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I Left and Came Back to Ep

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    I left because I didn't like the feeling I was

    hiding something from the people I know. (I don't want the people I know in person to read my confessions and secrets! haha) But I came back after going through something that I needed to get off my chest, knowing other people here on EP have gone through what I did. But who...
    sweetsydchris sweetsydchris 18-21, F Jul 6

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    Who hasn't, i guess. I came back

    because this is the place that started everything. My entire life changed when I found ep. ****, ive even occasionally started capitalizing my "I"'s. I had to come back to my ground zero. I'm lost.
    LostInTheLight LostInTheLight 26-30, F Sep 12

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    Debating On Coming Back

    Well, I left because of a comment left on one of my stories about my rape. It really hurt me to read what this guy wrote to me. But, I suppose this site has caused me more happy moments than sad, so... I'm back lol
    jlkv jlkv 22-25, F 1 Response May 4, 2012

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    I'm back lol, been busy with school

    and stuff, sorry if y'all felt like I was ignoring you. So yea hmu :)
    slimvince slimvince 18-21, M Apr 28

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    Yes I Did :D

    sooooo about eight months ago i left ep in proper drama queen fashion *giggles* left the goodbye note to my ep loved ones...bid them adieu...and yes....deleted my account (that was a dumb *** move as i lost all my awesome stories)and vowed....scouts honor style...i shall never...
    MissBlackMagic MissBlackMagic 26-30, F 7 Responses Mar 6, 2013

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    I Did

    I left EP, now I'm back and starting over, clean slate. I decided to leave EP quickly and without thinking about how many awesome friends I had on here. Now I'm just going group to group trying to find them again. Wish me luck.
    MidsouthGuy MidsouthGuy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 27, 2013

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    I Came To Ep To Escape And Share The Things I Couldn't Elsewhere

    I Joined EP a few years ago when I was at several important forks in the road of my life. I needed a place to hash out my thoughts and try to understand who I was and who I wanted to be. Things have changed a lot for me since I joined, but I have found myself missing my hidden...
    EntrepGuy EntrepGuy 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 3, 2011

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    Well, Sort Of.

    I first joined EP four and a half years ago. I was a very prolific member of this site for about two years. Eventually, I started logging in less and less. I never deleted my original account, I just do not want to associate with it anymore. Don't quite have the heart to...
    BulletWithButterflyWings BulletWithButterflyWings 22-25, F Jan 20, 2013

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    Back Again.

    I haven't been on here for two years, since I was 16. I felt the need to come back because I am just totally lost with my life right now. It helps to have a safe place to just let everything out and whatnot... I have probably changed a bit as well. So this should be interesting...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    Battling New Agers, Atheists And Religious Fanatics

    Yes I am a bit sad about the hundreds of stories that got lost under the old account after deleting it. But since then hundred more stories I have written... And I realized I have grown so much as a person since having the old account deleted... Like saying goodbye to an old and...
    indigowitch indigowitch 22-25, F Jul 25, 2012

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    It's been a while since I post an experience

    here at EP. It is nice to be back and share experience again :) ♡
    ItsMeJessy ItsMeJessy 18-21, F Sep 10

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    They Always Come Back

    So, I got busy with school and something resembling a “social life” during my time off here. I really enjoyed myself (for the most part, aside from the usual stressors). But I found it hard to hold out creating a new account for a WHOLE MONTH! I missed too many people on here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 17, 2013

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    Back then the meaning of experience project was

    to reach out and help people with their struggles. Now all I see are pre - teens, trolls, and creeps smudging the mission of EP...Sighs~
    ayachan ayachan 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    I'm back for a bit lol i missed my friends on

    here so much and a special thanks to all who supported me
    AshleysExperience AshleysExperience 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    life14 life14 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I've come back to EP,

    it's official. I've come to find out I shouldn't stay away. I didn't realize people actually found my words that helpful and interesting. Many have messaged me while I was away. And helped me to see that I could do a lot more. So here's to another fun run through the mill. The...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I suppose I will write my experience.

    I left in 2011 because I don't remember. In 2011 I was dealing with what I was dealing with now. Unsure about my place in the world. EP is truly spectacular and should be commended at the work they have put in. People come together to share experiences to help each other. It's...
    madeofstars madeofstars 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    I can't even remember how long it's been

    since I logged in on EP, but I'm back and I've missed you all. :)
    dreamerinwa dreamerinwa 22-25, F Jun 14

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    I Had To Do It

    I left EP awhile back because i could not stand all the drama. I came back today and i am vowing that i will not get involved in any drama this time no matter what happens. I'm just going to read and comment on stories, maybe post an occasional story and that will be about it...
    lifechangingevent lifechangingevent 41-45, M 5 Responses Aug 2, 2010

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    I Was Gone Because I Felt Like I Didnt Need It Anymore.

    After I left mississippi, i felt like my problems were over for the most part. Ive had a few issues but nothing to.... well, write about. But now my life has taken a turn for the worse. I feel like everything is slipping away from me. I felt like I went and lost all my friends...
    BoomSickle BoomSickle 18-21, M Jul 10, 2010

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    This Time

    This time I'm here for good, left and missed it.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 6, 2011

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    My Long Break

    I joined EP back in 2009, after finding the site by accident. People were very friendly and welcoming, so much so that EP became a part of my daily routine quite quickly. As I began to share experiences my "popularity" grew, however I still felt disconnected from the world as a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    Risky Business

    It's risky business when you fall in love on Ep. There's always a big chance you will get hurt. I've been through it a few times that's why I left. I needed time to heal myself so I took about a year's break from Ep. When I felt a little better I returned because I missed it here...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F Jul 12, 2011

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    Hey I'm back I had left EP

    for a bit but now I'm back sorry if I didn't reply to anyone
    Femboydaisy Femboydaisy 22-25 Apr 4

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    Back To A Very Kind And Helpful Place

    I am back to experience project after I joined in 2007. It's five years already. Time flies. Although I am not frequent user of EP, I find this place peaceful. I remember 5 years ago, I frustrated with some emotional problems. And, people in EP do help a lot in analysing my...
    cfroi cfroi 26-30, M Jul 24, 2012

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    i guess its one of those things

    that can only b left alone so long. its like my cat. if u dont pay attention to it then it will bother u for a long time.
    Matthew224 Matthew224 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I Miss My Circle And The Old EP

    The first time, I met at least one really good long-term friend here who I still talk to almost every day. I met a casual but long-term acquaintance here also. Back then there were at least 15-20 other people who made EP a great time, though, and I don't know how to get back into...
    EnglishZero EnglishZero 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2013

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    Yes, So What... :)

    I thought I could do it... but you guys are too nice and friendly :)
    hawkfan12 hawkfan12 36-40, M 4 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    Sheepish Smile

    I distinctly remember contributing a story last summer where I said something to the effect of, "I'll never delete my account, because I know I'd only come back." And then what do I do? So nearly everyone in my circle from last year knows I'm back and is in my circle again. I...
    NoLongerHere NoLongerHere 41-45, M 17 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    So, I Am Back, But Not Under The Same Name.

    I left EP and now I am back. I hope it goes better this time. My big mistake the first time was trying to be semi-public. I write a blog in the real world, but that will stay incognito as I will. No more real life photos and no links to my outside world. Only a couple of you...
    epithany44 epithany44 46-50, F 1 Response May 13, 2013

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    Blocked Out

    For six weeks I was unable to access EP from home. Yet using the same laptop, it suddenly appeared again last night! cannot believe how much I missed it.The bloody site is addictive! lol.
    noggin103 noggin103 41-45 8 Responses May 1, 2012

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    Ello

    Ello lovies! I don't know if y'all remember me. I was on EP a short time as 'AutumnSky' but I left because I was so f-cking busy!
    AutumnalEquinox AutumnalEquinox 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 30, 2008

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    It's Been A While!

    I left EP years ago for many reasons. Things began to feel superficial here, and I spent more time debating stupid things than using the site as it was intended, and as I had intended to use it. I'm back now, and so excited to have this little nook of the internet available to me...
    ontothenextone ontothenextone 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22, 2011

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    You're Not The Only One...

    I think it's difficult for anyone who really becomes involved with EP on a regular basis, posting stories, comments, making friends, etc., to leave and never come back. I left about two years ago and came back over a year ago. I was gone from EP for about a year. I was in a...
    OMGitsRiley OMGitsRiley 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Yes....

    I have left Ep in the past, always swearing that I would never come back to this place, but EP is like a drug to me. I can never seem to get enough of it. I always leave, but in the end, i never stay away very long. I Love Ep, and Love my friends here, just sometimes, I need a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 31, 2012

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    I had to get things sorted in my life.

    While not 100% there, it's better than it was and feel confident in having fun here again.
    TwinkletoesNZ TwinkletoesNZ 31-35, M Aug 31

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    Yes, I've Returned

    I was on here for a while, and I had made a bunch of friends. The one of the people I had become closest to left, and then a few others, and I found myself not having the time to be on here like I wanted, and spending too much time missing people when I was on. So I left. I...
    garbanzobean garbanzobean 22-25, F Jun 15, 2010

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    I am back and ready for more babes

    so ladies get all hot sweaty and turned on
    MattMaisano MattMaisano 16-17, M Feb 26

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