I Like to Write About How I Feel

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    girlsnightout123 girlsnightout123
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2016

    Fuc,k the liers who say they love you

    but they really don't Fuc,k the pretenders who'll make you believe when nothing true Fuc,k the maniacs who'll do everything to score Fuc,k those best friends who make you fall for them and be shock when you do. They even have the nerve to hug you while your heart is breaking and...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2016

    Thinking Positive I’m

    so tired of feeling lonely, But I’m left all alone, I’m so sick of being hated, But I’m better on my own. I want to be your only, I don’t want to ***** and moan, My desire’s hardly sated, With what kindness you have shown, I know I shouldn’t want, I know it’s not...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 10, 2015

    Grief When someone hurts you at your very core,

    someone you would have trusted with your life and they betray you there is grief. The last time I hurt this bad I was in high school and a close friend died. The roller coaster of feelings is the same. All the stages of grief over and over, the numbness of shock wearing off...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 30, 2016

    As I lay awake at night.

    watching the moon shine so bright, I think about the things to come and the mistakes I've made that are now dead and gone, I always hate the way I've lied but nobody's perfect and neither am I, so I must except the future I have made because of my desperation for wanting you...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 17, 2015

    Ok so I really don't know what to say besides

    my heart feels crushed my mom clearly doesn't know how to parent a daughter she knows how to push one away and knows how to love a son but not a daughter. Ignored, ,falsely accused for the stupidest things.
    NumbingPain NumbingPain
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2016

    If nucleus was found

    before atom, it would have been nucleus that would have been called the atom. So there is nothing in a name. If nucleus is not in rest, it disturbs the atom and if atom is not in rest, it disturbs the matter in which it is and so on, bringing about disturbance to the entirety...
    in10RjFox in10RjFox
    51-55, M
    Apr 17, 2016

    i am writing a book abiut my life

    but i don't know i should publish it or not?
    girlsnightout123 girlsnightout123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2016

    Random Rant: I think it's funny how people

    call me judge mental because of the way I think? Lol EP is for pretty much venting experiences and yet we still have those "Debbie Downers" lol We all have different minds, different ways of thinking and not everyone gets along nor agrees with everyone. I get it, you wanna...
    whoshookya whoshookya
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016

    This photo is the perfect summary of how I feel

    these days. Robotic and apathetic.An efficient robot that tries to do its best because that's the was it was programmed, not what comes from the inside.I just feel human when I talk with the one I love.
    Cierzo Cierzo
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 13, 2016

    If you love me then accept me.

    What I am & who I am. If you want changes in me. Then you have to change your mind. Because I know I am perfect 👌. I'll accept you for whatever you are. Who you are. Because true love is like diamond. It's hard to get.
    Lucifer63 Lucifer63
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2016

    Writing my feelings help me to stop

    over-thinking. I have a journal full of thoughts!
    deleted deleted
    Dec 8, 2015

    Random rant: I'm not sure what ****** me off

    more. Some people are just so ungrateful sometimes and I hardly say that. But I had gotten into a fight the other day with one of my best guy friends. He said I lied to him, about what I'm still trying to understand. His way of thinking is so corrupted that the only thing that...
    whoshookya whoshookya
    31-35, F
    Mar 30, 2016
    BookDiva BookDiva
    36-40, F
    Sep 19, 2015

    I had an emotional flashback,

    literally. As I walked out the front door I froze and remembered a feeling I would occasionally feel during the current weather and scenario. It was this profound feeling of gentle heartache imbued with melancholy. It was such a beautiful sentiment. I long for it now. I remember...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 17, 2016

    You say it's love. You say it hurts

    so much. But could it really be love when all you've done from the start is be afraid? The fear of ending up hurt never left your mind. It made you vicious. The fear crept towards your heart until it became cruel. It taught you to strike back, to strike first. It didn't give him...
    heymarie heymarie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 23, 2015

    Her name sprang to my lips at moments in

    strange prayers and praises which I myself did not understand. My eyes were often full of tears (I could not tell why) and at times a flood from my heart seemed to pour itself out into my bosom. I thought little of the future. I did not know whether I would ever speak to her or...
    pantysalesman pantysalesman
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    An Ember and an Ash A daughter

    and a Dad Depending on the day Sometimes she's treasure, sometimes trash Well she was worthless trash the day When she drove her Dad away She couldn't bring herself to say That he was never coming back She tried so hard to be good She just wanted to be loved All she wanted was...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    18-21, F
    Mar 25, 2016

    Ever tried going through your old journals

    and being astounded by yourself? Almost like you can't believe that was you. I read an article on writing about how you feel and aside from improving your emotional state, it helps hone your writing skills. I have a fancy journal which I have not used for a long time as I...
    Dayannara Dayannara
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2015

    As an Island with no access she felt.

    ... A whole world of emotions overflowing her land..... In the process of learning life lessons where resistance to lose her essence prevailed. Tornados, Hurricanes and Massive waves eroding her shores genuine as children, loving as summery moon's reflections on lengthy oceanic...
    PeaceofArt PeaceofArt
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2015

    i really hate the people

    who belittle women. who thinks they can get a woman by paying for them. or doing something extravagant just to get the girl. they think girls are gold diggers.
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    26-30, F
    Mar 31, 2016

    It's all I have. You know?

    What a shame! What a waste! Some how I have to get over this. Life is moving forward and I am stuck. I have the appearance of moving on but it's a stretch. My heart is planted firmly in the past even though the rest of me is going on with life.
    ijustneed2talk ijustneed2talk
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2016

    Rain drops on a parched desert.

    Drifting between the sand dunes, a zephyr whispered your presence. Of eyes that peer into frailties and see vitality. Of a mind that devours desperate words and forges perceptivity. Levity that crumbles the child-ego and rouses the man. Of tenderness that embraces the dark to...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99
    36-40, M
    Aug 27, 2015

    Ever wondered how it feels like to be cut with

    a razor on your chest, a little, everyday? How it feels like watching your own blood pour out of your very own flesh? Ever wondered about the pain? She felt that every second by the thought of you. Why did you mend her when all you had to do was to shatter and cut and brake...
    godstrengthensme7 godstrengthensme7
    22-25, F
    May 3, 2015

    I have a journal.. and I just write

    because I have no one to talk to in person.
    Weirdestone Weirdestone
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2016

    I'm not quite sure what to call this,

    but here is something I wrote: I suppose we all have that moment in life where everything we do seems wrong, and utterly useless. We see ourselves as the most despicable people that roam this surface of dust and rubble. The ever fortunate have the life they so truly desire and...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    6 Responses May 16, 2015

    It irritates me when someone gets mad at me

    because I don't think the way they do...uh news flash we are not all created the same. Thank god! This is what makes us unique. Don't question my questions or my answers, there's a reason behind everything I do and say. Call me judge mental, call me whatever you like. In my own...
    whoshookya whoshookya
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2016

    I don't really know what to say about Sexual

    action and stuff as such but why do some people these days down right always ask or want to do things connected to such? I mean, you can actually live without it for some time. It's not like required to have sexual interaction everyday. -_- im not being closeminded at this stuff...
    KarasuEm KarasuEm
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2016

    How can I start? I am a senior in high school.

    Senior year is supposed to be better than any other years right? Wrong. This year has been really tough. Recently I have this ex best friend who continues to indirectly bully me. She has been spreading rumors about me and people call me names behind my back. I sometimes start to...
    LilLolitaMisao LilLolitaMisao
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 25, 2016

    we were together from 3 years ,

    get separated for 5 years ,then we met again ,but only for 2 years ,It was two days after the valentine's day ,when I'd lost her forever.It was hard to accept the reality.I stopped going collage.Grounded in my room,eating junks all day ,watching animes all night,..I was afraid of...
    MaidenForever MaidenForever
    18-21, M
    Apr 12, 2016

    She runs when she starts to love,

    it scares her. She runs when he's coming close. She runs when he says sweet things. She runs to run but also to see if he would stop her. She wants the long hugs and the "everything is gonna be okay" She was the feeling of never being alone. But, for fear of a broken heart...
    GrowingArtist99 GrowingArtist99
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 9, 2015

    to bad this place is freezing up.

    I sure will miss it. but **** happens. maybe I should find out some where else to go.
    kasydragon kasydragon
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2016

    Do you feel like you are acting like someone

    somebody wants you to act? Now I know it sounds confusing and odd. I'll explain it in a minute. But first.. another question.. Are you YOU? Basically, my first question relates to me.. and maybe a few others. It's supposed to make you think if someone is making up who you are...
    Invisibleenough Invisibleenough
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2016

    Feelings and being able to express them is

    something unique to humans I think in the terms we can write books about them. Processing experiences is also something we need to do each time and in that way perhaps we can adjust where we need to and qualify as we ought to.
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity
    18-21, F
    Jan 25, 2016

    I hate it. I hate that people can't be decent

    to each other. I hate that people don't think before they talk or how it might affect their feelings. I hate how my friends suck, that in the end they were never really my friends at all. I hate that I'm so lonely and helpless about it. I hate that I care. I hate that my sister...
    Stormi33 Stormi33
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015

    it's been a bad bad day

    but who gives a ****? I could be sad all day but I don't feel like it!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    I really enjoy writing.

    particularly when I'm upset. I love venting my anger and releasing it onto paper instead of it lingering in my mind. It makes me feel relieved to sort my thoughts and feelings out even when they seem ridiculous and not be judged for it.
    EarthLorde EarthLorde
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    Just like right at this moment,

    let me write this... "Don't worry, God always shows up on time. Trust him."
    themoonstone themoonstone
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2016

    I'm a paradox. I want to be happy,

    but I think of things that make me sad. I'm lazy, yet ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don't care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I'm a conflicted contradiction. If I can't figure myself out, there's no...
    painisclarity painisclarity
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

    writing is such and amazing thing

    and if you can focus your emotion into a story you can create an amazing piece of work. it also shows in each chapter how i felt at the time personally and with writing your emotions flow free and untamed calming you down from anger or finding out whats making you sad and also...
    dragonian dragonian
    16-17, M
    Jan 14, 2015

    Freedom is a state of mind.

    .we must free our thoughts from biased, prejudice and hatred..only then can mind be free..heart can feel..and life gets real...if you want goodness to be your companion..keep your heart pure..
    Perksplayhot Perksplayhot
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 2, 2015

    Can you hear me.... Can you feel me?

    The tears can't fall, my heart breaks anyway.. Hanging on by a thread ..the feelings engulf, wrap around me.. I long to be understood..the real me exposed.. The looks ... the feeling of not belonging...here or anywhere. Heart, mind and soul continually wanders Through the...
    deleted deleted
    9 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    If you love something let it go,

    If it comes back to you It's yours. If it doesn't, it never was
    Lucifer63 Lucifer63
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2016

    Sometimes I just turn off everything around me.

    Not physically, but mentally. I shut off all my thoughts, I close my eyes, and I just listen. I listen to the sounds of the city. The tv in the living room. The cars passing by. The birds chirping in the backyard. It is an interesting experience.
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2016

    I never wrote on here,

    never really knew what to say, it's crazy biggest this could have been my biggest outlet but I just never shared my thoughts... sad to see it go. Thank you for adding me to all of your circles. some how I feel connected to you.
    AmberYisrael AmberYisrael
    18-21, F
    Mar 28, 2016

    i dont know if this classifies

    as a poem or not, but it's just a random thing i wrote that i've felt over the past 1-2 months Everyday is a struggle Being unnoticed and invisible No friends, no one to talk to Not important to any one I scream and shout But no one hears Because outside is a smile But dying...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 28, 2016

    Everything is a blur.

    People say you use to like me, you deny. You must be embarrassed. I asked a while ago anyway. And then I text you on an app. You say you have three different Kayla's on there and ask which one I am. I told you and it because awkward. I kept trying to talk. When I thought I was...
    Kayla429 Kayla429
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2016

    Its just not the same anymore.

    Being excited about the holidays, I used to look forward to getting things I didnt need. Instead, now I'm broke, tired, lonely, and could really care less. dont wake me up just to see something i told you not to get. its just a waste. let me go to sleep for 5 more minutes. im...
    Kmacgurl93 Kmacgurl93
    22-25, F
    Dec 21, 2015

    I worked out and that was fun.

    Told my ex who is still here 3 months later that I want him to split in 30 days. That wasn't fun at all. I talked to a friend or two. Listened to music. Smoked cigarettes. Making plans for a trip week after next. Those things are good. I kind of want to nap but have to go...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    Apr 7, 2016

    I'm sick of having a mental illness.

    I hate feeling like I do. I try all the **** they say to help but I'm still sinking. sinking, drowning, gasping, choking, sputtering. my chest aches. my eyes are swollen. I just want back on shore, out of this sea of despair.
    painisclarity painisclarity
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    The heart is a lonely hunterIt lovesIt adoresIt

    radiates warmth like the first day of the SpringThe heart, it killsIt bestowsIt lies by remaining silentIt straysIt loses its pathIt wanders off to places we’ve never beenThe heart is a lonely hunterIt breaksIt falls apartIt heals as if the missing pieces of a portrait are...
    prettyfate prettyfate
    36-40, M
    Aug 17, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Mar 8, 2016

    If I tell you what/how I feel would you

    even care? If I tell you the truth would that make me feel better? If you tell me what you feel would that even be the truth? or is it a lie just to make me feel good? Tell me now before I believe it. Tell me now before I hold on to it. before I keep those words in my heart and...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    Mar 27, 2016

    White Canvas ~~~~~~~~~~ This rain is

    stimulating my senses My hand feels untamable My fingers are playing with the infinite white of this sensual canvas. My right index is guiding the way, all colors directing the play. Soft music’s been playing around, seducing my heart to lay down. I find a nice spot to hide...
    PeaceofArt PeaceofArt
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2015

    That awkward moment when you let the truth

    spill from your lips; followed by a smile. A smile that leaves everyone assuming you're kidding... People laugh at honesty. We hide behind sweet smiles and sparkling eyes. We try to open up and people can't handle it. They would rather take it as a joke.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    Dec 28, 2015

    I write. Books. Stories on my feelings.

    Ask to read if you want.
    LoneWolfLogan LoneWolfLogan
    13-15, M
    Apr 1, 2016

    I'm so so so pissed off.

    I've been friends with a boy for about 9 years and it's totally and completely platonic so it's not relationship issues, but recently he's been such a **** to me. I've been getting ill a lot recently and he just constantly makes fun of me for it, saying I'm going to fail all of...
    Melissadixon1 Melissadixon1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2016
    Ammalyn Ammalyn
    18-21, F
    Apr 15, 2016

    I want to know what it's like

    for a guy to smile at me.. I want to know what it's like to hold hands with a guy.. I want to know what it's like to feel wanted, to feel loved. I want to know how it feels to get a hug from behind, or to slow dance with someone... To walk under the stars with someone.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 30, 2015
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