As I watch my tears run down my cheeks I stop and whisper,
Why couldn't I just have said I miss you?
Why did I have to go and wreck it all again,
Why couldn't I just let myself be happy?
Why can't I smile and just keep smiling?
Why do I have to wait till the tears stream.
With every breath I take I must hold my voice back,
with every laugh steals my soul.
With every shout cracks my heart.
It takes my darken hope to break me free,
from the chains that hold me down on this plane to dispair.
With every hug I must remind myself not to scream.
C A B B A G E S A R E F U N !
J A N U A R Y K I N G
What stands on one leg all day
And has its heart in its head ?
Well a CABBAGE of course !
We may laugh about CABBAGES
But they are a noble vegetable
I have no role to play,
I have no centre,
I can't help dark thoughts,
I am my own mentor,
There is no where to belong,
I have to be oh so strong,
I no longer search for meanings,
Just a face in a nameless throng,
I move without aim from city to city,
The prospects bleak...
Lies is what you give, lies is what I seek.
Still the heart yearns, a word or two linger
through the night and start to reek.
Heavy, as laden nimbus, the silence prevails
occasionally broken by the questioning eyes.
You know you’re lost, I know I’m lost too,
abandoned is the...
Yesterday I walked to Asda to get my shopping and post some mail.... After I was done I stood outside for a bit, enjoying the rare Scottish suinshine. an old gentleman approached me and asked in a really raspy voice "can you help me feed the birds?" He had obviously been drinking...
plz respect me and do not steal
The rain is crying.
The sky is frightening.
How I want to be just like lightning.
Not thunder not wind.I just want to be me again.
Sometimes I find myself looking at the ground wishing I had more true friends around. ...
u want to gay so have your way
i think i might leave
im gone fir today
why so blue whos the highest me or u
this fact is true im there for u
what said is done
u might as well as won
im done with fight
though i must say 1 more thing before i leave
i dont understand your...
Days pass by as the tide of the ocean rises and recedes.
As normal as it may seem, look deep within the ripples that shater ones life.
Only when the waters of ones concious is like glass,
clear thought will be enlightened to ones eyes.
Oh go away
and leave me be
of you and me
Its been a year
I shed no tear
But feel no fear
Walk among shades
Who midnight raid
Upon my psyche
With shiny blades
Time stands still
I look for thrills
Aug 13 2012
And sometimes you were there for me
And other days I'd wish you'd leave
And when at night I'd go to bed
I'd be confused and wish you dead
I'd feel it was all my fault
I'd feel I was very small
I'd feel that I could not sleep
No privacy was mine to...
Your lies are tearing me apart,
its clear that you have no heart.
Care for no one,
the smile upon your face is pure hatred,
aimed at me as I'm the fool,
whom forgives the betrayer all the time.
Five times the silly girl I am,
was lead to believe I was your friend...
I wrote this a few years back and just found it the other day.
The wind made the tree dance.
Green leaves swayed in the air,
Sun shinning high over the deep grass
Grass that only a rainy spring could color.
Two lovers walk hand and hand across an old bridge
Kissing softly to...