you see that pain. I don't want you to see it, I don't want you to be exposed to that kind of pain and know just how bad I hurt. I refuse to let you see the pain I carry...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 6, 2011

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    Stressed

    stress is like the leaf on my shoe, its not hurting me, im not in pain, but it bothers me and i cant remove it and so i feel completely insane. its a leaf on my shoe, yet it feels like bricks after fighting with it, it sticks like glue, and after all that stressing, all i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 24, 2010

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    I Know They Cant

    But sometimes i want people to see my pain, to see that i am hurting. But they dont. My family definatly cant see my pain, and it hurts cause i just feel like yelling cant u see iam hurting inside.  But then i think to myself if they asked me whats wrong would i tell them...
    Darkfarey Darkfarey 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Because....

    I tend to hide to not make u worry. Even if it kills me from the inside I just want u to be happy...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2010

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    My Pylonidal Cyst News

    Yesturday I had an apointment with a doctor at a major regional hospital, to see  whats going to happen with my pylonidal cyst.  Basicly for him to have a look, and probe at it,  from what he had to say about it was the best thing that i herd for  a long...
    Roperdo Roperdo 22-25, M Dec 15, 2010

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    You Can't See My Pain

    You can't see my pain,You see,It's in my mind,Memories,A hell bygone,Hopefully,Never to return,That day,I'll never forget.
    plasticfantasy plasticfantasy 46-50, M Sep 12, 2012

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    Not All

     Of it anyway! I do my best to hide it but that can be hard..... I Know for a fact no one could or does. I mean when everything was going on with my uncle.. For 4 whole years no one even noticed a thing! If you notice I am sad, annoyed or angry, its because I want you to...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 29, 2010

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    Invisible

    The pain is invisible, I look alright but inside the physical pain is excruciating!! People can't see it so they dismiss it and me as a fake, but I have the MRI,XRays and tests to prove that wrong. I have had enough of the dirty looks, I want to scream t out as loud as I can...
    lingerieme lingerieme 51-55, M Aug 9, 2011

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    You Can't See...

    =/ but im in excruciating pain. i don't know what to say, other than you'll never see it. 
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 12, 2010

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    Nice

    You never see. No matter how clear it is, in the way I talk and the words I say. At least I listen, and I give advice. But all you can say are things that don't mean anything. I keep telling myself that I am just over looking into things, but why does this keep happening then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 18, 2013

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    This Will Help You.

    http://video.server.dhamma.org/video/intro/vintro.htm watch the videos on that page with an open mind. Peace.
    tyrian69 tyrian69 22-25, M Sep 12, 2012

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    It's Because I Hide It

    No one really knows how much I hurt.. I alway hide it with humor or even silence. No one really knows the truth..
    dinosaurus dinosaurus 18-21, F Jul 7, 2010

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    Which Is How I Like It

    And that is how I like it I do not want to show my pain It is mine to bear I will not share it It is mine and mine alone I will not be that sort of burden To anyone
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 17, 2009

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