I Learned That Happiness Goes Away Too Soon

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    Too Soon

    the moment that i felt happy, it goes away so soon. i was so happy just hugging you, talking to you, walking with you. in a matter of seconds, something happened and the happiness goes away. i'm left here bitter and cold. i don't know when you are going to be okay. i guess i just...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2010

    Again And Again And Again....

    and i am right again... took a walk with you. it was innocent. then you started talking about people, how sick they are. laughed about it and then you casually talked about something you came across the internet. i said yeah, told you what i read from it too. then you said why...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
    22-25, F
    Jul 13, 2010

    Yet She Never Learns

    i want to say that i loved you enough to let you go. but i still can't, i can't let you go and that sucks. i don't know what i am exactly hoping for, maybe i am hoping for things to get better as i always do, maybe i am hoping you will come around. but certainly, i am not hoping...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 24, 2010

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