Distracted by what my body is telling me, I wait for your warmth
Unable to stop thinking, a craving, then a longing for your warmth
Touch me and let me have it, that feeling is worth saving
Hold me close so the warmness goes between us, yes your warmth
Take me as you will and...
a girl who leaves her family and her home town to go to college, but when she returns after 4 years of being away. I don't know how long I will continue it but it's of to a good start, I also have a story in mind about I group of friends who build a strong bond out of there...
The way you have me drawn into you. My mind filled with you and what you would do to me running in my thoughts from morning until night. Thinking of your hands, your fingers, your lips, your eyes, all of you taking turns taunting me with thoughts of passion together.
I lay and as I close my eyes I feel you beside me. I breathe in each moment as if it is my very last. I am intoxicated by my longing and I cannot resist, I will not. Unknowingly my heart is connected to yours and our hearts continuously beat as if only one. Your breath lands...
When I look to the east which is out my front door, there are vast prairies. They go on and on until they finally drop off the edge and disappear. My house sits back off the road about a quarter of a mile. There aren't many cars that use that road, as I live in a pretty quite and...
be scared but
I can't be
for under covers
I feel your touch
and how I love that touch so much.
my heart aches
my mind races
while my body
your hand traces
in this steamy mussed up pile
of blankets and sheets and...
what the heck is that??
*throws foreign object across the...
Remember this. As the eyes look to you and start their shredding, it is best to ignore and go on. Those eyes cannot do harm, those eyes are blinded. Eyes blinded by the insignificance of vanity. Blinded by visions planted by insulting thoughts and driven by misery. Remember this...
Supposed to be seen
What was not supposed to be.
Something that exists
But doesn't all the same.
Something on a plane
But not on the common.
In the corner of your eye
But straight ahead.
The irrefutable truth
Of what lies ahead
for close to a month. She came out at Christmas. I went to visit her in the ward and the only nutty people I observed were the women behind the desk. Such a very crazy, unhealthy system in there. Such crazy beliefs. Beliefs that are so archaic, and other worldly.
. under the eclipse a gaping maw had opened wide.. spewing forth endless hordes from the darkest wretches of the void.. the ground trembled and the sky wept.. for the battle was already lost.. but the carnage would last for weeks..
As lay on the couch that is these days my bed, I toss and turn, I freeze and then I burn.
Sit up for a while then lay down, to the right to the left, front and center. I might as well be sleeping on splinters..sigh.
Been here for hours, it seems sometimes I never leave...
I found a few of my old notebooks from my highschool days forgot just how much stuff I wrote in those days.
Wrap my dead heart in a Hydrocodone tomb...I'm completely dried up from being born in this used up womb. Beat this flesh with 10,000 lashes, from a heaven which I despise...
It was as if there were two of everything. Two worlds, two minds, two hearts. Forever struggling between the two. Which to follow when. When to stop and turn. When to push forward. One side light, the other dark. One side fruitful the other destructive.
How to know when to allow...
nor purpose. I feel I've crossed a line, of some knowledge, awareness. It was grand to live in illusion. If I took my awareness to somewhere....a counsel of sorts, depending on where, it would obviously be labeled an illness. It's not. The whole 'mental illness' thing is a sham...
....by M. M. 2/08/2015 .....11:30 A.M.
Seeking Extra Ordinary Experiences
Where The Silence Beckons Me
Where knowledge Sometimes Evades Me
Then like a Tidal Wave I Am Overcome with The Spirit with its knowledge of What I need for the Moment.
Does it last 24 hours....Maybe Not...
what terrified you the most? Aliens? Monsters? A red-headed doll with multiple scars on his face that wanted to kill you? If you answered yes to the last question, then you and I are in the exact same boat.
I remember watching snippets of Chuckie movies when I was a...
her hair framing her face in the moonlight. The hands that clutched the small book to her chest tightly seemed to tremble for a moment and then stilled. When she spoke, her voice was shaky, but determined.
"I can't," she said. She looked up and into his eyes. She held his gaze...
the lips of lovers,
Watching frail illisions unraveling slowly a dangerous game is played
The boundless joy, love does crave, endlessly hungry endlessly seeking a new escape
A perfect new toy, a heart to hold, cover this hole
Fragile grounds on which they stand hand and hand...
without warning. Following me everywhere I go. I struggle with you. I try to ignore. I find moments of fear in you. At times there is a weakness and I go to your place. I regret, no. I don't, I fight you again. Wondering what you want with me. Are you real? Are you good for me...
I'm wanting to take a shower only to get undressed, get in turn it on and nothing happens.. It's Broke...I get out..Get dressed..Look around for someone, anyone.. I walk into the other room. There sit a room full of Strangers. I'm really confused..A really Hott guys offers to...
who she was, and that person was smart and kind and often even funny, but somehow her personality always got lost somewhere between her heart and her mouth, and she found herself saying the wrong thing or, more often, nothing at all.
rain down upon my misty throne
Admire the darkness of this new home, a place new, yet I somehow know,
Creating a new scene with a fire in my eye and a passion in my heart
I'll make this my time, my world, my dream.. It's starting now, the beginging a new light within this...
So she stands against the back door peering through the window. Her face rested against the cold pane of glass.
She stares blankly at the moon as if in trance. Its glow beats down upon her casting light into her fixed eyes.
The stillness of the night fills her as she leans even...
Happy Mother's Day! I wish
you a happy life. I love you with all
my heart. That is why you are my mom.
That is what makes you my mom. A
loving, caring mom. I know it and you
know it too. That is why you love me and
why I love you. The...
He wakes up, suspended in the air. There's blackness all around, nothing but dark. He looks at his limbs that are bound to a near invisible thread, by a thread. He feels a slight vibration, and looks up. He sees a black widow twice the size of a ******, toxic bile drips from her...
radiating from my person warms me so
My eyelids grow tired from the weight of many hours
Sensations deplete from the surroundings
What ceases to exist, thrives in my mind
Extremities move less so
And then stop altogether
to be. With no evidence seen, the whispers of your heart trying to give calming reassurance- will be overturned by an entity in your mind that is the vessel of fear, panic and paranoia. An experience I liken to a scene of one being cornered and trapped infront of an eerie...
when I was growing up my best friend was my Diary. it seemed like the only thing that didn't judge me or abandon me and trustworthy. I wrote everything in there. from my first crushes, breakups happy and sad experiences. writing helped me vent things I felt but couldn't tell...
It was all perfect…perfect…JUST perfect. He had never felt anything as beautiful as this before. Never felt anything that would so completely suffuse his entirety with the essence of another human being.
Each time, however, she would bring her face down in a moment of...
than that of every fleeting moment? Nothing is here to stay. With the inhale and exhale of our lives and the rise of the sun and turning of night, the ever so clear presence of change is never ending. What is it that one find when wondering at the stars and remembering all lost...
but soon I will.
Still, this time feels different. I feel like I can make it and unlike before I won't take it out on myself.
You were great, more than words. You taught me to love myself even when no one else was around. So somehow I know I will be okay. Even though you aren...
The man called John stood at the bank of the river....
A another man came to him and asked;
why do the plans of God seem so strange at times?
And Iron John replied;
In the Beggining there were three...
Chance and Fate and God...
Chance and Faith tossed lots to decide who would...
I feel tendrils curling and reaching towards you carrying whispers of my love. I love you with every fiber of my being, with every echo of my soul, with every beat of my heart. I don't know who you are or where you walk, but I know with everything I am, that I walk beside you. I...
but I am certain that you exist.
I feel a strong allure,
that I cannot resist.
We only meet,
when I close my eyes.
But I yearn for a dream,
with no disguise.
You're body is light,
I desperately wait,
until you're unveiled.
My soul is grim,
like we've been...
Ever wonder how
The brain began to pulse
Ever wonder why
Our heart keeps beating
Ever wonder what
Gave us the power to think
Ever wonder just
How many stars there are
Up in the horizon
Shining ever bright
Ever wonder for
Tomorrow and the next
To the point of screams the sound of jets. My skin crawl and ice pulses through my veins. I want to cry out. HELP ME. But it will only be silenced by the everlasting silence. No one can help me now. I've been here to long.
The house still needs work
The mail will come and the trash will go
Work will be done but not really
There we be will moments of joy and sadness and madness
Yet the day goes on no matter
Reflection of earlier deflection of later
The sun floats away as the moon shows...
for my yearly....well shite it was more like two since I saw her.
She asks me what I would like lol. Gives me choices. Like a chest x-ray, to which I say, politely, no thank you.
We both smile, we both know. We know what that x-ray will look like, and we both know that I do not...
and python's as a hobby, a fascination since childhood. A couple of weeks ago I was bitten, not uncommon in the hobby.
I had barely cracked open her cage when she immediately latched onto my thumb. A very unusual act from this demure creature.
I've thought a great deal about...
Let the cold night air freeze your mind in slumber
Breath in the crisp and purifying air
Find rest and peace .....
The dawn shall break soon enough
When once again, I shall draw from you, that which was gained......