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I Let Go Someone That I Really Loved

sometimes we love someone so much that our hearts can't contain it 130 People

    It's been 4 years and I can't move on.

    I tried doing my own thing. I exercise, I play guitar and working my way through college. But no matter how good I get, how great I look i'm just not happy. The more times moves on the less I want to meet new people. The more people I meet the more times I hear the same repeated...
    ThatBlankUserName ThatBlankUserName 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    It'S Been Half A Year Now And It Still Hurts.

    I was with a smart, beautify and very loving girl for 3 years. I admire and respect her very much. I loved her even while I was breaking up with her. It hurts, because I know that she loves me back to this very day and I've hurt her just as much as it has hurt me. It was rough...
    Beanow Beanow 22-25, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    If It Makes Her Happy

    I fell in love with her instantly. I fell hard and deep, and when I confessed my feelings to her, she didn't reciprocate. I sucked it up, remained friends with her, and waited hopelessly for my heart to get over her. It has only just begun to happen. I'm in a wonderful...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 12 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Trying To Break Away From Bpd Ex

    It has been 7mths since he decided to leave the relationship once I set my boundaries to him. Within these 7mths he has begged me not to be with anyone else to telling me I deserve happy to calling everyday or every other day asking me if I would want to work things out and I...
    road2recovery road2recovery 31-35 Sep 29, 2013

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    Am I Out Of Luck?

    Me and my ex girlfriend went out for three years. We have been broken up for four months. We became friend after the breakup. She would do things like call me up to cuddle, sleep over, give me a peck on the lips goodbye, and say she loves me sometimes. I told her we couldn't be...
    wantexback5207 wantexback5207 26-30 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    I Have Never Been More Sorry

    I let him go. He loved me and he was willing to do it all. He told me things that made me feel fabulous like I have a perfect body. Why couldn't I have just seen? Instead I went with what I was familair with and comfortable with and what I had for 3 years. I knew I wanted to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    I Couldnt Bring Myself To Fight For Her

    I had a beautiful, sexy, smart, fun woman at my side for a while when i was 22. In hindsight I shouldnt have had the thought that I was young and my Multiple Sclerosis wasnt going to get in the way of future relationships. But we we met at a club in a little city south of me and...
    jadedwyzdom jadedwyzdom 31-35, M Apr 4, 2013

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    Am I Dreaming?!

    I was holding back my tears when I walked-out of that second-floor apartment, knowing that things will never be the same with us again. I didn't know that you were there. I know your at work. I need to get my clothes but I don't want to run into you. It will be easier if you...
    Reira Reira 26-30, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    Sometimes...

    You have to choose.
    simplygirl simplygirl 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    that's what she wants.

    . i just give it to her.. its hard, yes its hard.. my heart is breaking into tiny pieces.. :( hope she's happy now. its okay if i'm the one in miserable situation.. i just want her to be happy.. stupid me.. hahaha
    emily036 emily036 18-21, F Oct 13

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    Lost True Love

      To: The Man Who Had My Heart Starting 16 Years Ago My dream of many years Walked right out my door My eyes filled with tears My heart fell to the floor I had a second chance For that one rare love For a perfect romance Sent from up above He proposed to me My...
    babiluvin babiluvin 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2008

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    Had To

     It was not a sudden realization that he never loved me and wanted me as much as I loved him & wanted him in my life. But this never stopped me slowing down or reducing the intensity of my emotions..I was so deeply in love.I knew the reasons why he said things would not work...
    Iikya Iikya 26-30, F Apr 2, 2012

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    It Happened Slowly

    And it's painful. I'm still in the process... It doesn't hurt when I see him anymore though, I don't spend hours crying and still hoping for what I know won't happen. The songs that I played that'd bring me tears and thoughts of him, don't make me cry anymore... I can honestly...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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