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I Let Go, I Freed Myself

FREEDOM IS LETTING GO 37 People

    Free!!!:) I've been yammering on

    and on about an online relationship I was having, and how I ended it...but was still holding onto it in some ways. Yesterday I stepped past my fear, and my hurt, and let go completely. It was scary in some ways, and sad in others, but more them anything, it was freeing to block...
    Erzulia Erzulia 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    Letting Go A Good Friend...

    Six months ago I met a wonderfun person, that person opened up to me in a way I never imagined, he shared his dreams, thoughts, hopes, fears, problems, and even gave me a little piece of his heart when I most needed it. I felt your pain, your anger, your sadness, and also your...
    believer07 believer07 18-21 1 Response Feb 21, 2010

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    Goodbye...David

    I write so much about you because you are very special to me. We met two weeks ago and the way we met is so improper. You read my name in an advertisement in the Internet. You called me, I answered. We met. You played your music for me. The music you played in the organ is...
    evergreen evergreen 31-35, F Jan 29, 2008

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    Letter To My Love...

    My love~   Ever heard the expression, "I wear my heart on my sleeve?"  How truthful is this statement?  Sure, it certainly is easy to fall in love...but actually staying in love seems to be the challenge in all relationships.  Experience has taught me that wearing my heart...
    behindthemask24 behindthemask24 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2012

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    I Stopped Hating Him

    When I was a little girl, I was raped by my 18 year old cousin. I had repressed the memories until I was 10. When I recalled those memories, I hated him, I hated myself, my life, the world.... but I hated him! I spent 7 years hating him, spent 7 years wishing that I wouldnt run...
    lonelybrokenhearted lonelybrokenhearted 16-17, F Dec 21, 2008

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    This too will pass is tattooed on my arm. Every time I am faced with something tough, I look and remind myself of this principle...
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    Freedom restricted is my worst nightmare!Freedom is very important to me, I cherish it a lot because it means everything and I know what its like when its taken away!I know what...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I realize I sometimes hold on to people when theyre letting me go.  Sometimes the toughest part of letting go is realizing that the other person already did. This is hard for...
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    Coloursearching Coloursearching 22-25 4 days ago

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    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I know in your eyes, I did the most unimaginable, unforgivable thing. I am human. I did what I did to forget all the hurt, disappointment, and to keep from having horrible...
    purtyinpink17 purtyinpink17 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    Gradually, I've let go of some of this pattern; ironically, it took someone pointing out how conceited it sounds to think I have that much power or control. But there is one thing...
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    I hate myself for not listening to my head. I hate myself for not breaking it off when I knew I HAD to. I hate myself for not letting it go. I hate myself for not crying when I...
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    I discovered I always ask myself a "why" question. Whenever I feel something, I don't expect me to feel it, I just tell her : WHY!? I think my first rule in loving myself should...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Maybe, like me, in your interactions, you seem anything but held back. I am lavish with praise, affection, expression of love and connection. I voice my gratitude for people's...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I am still in the process but I am moving in that road. I've been doing few attempts now and then on various aspects of my life but nothing was broad clear. I was shyly moving...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I've pretty much lost all of my family. My mother is completely different, and she's mean now, and irresponsible. Her father is violent and mean as well, not to mention sneaky and...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T Jul 16

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