I Left My Husband And I Feel So Sad

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    I Just Split With My Husband

    We've had problems for ages, but love each other... I looked at my life and felt that I was never going to do the things I wanted to do or be the person I wanted to be if we stayed together. He's sweet but also can be mean, and make me feel bad about myself. We don't have sex any...
    roselint roselint
    22-25
    1 Response Feb 4, 2011

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