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    Dear Person At My School

     Dear you. I know we hardly ever talk but i think you are awesome and you are really nice to talk to. I really wish we were better friends because you are almost exactly like me, i say almost because your a boy and im a girl. I dont like you in a sexual sense but i like...
    SuperRobotMonkeyTeam SuperRobotMonkeyTeam 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Hurt Again-a Song

           Hurt again     Got hurt again today-still I ain`t surprised And now I lie awake-watching the sun rise How come it always has to be me? Am I deaf or Dumb?Or just too blind to see?   Unimportant-and small,this is how I...
    victimOfate victimOfate 31-35, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Aaaaaaaddddddddddmmmmm

    but i just want u to know had sparked my interest. Good bye honey!!!! Wishing u all the best and pls keep urself busy. (Oh how i wish u will read this since i cant really tell upfront)
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Aug 29, 2014

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    styxc styxc 22-25, M Dec 30, 2014

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    There Are Days When...

    ..I wish we had never met. There are days when I wish that I had never trusted you, when I think that I could so easliy have hurt you more. There are days when I wish that maybe that extra punch in the head could have traded your life for my childs. There are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    Dear Shane, I never knew my father,

    my older brothers are kinda losers and my uncles are never around. I never really had a positive male role model around. I get this May sound weird (but I'm dead so what do I have to lose?) but I wanted you to know your kids like a brother and I'm thankful for that cause...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Dear Former Friend,

    Things got really messed up between us. Now that I have calmed down a bit, I can't say that everything was your fault. Yes, you betrayed me, but I pushed you away. I know I'll never see you again, and I can't say that I want to. I just wish that we could have worked everything...
    blargblah blargblah 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Remissionem-

    I was so young I remember that quite clearly I didn't give a damn about boys- None interested me The only boy who ever caught my eye was You (une copine's petite ami) She was so in love with you And you were so bored with her (I knew you too well Already) I thought why? Had to...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F May 4, 2012

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    Letter to My Ex Girlfireand Amanda Who I Loved So Much

    i know that your never going to read this amanda but i wanted to write this   amanda, i know we have had some rough times and that you hate me for all that i have done but i wanted to say i love you. i love you becuse even after i cheated on you 5 times you still stuck...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Good Enough?

    Why did you leave me?  Wasn't I good enough for you?  Ever since I was a small child, I wondered this.  Was my birth so awful that it made you go?  I thought that a father's love was unconditional?  Was my being born so bad?  I thought children were...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    My Last Say...

    I would have honestly liked to have said this to you in person or in a email... but since you blocked me, refuse to talk to me, and left EP, this is my last rant on it all. After this... I will delete the remaining woes of you, that I had written in previous stories, except for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    To My Father... The Things I Wish I Could Say To You. But Wont. Ever.

    I forgive you. I forgive you for leaving, i forgive you for not caring enough about me to stay apart of my life. I forgive you for your alcoholism, i forgive you for leaving me and my brother to be fatherless. I forgive you for not being there for the birthdays, the holidays, the...
    ClickShotBang ClickShotBang 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    You Lost!

    Your fists pounded my flesh Your cruel words assaulted my ears You attempted to take away my identity Shaming me into believing your twisted reality But you lost! I never became the person you wanted me to be No matter how many times you beat and raped me I escaped your...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 11 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    Standing Feather

    I still remember you. I never forgot about you, even after two years, when we have only met once. I am not sure I am all that important to you. I am not sure you should be so important to me. When I spiraled into madness, I heard your voice. You comforted me in the depths of...
    awakedream awakedream 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Dear Asa, I'm sorry I didn't make it to

    18. I'm sorry I couldn't hold out 236 days. I need you to how much it means that your cared enough to delay the inevitable, how much it means that you tried to save me even when I was past the point of saving. I remember when I first meet you, you came to my high school...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Will U ?

    The stories i write about u here.I really do mean every word =)...but i know u wont read my stories unless u know about this website...I WISH!! u did read my stories about u..That way U Can read the words im SO!! afraid to say to you... face to face.. IF ONLY!!
    MzLoveAll MzLoveAll 18-21, F Dec 6, 2010

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    Thank You

    Thank you for being my friend and so much more when I needed you most.  I know we have moved on and it's been a struggle to stay in touch, but you will be one of those people that will have a special place in my heart for the rest of my life. 
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    I just looked at your number

    and planned to delete your number. But then you texted me, "happy valentines" And I am weak again for leaving you.
    shinebeforesunrise08 shinebeforesunrise08 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Why?

    Why did you tell me things a child should never know? Why did you dump your problems on a child? Why did you talk about your own death as if it was something unimportant? Why do you never think before you speak? Why? Why? Why? Your so selfish. I had to tell you to apologize to...
    thehoodedartist thehoodedartist 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Pickled bunions dreaded cabbage banana

    and mustard sandwiches!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    If anyone would like the pleasure in getting to know me, my inbox is definitely open💗
    biancalb biancalb 18-21, F 8 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I know no body will read my status but sometimes, when I am bored, I get wrapped up in my lab coat and put a giant wig on my head and lather chemicals all over myself and slide...
    F00dbarevaporating F00dbarevaporating 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    im very loyal never~mind my humor ;)
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    If you see this you know who you are. Please reach out.
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    being forced to tickle yourself is so hot
    ticklishgirl18 ticklishgirl18 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    ...and I'm totally fine with it. I was raised by a single father who was never married so I grew up knowing that there's more to life than saying "I do." Plus, there are so many...
    SunshineMel SunshineMel 26-30, F 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I can do small talk. It's a script that's not difficult to master. The problem is that it never seems to get beyond small talk. Or in other words, I relate completely to the first...
    Emeryael Emeryael 26-30, F 12 Responses 1 day ago

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    Someday, you will forget my name, my voice, my laugh and who I am to you. But even if you forget everything about me, just want you to know that I will never forget how much you...
    redDya91 redDya91 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ego boosting time! 1) gemma practically perfect in everyway + has a handbag like Mary Poppins, funny, caring and everyones friend. Often shortened to gem not to be confused...
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    ur never coming back :( I know that for sure
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road I'm trudging seems all uphill When the funds are low and the debts are high And I want to smile but I have to sigh...
    Ezmee Ezmee 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Though it saddens me to break our relationship but I think both of us just don't deserve each other. We started as being friends and eventually fell in love with each other. I...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    He seems to be happy and perfectly fine without me so I'll do him a favor and never make my presence known again ??
    Kanza00 Kanza00 22-25 2 days ago

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    I only swim in the ocean and now I know why. Just read a study that says 20% of the public admit ******* in the pool. What a bunch of nasty f ers and I am sure it is actually a...
    samhart1 samhart1 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    My experience with God and marriage has been one of complete disappointment and the living proof God uses us like circus shows for his entertainment. I was raised in a Pentecostal...
    bamrelish bamrelish 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    never hurts to hope for something. besides, you never know..
    Azeazal Azeazal 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I will never forgot the day I kissed a boy in 4th grade... or the time I got kicked out the house.. or my first time meeting my nieces and nephews... or the day I met Danielle
    missdramaqueen missdramaqueen 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Something so warm and cozy about being a situation of complete helplessness but knowing that you will be safe and well looked after. The complete dismissal of adult...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    That day is today and I think it has been the best day of my life. I spent it with my girlfriend the entire day in the city and at night it was incredible. The sky was perfect she...
    8Alex8 8Alex8 13-15, M Jun 21

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    I often scare people away with my extreme lust of deeply knowing them. Either they can't answer my hard questions because they a) don't know themselves and are scared to delve too...
    PrettyBunny PrettyBunny 18-21, T 7 Responses Jun 21

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    My favorite medieval tickle fantasy. I was a brave knight that saved the villages from dark forces and everything in my village was peaceful,Until i was tickle tortured by the...
    johul johul 22-25, M Jun 20

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    i had my chance at love but i always felt i wasn't good enough for him. he ended up marrying someone else and passed away in 2005. basically, i know that i will be alone for the...
    lightening69 lightening69 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I know this. And I have come to accept that im not good enough. Im not good enough for anything. I just dont even know why im here. I was just used for a story.
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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