outside. outside. do you want to go outside. there are plants out there. grass. trees. some flowers. leaves. birds. rocks. cool outside things. we could go out… side…… together……. and hold…… birds… maybe kiss… a leaf…….
or limit my time outside even though I enjoy being outside?..
I feel like Im punishing myself for pleasuring myself.
And when I dont go outside I get sad or sometimes depressed. I try everyday to be outside and enjoy every second of it but then I feel this urge to go back...
I love being outside in the nature, I grew up in the countryside so I'm used to wildlife, recently I moved to London; and got totally bored, I really miss the ''outside'', but luckily I have a huge park across the street :D