I Laugh to Cover the Pain

everyday i laugh to hide the pain, weather it be physicall pain, or emotional pain, there is usually some kind of pain there, and i very rarely will show it in real life, I just laugh to hide the fact that I am hurting.

i laugh , i smile, i wear my happy face, people ask how r u? i smile n say am fine, but inside am dieing, am crieng, i cover the pain. noone really seems to see how much i hate this life n myself, i should of been n actor, am really...

When people make jokes about me, i try to laugh it off to show it doesn't bother me. when really in the inside it hurts alot and i am getting mad. I don't want to show people they are hurting me so i need to laugh it off.

lol...(i hate that word now)
my friend and i were skate bording. we were in my faveriote skate park. there was a big ramp i had defeated several times. my friend had never been there when i made it, so she dared me. "Pfft, i can do that...

i make up jokes or laugh just to force a smile. i don't want anyone except E knowing that i am in that much pain . but sometimes you just have  put on a  fake smile so the customers know all is good .

Yeah, I joke about him, but it really hurts. He left me not 3 weeks ago after finding out he'd gotten me pregnant. I'll get over him, but right now it hurts.. Bad. And I'm gonna cover it with a laugh, and pretend everything is okay...

I need a high dosage of laughter.. I need it now.. No weed for me.. though pretty easy to find.. I think I'll go look for my Ace Ventura impersonator buddy. Wer he at?

ok, that laugh jst sounds evil..lol..
I look for laughter or try and make others laugh. Both on EP and here.
It's way better than medications, it's free, you make new friends along the way, both parties jst end up happy.. even if it's...