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    Dear Asa, I'm sorry I didn't make it to

    18. I'm sorry I couldn't hold out 236 days. I need you to how much it means that your cared enough to delay the inevitable, how much it means that you tried to save me even when I was past the point of saving. I remember when I first meet you, you came to my high school...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    To My Father... The Things I Wish I Could Say To You. But Wont. Ever.

    I forgive you. I forgive you for leaving, i forgive you for not caring enough about me to stay apart of my life. I forgive you for your alcoholism, i forgive you for leaving me and my brother to be fatherless. I forgive you for not being there for the birthdays, the holidays, the...
    ClickShotBang ClickShotBang 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    styxc styxc 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Dear Former Friend,

    Things got really messed up between us. Now that I have calmed down a bit, I can't say that everything was your fault. Yes, you betrayed me, but I pushed you away. I know I'll never see you again, and I can't say that I want to. I just wish that we could have worked everything...
    blargblah blargblah 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Hurt Again-a Song

           Hurt again     Got hurt again today-still I ain`t surprised And now I lie awake-watching the sun rise How come it always has to be me? Am I deaf or Dumb?Or just too blind to see?   Unimportant-and small,this is how I...
    victimOfate victimOfate 31-35, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Aaaaaaaddddddddddmmmmm

    but i just want u to know had sparked my interest. Good bye honey!!!! Wishing u all the best and pls keep urself busy. (Oh how i wish u will read this since i cant really tell upfront)
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Aug 29, 2014

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    Standing Feather

    I still remember you. I never forgot about you, even after two years, when we have only met once. I am not sure I am all that important to you. I am not sure you should be so important to me. When I spiraled into madness, I heard your voice. You comforted me in the depths of...
    awakedream awakedream 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Dear Shane, I never knew my father,

    my older brothers are kinda losers and my uncles are never around. I never really had a positive male role model around. I get this May sound weird (but I'm dead so what do I have to lose?) but I wanted you to know your kids like a brother and I'm thankful for that cause...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Remissionem-

    I was so young I remember that quite clearly I didn't give a damn about boys- None interested me The only boy who ever caught my eye was You (une copine's petite ami) She was so in love with you And you were so bored with her (I knew you too well Already) I thought why? Had to...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F May 4, 2012

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    Why?

    Why did you tell me things a child should never know? Why did you dump your problems on a child? Why did you talk about your own death as if it was something unimportant? Why do you never think before you speak? Why? Why? Why? Your so selfish. I had to tell you to apologize to...
    thehoodedartist thehoodedartist 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Thank You

    Thank you for being my friend and so much more when I needed you most.  I know we have moved on and it's been a struggle to stay in touch, but you will be one of those people that will have a special place in my heart for the rest of my life. 
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    There Are Days When...

    ..I wish we had never met. There are days when I wish that I had never trusted you, when I think that I could so easliy have hurt you more. There are days when I wish that maybe that extra punch in the head could have traded your life for my childs. There are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    Will U ?

    The stories i write about u here.I really do mean every word =)...but i know u wont read my stories unless u know about this website...I WISH!! u did read my stories about u..That way U Can read the words im SO!! afraid to say to you... face to face.. IF ONLY!!
    MzLoveAll MzLoveAll 18-21, F Dec 6, 2010

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    Good Enough?

    Why did you leave me?  Wasn't I good enough for you?  Ever since I was a small child, I wondered this.  Was my birth so awful that it made you go?  I thought that a father's love was unconditional?  Was my being born so bad?  I thought children were...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    Pickled bunions dreaded cabbage banana

    and mustard sandwiches!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Dec 30, 2014

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    But I Wish You Did...

    It's been over 3 years. I still cannot begin to express how regretful I am of the way it ended and now it's too late to say. I was severely tormented, burdened from many things you don't know about...and I unjustly took it out on you. I do not make excuses for the way I acted, I...
    unforsakenroad unforsakenroad 26-30, F 7 Responses May 9, 2011

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    Letter to My Ex Girlfireand Amanda Who I Loved So Much

    i know that your never going to read this amanda but i wanted to write this   amanda, i know we have had some rough times and that you hate me for all that i have done but i wanted to say i love you. i love you becuse even after i cheated on you 5 times you still stuck...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    My Last Say...

    I would have honestly liked to have said this to you in person or in a email... but since you blocked me, refuse to talk to me, and left EP, this is my last rant on it all. After this... I will delete the remaining woes of you, that I had written in previous stories, except for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    I just looked at your number

    and planned to delete your number. But then you texted me, "happy valentines" And I am weak again for leaving you.
    rockettothemoon08 rockettothemoon08 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Dear Person At My School

     Dear you. I know we hardly ever talk but i think you are awesome and you are really nice to talk to. I really wish we were better friends because you are almost exactly like me, i say almost because your a boy and im a girl. I dont like you in a sexual sense but i like...
    SuperRobotMonkeyTeam SuperRobotMonkeyTeam 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    You Lost!

    Your fists pounded my flesh Your cruel words assaulted my ears You attempted to take away my identity Shaming me into believing your twisted reality But you lost! I never became the person you wanted me to be No matter how many times you beat and raped me I escaped your...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 11 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    Everything I like is either expensive, illegal, or doesn't text back :(
    ChattingIsNiceToo ChattingIsNiceToo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    Dearest you, I am an old fashioned type of guy. I believe in love. I believe that the best relationships are those in which both parties do their best to make each day happier...
    soundlessspace soundlessspace 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Bottle up inside are the words I never said. The feeling that I hide inside, are the lines I never read. You can see it in my eyes, you can read it on my face. Trapped inside...
    Curiouslittleone96 Curiouslittleone96 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    When we’d fight and it was my fault, I’d try and soothe the wounds by saying, “I love you.” It’s a cheap trick, isn’t it? To use “I love you” to put a band-aid on...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    My unforgettable encounter was not with a person, rather it was with a piece of paper that really lifted my spirit. It's so.. SPLENDID! So surreal that a piece of paper, left...
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F Feb 13

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    I am honest about who I am. I will never mislead you. I'm not always fun. I can't always see the sun through the clouds. I dont trust many people. But if you ask, I will be...
    twistedAndJaded twistedAndJaded 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    ... And I am trying not to be afraid of that! Tonight my kids are with their mom. my GFs child is with her ex. We could spend the evening together, but today I have felt that...
    OldNRusty OldNRusty 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    When I was a kid I found a document stating that my father adopted me at age 4 when he married my mother. I asked my mother about it and she became upset. The story she gave me...
    uneekstuf uneekstuf 41-45, F Jan 31

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    I will never allow anyone to break my heart , I will never be upset or care , I won't listen to anyone who's telling me something I don't want to do , I want to be my self I will...
    Taurus1993s Taurus1993s 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    So here are some general rules I have. If you're a guy and over 30 don't even bother adding me or messaging me. I will not respond. If you continue to message me over and over...
    Diaperboy6040 Diaperboy6040 16-17, M Jan 28

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    I need a Breaking Bad Bump. If you have to ask..I am sorry you'll never understand. Evidentially I have a Jones. Sure I could watch reruns but that won't satiate of suffice. I am...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    It is true that I am a nudist and very sexually active with males only. However, I will never do a one night stand with anyone. One night stands are not my style. I want to know...
    redheadfemale redheadfemale 31-35, F Feb 7

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    Don't put up a front... An act. You're not the boss, at least not when you are with me or talk to me. I respect you as a person, but my desires have expectations that you will...
    ArchaicDupliCity ArchaicDupliCity 31-35, M Feb 13

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    in Mario, im 26, and i have a problem. I give every single part of my self to the person i love. Yes, that sounds kinda stupid, al the girls i met use to be with me for my money or...
    wildnugget wildnugget 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    when everything be in my way ..... and whatever I do to make it easier ... it get more harder and harder ....i have much to worry about .... but i will never give up ... i will...
    Jackk1992 Jackk1992 22-25, M Jan 26

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    Suddenly the mirror shows someone fat Suddenly wrists become paper Suddenly the scale becomes the enemy Suddenly pencil sharpeners are weapons Suddenly pillows are for tears...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I'm not anyone first choice😩 im not anyone favorite.☹people may tell me that im special and that I mean alot to them☺, but deep down I know they will chose someone over me...
    HisTrapQueen HisTrapQueen 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I miss you so much that it hurts. I cry when I think about you and I honestly think I will never get over it. It's almost been a year and it hasn't gotten easier.
    Kayleehere Kayleehere 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    "How I wish you could see the potential the potential of you and me It's like a book elegantly bound, But in a language you can't read just yet."
    WildEyedGirl WildEyedGirl 46-50, F Feb 2

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    You never even existed... Not the you that I knew you as, anyway. You told me you wouldn't lie - made up more lies to make your existence seem more believable. And I... Drank it...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 1 Response Feb 14

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    I miss my sister so much I actually feel physical pain. She ran away quite some time ago after her addiction of drugs and alcohol started. She wants nothing to do with my family...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    It was beautiful. How you simply said that I was the first thing that pops in your head. How you planned the date on Central Park. How you wished the future to both of us. How you...
    rockettothemoon08 rockettothemoon08 18-21, F Jan 28

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    Last night's dream made me miss you even MORE! I don't understand why I only see you in my dreams on sad depressing days. The days when I'm really down and anger builds up, you...
    Nomoreangel Nomoreangel 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I know you say things in order to get my help. I don't believe you, but if you really are that desperate I will help, more for your kids than you though.
    Ozzymax Ozzymax 46-50, M Feb 11