Day 8. Had a bad nights sleep last night I woke up every hour. My diary is not very exciting but admittedly if I were doing exciting things i probably wouldn't have time for this...
I have been wearing pantyhose for many years. I started in my teens. At home, under my clothes, or fully dressed up in high heels, panties, bra, and short dresses, I enjoy how...
I drove all night watched by the full moon;
try as I might, I only thought of you.
You may be right and my constant obsessing
maybe, might, just border on lunacy...
"turn round the world and feel the unpolluted air search for yourself allover unless u find urself free from ego's"
Lost in thought
Wanting so much
A place of escape
Yet not wanting to play it safe
Wanting to lose myself, if only for a while
Hands through my...
I have dark brown skin and I hate it. I don't know why people wish they had it. It's like a dark brown skin. :(
I wish I was lighter or white.
In the stillness, the heart beats faintlyBreaths are lightThe ache so heavyEyes close, only to release tears, which have been held back far too longLoneliness magnified, at this...
I Fell in love. In love with her. I liked her from the start. We needed each other. Then as I grew to know her, I found deeper levels of her that are intertwined in my very being...
Notice she has a skull
Lovely, isn't it
Notice she has flesh
Perfect, isn't it
She will die.
She sits and stares maybe a glare she turns back around slowly frowns brings back knife cuts twice tears roll down blood sweats like a hound ...wipes it up ....eyes turn red "I...
Your scent draws me to youLike a moth to a flameA magnetic forceThe touch of your hand upon my faceYou pull me closelyI close my eyes and taste youDelicateTongues lappingPulling...
Moments where so many dirty
thoughts are within me
the kind that make
you want to deliciously devour life’s monotony
out of his soul
that makes me...
Lodged in my throat
are so many things
I want to say
like after a hard rain
there is always a fire that burns
The sun at times, doesn't seem so bright
rhythmic sound echoes down iron halls.
desperate scratching behind cold walls.
midst tear stained passages and memories doors locked tight,
spectral dreams swirl with fright.
Seal the euphoric polar opposite, it lies to me, it is only a defense tower against my authenticity. I am instead a horrid, violent being with much stigma to my past. At last after...
The dark clouds surrounded
hugging the heart tightlyComfortingHearing the thoughts which spoke so clearlyWantingCravingOnly feeling an existence which brought forth a loneliness...
The sky is a stage
Nature summons it's orchestra
The rain falls heavily like the notes on a grand piano
Rain drops pitter patter like a soft chorus of...
Touch my facePull in closerRun your thumb along my lipsBreathe upon my neckWhisper into my earSpeak of your wantPress your body to my ownI want to feel the affect I have on...
Is it just me..... or do I feel like my dark side is Dean Ambrose? (don't judge me...)
I'm the girl she's going to tell you about
The girl in the corner with the shattered eyes
The girl in the corner with the broken smile
The girl in the corner with the darkened...
I met you
In the corner of my eye
Because nobody knew us
I write when I'm lost
I write all the time
I'm not lost when I write
The moment of truth came after I fell alseep
Die in my mouth
You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don’t need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding onto me, the nails...
I wish it was the past when my heart would ache so badly
The only passionate days of my now wretched existence
When even feeling so pain was beautiful
Blurry, apathetic, why...
I kept many journals during my highschool years on Word Documents. I wrote about things that happened during the day, stuff that people said, and my thoughts and feelings at the...
Press me against the wallSpeak my name through your clenched teeth, as I feel your breath upon my neckYour body speaking of want as I feel you tightly against meHardBreathlessSo...
This feeling of depression;
I tell you it's just this,
A feeling which just never was.
A thought I'll never miss.
This feeling of depression;
I tell you I'm alright,
now leave me...
In her room she'd sit and hide
And that day not a person cried
Was she ok? "Of course" she lied
In seconds she bled out and died
They found her body all alone
A month had passed...