I'm through with trying.
Tired of living, yet scared of dying.
Maybe things are good for you,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
I bet you think that it's been fun.
You never thought I'd turn away.
You never believed you'd see this day...
Circumstances that kept us apart
And those people who broke our hearts
The feelings that I was scared to show
The ones that you always made known
The good times and the bad,
The happy and the sad
You never gave up even when I would
You never let go even...
that I can see my breath
Hiding under layers of blankets and clothes to stay to stay warm
The beauty of the icicles hanging off the trees after a fresh snowfall
The thrill of snowball fight
Lots of fun sledding down hills
Snowfall finally coming to a close
Changing out shoes...
gathering all the broken pieces of her soul, hoping that one day she could mend it all, to find her smile through her tears, and find the joy through her pain. But just like the fire she burns, when all against her she never turns. Challenges fuel her more, to reach depth...
Lots of people to meet
Learning how to laugh, run and play
Excitement from family because all of the little things I do
Getting lots of love
Trying to test my boundaries to see what how far I can go before someone stops me
Going through lots of changes
that this would be my last breath,
I'd tell you I'll love you forever, even beyond death.
If I thought for just one moment that your face would be the last I'd see,
I'd take a million pictures and save them just for me.
If I thought for just one moment that your voice...
crave it, my soul lost without it. Like a man lost in the desert, deprived of even a single drop of water. My every thought is of you. Every cell in my body longing for your love, your touch, your smile. Let your love rain down on me, rain down on me. Let me soak and swim in...
at the demise of what we had dared.
but our angry planet turned;
there was a lesson slowly learned.
a broken heart can be repaired.
not many have a whole lifetime spared
a broken heart gone unrepaired.
the fires of passion are churned
and so suddenly burned,
I stand in the middle with a stupid grimace
around me my senior year.
A "cheese", a flash, then its over,
The school finally spits us free.
I look on the picture
what will happen to us?
Now as our life begins.
Where will the journey lead?
Back in the 3rd Class we have dreamed...
flowed over me as I lay motionless on the soft sand, waves crashing ever so lightly against the shoreline, almost as if nature itself knew I was in pain and it was trying to sooth and calm me. The suns rays popped through the clouds, dancing on the surface of the water...
At night, you're lying in your bed alone and try to sleep,
but you can not, because too many thoughts are in your head.
Things that eat away you inside.
Fears that do not let you go.
You try to fight against them, but it seems to be a futile, hopeless struggle.
You see no light...
nothing there worth waiting for.
don't bother knocking.
I'm not into talking;
done too much talking before.
no one entering my sphere.
don't bother knocking, nothing here.
just keep right on walking;
I'm not into talking.
there's nothing that you have to fear.
but I had never been here before.
I could see some distance ahead
to where the path ended, dead.
I knew I wasn't far from the shore.
I thought I'd know which way to go;
at this point I didn't, though.
this woods wasn't untraveled ground,
now this path had brought me right down...
tears and take your hand
I hold you tight, have no fear
I will guard you, I will protect you
'm here for you...have no fear.
You feel weak sometimes and yet you are strong
in my arms I hold you secure and warm
from now on we are inseparable
'm here for you...have no...
is nonsense And the earth is sweet Laughter is the wind and breeze which blows through the trees As youu hear clink of china and pouring of tea The tea party has began Come drink with me Take a bite of cake and be big or small What will happen nobody knows. This way That way Up...
with her all night
I pick her up and hold her steady
Take a deep breath, we both are ready.
I run one hand up her long neck
Just touching her makes me euphoric
Across her body, my right hand goes
I've been practicing, believe me, it shows.
Her body glistens in the light
It can never get back up
Once it's down, it stay's down
You can live from it
You can die from it
Love is painful
Love can never get back up
Once love is down, love stay's down
You can live from love
You can die from love...
Did I ever tell you,
how glad I am that you are in my life?
I'm telling you now,
so you know
how important you are to me.
How much love I feel for you
deep in my heart.
So often be accepted as self-evident
the beautiful and important things in life.
And I realize that you are
If the sound of your voice keeps them sane
Then you would talk forever.
If the touch of your skin on theirs kept them happy,
You would hold them as tight as possible forever
If it makes them happy for you to go away,
Then you would move to another country...
would you notice I'm gone,
Would you even care?
When you look at me, do you see the smile on my face,
Or do you see the tears I fight to hold inside?
Do you see the strong, willful man I portray,
Or the scared little boy who never quite goes away?
If I broke down and lost all...
loved,We strive to do better.It just makes you feel good,Enlivened within.A never dying desire, Lights.This happens when we experience the love of Christ -Holy Spirit dwelling within, Turning,fanning the coals.When love is pure - God like & undefiled.It produces the same results...
The links are friends so dear,
And like a rare and precious jewel
It's treasured more each year...
It's clasped together firmly
With a love that's deep and true,
And it's rich with happy memories
and fond recollections, too...
Time can't destroy its beauty
For, as long as...
to call me
I am whatever you wish to consider me
But in the end who i am isn't about my gender
it's about what's inside me and what my brains telling me
and maybe not even i understand why but i am
whatever i am
whenever i want to be
so call me a boy, a girl
you do what...
Someone told me life is a miracle,
So I started to think is it really possible,
that I could vanish at this moment
and maybe come back later at another moment - which is happy and peaceful.
I wish my life was plain and simple
Just like a drawing on paper with a pencil,
I'm not perfect
I'm not smart
I'm not pretty
I'm not anything
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not smart
I know I'm not pretty
I know I'm nothing
I've been called ugly
I've been called retarded
I've been called a lot of names
I'm not gonna fight
I'm not gonna cry
the end of the misery. I was broken, shattered, in un-consoleable shame, I wandered away from the comfort of love. Why had I gone blind, could I leave the past behind? I, instead, chose hell, to live in it, to wallow alone. Collect these pieces and hope for redemption for the...
Til we meet again
You are me
for I am you
yet two different souls
born free, not to be caged by man
to dance and chase the wind
but to always be you.
You came to me
or was it me to you
you were so tame or just a beaten soul
was your spirit gone
No , i don't think so
Another day without love,
a new day alone.
Without any hope and goals,
another day without sunshine.
With tears of despair,
which run from your eyes, once so happy
they have now a different meaning,
The way back into life is so long and so far.
The life of a loner,, a has been stoner,, a desperite romantic who's life stays so frantic,,, keep searching for peace while roming the streets,, just need a release from the stress of a heart that beats with the bang of pain for a soul thats lost all controle,, I wander around...
and poem to a special Person and the first one i met when i came to EP ;)
When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.
You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from...
as I waited
for the paper to arrive,
I took my baby daughter
with me for a drive.
I told her, "here, my baby,
is where the strikers fell.
it's a sad angry story
your teachers will not tell.
the stories that they tell you
are part of a hidden plan,
for everything they sell you...
you no longer live here in my life
And you never come back again
For you, there is now another destination
I look at your picture and wish you luck.
When love goes then you can not keep it
In a cage love will get sick and will sings no more
Only in freedom this feeling can...
the sheep New funny looking skin
Silly Sally fell in love with silly Sam.Silly sally kissed Sam. then Sam ran away screaming I HAVE BEEN KISSED BY A GIRL! !!!!
Silly Sally kissed beep the sheep . beep the sheep passed out.
I watched the cottony clouds skid across the sapphire sky as I rubbed the fuzz away.
Warm, sticky nectar squirted as I bit... dribbled down my chin... landed as a damp, sweet spot on my breast.
I picked a peach today.
All I want is a feeling of comfort:
Two arms which hug me and never let me go
Two eyes which look at me adoringly and say: You are the most beautiful
A mouth which whispers comforting and loving words in my ear
A body that gives me warms when I'm cold
A love on who gives...
You were the one
who made me happy.But now you're the one
who left me back in deep mourning.
You were the one
who has given me strength.But now you're the one
who has taken the joy of life of me.
You were the one
I never wanted to lose.But now you're the one
who has left me...
Is it because I am dying?
Mother, mother why do you care?
Isn't it you who made the dare?
Father, father why did you stop?
Isn't it you who wants me to drop?
Brother, brother what are those?
Are you bleeding from a rose?
Mother, mother why are you screaming?
What did I do, I...
It seemed a thing between us,reminded of three simians sitting,legs crossed and hands in familiar poses.This is not the way we share;Our friendship, love, and touch is based on more.Open your eyes and make clear your ears, and I will tell you of my secret life.Actions and...