One look from you, I bare my soul
Rarer than you will ever know
Forbidden love, friend or foe
I cannot hide, what I cannot show
Exquisite torture, I hesitate
Led by longing, lust, or fate
But through every pulse, you resonate
Made all the sweeter for the wait
Touch me now with...
I live in a car
that's been burned out for years.
The guy that was driving,
His bones are still here.
I was with him when it happened.
We were both drinking beer.
We went off a cliff.
The fire burned up our tears.
I am waiting for judgment.
My soul shakes with fear.
Somewhere to place a wine glass,
Somewhere to place a head.
Somewhere to lose your eyesight to,
When I’m lying down in your bed
Somewhere to catch the toast crumbs,
Somewhere to rest my book
Somewhere to hold my fella’s eyes
When he has that glazed over look.
For the words I have sung,
Surely they shouldn't have stung.
To be honest,
I loved you till the end,
But now we are just friends.
It ended so abruptly when your soft lips departed and spoke,
And in the end I couldn't manage a croak,
My life is bad but it was livable with you...
So she can finally let her real self roam.
Struggling to keep clean,
Her demons, they scream.
"Cut me, cut me"
She can't seem to keep away from things,
That are sharp.
She struggles, she screams but she promises to keep clean.
She feels so engulfed in the dark.
"Look in the...
Just trying to find my way like everyone else ,
With these blue eyes there's a story to tell.
A war on my mind but still moving forward ,
Sailing into the sunset where the birds chew crate and murdels.
Like a butterfly born after a storm I conquer these challenges,
On a quest...
This is its currently completed form..I'm not sure if I will edit it in the future though..as something still feels missing..but..not missing.
I have lived a thousand lives in your eyes,
Painted portraits of a thousand angels
In trying to capture you on canvas.
I have seen the...
I want to be
to smile with him,
and be the one
to hug him near.
to cry with him,
and be the one
to dry his tears.
When I fall in love,
I will spend my
and catch each
moment in its...
I was just a child,
and you a man,
now I'm an adult,
look at me if you can.
I'm no longer the child,
You sought to destroy,
the innocent life,
you claimed as your toy.
now let's see you hurt me,
let's see you try,
but you can't hurt me,
as I'm stronger inside.
You stole the child...
Soldiers marched all night
inside the houses families cried
the townspeople were affright
people fled having nowhere to hide
One man spoke to the people as they fled
Crying:"be strong, fight, never give in"
But the people looked at him nothing said
He realized his fate he knew...
When I was 17 I had a FRENCH PENPAL AnaliseI went to stay with her in France - near PARISShe taught me a lot of thingsWe had a wonderful time togetherExploring PARIS and each other !She taught me how to FRENCH KISSMy BF's and GF's have all been grateful to her for teaching me the...
A link that lies beyond the world
Its treasures are immersed in a part of the soul
That's not of this world
When the figures of Earth are Gods
With futile force they slay
As they're only in store as machines of pain.
and razor blades. Let the pain whisk you away to a land of awe and terror. The feeling of which burns into your brain with remebrance and falls upon your knees begging for forgiveness. In the slightest mind... Travel your own path
except for one thing, they have four feet.
so tiny and pink,
makes us often wonder and think.
They put such smiles upon our faces,
running and playing in their own little oasis.
They've never known such pain or fear,
they are ours to...
My stepson arrived whilst we were away,
Oblivious was I on that wonderful day.
My husband, he knew, his child would be born,
Between son and his wife, emotions were torn.
I never found out until much later on,
For a whole ten months, the prize I had won.
The confession it came...
A man cannot be a king when he has no castle.
A bird it cannot fly without its wings.
A dog cannot be trained without a master.
A song cannot be sung when there's no one there to sing.
The world is always flat in our dreams
and nothing is ever what it seams.
In the end , the...
inspiration of excess,
I sat on the side lines and wished.
But there was no way
I was going to risk rejection
You had it all, great looks,
love for life,
The best I could do was hope,
Hope that you would notice,
That was not your method either...
that love was won.
Into darkness, far through space
till I was lost, and out of place.
Left or right, now up or down?
Wherefore have I lost my crown?
The cold embraces and constrains
and I will slowly go insane.
For did I loose my way back home?
Meandering about the cosmos...
what and why you would cast some thing of such beauty and power aside.....like waves rolling into tides.... tearing down.... breaking .....apart.... lost then found like heaven and hell....rolled into one.....
Acrimonious and fragmented is this day
Mislaid and secluded is thy love
From the pitcher of sorrow I drink the liquid of my slow death. It pours through my soul, drenches my inner most anatomy and quiches my thirst for things unlawful and just. It puts out the flames that dance...
which i have no recollection.
Who are you and who am i?
Blind like a child in a dark room crawling towards a life unknown
Tenderness more scarce than Lust
In cities of Steel ,devoid of trust
we travel between now ,before and then
until it is time to repeat again.
We can't forget our past no matter how hard we try.
But the tears we cry ,can wash away the demons inside.
It doesn't take much for our past to return.
A sound or a song, and those memories burn.
I wish we could forget the thoughts that haunt our soul.
So we could look forward...
Hungry for your touch
Starving for your smile
Gut rumbling emptiness
Emptiness that won’t be replaced
Like knowing that you won’t
Have solid food for... forever
Looking to the past for nourishment
Nourishment that is like a diet
And a hunger that is never fulfilled...
Theres a Man with a heart of gold
Does he know this has he been told?
He sees the world so logically
Emotions and feelings he says dont come easily
He has many wise words for people to hear
Those who listen are the ones he holds dear.
The lyrics he writes are his personal game...
for far too long
The walls are too high
The chains too strong
I want to know what it's like to be free
To spread my wings and fly
To feel the cool breeze
I want to know what it's like
To run, walk, or even just crawl
But I never trusted anyone enough
This evil manifests and I'm dying; oh my heart's so sore.
I walked the line that borders light before I lurked in the abyss. I wish to be nothing more than a forgotten memory by family and friends
you'll learn the emptiness of your cup. So remember what it is I say, keep fighting till the very last day.
Learn to lie cheat and steel, forgot what it was like to feel. For when I leave you to your own, it's possible you may not be grown.
” Read between the lines” he...
... Upon looking at my life I realize my life did not begin until I met you.
Looking back... Through the deep, dark shadows of my past, I have seen that no one has loved and cared about me the way you have.
Looking back... I have come to the conclusion that I have made some...
Apparently this community is not mature enough for cussing.
and the first time someone told me
"this is all your fault"
i collapsed under the weight
of his life
and the first time someone told me
"i'm so sorry"
it was when he kissed
my best friend
and the first time someone...
and because I was feeling down.
My life is out of focus,
Developing a film of dullness
My thoughts Pixelated
How can this world be my photo shoot when
I'm unstabalized and zoomed on the past
Why not end the session with a point and shoot Polaroid?
It might be...
thought about the things she'd never
do but she had no clue
things got bad she stopped eating
she wanted pain she got the blade
found herself always sad, thought it was just a part of growing up
one night decided she was a ruin
took the pills and said goodbye...
Get out of your head
The vibrating baseline
Progressive build and breakdown
I am the flicker of a shadow
Running rampant in your mind
The glimpse of a smile
Slowly spreading across your face
I am the whisper you hear
Your eyes closed for a moment
The tension in your body...
and night terrified of what is wrong or right, I hear the voice in my head screaming, you should be dead, dead, dead, the tears start to roll down my face, I look beyond and see someone of grace, you smile with peace and fun, and now the tears are done, I realize my true darker...
but forbid the transparency of one that is paper thin. My heart is heavy with envy and droopy with guilt but even though my heart of precious metals is formed it can still be smelt. The furnace in which is your love and your compassion is one thing that no person has given me.
You are my life
You are my light
Your so sweet like honey
Your sometimes so sweet, you melt my heart
You make me smile every time i see you
You make me blush every time i see you
You take my breath away
Your always there for me
Your always in my heart
Nothing makes me happier...
I looked on as life passed away...
It was not for him being a stranger, but only death as a tragedy;
Yet not a tear did my heart give away...
A mother cried today,
Her son passed away...
It was not shock or tragic disbelief
That made my heart stone...
For felt I no grief...
That time... timeless
With Hozier playing "Someone New"
Tapping your foot off mine in rhythm to the music
Your knee on my thigh,
Your crimson lips and blackberry eyes,
Though my eyes were closed,
I could feel you smile
That moment threatened by movement...
But! Contagious, none the less.
It's like a disease,
Only everyone wants this one.
Laughter, truly is the best medicine.
You can't be mad, or sad when you're laughing.
It's almost impossible.
So again, the laugh.
Shows that woe is here to stay.
No matter what you do, or may,
Nothing will ever be okay.
Pets abused until they die,
People abused with force, they cry,
We turn our heads up, and ask why,
Where is the fairness in our lives?
You may cry, you may weep,
But when the thoughts...
blinded by desire..
a passion deep.. that once burned through
i never wanted to face your words were untrue
but time has past...
and i see clearly all your decitful ways..
all my heartache and pain..
as i shatter the glass of how you once enslaved my heart..
the red haze of...