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I Learned to Embrace Past Pain

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    Accept It Now

    My early transition years were not easy. Though I may have had "dream come true" it left me still very messed up. Going through puberty was hell. It seems my body was fighting me every step of the way.I was on hormone treatment to make me female, but my head was really in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 21, 2010

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    Fear of Being Hurt By My Own Past

    I grew up abused as a child and teenager. Then I was mentally abused while in the military.  The adversity I experienced, the humiliation from others certainly kept me in a low self esteem mode. I had been told by therapist to write my autobiography as it could be...
    Micayla Micayla 61-65, F 4 Responses Jul 8, 2009

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    It Took a Long Time

    After so many years of the  pin and torment that others caused and I have subjected myself to, I have finally learned to accept myself for who I am.  So many times in the past, I have thought about just stopping the maddness and ending my life.  It wasn't untill I...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 2 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Alone In Darkness

    In the depths of nothing I hear their screams of suffering. The lonely broken souls call out to me. We are together, yet all alone as the darkness courses through our veins. I want just a small grain of golden oats but still I hunger alone but together in the darkness. Searching...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Jan 15, 2012

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    No matter how much pain and tears you have cried, it was all the worth the fight and not giving up on the people you love, who's always there to listen to you, comfort you, and...
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    I wouldn't give myself advice, bacause i've learned from my mistakes and it made me a better persoon. I wouldn't be who I am now if I wouldn't have made the mistakes I made.
    ortwin ortwin 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wouldn't give myself any advice. If I already learned what knowledge I do know now then there would be no point in explaining it to my past self.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Which takes a stronger person to do? 1.Stay married to someone who betrayed you, try to accept it and move on? 2. Get a divorce and start new, away from all the past hauntings of...
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    fallenstar23 fallenstar23 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Escapeyourthoughts32 Escapeyourthoughts32 18-21 3 days ago

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    stefx85 stefx85 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    Suffocating1 Suffocating1 41-45 6 days ago

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    Yeah I've learned lessons and I'm still learning some, it's life and I will gladly admit that I have flaws but then again everyone has flaws
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