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I Let Go, I Freed Myself

FREEDOM IS LETTING GO 36 People

    Free!!!:) I've been yammering on

    and on about an online relationship I was having, and how I ended it...but was still holding onto it in some ways. Yesterday I stepped past my fear, and my hurt, and let go completely. It was scary in some ways, and sad in others, but more them anything, it was freeing to block...
    Erzulia Erzulia 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    I Stopped Hating Him

    When I was a little girl, I was raped by my 18 year old cousin. I had repressed the memories until I was 10. When I recalled those memories, I hated him, I hated myself, my life, the world.... but I hated him! I spent 7 years hating him, spent 7 years wishing that I wouldnt run...
    lonelybrokenhearted lonelybrokenhearted 16-17, F Dec 21, 2008

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    Letting Go A Good Friend...

    Six months ago I met a wonderfun person, that person opened up to me in a way I never imagined, he shared his dreams, thoughts, hopes, fears, problems, and even gave me a little piece of his heart when I most needed it. I felt your pain, your anger, your sadness, and also your...
    believer07 believer07 18-21 1 Response Feb 21, 2010

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    Letter To My Love...

    My love~   Ever heard the expression, "I wear my heart on my sleeve?"  How truthful is this statement?  Sure, it certainly is easy to fall in love...but actually staying in love seems to be the challenge in all relationships.  Experience has taught me that wearing my heart...
    behindthemask24 behindthemask24 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2012

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    Goodbye...David

    I write so much about you because you are very special to me. We met two weeks ago and the way we met is so improper. You read my name in an advertisement in the Internet. You called me, I answered. We met. You played your music for me. The music you played in the organ is...
    evergreen evergreen 31-35, F Jan 29, 2008

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    I want to let go of her but I just can't. Like I mentioned in my past experiences (you may find them but I don't know when i wrote them for those who do chose to search) Taylor was...
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    Katie, she was amazing, I have a mental illness and so my mind is not always clear, after I got out of jail for drug possession and went into recovery they changed my meds around...
    squeezenbiteme squeezenbiteme 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    every day gets harder than before. I don't know how long thus can go on. I cry myself to sleep. I burn myself. I cut myself. I'm falling apart.
    Sadiemay523 Sadiemay523 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    A feeling of pain popped up. I wanted to ensure that my ex was okay and not hurting but I had to ask myself...why? There is nothing I can do to fix this situation and I'll just be...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    42 days, 10 hours, 28 minutes, 56 seconds. All this time spent only to fail at being happy once again, and I just swallow my emotion like I always do and just say to myself that...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    It has to be done. I cannot just stand by,or allow myself to let this feeling of of being unwanted. destroy me.
    Lifeisaburden Lifeisaburden 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    My best friend well ex-best friend she's been posting on Facebook and snapchat about her "ex best friend" or how her ex best friend makes things worse I didn't really care I...
    sonnybd sonnybd 18-21, M Apr 29

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    Sorry, baby, I can't deal with this bullshit right now. I know we both have our issues to work out, so I'm going to do us both a favor and remove myself from the equation. I know...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F May 1

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    I don't think I can do this anymore... I don't think I can talk to you, see you, view your photos or others photos of you... I can't do this to myself anymore. You're a drug to me...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    Control...Letting the Curves Take You...The answer to control is practicing surrender.Trying to maintain control in this life is a bit like trying to maintain control on a roller...
    anghel77 anghel77 36-40, F Apr 27

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    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 2 Responses May 13

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    I cannot let him go nor do I want to.Why would I let someone go who makes me so happy? I tell him everything. He knows my worries and fears. He knows my joys and jealousies. He is...
    KuriosityKills KuriosityKills 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    I am having hard time starting conversations or meeting people, it is even worse when I am expecting someone to talk to me . Maybe it is just my lack of experience in that field...
    LFSomething LFSomething 22-25, M 3 Responses May 2

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    ****. I knew I shouldn't have. I knew it was stupid. I can't trust myself, I should have learned this lesson by the thousandth time. The question is now, how do I really feel? Is...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F May 11

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    Some people reject things they do not understand, I have learned to reject things I do understand. I think some of us are just born with an innate nature to question everything and...
    diamondgirl07 diamondgirl07 31-35, F Apr 22

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    They could take my home, my life but never could they take my soul. Day after day I reminded myself of this notion. They could take all physical means in my life but never could...
    Alexz72 Alexz72 22-25, F 2 Responses May 6

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    In the last month I've put on about 5 pounds without even trying.. I think it's due to going out to eat (usually 1-3 times a week) and snacking (on chips, chocolate, crackers...
    Cat903 Cat903 26-30, F Apr 25

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    This is actually in a train and happened a while back. One time, I wore a diaper on a train. It was amazing. I held my pee until I was bursting. I love the feeling!!! I was...
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    my parasite the pain, the fear..the unknown desire subconsciously seeking ways to spill the blood, deluding to love when the only love i feel is when the world is upside down...
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    Heavy hearted. Missing Wendi. Thinking of love. Pondering my life. My path. My journey. Five months ago everything changed. I thought it was all about love. But it was so much...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    If I could, I definitely would. I would do certain things differently. I hardly ever regret things, because I try to see the light in them. But, there's this one thing that I could...
    nirvsemp nirvsemp 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    YOU DON’T KNOW THE COST MILLIONAIRE KNOWSIt’s impossible, very popular phrase, but for millionaires seems in different context I. M. POSSIBLE? Millionaires Lock their...
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    I never felt free in my entire life. All my life I have been trapped by overprotected parents. If I trust or love someone, they will throw all those negative trash on me. They...
    redsilver26 redsilver26 18-21, F 3 Responses May 13

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    This became a longer story then I wanted to be, but its my story and I carry it with pride. I have always been a weirdo and I love myself for it. I am now in a point in my life...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was so skinny, flat stomach and a size zero not long ago. But I love eating and drinking wine. It has caught up with me for sure! I've definitely let myself go. Let's see how far...
    missimo missimo 26-30, F 2 Responses May 11

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    I can be passive aggressive. I'm too nice to the people that I care about and often get stepped on. I'm an angry person. I'm a loving person. I hate everyone but want the best for...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F Apr 26

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    To know me in person, I'm someone who is very sociable, funny and overall a kind soul. What I have in an abundance in humor and the gift of gab, I lack in the inability to hide my...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses May 13

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    I was at a family gathering and I was wearing shorts. It was really hot and we were at a park . I was having a few bourbon and cokes and getting very relaxed. I didn't realize it...
    Beret Beret 51-55, M 9 Responses May 3

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    This happened years ago. When I look back to myself at that period of time, I see myself as stupid. At the age of 10, I became very confused about my sexuality. I tried not to...
    Lonely90s Lonely90s 22-25, M May 7

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    Dear God, I pray that I get to have the courage and the perseverance to fight and not care of the risks involved. I am truly ashamed of myself. If it was only myself, I would...
    mareliberum mareliberum 26-30 2 days ago

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    MLGnoscoper MLGnoscoper 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I am almost always braless when I'm home alone,and sometimes carry out my day to day work topless. Such a lovely feeling of freedom with my breasts not restricted by a bra
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