It was as if there were two of everything. Two worlds, two minds, two hearts. Forever struggling between the two. Which to follow when. When to stop and turn. When to push forward. One side light, the other dark. One side fruitful the other destructive.
How to know when to allow...
and I went to buy a journal. I just wanted to buy a blank one but they had some guided journals too!
I know this is corney but I swear I wanted to buy all of them. They had goal oriented journals, funny journals, meaningful journals. I had to look through them and I swear I...
The man called John stood at the bank of the river....
A another man came to him and asked;
why do the plans of God seem so strange at times?
And Iron John replied;
In the Beggining there were three...
Chance and Fate and God...
Chance and Faith tossed lots to decide who would...
For my love I would do anything that brings you pleasure...
I would dance on a table, tickle you with a feather.
I would get on my hands and knees, drop'em in a grove of trees!
I would travel near or far, yes make love to you in the car.
For my love I would be truly grateful...
I'm wanting to take a shower only to get undressed, get in turn it on and nothing happens.. It's Broke...I get out..Get dressed..Look around for someone, anyone.. I walk into the other room. There sit a room full of Strangers. I'm really confused..A really Hott guys offers to...
No big bang.
Alone in her black and white world, she closed her eyes. Calm came over her. Pain, heavy as lead, filtered through her, sinking slowly and settled at her feet.
Eventually, she felt it seep into the floor. She remained still and silent. The greyness...
A kind soul will see through those walls
A kind soul will strive to help you become whole
A kind soul will stand by you, and be bold
A kind soul will listen effectively to what you cannot yet say
A kind soul will hold you close when the world seems so cold
A kind soul will...
My family lived in Patterson Georgia
My Mother took us to church in Jesup a 30 minute drive
I was dating a guy named Roger...he had joined the Navy at 18 and was stationed in Guam
He sent me a letter saying that he would be calling his parents on Easter Sunday and...
I feel tendrils curling and reaching towards you carrying whispers of my love. I love you with every fiber of my being, with every echo of my soul, with every beat of my heart. I don't know who you are or where you walk, but I know with everything I am, that I walk beside you. I...
The house still needs work
The mail will come and the trash will go
Work will be done but not really
There we be will moments of joy and sadness and madness
Yet the day goes on no matter
Reflection of earlier deflection of later
The sun floats away as the moon shows...
you finish the day with a nice stiff drink and just generally reflect. Today wasn't the best day and it certainly wasn't the worst. Pretty much uneventful overall. Rushed through morning coffee so I missed out on that little pleasure. Work was work, doesn't make the plus or...
The way you have me drawn into you. My mind filled with you and what you would do to me running in my thoughts from morning until night. Thinking of your hands, your fingers, your lips, your eyes, all of you taking turns taunting me with thoughts of passion together.
when I was growing up my best friend was my Diary. it seemed like the only thing that didn't judge me or abandon me and trustworthy. I wrote everything in there. from my first crushes, breakups happy and sad experiences. writing helped me vent things I felt but couldn't tell...
Ever wonder how
The brain began to pulse
Ever wonder why
Our heart keeps beating
Ever wonder what
Gave us the power to think
Ever wonder just
How many stars there are
Up in the horizon
Shining ever bright
Ever wonder for
Tomorrow and the next
Only a few months ago, they didn't exist at all. While we slept in our warm beds, they braved the frigid night in their unseen infancy. Night after night, in the coldest air of winter they struggled to grow. Their fight unnoticed and unheard. In the coming days they will...
her hair framing her face in the moonlight. The hands that clutched the small book to her chest tightly seemed to tremble for a moment and then stilled. When she spoke, her voice was shaky, but determined.
"I can't," she said. She looked up and into his eyes. She held his gaze...
without warning. Following me everywhere I go. I struggle with you. I try to ignore. I find moments of fear in you. At times there is a weakness and I go to your place. I regret, no. I don't, I fight you again. Wondering what you want with me. Are you real? Are you good for me...
Wrote this for my sister for her birthday.
You have always been there for me
When I needed you the most
We have our fights
We have our nights
We have our good days
We have our bad days
We may fight, but in the end
You are my twin
that I speak for most younger siblings when I say that having to be dragged to your older brother's college visits absolutely sucks. Having to sit through excruciatingly long lectures where people talk about why "our college is the best" or having to walk around the entire...
marijuana (which I quit) is writing ..
I don't have any friends I can vent to (well now I have one) lol it's always been easy for me to just write things out its the second easiest way for my to clearly express myself (other then actually speaking)
Happy Mother's Day! I wish
you a happy life. I love you with all
my heart. That is why you are my mom.
That is what makes you my mom. A
loving, caring mom. I know it and you
know it too. That is why you love me and
why I love you. The...
or even done at all
You have to do it yourself
No judge, no jury will take my justice
It all comes down to two
My word against his
His charm out weighs my truth
What is is not what should
'Tis a theater built on a foundation of logic and righteousness
Fooled by our inhuman...
brought a friend from the past back into my life.
I said,"I suppose you were as shocked to see me 'fat' as I was to see you so very thin?"She said,"Actually I was shocked to see you looking so OLD".......!
On June the 19th of 2012 I had a second open heart surgery I was barely...
and python's as a hobby, a fascination since childhood. A couple of weeks ago I was bitten, not uncommon in the hobby.
I had barely cracked open her cage when she immediately latched onto my thumb. A very unusual act from this demure creature.
I've thought a great deal about...
Remember this. As the eyes look to you and start their shredding, it is best to ignore and go on. Those eyes cannot do harm, those eyes are blinded. Eyes blinded by the insignificance of vanity. Blinded by visions planted by insulting thoughts and driven by misery. Remember this...
Let the cold night air freeze your mind in slumber
Breath in the crisp and purifying air
Find rest and peace .....
The dawn shall break soon enough
When once again, I shall draw from you, that which was gained......
Falls from the shattered heart
Racing towards the barren ground
To give rise
To the fallen
The earth opens wide
To drink the life it's given
Dry and desolate no more
The living rise
Strangers no more
The same blood flows
The heart finds its origin
write. I used to write short stories but now I write poetry and about my life experiences and short paragraphs using prompts from a book called 642 things to write about. One day I would like to publish some of my poetry and my life experiences but for now I enjoy the...
I found a few of my old notebooks from my highschool days forgot just how much stuff I wrote in those days.
Wrap my dead heart in a Hydrocodone tomb...I'm completely dried up from being born in this used up womb. Beat this flesh with 10,000 lashes, from a heaven which I despise...
lifetime of pain
Fumbling on thin line between crazy and sane
Thirsty from the moisture that's dripped from my eyes
Sore from the tension, just torture in disguise
Exhausted of thinking and remembering when
Stricken with an invisible foe that visits time and again
is purely male
Each gust reminding me
Waves crashing along a distant coast
The senses rise
A new day soon dawns
Something deep is calling
Pulls me from my winter slumber
Once again I...
So she stands against the back door peering through the window. Her face rested against the cold pane of glass.
She stares blankly at the moon as if in trance. Its glow beats down upon her casting light into her fixed eyes.
The stillness of the night fills her as she leans even...
distributing all of our weight
on ten fragile toes...
I watch you watching me
And for just a moment-
We think each other beautiful
connecting in the silence-
Me breathing your air
And you thinking mine was your own.
be scared but
I can't be
for under covers
I feel your touch
and how I love that touch so much.
my heart aches
my mind races
while my body
your hand traces
in this steamy mussed up pile
of blankets and sheets and...
what the heck is that??
*throws foreign object across the...
radiating from my person warms me so
My eyelids grow tired from the weight of many hours
Sensations deplete from the surroundings
What ceases to exist, thrives in my mind
Extremities move less so
And then stop altogether
Supposed to be seen
What was not supposed to be.
Something that exists
But doesn't all the same.
Something on a plane
But not on the common.
In the corner of your eye
But straight ahead.
The irrefutable truth
Of what lies ahead
Wanting you to notice me.
You hear my words and say nothing.
Your silence speaks volumes.
Crushed, i feel myself pull back a little more.
Watching as the bright and beautiful people flit around you,
Whispering praises in your ears.
As you bask in their attentions.