You were the one
who made me happy.But now you're the one
who left me back in deep mourning.
You were the one
who has given me strength.But now you're the one
who has taken the joy of life of me.
You were the one
I never wanted to lose.But now you're the one
who has left me...
that does not shine on you,
a moon that races cloud to cloud and hides,
as into cloud my mystic spirit rides,
and seeks the starlight in the deepest blue.
my heart is risen with the sun each morn,
and sets again as every day is done.
it craves the moment when we all are one,
The life of a loner,, a has been stoner,, a desperite romantic who's life stays so frantic,,, keep searching for peace while roming the streets,, just need a release from the stress of a heart that beats with the bang of pain for a soul thats lost all controle,, I wander around...
Is it because I am dying?
Mother, mother why do you care?
Isn't it you who made the dare?
Father, father why did you stop?
Isn't it you who wants me to drop?
Brother, brother what are those?
Are you bleeding from a rose?
Mother, mother why are you screaming?
What did I do, I...
admit I make the big mistakes,
forget the real life for a while;
that's all it ever really takes.
no one is perfect at this game;
I never try for perfection.
the mess I make glares out at me
and cannot escape detection.
"who cares?" you ask. I guess just me.
Another day without love,
a new day alone.
Without any hope and goals,
another day without sunshine.
With tears of despair,
which run from your eyes, once so happy
they have now a different meaning,
The way back into life is so long and so far.
on a crisp January day,
so clean and clear, and filled with snow;
and we'll decide where we might go
on a day that doesn't burn the eyes.
we'll need sunglasses
for our enterprise.
the snow falls gently round us,
like a cloak,
assumes the weight of smoke
on our aging shoulders...
The heat still lingers beside me a whisper of danger.
Your deceit ran deeper than the wrinkle free face with which you smiled at me.
Soft white sheets spread upon a king size bed, perfectly placed, an obsession.
Hungry eyes that devour the weak, it was in your baby blues that I...
I stand in the middle with a stupid grimace
around me my senior year.
A "cheese", a flash, then its over,
The school finally spits us free.
I look on the picture
what will happen to us?
Now as our life begins.
Where will the journey lead?
Back in the 3rd Class we have dreamed...
death is a door opening.
it is not an ending
nor a fresh beginning.
it is perhaps an unexpected turn of the road,
an entry into the next stage of the same life.
the rising of the soul
is merely the self leaving.
all the rest stays, and continues to play its part,
as the life...
but when you said I haunted you,
that's when I was scared.
I hadn't thought of you that way.
I thought we were just friends.
your words were welcome, I must say,
but that's how friendship ends.
now I want you for my wife;
I'm sure that scares you too,
but now I want you...
My Heart stands holding my Will with no mercy.
I know these hands-
They are strong and unrelenting.
Crazed and ever wanting.
It cares not for past wrongs done to it
nor pain inflicted onto it.
It loves only,
And, ever so hard it is to not submit
Someone told me life is a miracle,
So I started to think is it really possible,
that I could vanish at this moment
and maybe come back later at another moment - which is happy and peaceful.
I wish my life was plain and simple
Just like a drawing on paper with a pencil,
you can't keep going the way you are,
and if you try, you're going to drop,
your pickled brain stuffed in a jar.
I'm not trying to pick on you,
but you're not on the receiving end.
I don't know how to get it through;
I've pretty much had it, and I can't bend.
this is not...
not an unfamiliar state.
it doesn`t happen all that much,
not these days, at any rate.
I am a distant father now;
my boys are now in Ottawa.
the drive is more than I can take.
the loss is recently so raw.
I wish it could be other wise,
with the many things I feel;
I need them to...
The links are friends so dear,
And like a rare and precious jewel
It's treasured more each year...
It's clasped together firmly
With a love that's deep and true,
And it's rich with happy memories
and fond recollections, too...
Time can't destroy its beauty
For, as long as...
why not, who else is here?
and thinking back to my mid-teens
and the lovely Guinivere.
it seems a little silly now;
it was her name, I swear.
romantic as I was those days,
she had my heart right there.
our love became a frightening thing
and scared us both away.
we were too...
in the black February sky,
its soft persistent pull
caresses me, and I would fly.
the white, mysterious moon
that light's your way and stirs your heart,
faithful as the daily tides at noon,
and yet complex, as is nature's art.
nature's infinite palette, subtle...
as just the below excerpt or it could be read as a six part series. It is up to the reader if they want to read more of it. Thank you x*
A Man's Most Prized Possession
I can’t promise I’ll love you in public parks with public kisses,
But I will worship your body in dark...
I'm not perfect
I'm not smart
I'm not pretty
I'm not anything
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not smart
I know I'm not pretty
I know I'm nothing
I've been called ugly
I've been called retarded
I've been called a lot of names
I'm not gonna fight
I'm not gonna cry
If love means, that
I trust you
I feel alive like never before
I hear music which previously never had a sound
I forget time and space with you
I fly in the sky of love on your terms
I desire your body so much, that I could scream with pain
I feel like I felt never before
My new poem...Love is when you can't tell him what is in your mind.Love is when you miss him and cry.Love is when you smile even it hurts a lot inside.Love is when you learn to forgive.Love is when his wish means more to you than yours.Love is when you cherish the moments with...
crave it, my soul lost without it. Like a man lost in the desert, deprived of even a single drop of water. My every thought is of you. Every cell in my body longing for your love, your touch, your smile. Let your love rain down on me, rain down on me. Let me soak and swim in...
which left me in a halcyon frenzy.
Lifting the curse of inure relentless ineffable lassitude.
Our lives inued and efflourescent.
Conflating our moieties of conceptions is an exclusive sanctum.
My Haiku :)
remember when we used to go
down to the woods,
along the creek.
I wonder if that path is still there now.
I wonder too, who else walked there,
helped to keep it clear
by just walking.
maybe the whole thing's managed by a cow.
through the woods
and down to the creek...
It seemed a thing between us,reminded of three simians sitting,legs crossed and hands in familiar poses.This is not the way we share;Our friendship, love, and touch is based on more.Open your eyes and make clear your ears, and I will tell you of my secret life.Actions and...
tears and take your hand
I hold you tight, have no fear
I will guard you, I will protect you
'm here for you...have no fear.
You feel weak sometimes and yet you are strong
in my arms I hold you secure and warm
from now on we are inseparable
'm here for you...have no...
"who are you?"
I've been a lot of people
to a lot of people,
and my many selves are strangers to each other.
I've run from expectation
and taken my own road to failure,
rather than to be someone's "success!"
don't ask me "who am I.
I'm the one who holds the deck,
who deals each...
At night, you're lying in your bed alone and try to sleep,
but you can not, because too many thoughts are in your head.
Things that eat away you inside.
Fears that do not let you go.
You try to fight against them, but it seems to be a futile, hopeless struggle.
You see no light...
Where the wind tickles one with anecdotes from every time and place
Where the plants teach one of vulnerability and strength
Where the rocks hum history in soothing tones
where complexity is cohesive and simplicity reigns
Somewhere in the air,
there is a voice
tells me nothing is fair.
Somewhere in the sky,
I can see
clouds float with a smile.
Somewhere in the beach,
there is a shell
pure and white.Somewhere in the wild
I see the beauty
of the dewdrop shine.
Somewhere in the room...
It can never get back up
Once it's down, it stay's down
You can live from it
You can die from it
Love is painful
Love can never get back up
Once love is down, love stay's down
You can live from love
You can die from love...
Did I ever tell you,
how glad I am that you are in my life?
I'm telling you now,
so you know
how important you are to me.
How much love I feel for you
deep in my heart.
So often be accepted as self-evident
the beautiful and important things in life.
And I realize that you are
Pitter, pat. tap tap , drip drip. it starts off slow sometimes it rages like a lost soul and at others a soothing caress. often cursed for its bad timing but then again it can be something so binding. think , think of the times let it bring the sweet memories the...
Til we meet again
You are me
for I am you
yet two different souls
born free, not to be caged by man
to dance and chase the wind
but to always be you.
You came to me
or was it me to you
you were so tame or just a beaten soul
was your spirit gone
No , i don't think so
when it could have been a fun day,
thinking of you.
you wouldn't have known
the thoughts that I had:
you, proud on a throne,
or you being bad.
one thing that I get,
a truth that I see,
that you didn't spend it
thinking 'bout me.
'cause you were in church
in my imagination.
an angel with a flaw
who falls from heaven.
a rogue who finds his moment
the drawing is a matter of delicacy;
no ham-fistedness here.
opportunities for heroes or villains
must arise along the way.
it is not a simple task,
I can hear
is tinnitus and the fridge.
no other noises,
no thumping, no voices;
not bad for a seventies high-rise.
sometimes you can hear the elevator groan,
as though it was dying of the effort,
but it hangs in there like a trooper.
there's more noise in the daytime:
a hero or a villain,
a man or a woman.
I'm starting flexible;
the character will tell the tale.
perhaps he is over-proud.
everyone has a weakness.
a hero with an evil streak?
it's a delicate balance.
I don't know if I could pull it off.
once again I have my doubts...
and poem to a special Person and the first one i met when i came to EP ;)
When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.
You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from...
All I want is a feeling of comfort:
Two arms which hug me and never let me go
Two eyes which look at me adoringly and say: You are the most beautiful
A mouth which whispers comforting and loving words in my ear
A body that gives me warms when I'm cold
A love on who gives...
that's a very good question to me.
give me a call if it's happened to you,
'cause in my life I have yet to see.
I was told expectations were too much to ask,
that nothing comes out like you thought,
but now I've met others with heart for the task
who don't buy the lesson I...
falls upon the dismal keep
As candles die, unanswered prayers long dead .
A voice unheard confesses words unsaid
Of what could be if not buried so deep.
Outside the willow bows down low to weep
As storms rage on and crush new life that pled
To see just one spring, one gold...
it was familiar territory I crossed.
I found a cave I didn't recognize.
I lay there tired and closed my eyes.
next moment I was by a tempest tossed.
the land was new to me when I awoke,
a group of strangers round me; someone spoke,
"you are a stranger here,
the agent of...