Acrimonious and fragmented is this day
Mislaid and secluded is thy love
From the pitcher of sorrow I drink the liquid of my slow death. It pours through my soul, drenches my inner most anatomy and quiches my thirst for things unlawful and just. It puts out the flames that dance...
Echoing down the driveway.
Mother is gone.
Father is alone.
And so am I.
Train rolls on by.
Hear a child,
That doesn't cry.
Pain burns so deep.
Can't find it.
We trek across an amorphous dream
Vague shapes weave into obscurities
Drawing me in
Extending a hand behind a smiling guise.
Spiral front and then back again
In a barrel we spin in disarray
Reaching to wipe the tears from another eye.
Mind eclipses everything...
We can't forget our past no matter how hard we try.
But the tears we cry ,can wash away the demons inside.
It doesn't take much for our past to return.
A sound or a song, and those memories burn.
I wish we could forget the thoughts that haunt our soul.
So we could look forward...
All the while.
Like a Jack-o-Lantern,
I'm gonna split a seam.
She makes me smile.
Like the Cheshire cat,
From ear to ear.
And it never disappears.
She makes me smile.
Like the Man on the Moon,
In a funny cartoon.
She makes me smile.
Like a crocodile.
Shuffled like bureaucratic paperwork
From desk to desk
Second hand clothes
Second hand love
Second hand child
Words like knives
Cut to the bone
Dreams of mother
Cry to sleep
Years on end...
LOOK WHAT YOU DO TO ME
Three in the morning,
An' I haven't slept a wink.
Look what you do to me.
All I can do is lay here an' think.
You make me love.
You make me hate.
Like when the skies above,
You make me need.
You make me desire.
You make my...
Shinning brightly down on the surface of my soul.
Glowing beautifully in the sky of my heart.
Moving smoothly across the heavens of my thoughts.
She circles me with hope.
Shades me with light,
In my darkest hour.
She moves the tides of my love,
With her presence.
My stepson arrived whilst we were away,
Oblivious was I on that wonderful day.
My husband, he knew, his child would be born,
Between son and his wife, emotions were torn.
I never found out until much later on,
For a whole ten months, the prize I had won.
The confession it came...
Get out of your head
The vibrating baseline
Progressive build and breakdown
I am the flicker of a shadow
Running rampant in your mind
The glimpse of a smile
Slowly spreading across your face
I am the whisper you hear
Your eyes closed for a moment
The tension in your body...
All these "bad" things always come rushing to my brain.
Kinda makes me feel a tad insane
Should I leave,
Should I stay?
Or just completely go away
No I'm not depressed.
At least not yet.
It comes in waves,
And takes over...
Inside of me.
Clutching tight to what my dad said,
When I was three.
I remember that night,
My mom walked out the door.
To leave my dad for good,
I was very sad,
That she was gone.
My dad turned to me,
And said "Son,
You're a big boy now,
And big boys don...
When I was 17 I had a FRENCH PENPAL AnaliseI went to stay with her in France - near PARISShe taught me a lot of thingsWe had a wonderful time togetherExploring PARIS and each other !She taught me how to FRENCH KISSMy BF's and GF's have all been grateful to her for teaching me the...
into controlled fingers.
Figurines are acrobats gliding through lazy afternoons
Baton twirls are titanic, altered pens spin dizzy mazes
Pens are unnatural, they transform into guarded weapons
Horseman in fashion can break these chanted trinkets.
Dolls are lovably abused, then...
What little bit of what's left of me
almost died today.
Those things that mean so much in this world,
I lost along the way.
I met a man as cold as me.
He found what i had lost.
He turned around and gave it back..
He knew just what it cost.
In a world so cold and hard...
Before you read my poem you should know it uses symbolism, and it's free verse poetry.
My flame used to roar at one point.
Orange, yellow, and red bursting brightly.
Happy I stayed.
No worries but to go play.
Years past and my flamed has dulled.
with my phone in my left hand. For a beautiful girl to respond, I've turned all of my notifications off, all but one, because at the first sign of vibration I know it would be you, I don't care for anything right now but to feel that vibrant move in my palm.. I've never looked...
because of the golden hue or soothing warmth that touches us,
I love the sun because it shines of your hair as you sleep. You are angelic in that light...
I am thankful that each morning I awake to that sight.
I love being caught in the rain...
It's not because of it...
You are my life
You are my light
Your so sweet like honey
Your sometimes so sweet, you melt my heart
You make me smile every time i see you
You make me blush every time i see you
You take my breath away
Your always there for me
Your always in my heart
Nothing makes me happier...
and full of cheer
yet within I do despair.
How can this be?
See me Happy,
Feel me Sad.
Tis a Mask I say,
An act of Drama and
Measure the joy without,
Sound the depth of my
The brilliance of the One reflects
The Darkness of the Other.
I wear a Light Mask,
Yet carry a...
i knew you weren't there, because;
i didn't smell your perfume in the air.
even tho my last hope was for you
to come; and drop some soil on my coffin.
i swear honey, those would made the sweetest
sound of rain drops for my final sleep.
you know! even after this all...
which i have no recollection.
Who are you and who am i?
Blind like a child in a dark room crawling towards a life unknown
Tenderness more scarce than Lust
In cities of Steel ,devoid of trust
we travel between now ,before and then
until it is time to repeat again.
Just trying to find my way like everyone else ,
With these blue eyes there's a story to tell.
A war on my mind but still moving forward ,
Sailing into the sunset where the birds chew crate and murdels.
Like a butterfly born after a storm I conquer these challenges,
On a quest...
for far too long
The walls are too high
The chains too strong
I want to know what it's like to be free
To spread my wings and fly
To feel the cool breeze
I want to know what it's like
To run, walk, or even just crawl
But I never trusted anyone enough
lonely and unnamed
Curves are many
Sharp, they be
But keep up
Lost we feel
Signposts we seek
Suddenly, they show
From simple view they hide
I was just a child,
and you a man,
now I'm an adult,
look at me if you can.
I'm no longer the child,
You sought to destroy,
the innocent life,
you claimed as your toy.
now let's see you hurt me,
let's see you try,
but you can't hurt me,
as I'm stronger inside.
You stole the child...
DENIAL OF LOVE
Cupid's bow twangs,
On my heart.
Lovely little sparrows,
I am dying.
But have no fear.
I am crying.
But shed not a tear.
I am trying.
But it's not too clear.
I am lying.
When I look in the mirror.
Death rides my soul.
Soldiers marched all night
inside the houses families cried
the townspeople were affright
people fled having nowhere to hide
One man spoke to the people as they fled
Crying:"be strong, fight, never give in"
But the people looked at him nothing said
He realized his fate he knew...
This is its currently completed form..I'm not sure if I will edit it in the future though..as something still feels missing..but..not missing.
I have lived a thousand lives in your eyes,
Painted portraits of a thousand angels
In trying to capture you on canvas.
I have seen the...
Will she ever know how much i love her. I cant tell her how i feel. I keep myself hidden from the world only she knows of my being there. Everyday as she comes sits there talkn to me. I want to tell her that only she can set me free from compelete dark dispair. Her eyes seep...
Sinister interior acoustic receptor.
Surgeon claims benevolence!
Abdomen: ill at ease
E m a n a t i n g
A soiled scent...
thing I like to call chance
Big fat users
Sometimes we choose the ****
That's spits us and chews us
I hate this
I want this
To be loved, accepted
Embraced in your kiss
Poked and prodded
Torn and knotted
My heart is starving
Its cold, it's carotid.
Theres a Man with a heart of gold
Does he know this has he been told?
He sees the world so logically
Emotions and feelings he says dont come easily
He has many wise words for people to hear
Those who listen are the ones he holds dear.
The lyrics he writes are his personal game...
except for one thing, they have four feet.
so tiny and pink,
makes us often wonder and think.
They put such smiles upon our faces,
running and playing in their own little oasis.
They've never known such pain or fear,
they are ours to...
the beginning, from the playpen
Amidst the arguing and the persuading
We failed to take myself under wing
Torn amongst us, I fell apart
We lived my life a la carte
Review, examine, analyze
My brain we did sodomize
Relive my past we did
No thing did we forbid
We are Harry Hotspur...
I cherished drinking from it together with you...
I didn't care for the peak of Olympus,
I cherished holding your hand
Gazing eternally upon the world...
I didn't care for the treasures of Atlantis,
I cherished us gifting it unto those in need ushering in a brighter dawn...
The hot awkward summer haunting and beckoning. A uncertain future promoted and putrid. My heart aches for belonging far from here. The city grime and tainting of fear. I don't accept the control, it doesn't support the whole. I want to wake up from this dark dream and get off...
Lost without a smile,
Tears that flowed with the wind,
Each night and day,
I close my eyes and dream of hope,
The shattered emptiness crushed my soul.
The cracks in my fragile heart slowly slipped away,
I look to the sky as my wrists cry,
I find hope in the darkness,
My closest companion.
Love was like the dawn,
Sweeping over the horizon.
But I hid from it's light,
Deep within the dungeon of myself.
Strength in my loneliness,
Was what I counted as my wealth.
I built the walls,
To keep the hurt outside.
I knew the truth,
But when I spoke I...
Somewhere to place a wine glass,
Somewhere to place a head.
Somewhere to lose your eyesight to,
When I’m lying down in your bed
Somewhere to catch the toast crumbs,
Somewhere to rest my book
Somewhere to hold my fella’s eyes
When he has that glazed over look.
and at the centre the power of its wealth.
The force of it all is enough to kill, but from somewhere the boy found his will.
I was protected by a shaft of light, that called my name and restored my sight.
Now I seek storms and look for the lost, I show them the light whatever...
The silvery remnants of activity,
Reveals the hidden pathways of snail.
The network, a labyrinth of tunnels,
Leads me close to the working ants’ trail.
A cavern warm and dark beneath hedges,
Stores a visitor who reveals all at night.
With its prickly features it endears me...
The pain strikes suddenly
Like lightening from above
Hold your breath
Live in death
There's nothin' scarier
as he walked away,
For there was nothing left to say.
The words they once exchanged,
Were simply rearranged.
She began not caring anymore,
As she danced alone on the floor.
The music that filled her head,
Erased the lies that were said.
As she danced around the room,
wish it would rain real hard.
heavy rain would wash up,
all the dirt that we've made.
'm wishing really bad!
like the desert gets impatient
looking at the over head clouds,
'n its deep sad breathe,
run across with the sand storms.
thousands of thousands unsung songs