single most best day of my life. Such a momentous day. The day I proclaimed my never ending, unconditional, undying love to my beloved. The day we both vowed to love one another. To honor, respect, desire, protect one another. For the rest of our days. Forever and always. To...
when it happened. I wonder at what moment, the bristling child she was, began the metamorphosis. I wonder when she began to wrap herself deep inside her protective coverings. I wonder what happened, what childhood hurt, what adolescent pain, what trauma did she...
Chase me, want me, capture me, hold me, prove to me that I am worthy of you. Take me, ravage me, claim me, treasure me, love me, need me, protect me. See me, see the real me, breakdown my insecurities. Show me, teach me that I am loved, and safe. I want to hold you, love...
Surely, everyday has some new small purpose.
Today my purpose was to come home from work and sleep
till 2 pm. Then wake up and eat a stack of pancakes.
Today my purpose is to spend time with those I love.
Today my purpose is to worry about my purpose?
without warning. Following me everywhere I go. I struggle with you. I try to ignore. I find moments of fear in you. At times there is a weakness and I go to your place. I regret, no. I don't, I fight you again. Wondering what you want with me. Are you real? Are you good for me...
The house still needs work
The mail will come and the trash will go
Work will be done but not really
There we be will moments of joy and sadness and madness
Yet the day goes on no matter
Reflection of earlier deflection of later
The sun floats away as the moon shows...
bottle of wine chilling, rose petals in the tub, wearing a silk skimpy robe, a spray of that perfume that drives you wild. Chocolate covered strawberries on the night stand there next to some silk scarves and a blindfold, just laying here waiting, wanting, needing...mmmm can't...
sudden distance and falling away
When the conquest is fully over
There is an intense yearning to catch the fallen
Sometimes it's in the posture
A body language that signals surrender
You can feel the muscles weaken..relaxing
There is an obvious confusion as both the mind and...
me, own me posses me, but need him to do these things for me not to me. Will he understand my desire for him to do this. Submission is my gift for him that I so desperately need to give! Will he take it and treasure it or will he take to cause harm? Afraid, afraid to let him...
Silence is the key to her lunacy.
Slow and deep she pulls you further than you've ever been.
Quiet moments, you become the pilot.
Every fiber of her being comes to life, as you're allowed free reign.
All alone she unshackles a moan.
Her touch becomes your...
one’s ever scaled the walls
No one’s ever called the bluff
No one’s ever taken the reigns
No one’s ever drawn you from your comfort zone
No one’s ever put you first
No one’s ever tried to determine your needs
No one’s ever given you rest
No one’s ever challenged...
Distracted by what my body is telling me, I wait for your warmth
Unable to stop thinking, a craving, then a longing for your warmth
Touch me and let me have it, that feeling is worth saving
Hold me close so the warmness goes between us, yes your warmth
Take me as you will and...
heart, with the painted smile.....
When I would give you my dying breath, you choose not to venture from shallows........
Why do you fear those places so....places where there is little light, your hidden.......the deep, the tears.....
What stole your faith in men...
they come and go. love can be rough and love can be smooth. love is what you put into it. everyone as been through it all. But your love story is how you write your story. me I love to have it smooth and calm with the love of the breeze blowing through my hairs and rough when I...
she thought to herself. This sort of day had become a rare breed in her life, what with the constant cacophony of things going on in her brain that seemed to make life unbearable no matter what the circumstance.
She had woken up slowly and luxuriously slightly before her alarm...
and beliefs I held in youth. If there was pain, hurt, left marks.....then it was abusive and wrong. It's really not that simple, humans are strange creatures. We have cravings and desires for things that don't allow us to be pigeon holed by such simplistic...
is purely male
Each gust reminding me
Waves crashing along a distant coast
The senses rise
A new day soon dawns
Something deep is calling
Pulls me from my winter slumber
Once again I...
The way you have me drawn into you. My mind filled with you and what you would do to me running in my thoughts from morning until night. Thinking of your hands, your fingers, your lips, your eyes, all of you taking turns taunting me with thoughts of passion together.
All my feelings expressed.
I have laid open my heart.
So now i tell you this:
If you want him
I have no use for someone
who could be taken so easily.
If you want her,
Go to her.
And leave me be.
that familiar anxious and pressing acheCaught that glimpse of you out of the showerWalked in as you slid into those jeans…..put on that black lace braSo wanted to take you then and there, can’t...places to be Went on to work, but my mind keeps sliding to...
in memory of my mother. She had passed away, and my brothers and father were sitting around a bonfire reminiscing. I stay quiet contemplating things. I later write a poem. It's title is "The fires of life"
-As the fires of the present light the futures path, they also turn...
no matter how true, my lips will not surrender these words too you. I have a fear in my heart that shakes my bones and I know that it will not subside easily. To be great and conquer this is out of the question because I can't be brave without you, but to have you I must be...
I will always, until I'm not.
You are with me, entangled inside of my soul.
I hold you here, in silence.
My heart yearns when I miss you.
It seeks something I cannot find in anyone else.
Like a drug, it pulls, it tears, it rips me apart.
Removed from you.
Keep faith on my side...
Blue blooded fire set within lace,
wove a spell, no room left for chance.
Rhythm pulls and pushes, keeps you inside the dance.
Find your back against the wall, the current leaves you displaced.
Watching as glory unfolds, there is no time to waste...
until much later...last minute work has piled up. Do not make or hold dinner for me, I'll grab a quick bite on the way home. Please find something pleasurable to do this evening.....just not too pleasurable. It's been a very stressful day, I need you even now....I will wake you...
for positive or humorous responses? When you check the answerers, do you always have that one person spitting out negative **** like a toilet isn’t around to spit it in? Have you ever just wanted to go outside, lift your hand up as you watch the sky turn grey with thunder and...
Usually it is the July thunderstorms which have massive lightening strikes traveling horizontally across the valley followed by clapping loud thunder. Echoing off the Wasatch and rumbling through Salt Lake City. Tonight's thunderstorms reminded me of our first year in Utah 1986...
reflectionLeft to wander the earthSearching for the Master which cast them asideWaiting for the promised consumptive fires to ease their painThe fallen walk among usInside their darknessA redemptive plan for mortal menMen that would sell their own souls to fulfill the fleshThe...
Fields of rolling hills stretch far and wide, brilliant sky of blue, soft calm breeze blows through my hair. Adorned in a gauzy robe it offers minimal protection from the suns scorching rays.
You hear my icy whispers have turned to cries,each tear drop freezes...
those precious moments
of developing trust
and all the parental gestures of your love
although my child adopted you as mine
In those years of having you near
I came to love you greatly
for life revolves
as earth around its axis
and about the sun
returning to the...
witnessThe inner groanings begin to appearEver so slightly they ariseA growing discontentA restlessnessWords begin to take on edgesA sharpness, passed off as amusementA pushback, on most every commentSoft sarcasms are found so easilyReason falls prey to momentary emotionPeace...
Flirting (Feat. DesireXra)So yeah… it was a nice day. The sun was out, it was July, and everyone was out having fun. I was hanging out with my girlfriend, EPAllie. After sharing laughs and giggles, my homegurl Desire walked up. She said “Hi” to me and gave me...
staring at the ceiling.
"Why is it always so dark in here??" I complain loudly.
"Maybe you should think up some lights?" Lou responds dryly from the end of the couch. "And take your feet off me. I'm not into that."
"You will be." I tease and shove my feet in his face. He...
Resting my chin on top, waiting for you to appear.
Your beauty is mesmerizing one look, my insides writhe. I should fear you, I should run. Every day I find myself watching you. Circling the mote with strength and fury you protect us all.
I see you rise, serpentine and...
you finish the day with a nice stiff drink and just generally reflect. Today wasn't the best day and it certainly wasn't the worst. Pretty much uneventful overall. Rushed through morning coffee so I missed out on that little pleasure. Work was work, doesn't make the plus or...
and python's as a hobby, a fascination since childhood. A couple of weeks ago I was bitten, not uncommon in the hobby.
I had barely cracked open her cage when she immediately latched onto my thumb. A very unusual act from this demure creature.
I've thought a great deal about...
Wanting you to notice me.
You hear my words and say nothing.
Your silence speaks volumes.
Crushed, i feel myself pull back a little more.
Watching as the bright and beautiful people flit around you,
Whispering praises in your ears.
As you bask in their attentions.
rain, because it's smell funny
I love peter pan, because it's full of wonder and it's also beautiful
I love perfume, because it makes me smell great
I love Jesus, because He's my savior
I love autumn, because the weather is just right
I love books, because it makes think...