I'm not hiding .. I'm not lyin
I see this face when I close my eyes
Soul shining through... No disguise
I truly see things for what they are
I don't want any sadness .. No more scars
I know I have that power within
To make my own happiness and not pretend...
who i am i need to change my ways,
all of these thoughts there is only so much you can put on a page.
Stuck in a haze questioning my beliefs and my faith,
But i guess we all have to start over from time to time to see another day.
Cracks in the pavement my pigmentation is no...
for far too long
The walls are too high
The chains too strong
I want to know what it's like to be free
To spread my wings and fly
To feel the cool breeze
I want to know what it's like
To run, walk, or even just crawl
But I never trusted anyone enough
Theres a Man with a heart of gold
Does he know this has he been told?
He sees the world so logically
Emotions and feelings he says dont come easily
He has many wise words for people to hear
Those who listen are the ones he holds dear.
The lyrics he writes are his personal game...
twisted on my insanity
a light that’s continually right in front of me
leading me out of poverty and towards the dense infinity
it’s complicated, these rules just don’t make sense to me
we’re all just pawns in the middle of some king-based defense
little men fending off...
I look at all I have done.
I had wandered aimlessly,
And wondered what I have become.
I have been through so much,
It is amazing I made it through.
The lessons I have learned
I am shocked I pulled through.
The times I wondered
What life was all about.
She stood in the rain, a still, cold melancholy.
A mess was she... teary eyed, ripped garment adorned and bloody...
I looked into her eyes and did see a moment of pain that had turned into a seething parasite... granting only a tormenting lifetime agony...
In her eyes her...
Its Saturday, an slept in late,
Found the eggs were out of date.
Had to make mi breakfast see,
This cookin lark is not for me.
Instead I made me sen some toast,
Ome made bread from just down’t coast
Then I had to brew some tea
This cookin lark is not for me.
Sitting down to eat...
When I was 17 I had a FRENCH PENPAL AnaliseI went to stay with her in France - near PARISShe taught me a lot of thingsWe had a wonderful time togetherExploring PARIS and each other !She taught me how to FRENCH KISSMy BF's and GF's have all been grateful to her for teaching me the...
That time... timeless
With Hozier playing "Someone New"
Tapping your foot off mine in rhythm to the music
Your knee on my thigh,
Your crimson lips and blackberry eyes,
Though my eyes were closed,
I could feel you smile
That moment threatened by movement...
Get out of your head
The vibrating baseline
Progressive build and breakdown
I am the flicker of a shadow
Running rampant in your mind
The glimpse of a smile
Slowly spreading across your face
I am the whisper you hear
Your eyes closed for a moment
The tension in your body...
. Pain brings me happiness.. As I do the thing I love.. my Blood spills out like spaghetti.. In Italian mothers kitchen .. This sting only the lasts a few seconds.. But the feelings stays your whole life.. But what's life without a little pain.. the saying I would rather feel...
Before you read my poem you should know it uses symbolism, and it's free verse poetry.
My flame used to roar at one point.
Orange, yellow, and red bursting brightly.
Happy I stayed.
No worries but to go play.
Years past and my flamed has dulled.
One look from you, I bare my soul
Rarer than you will ever know
Forbidden love, friend or foe
I cannot hide, what I cannot show
Exquisite torture, I hesitate
Led by longing, lust, or fate
But through every pulse, you resonate
Made all the sweeter for the wait
Touch me now with...
I really was..
But then I started thinking of everything we were.
We used to be the best of friends.
Now I feel like we were never close at all. Even in talking to you I know something's changed.
I don't know what happened,
I don't even think you do.
I guess we just drifted...
I would start my day
With an exultant spirit,
With the conviction
That I'm placed
In the sweetest realm ever,
A realm of your affection.
If I was girlfriend,
I would comfortably slip through
Life's daily challenges
With the relief that there's someone
Special to share in my...
Because they're inches from your side.
Rare to see you sad,
With them always on your mind?
Wrong to see you lonely,
When you're simply just alone.
Wrong to think you're falling,
When you've landed with someone.
Strange to see you crying,
But knowing it's been days...
What little bit of what's left of me
almost died today.
Those things that mean so much in this world,
I lost along the way.
I met a man as cold as me.
He found what i had lost.
He turned around and gave it back..
He knew just what it cost.
In a world so cold and hard...
Just trying to find my way like everyone else ,
With these blue eyes there's a story to tell.
A war on my mind but still moving forward ,
Sailing into the sunset where the birds chew crate and murdels.
Like a butterfly born after a storm I conquer these challenges,
On a quest...
and i guess i cant wait any more
my heart become a desert rose
while i was here waiting for you
im moving away from this land
where no rain and not even a drop of water..
the only rain which i can feel is my tears falling down for you..
for everybody to live by?
How far along in life would you be if you did try?
Who's tryna help these ghetto neighborhoods where kids die?
This world has turned into a mother ******' pigsty
I look outside and it disgusts me, It bugs me, it's ugly
I trust no other ******* human...
tears... not all wounds spew blood...
Sometimes pains embrace is a caress... soft, tender almost angelic...
How can this lunacy be? True it is for such our world ( a jested truth to be sure) for remember I of a heart no more...
Kind was she... saddened was I from her departure...
Lost without a smile,
Tears that flowed with the wind,
Each night and day,
I close my eyes and dream of hope,
The shattered emptiness crushed my soul.
The cracks in my fragile heart slowly slipped away,
I look to the sky as my wrists cry,
I find hope in the darkness,
Once again I gaze upon the setting sun.
I must think again... what have I lost? what have I won?... Do I celebrate or lament the final kiss of the sun?...
Today is another day done...
Once again I gaze upon the setting sun.
No doubt I felt some joy... Yet did I let myself...
.. I hated it so
I pleaded with her stop... she always said no!
My mind was a mess, but from her side I never could go...
My facade was perfect even now not a soul but her doth this know
I thought I ought forcefully bind her so that her desire to mark herself and bleed would...
which i have no recollection.
Who are you and who am i?
Blind like a child in a dark room crawling towards a life unknown
Tenderness more scarce than Lust
In cities of Steel ,devoid of trust
we travel between now ,before and then
until it is time to repeat again.
Open a book, ignore the words.
Spare the eagles, Kill the birds.
A line to tow, A line to cross.
mists of red razed in war,
packed to settle the score
a fool's errand
a king's hubris
a childhood's end is pig's feast.
where i stand alone with my fear
facing my broken shadow with eyes
full of tears
cant understand ?! but still i stand
waiting for my love for you to disapper
my heart cant go on
and i start to leave my soul alone..
so i run away to where i belong..
but no where seems to...
.I am waiting here for you..You came as a surprise and left me alone as another surprise..Why…this waiting makes me sad and lead to me to an island where there is no oneGeeshepo, come fast and save me..please.
You are my life
You are my light
Your so sweet like honey
Your sometimes so sweet, you melt my heart
You make me smile every time i see you
You make me blush every time i see you
You take my breath away
Your always there for me
Your always in my heart
Nothing makes me happier...
yet we never truly know it.
We seek it yet fated are we to be wounded by it.
In our years of awareness... the rarest sweet gem of adolescence beyond childish ignorance and growing into being we must tread it nigh fearful.
Why sweet treacherous love are you this way? I cherish...
when I wrote this. I had just finished reading that Thea Stilton book and was wondering what if I wrote a cheesy song just like what Vince Guymouse sings to Colette. (Is that how it's spelled?) Lol. So I was just rummaging through my old stuff, found this and wanted to share it...
Soldiers marched all night
inside the houses families cried
the townspeople were affright
people fled having nowhere to hide
One man spoke to the people as they fled
Crying:"be strong, fight, never give in"
But the people looked at him nothing said
He realized his fate he knew...
I was just a child,
and you a man,
now I'm an adult,
look at me if you can.
I'm no longer the child,
You sought to destroy,
the innocent life,
you claimed as your toy.
now let's see you hurt me,
let's see you try,
but you can't hurt me,
as I'm stronger inside.
You stole the child...
looks up, he sees what was and what isThe time on his watch doesn't match his thoughtsTime spinning away In a cloud of hazeHe looks down againNo grin A shadow passes and wavesCompletely un phasedHe keeps watchingWatching through the nightNever knowing what's wrong or what's...
Shade falls on your curtains, an eve of add never short of distractions.
Do you like me?she said
A million posts a millions words, always distracting from the truth.
Blood stained bathtub rings and silent things we never talk about.
She never speaks the words to clear her...
It's been a long time, quite awhile
Since I've heard someone so good
In fact, you might be better
Than any song I was ever aware of
This audible truth scares me
I want to resist
But hearing you makes me feel complete
So I let you invade
My body and mind
We can't forget our past no matter how hard we try.
But the tears we cry ,can wash away the demons inside.
It doesn't take much for our past to return.
A sound or a song, and those memories burn.
I wish we could forget the thoughts that haunt our soul.
So we could look forward...
We trek across an amorphous dream
Vague shapes weave into obscurities
Drawing me in
Extending a hand behind a smiling guise.
Spiral front and then back again
In a barrel we spin in disarray
Reaching to wipe the tears from another eye.
Mind eclipses everything...
My stepson arrived whilst we were away,
Oblivious was I on that wonderful day.
My husband, he knew, his child would be born,
Between son and his wife, emotions were torn.
I never found out until much later on,
For a whole ten months, the prize I had won.
The confession it came...
A man cannot be a king when he has no castle.
A bird it cannot fly without its wings.
A dog cannot be trained without a master.
A song cannot be sung when there's no one there to sing.
The world is always flat in our dreams
and nothing is ever what it seams.
In the end , the...
Acrimonious and fragmented is this day
Mislaid and secluded is thy love
From the pitcher of sorrow I drink the liquid of my slow death. It pours through my soul, drenches my inner most anatomy and quiches my thirst for things unlawful and just. It puts out the flames that dance...
Somewhere to place a wine glass,
Somewhere to place a head.
Somewhere to lose your eyesight to,
When I’m lying down in your bed
Somewhere to catch the toast crumbs,
Somewhere to rest my book
Somewhere to hold my fella’s eyes
When he has that glazed over look.