I hate being alone. But its even worse whe youre surrounded by people and you still feel alone and empty. Im trying really hard to be happy but its so hard.
Everytime I'm alone with my mind I start overthinking and once I start overthinking I think about self harming and suicide and just being alone I can't deal, whenever I'm left...
sometimes you need to be alone I just grab my beats and go for a walk and listening to my music is when I am at absolute peace
the thing is im lonely when im not alone.
when im on my own, i shed the several walls i have up at any time and let my guard down. When im alone, i can wear shorts and a tank top...
I've always been alone and I've gotten use to it. When people are around me and it's loud I get mad and have to get out of there before I burst.
Occasionally I like to be alone
Every time im left alone with my thoughts, im eaten alive. I hate myself too much too handle
I guess it was too much to ask for anyone, even my family, to spend my birthday with me. All I really wanted was for someone to be here.
It's a little scary but I'm not really sure why...I guess it reminds me of my past.
I like being alone more than I like being with people. I can reflect on my life and myself. I can think without being interrupted. I'm the best company I can have.
Its been 2 years since I have been widowed. Still find it so hard to move forward. Being alone has become second nature to me. Who wants to wake up alone daily? ME (weird I know)
Oh you don't understand! You can learn a lot about being alone at times, to spice it up for yourself, go to a park full of trees and sit there with your specified type of music...