but without my music I'd eventually just stop. Is stop everything. At some point I'd just need to escape something. It could be pain, stress, annoying little kids. My music is my escape. Even when there's no one left I still have that. Especially when I've hit rock bottom. The...
while it takes me on a low ride.... I feel the sound suck up every inch of my blood, I am numb by the voices I hear, while the sound continues to play...Palm trees in the light, I can see late at night....Grenedine sunshine, can you break this love of mine.
always plugged in, and on the highest volume. I shut out the world and all of its negative energy, but I always seem to get picked on either way. If it weren't for music I probably would've committed suicide by now..
when I'm really depressed. After some time, I listen to hard rock to pump me up from depression to frustration. This phase is crucial really. xD Then, alternative rock songs to bring me back to normal. :D
(Ho!) I've been trying to do it right
(Hey!) I've been living a lonely life
(Ho!) I've been sleeping here instead
(Hey!) I've been sleeping in my bed,
(Ho!) Sleeping in my bed
(Ho!) So show me family
out, every thing else. It helps the most when I go in long night time walks, the cool night time air, combined with the silence only broken my headphones. It just lets me forget if even if for a moment about everything, everything that has happened, everything that has hurt...