as weird/sad/pathetic but sometimes when I can't sleep, I take my pillows and shove them under my comforter. I then shape it into a form that kinda feels like another person. Then I'm able to sleep. I wish it were the warmth and fuzziness of a guy, but what can ya do?
I know it's not fully socially acceptable for a guy to be into cuddling but I don't care. So what if I day dream sometimes about curling up on the floor of my living room in front of the fire place during a snow storm late at night and pulling a girl close to me. Holding her and...
and hours. I love just laying in his arms and feeling totally safe and comfy. I love hearing his heartbeat and feeling his chest rise and fall with his breaths. I love being his little spoon and I love resting my head on his chest. I need someone to cuddle with! Lol
Especially on a cold winter night. I miss being under the cover with my boyfriend while he holds me... his warmth making me warm and my warmth making him warm. I like spooning too lol. I like watching a good movie while cuddling too.
when I'm sleepy, I just like curl up by the side of my best friend and cuddle with them. It's just comforting, and it's just nice to have them there to cuddle with, and I always feel happier and you know warmer after if you get what I mean?