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    There Are Days When...

    ..I wish we had never met. There are days when I wish that I had never trusted you, when I think that I could so easliy have hurt you more. There are days when I wish that maybe that extra punch in the head could have traded your life for my childs. There are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    Thank You

    Thank you for being my friend and so much more when I needed you most.  I know we have moved on and it's been a struggle to stay in touch, but you will be one of those people that will have a special place in my heart for the rest of my life. 
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Why?

    Why did you tell me things a child should never know? Why did you dump your problems on a child? Why did you talk about your own death as if it was something unimportant? Why do you never think before you speak? Why? Why? Why? Your so selfish. I had to tell you to apologize to...
    thehoodedartist thehoodedartist 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Will U ?

    The stories i write about u here.I really do mean every word =)...but i know u wont read my stories unless u know about this website...I WISH!! u did read my stories about u..That way U Can read the words im SO!! afraid to say to you... face to face.. IF ONLY!!
    MzLoveAll MzLoveAll 18-21, F Dec 6, 2010

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    You Lost!

    Your fists pounded my flesh Your cruel words assaulted my ears You attempted to take away my identity Shaming me into believing your twisted reality But you lost! I never became the person you wanted me to be No matter how many times you beat and raped me I escaped your...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 11 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    Aaaaaaaddddddddddmmmmm

    but i just want u to know had sparked my interest. Good bye honey!!!! Wishing u all the best and pls keep urself busy. (Oh how i wish u will read this since i cant really tell upfront)
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Aug 29, 2014

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    To my former Idol Youki,

    I know you will never return. You, a goddess of the night. You were the first to offer me help, and the first to end you're life...at least, I think you did. I could never know, could I? you disapeard from my life and I lost all traces, as if ghost. a mirage. did you ever even...
    Azealias Azealias 16-17, F Jul 7

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    Dear Asa, I'm sorry I didn't make it to

    18. I'm sorry I couldn't hold out 236 days. I need you to how much it means that your cared enough to delay the inevitable, how much it means that you tried to save me even when I was past the point of saving. I remember when I first meet you, you came to my high school...
    Ebbal Ebbal 18-21, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Dear Person At My School

     Dear you. I know we hardly ever talk but i think you are awesome and you are really nice to talk to. I really wish we were better friends because you are almost exactly like me, i say almost because your a boy and im a girl. I dont like you in a sexual sense but i like...
    SuperRobotMonkeyTeam SuperRobotMonkeyTeam 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    To My Father... The Things I Wish I Could Say To You. But Wont. Ever.

    I forgive you. I forgive you for leaving, i forgive you for not caring enough about me to stay apart of my life. I forgive you for your alcoholism, i forgive you for leaving me and my brother to be fatherless. I forgive you for not being there for the birthdays, the holidays, the...
    ClickShotBang ClickShotBang 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Hurt Again-a Song

           Hurt again     Got hurt again today-still I ain`t surprised And now I lie awake-watching the sun rise How come it always has to be me? Am I deaf or Dumb?Or just too blind to see?   Unimportant-and small,this is how I...
    victimOfate victimOfate 31-35, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Dear Shane, I never knew my father,

    my older brothers are kinda losers and my uncles are never around. I never really had a positive male role model around. I get this May sound weird (but I'm dead so what do I have to lose?) but I wanted you to know your kids like a brother and I'm thankful for that cause...
    Ebbal Ebbal 18-21, T Dec 29, 2014

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    Letter to My Ex Girlfireand Amanda Who I Loved So Much

    i know that your never going to read this amanda but i wanted to write this   amanda, i know we have had some rough times and that you hate me for all that i have done but i wanted to say i love you. i love you becuse even after i cheated on you 5 times you still stuck...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Good Enough?

    Why did you leave me?  Wasn't I good enough for you?  Ever since I was a small child, I wondered this.  Was my birth so awful that it made you go?  I thought that a father's love was unconditional?  Was my being born so bad?  I thought children were...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    Standing Feather

    I still remember you. I never forgot about you, even after two years, when we have only met once. I am not sure I am all that important to you. I am not sure you should be so important to me. When I spiraled into madness, I heard your voice. You comforted me in the depths of...
    awakedream awakedream 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    I still struggle with your bullying.

    Why did you not care? Why didn't you even get to know me? You have no idea but I still struggle and I have for years. I've done so many harmful things to myself and pushed away others. I've allowed others to hurt me. I will do everything in my power for my kids to not have to...
    imstilltrying imstilltrying 31-35, F Jul 19

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    My Last Say...

    I would have honestly liked to have said this to you in person or in a email... but since you blocked me, refuse to talk to me, and left EP, this is my last rant on it all. After this... I will delete the remaining woes of you, that I had written in previous stories, except for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Pickled bunions dreaded cabbage banana

    and mustard sandwiches!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I just looked at your number

    and planned to delete your number. But then you texted me, "happy valentines" And I am weak again for leaving you.
    shinebeforesunrise08 shinebeforesunrise08 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Dear Former Friend,

    Things got really messed up between us. Now that I have calmed down a bit, I can't say that everything was your fault. Yes, you betrayed me, but I pushed you away. I know I'll never see you again, and I can't say that I want to. I just wish that we could have worked everything...
    blargblah blargblah 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Remissionem-

    I was so young I remember that quite clearly I didn't give a damn about boys- None interested me The only boy who ever caught my eye was You (une copine's petite ami) She was so in love with you And you were so bored with her (I knew you too well Already) I thought why? Had to...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F May 4, 2012

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    When I was just a child my father was on the plane that crashed into the twin tower...He told me something that I will never forget before he left, he said "Son I do this for Allah...
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    I was clean off meth for six years. Started doing it again six months ago, and I can feel it overtaking me. I get so mad at myself every time I go on one of my week long binges...
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    Small talk is nice when testing the waters to see if there is any type of connection. Some people you may not want to get to know. You may have nothing in common or the flow of...
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    Do we ever actually ask impersonal questions? A few widely accepted questions that can be asked to acquaintances and long-term relations alike: How are you? - We simply cannot...
    AAJames AAJames 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I get a lot of messages asking if I'd share my wife. So there you have it: NO, never. Every one does with it as he pleases, but to me sharing my wife would be disrespecting myself...
    Luckyguy1970 Luckyguy1970 41-45, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The Glass He sits alone watching the passing parade Couples walking hand in hand Husbands, wives, fathers, mothers Boyfriends, girlfriends Love and affection seem to be everywhere...
    Cherridarling Cherridarling 56-60, M 4 days ago

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    It was one year ago yesterday that you first walked into my door, but I knew before that very moment that you would leave a mark that would forever be etched upon my heart, but I...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    No one will know the pain I felt when I opened my eyes to realize, like yesterday’s sunshine, you are no longer by my side. I’m sitting in the car on my way home from the...
    micksue micksue 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    A red book to be exact, with golden lined edges and a pretty lace page marker. I'm an easy book to judge, but contain a story that bends and twists between humor and utter sorrow...
    Littlefighter9415 Littlefighter9415 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    But please be careful, turning my pages too hard will cause me to rip.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    Here on EP I constantly am diverted to other sites. I will never purchase your products if you hijack my phone or laptop. I probably wouldn't have anyways. But I. Definitely not...
    AtleastImHonest AtleastImHonest 31-35, M Aug 20

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    If it's an opinion, I'll make darn sure you know my thoughts. If it's a fact, then I won't stop until I make you learn something. I can't stand it when people insist upon voicing...
    RedHeadedNinja RedHeadedNinja 13-15, F Aug 18

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    Always trust your instinct it will never lie or let you down
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    I will never grow up! I grew up when I was 3 and went into self-exile. Now I have come out of that and I AM NEVER GOING TO GROW UP!
    ElementalCyclone ElementalCyclone 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm sitting here thinking, and is this all worth it? You cant even have a single conversation with me, with out wanting to argue or fight. You stopped being the guy I fell in love...
    southernbelle07252013 southernbelle07252013 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I've never smoked a cigarette in my whole life, and I never intend to. They're disgusting, they're addictive, they kill you, and they weaken you. All of this in contrast to...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Who knows what will be maybe God will send me a miracle. That miracle is us together again. You know I'm here, I love you always. Miss you more then you ever know. Don't be afraid...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I went to the 9/11 site today I had seen the pools and the names around them I had asked a security guard where I can find a name and he showed me a computer off to the side and I...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F Aug 16

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