but I have been rejected and heartbroken to write and feel what I've felt.
What Is Love ?
and why does love never find me
Instead Broken Hearts Surround Me
And once again the wrong man found me
Saying he wouldn't hurt me
but in the end he didn't deserve me
What Is Love...
If love means, that
I trust you
I feel alive like never before
I hear music which previously never had a sound
I forget time and space with you
I fly in the sky of love on your terms
I desire your body so much, that I could scream with pain
I feel like I felt never before
Somewhere in the air,
there is a voice
tells me nothing is fair.
Somewhere in the sky,
I can see
clouds float with a smile.
Somewhere in the beach,
there is a shell
pure and white.Somewhere in the wild
I see the beauty
of the dewdrop shine.
Somewhere in the room...
Til we meet again
You are me
for I am you
yet two different souls
born free, not to be caged by man
to dance and chase the wind
but to always be you.
You came to me
or was it me to you
you were so tame or just a beaten soul
was your spirit gone
No , i don't think so
My heart screams for help
My eyes only cry ...Everyone keeps asking me if i'm okay..
what the hell do they want me to say?
no.. i'm not okay. and then what? so i
just smile and say i'm fine .. even tho
i'm really dying inside..💔
after that again u try
More and more
You keep on locking the door
Anger and wrath
You have gone down the wrong path!!!
And harmful actions
And fatal attractions
Where's your will power now?
Ur determination, resistance, self esteem?...all gone...
without disappointment no understanding.
Shadows which rotate by an invisible power,
eternal becoming and passing.
But since the moment
as your glance has understood me,
is in my longing suddenly clarity.
At this moment
when your feeling found me,
was my idea suddenly...
And dying for sure
Daddy's behind the gun
With a lust for gore
Stay down baby onto the floor
The walls painted red
But it isn't paint
The sight of It makes you faint
I suck at poetry but ohwell, I gave it a try
Another day without love,
a new day alone.
Without any hope and goals,
another day without sunshine.
With tears of despair,
which run from your eyes, once so happy
they have now a different meaning,
The way back into life is so long and so far.
Me: Shut up HecTurd >_<
Hector: I didn't say anything you insanely weird psychopath -_-'
Me: It's what you coulda said if you were listening :}D
Hector: ...Whaaaa o_O
Me: Poem Time!
Hector: I AM Losing My Mind With You >_<
Me: Cool I help People ^_^
why am I not beautiful "What" I say and I'll give
them this poem
Who made you?
He made you in his image and God is perfect so God sees you perfect
Girls and boys will tell you your not pretty but I never said that being beautiful is easy so get prepared and go find...
I know you have to go through a very difficult time now and you're only at the beginning of a long and arduous journey, which will cost you a lot of strength.I can not do much except to be a good friend. I have thought of you very much in the last few days and I will give you...
fading my bloom night and day, with your amazing embrace, I find it hard to keep up with your pace, you behold me with the sweetest gaze that touches my heart, for this is not just a phase but along standing state.
The heat still lingers beside me a whisper of danger.
Your deceit ran deeper than the wrinkle free face with which you smiled at me.
Soft white sheets spread upon a king size bed, perfectly placed, an obsession.
Hungry eyes that devour the weak, it was in your baby blues that I...
It seemed a thing between us,reminded of three simians sitting,legs crossed and hands in familiar poses.This is not the way we share;Our friendship, love, and touch is based on more.Open your eyes and make clear your ears, and I will tell you of my secret life.Actions and...
The life of a loner,, a has been stoner,, a desperite romantic who's life stays so frantic,,, keep searching for peace while roming the streets,, just need a release from the stress of a heart that beats with the bang of pain for a soul thats lost all controle,, I wander around...
I named it "Beyond the Rainbow".....'Vibrant hues of gentle tones/Find solace in You alone/Growing brighter as they go/Ascending towards Your brow/Then suddenly go mellow/And cower behind the blinding glow/Of Your perfect smile///For they shy to show their face/To that colour...
crave it, my soul lost without it. Like a man lost in the desert, deprived of even a single drop of water. My every thought is of you. Every cell in my body longing for your love, your touch, your smile. Let your love rain down on me, rain down on me. Let me soak and swim in...
My new poem...Love is when you can't tell him what is in your mind.Love is when you miss him and cry.Love is when you smile even it hurts a lot inside.Love is when you learn to forgive.Love is when his wish means more to you than yours.Love is when you cherish the moments with...
yet I can't seem to get you out of my mid
Cause every time I hear someone call your name
I look just to see if it's you, DAMN
Why am I such a fool
To fall in love with you
Why when I see you car
I try and hide and wait till you're far
I know that whenever I start moving on
gathering all the broken pieces of her soul, hoping that one day she could mend it all, to find her smile through her tears, and find the joy through her pain. But just like the fire she burns, when all against her she never turns. Challenges fuel her more, to reach depth...
tears and take your hand
I hold you tight, have no fear
I will guard you, I will protect you
'm here for you...have no fear.
You feel weak sometimes and yet you are strong
in my arms I hold you secure and warm
from now on we are inseparable
'm here for you...have no...
It can never get back up
Once it's down, it stay's down
You can live from it
You can die from it
Love is painful
Love can never get back up
Once love is down, love stay's down
You can live from love
You can die from love...
Where the wind tickles one with anecdotes from every time and place
Where the plants teach one of vulnerability and strength
Where the rocks hum history in soothing tones
where complexity is cohesive and simplicity reigns
At night, you're lying in your bed alone and try to sleep,
but you can not, because too many thoughts are in your head.
Things that eat away you inside.
Fears that do not let you go.
You try to fight against them, but it seems to be a futile, hopeless struggle.
You see no light...
fly and win,
about your loneliness
but the pain was sitting deep in your good heart
where once was love and happiness
looked it for a long time completely different
Grief and sorrow ruled your life
Your strive forward was over
Your heart broke apart
spreads its wingsFly high above to avoid being seenThrobbing pain creeps on the skinYell of the shadow that echoesOblivious of the heart in hollowsYearning for a miracle that follows...Still, the eyes see incessant sorrowBehind the valleys of tomorrowTreading on broken glass of...
I want to be 5 years old again
And not knowing what else happens
Right behind the house would be a magic forest
With evil witches, knights and fairies.
I would beg for Goodnight Stories
And could not be really quiet for long
I could get bogged new every minute
And shout suddenly...
Would you give me just one night
Would you dance with me till morning light
Would you kiss my lips and hold my hand
Would you treat me as your special man
Would you touch me with your heart
Would you remember me when we part
Pitter, pat. tap tap , drip drip. it starts off slow sometimes it rages like a lost soul and at others a soothing caress. often cursed for its bad timing but then again it can be something so binding. think , think of the times let it bring the sweet memories the...
But you cam into my life
I am so happy your are the greates love of mind ..
We have shared tears laughter heart to heart chats ...
A part of me has become a part of you ...
I am here and you are there ....
My DARLING ..... I want to tell you ...
You mean happiness to me...
I'm not perfect
I'm not smart
I'm not pretty
I'm not anything
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm not smart
I know I'm not pretty
I know I'm nothing
I've been called ugly
I've been called retarded
I've been called a lot of names
I'm not gonna fight
I'm not gonna cry
Someone told me life is a miracle,
So I started to think is it really possible,
that I could vanish at this moment
and maybe come back later at another moment - which is happy and peaceful.
I wish my life was plain and simple
Just like a drawing on paper with a pencil,
I stand in the middle with a stupid grimace
around me my senior year.
A "cheese", a flash, then its over,
The school finally spits us free.
I look on the picture
what will happen to us?
Now as our life begins.
Where will the journey lead?
Back in the 3rd Class we have dreamed...
angry, some sad, some filled with glee
I, myself and me
I don't segregate my pain from my happiness
That would mean I love myself less
Acceptance of all is better than acceptance of half
Just because I cry doesn't mean I don't laugh
I don't prefer freeways or roads
I prefer a...
This is for all my friends in my real life and here on EP:Friendship isgive and takelaugh and cryfight and insightfulcomfort and understandinglove and honorforgive and overlookdark and lightFriendship isyou and me
Can you hear them?
You can't possibly pull through
Don't speak, don't breathe
They'll catch you, you'll see
Better say your prayers
You won't escape the despair
You're scarred, you're slow
Or maybe that's just what you've been told
You're broken minded, lost in the soul
Lingers on the sheets
Drifting and curling in a maze
When I see you laying there
A smile thats far from fair
I hear the angels from your tongue
Gliding off into harmony
Your words are pure love
And as I see your face
It just brightens my day
I wanna tell you now
Waiting to be released quite so fast.
Whispering, curling, singing a tune,
Dancing around and waiting for you.
Secrets secrets are no fun,
Secrets secrets break the son.
Can’t hide yourself my lovely one,
For secrets secrets make one succumb.
Secrets lie before your eyes...
you no longer live here in my life
And you never come back again
For you, there is now another destination
I look at your picture and wish you luck.
When love goes then you can not keep it
In a cage love will get sick and will sings no more
Only in freedom this feeling can...
Tenderness, which I can get and give again
Affection which will be deeper every day
Confidence that can hardly be described
True love is...
Longing that eats me
Happiness to know you
True love is...
Gratitude to be a part of your life
Terrible fear of losing...
All I want is a feeling of comfort:
Two arms which hug me and never let me go
Two eyes which look at me adoringly and say: You are the most beautiful
A mouth which whispers comforting and loving words in my ear
A body that gives me warms when I'm cold
A love on who gives...
or hide only depression there to greet you
The voices whisper as anxiety taunts you they never really liked you
One slash another scar is this really who you are
Turn the corner find the light peace at last did you really loose this fight
.... Slowly my heart is warmed by your touch ... The soul awakens to the beauty and passion that is with in ... Your words caress my lips .. I can taste them feel them as I breath ..... they land softly as a sign that my journey for love is complete ....For the man I love...