This is its currently completed form..I'm not sure if I will edit it in the future though..as something still feels missing..but..not missing.
I have lived a thousand lives in your eyes,
Painted portraits of a thousand angels
In trying to capture you on canvas.
I have seen the...
We can't forget our past no matter how hard we try.
But the tears we cry ,can wash away the demons inside.
It doesn't take much for our past to return.
A sound or a song, and those memories burn.
I wish we could forget the thoughts that haunt our soul.
So we could look forward...
that despite your distance
You still feel so close
I love our late night chats
When you act like time does not exist
I love your way of thinking
So in tune with mine
I love your humor
Even though you’re not that funny
I love your caring nature
Always supportive and uplifting
which i have no recollection.
Who are you and who am i?
Blind like a child in a dark room crawling towards a life unknown
Tenderness more scarce than Lust
In cities of Steel ,devoid of trust
we travel between now ,before and then
until it is time to repeat again.
for far too long
The walls are too high
The chains too strong
I want to know what it's like to be free
To spread my wings and fly
To feel the cool breeze
I want to know what it's like
To run, walk, or even just crawl
But I never trusted anyone enough
Somewhere to place a wine glass,
Somewhere to place a head.
Somewhere to lose your eyesight to,
When I’m lying down in your bed
Somewhere to catch the toast crumbs,
Somewhere to rest my book
Somewhere to hold my fella’s eyes
When he has that glazed over look.
We spoke in careful measure.
We spoke more often recently.
I thought you were a treasure.
Now we talk most every day.
The way it used to be.
We're friends and so we correspond.
Just like on old EP.
There is no obligation.
There is no way to measure.
How knowing that you have...
and at the centre the power of its wealth.
The force of it all is enough to kill, but from somewhere the boy found his will.
I was protected by a shaft of light, that called my name and restored my sight.
Now I seek storms and look for the lost, I show them the light whatever...
Soldiers marched all night
inside the houses families cried
the townspeople were affright
people fled having nowhere to hide
One man spoke to the people as they fled
Crying:"be strong, fight, never give in"
But the people looked at him nothing said
He realized his fate he knew...
I was just a child,
and you a man,
now I'm an adult,
look at me if you can.
I'm no longer the child,
You sought to destroy,
the innocent life,
you claimed as your toy.
now let's see you hurt me,
let's see you try,
but you can't hurt me,
as I'm stronger inside.
You stole the child...
When I was 17 I had a FRENCH PENPAL AnaliseI went to stay with her in France - near PARISShe taught me a lot of thingsWe had a wonderful time togetherExploring PARIS and each other !She taught me how to FRENCH KISSMy BF's and GF's have all been grateful to her for teaching me the...
Just trying to find my way like everyone else ,
With these blue eyes there's a story to tell.
A war on my mind but still moving forward ,
Sailing into the sunset where the birds chew crate and murdels.
Like a butterfly born after a storm I conquer these challenges,
On a quest...
killing everything it sees
Love to me is gravity
putting me down with it's weight on top of me
Love to me is corporeality
Less than thin air as tangible as it seems
Love to me is an entity
It's a lost idea, a concept of a memory
Love to me is validity
Its a question of true...
although i'm gone. Just know i'm in a better place now. Promise me won't cry even though you miss me deeply. I know you wish i was still there with you. Everytime the rain pours down it's my tears pouring over you letting you know i miss you. When the sunshines i want to to...
except for one thing, they have four feet.
so tiny and pink,
makes us often wonder and think.
They put such smiles upon our faces,
running and playing in their own little oasis.
They've never known such pain or fear,
they are ours to...
Lost without a smile,
Tears that flowed with the wind,
Each night and day,
I close my eyes and dream of hope,
The shattered emptiness crushed my soul.
The cracks in my fragile heart slowly slipped away,
I look to the sky as my wrists cry,
I find hope in the darkness,
Before you read my poem you should know it uses symbolism, and it's free verse poetry.
My flame used to roar at one point.
Orange, yellow, and red bursting brightly.
Happy I stayed.
No worries but to go play.
Years past and my flamed has dulled.
but forbid the transparency of one that is paper thin. My heart is heavy with envy and droopy with guilt but even though my heart of precious metals is formed it can still be smelt. The furnace in which is your love and your compassion is one thing that no person has given me.
A man cannot be a king when he has no castle.
A bird it cannot fly without its wings.
A dog cannot be trained without a master.
A song cannot be sung when there's no one there to sing.
The world is always flat in our dreams
and nothing is ever what it seams.
In the end , the...
What little bit of what's left of me
almost died today.
Those things that mean so much in this world,
I lost along the way.
I met a man as cold as me.
He found what i had lost.
He turned around and gave it back..
He knew just what it cost.
In a world so cold and hard...
.. ahhh it brings too many memories:
Life can be so many things.
It all depends on you,
We will be taught many things,
Until we are through
Life is strong
But we move on
It all depends
So make amends
Because death is here to claim you...
But i can't seem to get them out
The truth lies inside of me
I want to tell you about
There's a thousand tears left unshed
Behind these blue eyes
With every harsh word
A part of me dies
My light went out so long ago
How to make it shine again i really don't...
But! Contagious, none the less.
It's like a disease,
Only everyone wants this one.
Laughter, truly is the best medicine.
You can't be mad, or sad when you're laughing.
It's almost impossible.
So again, the laugh.
as he walked away,
For there was nothing left to say.
The words they once exchanged,
Were simply rearranged.
She began not caring anymore,
As she danced alone on the floor.
The music that filled her head,
Erased the lies that were said.
As she danced around the room,
My stepson arrived whilst we were away,
Oblivious was I on that wonderful day.
My husband, he knew, his child would be born,
Between son and his wife, emotions were torn.
I never found out until much later on,
For a whole ten months, the prize I had won.
The confession it came...
what and why you would cast some thing of such beauty and power aside.....like waves rolling into tides.... tearing down.... breaking .....apart.... lost then found like heaven and hell....rolled into one.....
spent just breathin'
but she was comfortable as judas in hades
just like ice cool in the shade
you shout and dance about with all this jealousy
you are electric hot under the collar
but the winds are blowing in her favor
but the rivers are sweet on her lips
it was hot as death...
I looked on as life passed away...
It was not for him being a stranger, but only death as a tragedy;
Yet not a tear did my heart give away...
A mother cried today,
Her son passed away...
It was not shock or tragic disbelief
That made my heart stone...
For felt I no grief...
tiptoeing around on pointed feet.
No I do not describe decay,
not at all in the -usual- way.
I intend to describe a loss of self,
when old egos do burn in effigy
And I cannot describe the pain,
which comes along with this terrible end
But lo' behold! Rejoice and...
kinda feel like this is a special place, but I turn away when I look this way I'm so lost been lost for day's. Is it the lies that I love the truth is hard to swallow how could I promise you if I'm not promised tomorrow I always catch you when you fall but you never catch me...
Get out of your head
The vibrating baseline
Progressive build and breakdown
I am the flicker of a shadow
Running rampant in your mind
The glimpse of a smile
Slowly spreading across your face
I am the whisper you hear
Your eyes closed for a moment
The tension in your body...
upon us; You have fallen as your skin dwells on a time engulfing flaw; Oh lady of sweet darkness, let us be triumphant, let us be freed from this ongoing desire of tricks and fickle draws; She wears the mask of a soul long lost and bears it like the fruit of life; it trickles...
A link that lies beyond the world
Its treasures are immersed in a part of the soul
That's not of this world
When the figures of Earth are Gods
With futile force they slay
As they're only in store as machines of pain.
and razor blades. Let the pain whisk you away to a land of awe and terror. The feeling of which burns into your brain with remebrance and falls upon your knees begging for forgiveness. In the slightest mind... Travel your own path
We trek across an amorphous dream
Vague shapes weave into obscurities
Drawing me in
Extending a hand behind a smiling guise.
Spiral front and then back again
In a barrel we spin in disarray
Reaching to wipe the tears from another eye.
Mind eclipses everything...
blinded by desire..
a passion deep.. that once burned through
i never wanted to face your words were untrue
but time has past...
and i see clearly all your decitful ways..
all my heartache and pain..
as i shatter the glass of how you once enslaved my heart..
the red haze of...
-and all your insecurities.
-You need not worry,
-when its just you and me.
-For they mean less,
-under the light of my love.
-This thing that I feel,
-is like a gift from above.
-When you are scared,
-just think about daddy.
-Nestled in my arms,
-you can finally be happy.
upon us a cold embrace. For to feel you once again I must lay beside your tomb...
I am forced now, to believe that death now welcomes all who succumb, for to question it means you parted forcibly...
I am forced to believe that the rising sun is a shining call of a higher plane...