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I Know You Will Never Read This

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    Thank You

    Thank you for being my friend and so much more when I needed you most.  I know we have moved on and it's been a struggle to stay in touch, but you will be one of those people that will have a special place in my heart for the rest of my life. 
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    There Are Days When...

    ..I wish we had never met. There are days when I wish that I had never trusted you, when I think that I could so easliy have hurt you more. There are days when I wish that maybe that extra punch in the head could have traded your life for my childs. There are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    Dear Asa, I'm sorry I didn't make it to

    18. I'm sorry I couldn't hold out 236 days. I need you to how much it means that your cared enough to delay the inevitable, how much it means that you tried to save me even when I was past the point of saving. I remember when I first meet you, you came to my high school...
    Ebbal Ebbal 18-21, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Pickled bunions dreaded cabbage banana

    and mustard sandwiches!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Dear Former Friend,

    Things got really messed up between us. Now that I have calmed down a bit, I can't say that everything was your fault. Yes, you betrayed me, but I pushed you away. I know I'll never see you again, and I can't say that I want to. I just wish that we could have worked everything...
    blargblah blargblah 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Letter to My Ex Girlfireand Amanda Who I Loved So Much

    i know that your never going to read this amanda but i wanted to write this   amanda, i know we have had some rough times and that you hate me for all that i have done but i wanted to say i love you. i love you becuse even after i cheated on you 5 times you still stuck...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    My Last Say...

    I would have honestly liked to have said this to you in person or in a email... but since you blocked me, refuse to talk to me, and left EP, this is my last rant on it all. After this... I will delete the remaining woes of you, that I had written in previous stories, except for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Aaaaaaaddddddddddmmmmm

    but i just want u to know had sparked my interest. Good bye honey!!!! Wishing u all the best and pls keep urself busy. (Oh how i wish u will read this since i cant really tell upfront)
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Aug 29, 2014

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    To My Father... The Things I Wish I Could Say To You. But Wont. Ever.

    I forgive you. I forgive you for leaving, i forgive you for not caring enough about me to stay apart of my life. I forgive you for your alcoholism, i forgive you for leaving me and my brother to be fatherless. I forgive you for not being there for the birthdays, the holidays, the...
    ClickShotBang ClickShotBang 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Why?

    Why did you tell me things a child should never know? Why did you dump your problems on a child? Why did you talk about your own death as if it was something unimportant? Why do you never think before you speak? Why? Why? Why? Your so selfish. I had to tell you to apologize to...
    thehoodedartist thehoodedartist 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    You Lost!

    Your fists pounded my flesh Your cruel words assaulted my ears You attempted to take away my identity Shaming me into believing your twisted reality But you lost! I never became the person you wanted me to be No matter how many times you beat and raped me I escaped your...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 11 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    Remissionem-

    I was so young I remember that quite clearly I didn't give a damn about boys- None interested me The only boy who ever caught my eye was You (une copine's petite ami) She was so in love with you And you were so bored with her (I knew you too well Already) I thought why? Had to...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F May 4, 2012

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    I just looked at your number

    and planned to delete your number. But then you texted me, "happy valentines" And I am weak again for leaving you.
    shinebeforesunrise08 shinebeforesunrise08 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Will U ?

    The stories i write about u here.I really do mean every word =)...but i know u wont read my stories unless u know about this website...I WISH!! u did read my stories about u..That way U Can read the words im SO!! afraid to say to you... face to face.. IF ONLY!!
    MzLoveAll MzLoveAll 18-21, F Dec 6, 2010

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    Hurt Again-a Song

           Hurt again     Got hurt again today-still I ain`t surprised And now I lie awake-watching the sun rise How come it always has to be me? Am I deaf or Dumb?Or just too blind to see?   Unimportant-and small,this is how I...
    victimOfate victimOfate 31-35, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Dear Person At My School

     Dear you. I know we hardly ever talk but i think you are awesome and you are really nice to talk to. I really wish we were better friends because you are almost exactly like me, i say almost because your a boy and im a girl. I dont like you in a sexual sense but i like...
    SuperRobotMonkeyTeam SuperRobotMonkeyTeam 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Good Enough?

    Why did you leave me?  Wasn't I good enough for you?  Ever since I was a small child, I wondered this.  Was my birth so awful that it made you go?  I thought that a father's love was unconditional?  Was my being born so bad?  I thought children were...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    To my former Idol Youki,

    I know you will never return. You, a goddess of the night. You were the first to offer me help, and the first to end you're life...at least, I think you did. I could never know, could I? you disapeard from my life and I lost all traces, as if ghost. a mirage. did you ever even...
    Azealias Azealias 16-17, F Jul 7

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    Standing Feather

    I still remember you. I never forgot about you, even after two years, when we have only met once. I am not sure I am all that important to you. I am not sure you should be so important to me. When I spiraled into madness, I heard your voice. You comforted me in the depths of...
    awakedream awakedream 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    styxc styxc 22-25, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I still struggle with your bullying.

    Why did you not care? Why didn't you even get to know me? You have no idea but I still struggle and I have for years. I've done so many harmful things to myself and pushed away others. I've allowed others to hurt me. I will do everything in my power for my kids to not have to...
    imstilltrying imstilltrying 31-35, F Jul 19

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    Dear Shane, I never knew my father,

    my older brothers are kinda losers and my uncles are never around. I never really had a positive male role model around. I get this May sound weird (but I'm dead so what do I have to lose?) but I wanted you to know your kids like a brother and I'm thankful for that cause...
    Ebbal Ebbal 18-21, T Dec 29, 2014

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    If you actually care and want to know more about me all you have to do is ask.
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    Sagittarius rising makes me appear like an easy going, confident and outgoing fella when you first met me. But once you get to know me better, that's when my Taurus sun shows up...
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    i dpnt understand what purpose my life has. i feel like im taking air someone else needs to breathe. ive been mentally n physically abused for more then half my lifeso i feel im...
    cooper3366 cooper3366 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I feel like I have no purpose, I can't actually help anyone, most people don't even want me close by, I mess everything up in someway or form. I'm never satisfied with any of my...
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    When I miss you, I re-read our old conversations and smile like an idiot. 😁
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie 31-35, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    My life is getting from bad to worse because of my 21 year old brother. I do not speak to him but I constantly have to watch him argue with my mother and disrespect her every time...
    dreamer3214 dreamer3214 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Looking at this subject...1237 people have said " I am unlike anyone you will ever meet" Go figure!
    richfor richfor 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    my title might be a little strange, the first few pages are skeptical but once you keep reading you might enjoy getting to know me :) then maybe i can get to know you too ^_^
    kyanitestone186 kyanitestone186 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    I feel as though I openly let people in, but then I never feel as if they truly know me.
    MadZMatters MadZMatters 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I will never give up Becuase people look up to me and I don't want to teach them that giving up is an option.
    jingoru jingoru 18-21, M Jul 25

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    I will never give up until I become someone whom you regret forgetting...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I will never give up until I become someone whom you regret forgetting...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F Jul 25

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    Vivid memories, live again! My favorite book as a child was titled "Grayling". It was a book about a Fisherman who had gone out to sea, found a distressed baby seal in the storm...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    So here I am the day after seeing you for the first time in a long time.. At first I thought it was a dream. You looked so wonderful happy even. The spark in your eyes. How I...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F Jul 23

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    It really doesn't get easier, does it? I haven't seen you in months, but my thoughts and dreams of you keep your memory alive and well within me. I mean, we talk a little...
    dwyli33 dwyli33 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Rejoice. Rejoice in the knowledge that the One whom you have entrusted has split the Sea and cooled the fire to save His slave. Can He not then save you--even when you see no way...
    khamooshi khamooshi 26-30, M Jul 22

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    This will be a case of paying for our dreams , I allowed a scammer in and he wooed me with how wonderful I was , my stories were worth a fortune but I let it play out for Pete...
    MsOracle MsOracle 66-70, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Whenever you message someone knowing full well they don't give a **** about what you're saying, but you still ramble on and on because you hope one day they will message you back...
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I know I will never drink alcohol, because I've seen it first-hand. It really just destroys families and hurts everybody close to you..
    KittyCassidy KittyCassidy 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21