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I Like To Walk In Rain Because No One Knows I Am Crying

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    Friends Come N Go

    this statement friends come and go is one hundred percent accurate. True friends rarely come along bc at the end of the day ppl are ********! You think you got all these friends n then you get pregnant and whose called ya up to say hey congrats girl aint none of my "friends...
    tccc tccc 18-21 1 Response Nov 23, 2011

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    Rainfall Helps Me Hide The Tears And Block Out Others

    I have always been a bit of a loner. I don't mind working with others, its just that I feel more comfortable working by myself. I dislike being watched like a hawk and having every action monitored. I praise those cloudy clouds and the dismal days that deter other people. Its my...
    bluebarker bluebarker 18-21, M Apr 25, 2012

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    Bedtime And Nightmares

    She its alone in her room, her pajamas on Ready to go to sleep, and everything is calm But out of no where, an enemy appears ready to take her down, with all of her fears She sees the hurt, the torture, and the pain It's all coming fast, like a large storm of rain There's no...
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2013

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    Help

    this video helps me in a way http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GllYAsf9yAE
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs 18-21, F Jan 17, 2013

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    You're Wrong, I Don't Belong Here..

    I think I don't have a hard, it's the only thing that explains why I don't feel anything.So I'm just sitting In my room, trying to relax but just all the noise, it's kind of freaking me out.My father screaming, the neighbours screaming, on the street people are screaming. I just...
    CharlotteCloseYourEyes CharlotteCloseYourEyes 18-21, F Feb 7, 2012

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    My Sad Life

    i was never loved by whom i lovd more than my life:>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    shekhar007 shekhar007 16-17 2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    I have felt with self harm and being suicidal for a while now and only 3 people know about cutting and once about suicidal thoughts. I'm also dealing with anxiety and I just can't...
    ImTryingMyBest24 ImTryingMyBest24 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Hi I'm just 14 and no one knows in this part of the world that I'm gay. I am searching for a boyfriend/friend.But I felt hopeless about love I have a classmate that I love him very...
    ronjayson ronjayson 13-15, M May 8

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    Everyone had a side to them that no one knows of some people choose to eventually reveal it others choose to keep it locked away and only let it come out when they are alone or...
    LostNAnEcho LostNAnEcho 16-17, F May 22

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    I also like walking barefoot on grass. It's always such a nice feeling.
    Delphi111 Delphi111 13-15, M May 24

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    I love walking in the rain, but you have to have the right gear and you have to be going towards your home. Walking to work in the rain however sucks as you have to work in a wet...
    ZemaLDFM ZemaLDFM 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    And I'm afraid that one day, the people around me would start to see me for who I really am - stupid and devoid of character. All my life, people have always seen me as that "role...
    heymarie heymarie 18-21, F 1 Response May 25

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    Yes I'm kind of romantic but I didn't show it coz I don't have boyf and I don't know how to show it. My friends say that i have an ego as tall as burj khalifa because they say I'm...
    ShyGirlbutStraightForward ShyGirlbutStraightForward 22-25, F May 9

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    Hey everyone. i am new to this site and this group. I feel that I am living a lie because i want to make myself believe that i am straight. but my heart tells me that i am indeed...
    Reymos Reymos 18-21, M 1 Response May 25

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    I recently fell out with a Long term friend of mine because of many reasons, she was very controlling and always liked to be centre of attention. Since moving to college I have...
    Charlottemol Charlottemol 16-17, F 2 Responses May 13

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    I have a small circle of friends that I've known since we were young because of school. I think we grew a connection because we clicked well and always had a good time when we were...
    groovyhugsbunny groovyhugsbunny 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    Took my dog down to the park today and his leash tore up my hands. I guess I should've used the retractable one rather than the one that's a metal chain with a leather handle :(
    AngelWithASecret2 AngelWithASecret2 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like people tend to brush me off and not take my serious sometimes. People dont include me in activities and i seem to always be on my own. It really sucks
    dfe213 dfe213 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    big wind swept lashing soaking drops swirls through and stains the chimney pots short grass grows green in grateful swards swallowing this morning's scant rewards soaking up dark...
    mcconchiea mcconchiea 51-55, M May 5

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    and it is better that way. your lives are fuked anyway. how a fuked vent *** to a how is about to explode of all the *** they are drawn in. it is better that way. no body will...
    sam1992really1 sam1992really1 22-25, M May 18

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    I have been married for 30 years and my wife, family, friends, and co-workers have no idea that I am very bisexual. I am so tired of hiding this side of me but so afraid of the...
    just4fun2352 just4fun2352 61-65, M 1 Response May 25

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    My dog has helped with my situational depression. I love training her and she keeps me exercising.
    kerri33 kerri33 31-35, F 1 Response May 17

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    You're Just Sexy With Your SocksThis video put me to smile 
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses May 22

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    Jacklyin Taylors looked over the city from her eleventh floor condo. She stares long and hard at the bustling city streets. They moved at an alarming rate for it to be 10:30 at...
    lunsymone lunsymone 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5

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    If you like walking and you live in Britain, you've got to be prepared to walk in the rain. It can be strangely invigorating and also relaxing: the rain keeps you cool, the noise...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M May 10

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    I am glad that I was born female because this makes crying a lot more excusable. If a man cries in front of others, he will lose all respect. Although there is not as much of a...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 May 21

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    I'm always crying, and I'm quite proud that no one knows. It hurts to be me every moment of each day. I have always disliked myself, but in the back of my mind I assumed it would...
    chasingwaterfalls chasingwaterfalls 31-35, F 4 Responses May 9

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    I love it when it rains because it just calms me. Especially at school. Everyone is calmer. When it's a thunder and lightning storm, I just feel the need to be happy even though...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F a week ago

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    Rain is one of the most beautiful things in life. Nothing seems wrong while it rains. This blog is full of comfortable and cozy intense sensations for that kind of person who...
    muslimboy123 muslimboy123 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Its everywhere I go or anybody I meet noone seems to like me ...no one really liked me in school and I had no friends hardly .... My family seems to not like me neither ...my...
    Christina010692 Christina010692 22-25, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Another reason why I dislike to cry: People never really think about the reason why I cry, and that they like to take conclusions about it before you tell them why. For example...
    salmon140301 salmon140301 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to share my story.I contracted HSV from a one night fling, he never told me. I'm not sure if he knew or he was in denial, because he was still in denial when i told him.At...
    jokerrrr jokerrrr 26-30, M May 7

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    omg...... I live at home with my brothers and mum and I like wearing my school dress witch I brought online at home and no one knows I sometimes walk out in public wearing it and...
    imcool2002 imcool2002 13-15, M 2 Responses May 9

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    I don't think anyone really knows me to its full capacity. No one knows me like my Heavenly Father does. One day my future husband will come close to my God in fully knowing me...
    JesusReigns777 JesusReigns777 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Its 3:35am Its cold outside, you zip up your jacket just a little bit more and put your hands in your pockets. Its quiet outside this late at night, and the gentle breeze flows...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    I've been crying on and off for the past 8 hours (ish) and I can't stop... I don't even know what I'm feeling... I'm so lost and confused... I've been fighting these tears for...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    the girl i like told me she's bi but no one knows and i was looking through her friend's twitter (we'll call this friend Z) and Z had posted a screenshot of her conversation with...
    em11111 em11111 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7

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    Right when i got out of high school i was with a guy who was older and totally crazy. not in a fun, charming way, more like a rabid animal ready to attack at even perceived...
    arrivedaria420 arrivedaria420 22-25, F May 3

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    so im gay and no one knows besides a few people because im terrified. if i tell people, then ill feel like people know me too well.
    00pisceslesbian00 00pisceslesbian00 16-17, F 2 Responses May 8

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    Okay I am small and so I normally have people walk into me or I walk into them. Here one of the most embassing ones. You see one of my friend's tall friend was talking to her I...
    CuteButTheDevil CuteButTheDevil 16-17, F May 22

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    "Do you ever hear your silent cries. They call and call but fall on death ears, without knowing you are being consumed from the inside out. It's upto you to save you from yourself...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 10 Responses May 4

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    I know many of my friends who mostly only will play with someone they know in real life, or be part of a group that speaks our native langauge only. But I dont really. I enjoy...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M May 11