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I Like To Walk In Rain Because No One Knows I Am Crying

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    You're Wrong, I Don't Belong Here..

    I think I don't have a hard, it's the only thing that explains why I don't feel anything.So I'm just sitting In my room, trying to relax but just all the noise, it's kind of freaking me out.My father screaming, the neighbours screaming, on the street people are screaming. I just...
    CharlotteCloseYourEyes CharlotteCloseYourEyes 18-21, F Feb 7, 2012

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    Help

    this video helps me in a way http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GllYAsf9yAE
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs 18-21, F Jan 17, 2013

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    Bedtime And Nightmares

    She its alone in her room, her pajamas on Ready to go to sleep, and everything is calm But out of no where, an enemy appears ready to take her down, with all of her fears She sees the hurt, the torture, and the pain It's all coming fast, like a large storm of rain There's no...
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2013

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    My Sad Life

    i was never loved by whom i lovd more than my life:>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    shekhar007 shekhar007 16-17 2 Responses Nov 17, 2011

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    Friends Come N Go

    this statement friends come and go is one hundred percent accurate. True friends rarely come along bc at the end of the day ppl are ********! You think you got all these friends n then you get pregnant and whose called ya up to say hey congrats girl aint none of my "friends...
    tccc tccc 18-21 1 Response Nov 23, 2011

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    Rainfall Helps Me Hide The Tears And Block Out Others

    I have always been a bit of a loner. I don't mind working with others, its just that I feel more comfortable working by myself. I dislike being watched like a hawk and having every action monitored. I praise those cloudy clouds and the dismal days that deter other people. Its my...
    bluebarker bluebarker 18-21, M Apr 25, 2012

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    No one knows my other side, except for one. He is the only one who knows all about me. knows about both sides and not only accepts me completely as I am, but also incourages both...
    shyshewolf shyshewolf 70+, F Apr 21

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    No one truly knows me. I mean yeah my closest friends but no one knows how sexual I am, how emotional I am sometimes, How strong I am sometimes, and how curious I am sometimes...
    cassycass13 cassycass13 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 21

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    no one knows any side of me, not even myself. I have been pretending to be what everone expects me to be for so long that I don't know what is real or not I want to throw in towel...
    sixtens sixtens 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I have an other side no one knows about but I sometimes express it just a little
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 21

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    I live in a place where it barely even rains, but when it does it's the best thing ever! The rain is so peaceful and just so amazing ⚡️☔️🌀.🌀
    Abstrong Abstrong 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Sometimes things happen which hurt you, you protect yourself with this so called "wall" to cover your true feelings, and then all it takes is one moment, one conversation... One...
    laurenMcC laurenMcC 18-21, F Apr 20

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    Honestly I have 3 sides. 1. I'm a goody tooshuies in my school. I put on a mostly fake smile and try to be kind and generous. It's like having a mask on, trying to hide the true...
    gabby121212 gabby121212 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I have two best friends, but I feel like they don't know the real me. I have trouble opening up about certain things and it scares me.
    cassi5253 cassi5253 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I really enjoy being approachable by strangers. It's so much easier to strike a conversation when walking my dogs. It's immensely satisfying to have other women speak to me out...
    mydreamsonly mydreamsonly 31-35, M Apr 16

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    Remind me next time I but a house to buy a one level house cause my doggie has gotten so heavy.
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 17

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    I find younger men that like older women tend to be smarter and less dominant. Plus the obvious physical benefit of having more hair and health. It also boosts my ego to know a man...
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 5

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    if you dont live on the edge you are taking too much space
    oanafortu oanafortu 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 21

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    I am thinking of suicide, while other people think I'm a cheerful, talkative person.
    Isurvivedlife Isurvivedlife 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 21

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    Only certain ep members know...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 2 Responses Apr 21

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    And very, very few ever will
    Chinduko Chinduko 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 21

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    That's what EP is for. Isn't it?
    justbtwnus justbtwnus 31-35, F 14 Responses Apr 22

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    Everyone thinks that.I am always happy.but they don't know about my dark side and if they did they would run screaming every time I looked at them
    shadow696 shadow696 13-15 Apr 22

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    Learning how to live life the way it should...
    aleydis aleydis 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    But Yoda is not a Gremlin... 😱
    Jerkules Jerkules 36-40 Apr 23

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    I actually get nightmares now. I was sexually assaulted at 11, and again at 17. I now get nightmares of rape, and dreams of suicide.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Apr 11

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    "Do you ever hear your silent cries. They call and call but fall on death ears, without knowing you are being consumed from the inside out. It's upto you to save you from yourself...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 6 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I love country music, guys who are funny but mean to girls but his girlfriend. I like mean guys because it shows he treat his girl with respect and treat outside girls like trash...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Again...Sitting in an ocean of doubt and regret. "Why did i do it? Is there a way out?". I always want what i can't and will never have. It's silly....but is it? is it really? Why...
    DetachedCinnamon DetachedCinnamon 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    Here i sit, trying to write another few pages.... but the mental block is too much, music in my ear, yet i can still hear the rain, the sorrow of the rain my one true love, misery...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Okay so listen up poptarts. There's kinda this thing where I'm sad a whole lot but don't want anyone to worry about me. In fact, I am only writing this because you need to know my...
    oopsoopspsosjxdsi oopsoopspsosjxdsi 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I like the rain. The sound of it spattering against wet surfaces, the cold and how gloomy the sky is that makes it a little dark just make me so.. at ease. Stay in all day, putting...
    LoneDolll LoneDolll 26-30, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    One stormy night many years ago, an elderly man and his wife entered the lobby of a small hotel in Philadelphia, USA. Trying to get out of the rain, the couple approached the front...
    khenpal khenpal 51-55, M Apr 21

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    My wife knew me but since she recently passed. It's like no one knows me. I have lovely friends an family but people busy an they think if I'm not showing them I'm doing fine...
    Widower1 Widower1 31-35 3 Responses Apr 14

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    everytime I lay things on the table for someone,and talk about what´s happening in my life I immediately feel the backlash. This is why I don´t talk about stuff, and have to come...
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F Apr 10

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    There was a sandstorm a week ago in my region, I went out and it was CRAZY.. I just love that climate if you know what I mean.., when the streets are empty and the ground is bare...
    FazyH FazyH 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    My first moment when i realised i liked girls. I was probably 16 at the time when i made a new bunch of awesome friends. I started having these unsure feelings for someone. Lets...
    Mleader1 Mleader1 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    I feel stupid whenever I'm with my friends.. My instincts never fails. And despite hearing things behind my back by those people I trusted whom I call 'friends', I always turn the...
    LiarOne LiarOne 22-25, F Apr 21

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    Right when i got out of high school i was with a guy who was older and totally crazy. not in a fun, charming way, more like a rabid animal ready to attack at even perceived...
    arrivedaria420 arrivedaria420 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Today I hosted a family dinner for 30 people... Our annual Easter gathering... As always, everyone raved about the wonderful day it was... The food was delicious and plentiful...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 12 Responses Apr 5

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    Blub Blub Be my friend please or not but please lonely I'm lonley wow wayyy to get sad, we don't want them to think we're weird who is this we no one knows alright...
    catchingyourclouds catchingyourclouds 16-17, F Apr 14

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    I don't really like my friends anymore. and i don't want to stop being friends with them, because then I wouldn't have anyone else I can be with, especially at school. I REALLY...