I Let You Rip My Heart Out

We were childhood pals, I knew her for all my life. And we got into one silly argument and she goes off marrying someone. The worst part? She died. And I still love her.

I was a willing victim because I thought it was love.
I am glad, I survived.
I can never be  dead again.

All I have to say is: fuck you

Fuck you, because youre a lying, cheating, asshole. And fuck you, for making me feel like the biggest idiot in the universe.

But thank you, for making me realize that I deserve better than you, and for...

I let you rip my heart out. I thought you were someone I could trust. I was blinded by the things you told me. They were all lies, just words to you. They didn't mean anything to you. They never ment anything to you. How could I have...

I am a fool. Plain and simple.Too many times over to count. I don't know WTH is wrong with me. My heart refuses to listen to my head, I guess.And I wanted to believe you.I wanted to keep feeling alive. I am addicted to you.I knew deep...

"i let you rip my heart out" now  give it back you bastard or i''ll beat you so bad your heart will sink to your toes....MUHAHAHAhahahahahahahah..*laughs evilily for a long time then chokes and is okay and looks around...

ok you little prick, you had your fun a few years ago. I want my virginity,innocence, time and nose cartilage back, thanks. 

And I will let you rip it out again and again.
You make me a fool.

I handed you my heart, I gave it to you to keep it safe, to prevent it from getting hurt, but what did you do, you ripped it out, and you stabbed in over and over and over again. It really hurt....I don't know why I let you do that...

I laid there clinging to my pillow as if it were a lifeline; the only thing keeping me from falling into a million pieces. I hadn't felt such a deep, profound ache of emptiness in a long, long time. The pain took my breath away, hot...