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I Like Chaos

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    Living a life including the unknown,

    sudden events, & unexpected changes are the only types of environments I find myself comfortable in. Plans are not anything I enjoy making/abiding by & make me feel as if I'm not living much at all.
    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F Jul 29, 2014

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    It makes me feel very at home,

    when I just see disfunction around me. Which I recognize sounds ****** up. But it's what I grew up in, it's what's familiar. It's the equivalent of a white suburbia's kid memories of a summer beach house. When ***** tough, I become the best version of myself.
    Mercurylucidity Mercurylucidity 18-21, F Jul 21, 2014

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    I absolutely love flying. Nothing like getting ready to take off for a new destination. San Fran here I come...in less than two months.
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    now, I don't need a woman like a trailer hitch, and I don't need one to haul me outa the ditch, but I need a woman to take care of my heart, and to help it straighten out from its...
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    Any girls wanna fart for me? probably sounds bad but kinda like girls farting
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    I'm such a loser. I don't even know that how to talk to other people. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm a living CORPSE.
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