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I Know You Will Never Read This

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    Dear Asa, I'm sorry I didn't make it to

    18. I'm sorry I couldn't hold out 236 days. I need you to how much it means that your cared enough to delay the inevitable, how much it means that you tried to save me even when I was past the point of saving. I remember when I first meet you, you came to my high school...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    To My Father... The Things I Wish I Could Say To You. But Wont. Ever.

    I forgive you. I forgive you for leaving, i forgive you for not caring enough about me to stay apart of my life. I forgive you for your alcoholism, i forgive you for leaving me and my brother to be fatherless. I forgive you for not being there for the birthdays, the holidays, the...
    ClickShotBang ClickShotBang 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    Pickled bunions dreaded cabbage banana

    and mustard sandwiches!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Remissionem-

    I was so young I remember that quite clearly I didn't give a damn about boys- None interested me The only boy who ever caught my eye was You (une copine's petite ami) She was so in love with you And you were so bored with her (I knew you too well Already) I thought why? Had to...
    waiting8 waiting8 18-21, F May 4, 2012

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    Dear Person At My School

     Dear you. I know we hardly ever talk but i think you are awesome and you are really nice to talk to. I really wish we were better friends because you are almost exactly like me, i say almost because your a boy and im a girl. I dont like you in a sexual sense but i like...
    SuperRobotMonkeyTeam SuperRobotMonkeyTeam 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Letter to My Ex Girlfireand Amanda Who I Loved So Much

    i know that your never going to read this amanda but i wanted to write this   amanda, i know we have had some rough times and that you hate me for all that i have done but i wanted to say i love you. i love you becuse even after i cheated on you 5 times you still stuck...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Thank You

    Thank you for being my friend and so much more when I needed you most.  I know we have moved on and it's been a struggle to stay in touch, but you will be one of those people that will have a special place in my heart for the rest of my life. 
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M 3 Responses May 14, 2009

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    Standing Feather

    I still remember you. I never forgot about you, even after two years, when we have only met once. I am not sure I am all that important to you. I am not sure you should be so important to me. When I spiraled into madness, I heard your voice. You comforted me in the depths of...
    awakedream awakedream 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Will U ?

    The stories i write about u here.I really do mean every word =)...but i know u wont read my stories unless u know about this website...I WISH!! u did read my stories about u..That way U Can read the words im SO!! afraid to say to you... face to face.. IF ONLY!!
    MzLoveAll MzLoveAll 18-21, F Dec 6, 2010

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    Dear Shane, I never knew my father,

    my older brothers are kinda losers and my uncles are never around. I never really had a positive male role model around. I get this May sound weird (but I'm dead so what do I have to lose?) but I wanted you to know your kids like a brother and I'm thankful for that cause...
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T Dec 29, 2014

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    There Are Days When...

    ..I wish we had never met. There are days when I wish that I had never trusted you, when I think that I could so easliy have hurt you more. There are days when I wish that maybe that extra punch in the head could have traded your life for my childs. There are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    My Last Say...

    I would have honestly liked to have said this to you in person or in a email... but since you blocked me, refuse to talk to me, and left EP, this is my last rant on it all. After this... I will delete the remaining woes of you, that I had written in previous stories, except for...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    Dear Former Friend,

    Things got really messed up between us. Now that I have calmed down a bit, I can't say that everything was your fault. Yes, you betrayed me, but I pushed you away. I know I'll never see you again, and I can't say that I want to. I just wish that we could have worked everything...
    blargblah blargblah 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 10, 2010

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    I just looked at your number

    and planned to delete your number. But then you texted me, "happy valentines" And I am weak again for leaving you.
    shinebeforesunrise08 shinebeforesunrise08 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    You Lost!

    Your fists pounded my flesh Your cruel words assaulted my ears You attempted to take away my identity Shaming me into believing your twisted reality But you lost! I never became the person you wanted me to be No matter how many times you beat and raped me I escaped your...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 11 Responses Nov 29, 2008

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    Aaaaaaaddddddddddmmmmm

    but i just want u to know had sparked my interest. Good bye honey!!!! Wishing u all the best and pls keep urself busy. (Oh how i wish u will read this since i cant really tell upfront)
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Aug 29, 2014

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    Hurt Again-a Song

           Hurt again     Got hurt again today-still I ain`t surprised And now I lie awake-watching the sun rise How come it always has to be me? Am I deaf or Dumb?Or just too blind to see?   Unimportant-and small,this is how I...
    victimOfate victimOfate 31-35, M 4 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Why?

    Why did you tell me things a child should never know? Why did you dump your problems on a child? Why did you talk about your own death as if it was something unimportant? Why do you never think before you speak? Why? Why? Why? Your so selfish. I had to tell you to apologize to...
    thehoodedartist thehoodedartist 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    styxc styxc 18-21, M Dec 30, 2014

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    Good Enough?

    Why did you leave me?  Wasn't I good enough for you?  Ever since I was a small child, I wondered this.  Was my birth so awful that it made you go?  I thought that a father's love was unconditional?  Was my being born so bad?  I thought children were...
    ShatteredSilk ShatteredSilk 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 4, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    my friend and i use to play online games in a computer rental shop. and this particular guy we saw was very intriguing since he has no friends and he's cousins never talked to him...
    iamshadow08 iamshadow08 18-21, F May 11

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    I know it love wasnt made for me i happy for them who did doesnt mean no one should be happy just cuz i not
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response May 9

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    Sorry that was just a bad mindset at the time. There is always a chance What we want most in life will happen if we pursue life.
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F 1 Response May 13

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    He is perfect, and has his pick of any girl in the school. Everyone loves him. I've been in love with him for close to four years now, and only this year have I been able to hold...
    lillyforever4 lillyforever4 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    Interesting quiz haha :) Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good...
    EurydiceKallos EurydiceKallos 18-21, F May 4

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    What is the point? I am fairly certain that most people on this site that will message me will not read this, and they are the ones that need to read it the most. So, I will just...
    FelixtheVirus FelixtheVirus 22-25, F 23 Responses May 17

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    I am thinking of you, therefore I am writing this piece to let it off my chest. I am missing you much so here again I am with my pen.. You might not be thinking about me, or might...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 2 Responses May 3

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    If you don't read these and go against it then dont be surprised if you get blocked. 1. I have a wonderful boyfriend, someone I love and want to spend my life with, been together...
    DeathAngelS300 DeathAngelS300 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    The fact that I don't understand why you left, I loved you so much I would have given you my last breath, you are the light of my life, the love in my heart, the sound in my...
    traceyannmay traceyannmay 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    To realize how stupid I was, stupid to have the warmth in me when he talked sweetly to me , to have the sharp pain in my heart when he talked to other girls, to have the bile...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I miss you and everything about you. No one knows you like me. No one ***** you like I do..These other girls will come and go, but you will always be mine. I know I wasn't sure...
    YoursForever121 YoursForever121 26-30, F May 9

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    You'd be surprised at how often I have thought and do think about my prospects of becoming the President of the United States of America. While I realize that this is, I won't say...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Yesterday my beloved, cherished kitty who I got to replace my last kitty that died less than a year ago was killed under the garage door. That kitty was one of the few things I had...
    cherrypie54552 cherrypie54552 18-21, F May 14

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    I could feel something is missing. You're still not here and i hope it's only temporary that you're gone. I didn't know i had taken smiling for granted those days that you're here...
    EphemerallyEternal EphemerallyEternal 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is a love story. Back in the year 2009 I fell in love with a man from Poland. I was 18 years old and he swept me off my little feet. Still now I often think about him. But he...
    auby91 auby91 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I baby shop for my cousins shower and always say to myself I will never be at the point where I will have a family. I want a family and am afraid it will never happen to me. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 29

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    This past week his been calling.I've been ignoring his calls because it's too hard to listen to his voice, then Friday I answer and he telsl me how you will be in town in a couple...
    justhere25 justhere25 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't think I know how not to miss you. I let you slip through my fingers like the sands of time. I stood and watched as it all unraveled. Selfish as I was I let it all go. I...
    woundedbutterfly22 woundedbutterfly22 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Yeah, I must be a laugh. After all these years, not being liked by anyone, I still like people. My mind must be screwed up enough to still hope for something new to happen. And...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response May 3

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    Maybe you lost someone you never expected you would loose. Maybe you lost yourself, that's even worse. When you have bad days that just won't let up, I just hope that you will look...
    Skork Skork 13-15, F May 5

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    listen, im already a giant putrid pile of ****, alright. whatever makes people even come to the conclusion that i would ever feel the need to add even more putrid piles of **** to...
    idiotoftheyear37 idiotoftheyear37 18-21, M May 18

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    I'm not very good at getting rid of the old and letting the new come in. I'm sad that I will never meet anyone that will like me for me. And don't treat me like a stranger or...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F a week ago

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    I do miss you sometimes. I miss the way to made me feel. I was a lot immature at that time. where would we be. maybe you are meant to be together in an other life time. I lost you...
    yodaddy2 yodaddy2 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 30

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