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I Like Chaos

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    Living a life including the unknown,

    sudden events, & unexpected changes are the only types of environments I find myself comfortable in. Plans are not anything I enjoy making/abiding by & make me feel as if I'm not living much at all.
    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F Jul 29, 2014

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    It makes me feel very at home,

    when I just see disfunction around me. Which I recognize sounds ****** up. But it's what I grew up in, it's what's familiar. It's the equivalent of a white suburbia's kid memories of a summer beach house. When ***** tough, I become the best version of myself.
    Mercurylucidity Mercurylucidity 18-21, F Jul 21, 2014

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