I Like to Drop Out of Sight Sometimes

I am naturally an introvert with minimal friends, I tend to withdraw into my protective cocoon and shut everyone out. I pull the plug on all my social accounts, besides EP.  I am unreachable on FB, I won't answer my phone, I will only...

Now and again, when things get too much and I need a break, I like to drop out of sight, usually at night. I like to go into the mountains. I have some favorite secret locations I like to stay in. One...

I wish I could vanish.  I want to melt into my chair...turn into air and reappear at home, in my bed, covers over my head.  I don't want to move, or breathe, or think.  I don't want anyone to see me today. 

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I dropped out of sight of everyone I know about a year ago. I spend my time a lone, reading, writing, cleaning, etc. I don't have friends anymore. It's best that way until I get rid of my demons.

After a flurry of recent rejections I'm revenging myself on the universe by depriving it of me. My awesomeness has been subtracted from the total mass of awe available to keep the cosmos in harmony.  The homeostatic balance tipped...

Hi in here...

I wish it was different..but I cannot live my life as most people do. Socializing, small talking, joining parties with people they know, and people they don´t know. I get stock within the first hour - and find it...

I know I'm socially lazy and it's liberating to stay away from everyone else because I don't have to worry. I worry about offending people, looking stupid or frumpy or sad, or just being plain awkward.
This habit is hurting more than...

I did this resently actually. I had been having some social problems and was really starting to become someone I wasn't. I was constently jelous of my best friend and others. So during a week of school I turned my phone off...

Just today, once again, I had to hear from a friend that I should remain in touch more. I should stop disappearing all of a sudden. So, I was thinking why do I really like to drop out of sight.I need it, and I guess, once in a while...

Driving home from work today stirred up a desire for adventure. I want to go on a road trip. I want to explore new places and see new sights.

I wish my life were more flexible to allow for such adventures at the spur of the...

Sometimes I drop out of sight just to give myself a break from life.  Sometimes I wish I could do it forever.

My closest EP friends have noticed this about me.  I go through periods when I am very vocal and playful and may post a gadzillion comments on people's stories.Then there are other times when I am more withdrawn.  It has nothing to do...