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I Let Go Someone That I Really Loved

sometimes we love someone so much that our hearts can't contain it 125 People

    It's been 4 years and I can't move on.

    I tried doing my own thing. I exercise, I play guitar and working my way through college. But no matter how good I get, how great I look i'm just not happy. The more times moves on the less I want to meet new people. The more people I meet the more times I hear the same repeated...
    ThatBlankUserName ThatBlankUserName 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    I Have Never Been More Sorry

    I let him go. He loved me and he was willing to do it all. He told me things that made me feel fabulous like I have a perfect body. Why couldn't I have just seen? Instead I went with what I was familair with and comfortable with and what I had for 3 years. I knew I wanted to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    It Happened Slowly

    And it's painful. I'm still in the process... It doesn't hurt when I see him anymore though, I don't spend hours crying and still hoping for what I know won't happen. The songs that I played that'd bring me tears and thoughts of him, don't make me cry anymore... I can honestly...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    I Couldnt Bring Myself To Fight For Her

    I had a beautiful, sexy, smart, fun woman at my side for a while when i was 22. In hindsight I shouldnt have had the thought that I was young and my Multiple Sclerosis wasnt going to get in the way of future relationships. But we we met at a club in a little city south of me and...
    jadedwyzdom jadedwyzdom 31-35, M Apr 4, 2013

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    Trying To Break Away From Bpd Ex

    It has been 7mths since he decided to leave the relationship once I set my boundaries to him. Within these 7mths he has begged me not to be with anyone else to telling me I deserve happy to calling everyday or every other day asking me if I would want to work things out and I...
    road2recovery road2recovery 31-35 Sep 29, 2013

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    It'S Been Half A Year Now And It Still Hurts.

    I was with a smart, beautify and very loving girl for 3 years. I admire and respect her very much. I loved her even while I was breaking up with her. It hurts, because I know that she loves me back to this very day and I've hurt her just as much as it has hurt me. It was rough...
    Beanow Beanow 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    Lost True Love

      To: The Man Who Had My Heart Starting 16 Years Ago My dream of many years Walked right out my door My eyes filled with tears My heart fell to the floor I had a second chance For that one rare love For a perfect romance Sent from up above He proposed to me My...
    babiluvin babiluvin 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2008

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    Had To

     It was not a sudden realization that he never loved me and wanted me as much as I loved him & wanted him in my life. But this never stopped me slowing down or reducing the intensity of my emotions..I was so deeply in love.I knew the reasons why he said things would not work...
    Iikya Iikya 26-30, F Apr 2, 2012

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    Sometimes...

    You have to choose.
    simplygirl simplygirl 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

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    Am I Out Of Luck?

    Me and my ex girlfriend went out for three years. We have been broken up for four months. We became friend after the breakup. She would do things like call me up to cuddle, sleep over, give me a peck on the lips goodbye, and say she loves me sometimes. I told her we couldn't be...
    wantexback5207 wantexback5207 26-30 2 Responses Jul 9, 2010

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    Am I Dreaming?!

    I was holding back my tears when I walked-out of that second-floor apartment, knowing that things will never be the same with us again. I didn't know that you were there. I know your at work. I need to get my clothes but I don't want to run into you. It will be easier if you...
    Reira Reira 26-30, F 1 Response May 1, 2008

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    If It Makes Her Happy

    I fell in love with her instantly. I fell hard and deep, and when I confessed my feelings to her, she didn't reciprocate. I sucked it up, remained friends with her, and waited hopelessly for my heart to get over her. It has only just begun to happen. I'm in a wonderful...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 12 Responses Nov 19, 2009

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    Sometimes i wonder if my ex have cast a curse on me, probably not voluntary but I remember so clearly when i broke up With her... Her saying to me that I will never find someone...
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    Once you let someone be part of your life, it's gonna be hard to cover their foot prints after they left
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    Now it's September... I had great summer, this summer. I used to think that I was kinda asocial and couldn't really get on well with people, but as it turned out, it's not that...
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    So my 'boyfriend', emphasis on the boy just broke up with me. I'm really glad actually. I'm so glad because when we were physically together I realized how irritable and intolerant...
    missquietriot missquietriot 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Yes, if I had no other way of saving someone I loved, without dying myself. Then I see no reason not to, I could get hit by a car 20 mins from now, I might as well go out with a...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M Sep 14

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    It's never too late. you best wrap your head around this concept. I hope you find something you love, trust, and then proceed, and do not stop until you succeed; keep your mind...
    CongratulationS CongratulationS 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    How do I let someone go who I still love so much and have to see every day? If I haven't realized that a deserve better by now than will I ever? I'm sinking deeper and deeper into...
    GabbyCot GabbyCot 18-21, F 15 Responses Sep 16

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    I doubt anyone will respond to this. Its not like I want anyone to respond, its just that.. I hope someone will. Ive lost a lot of faith. Faith in god, myself and humanity. So...
    DerangedScubadiver DerangedScubadiver 18-21, M 8 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Wow. 'Because sending a letter is the next best thing to showing up personally at someone's door. Ink from your pen touches the stationary, your fingers touch the paper, your...
    chasingekjx chasingekjx 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Someone once asked me in a group discussion, "Would you rather have loved and lost, or never loved at all?" The people before me had all said, "To have loved and lost of course...
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    So, I really don't understand why there can't be someone who would understand me, would not be judging or ironic. Throughout my life I've been making friends and then loosing them...
    Misunderstoodcreature Misunderstoodcreature 26-30, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Fell in love for the first time 20 yrs ago with a man who thought I was much older than I was. I lied about my age. I really liked him but we only saw each other off and on for a...
    Ladygrey79 Ladygrey79 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    Today is my ex's birthday. It's a miserable rainy day outside. At least I can take some comfort in that. Seems like today would be my prime opportunity to do something romantic...
    thesingledad thesingledad 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It's really not how I planned it, but I think I wouldn't have wanted it any other way... It's not what I was looking for, but it still happened and I guess, that's the magic that...
    Chips007 Chips007 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    as you know i left my partner a week ago. It ended badly, with him saying --and this was what broke the camels back-- that he didnt want to touch me because he didnt want to, yet...
    Cookielover5752 Cookielover5752 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I drive my *** to go see my boyfriend every single day..... He doesn't have a car so I drive like 25 min to a see him...... I always let him see my phone everything!!!! Well today...
    AndreaaG AndreaaG 18-21, F 15 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Have this girl that am crazy about and at the same time cannot let go of past mistakes she has made what do I do move on kinda confused we are currently on a break any advise
    abubobby abubobby 26-30, M 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I'm so tired of feeling lonely and anyone who tells me they love me not showing it. My drug addict boyfriend(ex, idk really the label at this point)claims he loves me and yet his...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I don't like it when people accuse you of something you didn't do. When I left my ex-boyfriend I was devastated because I cared for him and his family. However I realized I could...
    Morenita79 Morenita79 31-35, F a week ago

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    I dated someone for a few years. I call it dating but I was really just the girl on the side. I think deep down he knew how I felt but didn't care. I tried to be there for him...
    NewGuernica NewGuernica 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 8

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    I have known my boyfriend for years. We finally got together approximately two years ago. Before we realised how we felt about one another we spent loads of time together because...
    K504lois K504lois 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 14

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    To love and be loved is the one of the greatest things in life. But what if that was the case but you just couldn't be? I've been dating a guy where for almost a year and have...
    lights00 lights00 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I was in love with this guy, Brandon, and at first, he loved me back. We used to imagine what our life would be like together when we were older, what college we would go to, where...
    auram59993 auram59993 13-15, F Sep 22

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    A lie I tell myself:I'll forget I loved you a someday. Because the memory will become faint. And the feelings will dissipate. And the thought of you won't make me hurt anymore.And...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Sep 16

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    It's funny you know.. No being able to choose who you fall in love with. I wish I could of prevented the feelings I had for him. He was my best friend (funny how every story starts...
    justbreath12 justbreath12 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hi Guys..ok i really need your help.. It's a very long story but I will try to shorten it..i think that's why I'm in EP, I was trying to tell my story..because I needed advices...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Hi Guys..ok i really need your help.. It's a very long story but I will try to shorten it..i think that's why I'm in EP, I was trying to tell my story..because I needed advices...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

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    Ooppppsss! I did it again! I can't really be trusted with my own rules. Just hoping its worth it.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    About 18 months ago I started a new job and I remember the first time I met my boss I couldn't forget him. I went home and he was all I thought about. He interviewed me said he...
    Monoka14 Monoka14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I fell in love with a woman a few months ago. I've been in love before but this felt differnt. She was so easy to love. She was kind, caring, and when I was with her nothing else...
    Sheritan Sheritan 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 15

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    I just want to be loved sometimes. By someone who will never let me forget it, question it or doubt it. But now it seems that everyday i don't feel loved, by my family, by my...
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    To You, I know you must think that I am a ***** now. A cruel, heartless ***** that led you on and gave you sleepless nights. The heartless ***** that was nice to you just because...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So much has been going on lately , I just started a new job and I go I school now so my schedule is pretty much full. It's so much new stress added on ... Then this. I went to...
    JustIndifferent JustIndifferent 18-21, F Sep 9

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