Wrote this for my sister for her birthday.
You have always been there for me
When I needed you the most
We have our fights
We have our nights
We have our good days
We have our bad days
We may fight, but in the end
You are my twin
marijuana (which I quit) is writing ..
I don't have any friends I can vent to (well now I have one) lol it's always been easy for me to just write things out its the second easiest way for my to clearly express myself (other then actually speaking)
Falls from the shattered heart
Racing towards the barren ground
To give rise
To the fallen
The earth opens wide
To drink the life it's given
Dry and desolate no more
The living rise
Strangers no more
The same blood flows
The heart finds its origin
I feel tendrils curling and reaching towards you carrying whispers of my love. I love you with every fiber of my being, with every echo of my soul, with every beat of my heart. I don't know who you are or where you walk, but I know with everything I am, that I walk beside you. I...
lifetime of pain
Fumbling on thin line between crazy and sane
Thirsty from the moisture that's dripped from my eyes
Sore from the tension, just torture in disguise
Exhausted of thinking and remembering when
Stricken with an invisible foe that visits time and again
No big bang.
Alone in her black and white world, she closed her eyes. Calm came over her. Pain, heavy as lead, filtered through her, sinking slowly and settled at her feet.
Eventually, she felt it seep into the floor. She remained still and silent. The greyness...
All my feelings expressed.
I have laid open my heart.
So now i tell you this:
If you want him
I have no use for someone
who could be taken so easily.
If you want her,
Go to her.
And leave me be.
when I was growing up my best friend was my Diary. it seemed like the only thing that didn't judge me or abandon me and trustworthy. I wrote everything in there. from my first crushes, breakups happy and sad experiences. writing helped me vent things I felt but couldn't tell...
brought a friend from the past back into my life.
I said,"I suppose you were as shocked to see me 'fat' as I was to see you so very thin?"She said,"Actually I was shocked to see you looking so OLD".......!
On June the 19th of 2012 I had a second open heart surgery I was barely...
her hair framing her face in the moonlight. The hands that clutched the small book to her chest tightly seemed to tremble for a moment and then stilled. When she spoke, her voice was shaky, but determined.
"I can't," she said. She looked up and into his eyes. She held his gaze...
you finish the day with a nice stiff drink and just generally reflect. Today wasn't the best day and it certainly wasn't the worst. Pretty much uneventful overall. Rushed through morning coffee so I missed out on that little pleasure. Work was work, doesn't make the plus or...
and python's as a hobby, a fascination since childhood. A couple of weeks ago I was bitten, not uncommon in the hobby.
I had barely cracked open her cage when she immediately latched onto my thumb. A very unusual act from this demure creature.
I've thought a great deal about...
what terrified you the most? Aliens? Monsters? A red-headed doll with multiple scars on his face that wanted to kill you? If you answered yes to the last question, then you and I are in the exact same boat.
I remember watching snippets of Chuckie movies when I was a...
radiating from my person warms me so
My eyelids grow tired from the weight of many hours
Sensations deplete from the surroundings
What ceases to exist, thrives in my mind
Extremities move less so
And then stop altogether
In terms of venting
The pen allows you to talk how you want to talk.
Paper reflects what you say back at you n never forgets what you said.
No judgment, from them.
you will only discover how you feel about yourself.
There are gems in that
Distracted by what my body is telling me, I wait for your warmth
Unable to stop thinking, a craving, then a longing for your warmth
Touch me and let me have it, that feeling is worth saving
Hold me close so the warmness goes between us, yes your warmth
Take me as you will and...
Supposed to be seen
What was not supposed to be.
Something that exists
But doesn't all the same.
Something on a plane
But not on the common.
In the corner of your eye
But straight ahead.
The irrefutable truth
Of what lies ahead
For my love I would do anything that brings you pleasure...
I would dance on a table, tickle you with a feather.
I would get on my hands and knees, drop'em in a grove of trees!
I would travel near or far, yes make love to you in the car.
For my love I would be truly grateful...
Happy Mother's Day! I wish
you a happy life. I love you with all
my heart. That is why you are my mom.
That is what makes you my mom. A
loving, caring mom. I know it and you
know it too. That is why you love me and
why I love you. The...
Wanting you to notice me.
You hear my words and say nothing.
Your silence speaks volumes.
Crushed, i feel myself pull back a little more.
Watching as the bright and beautiful people flit around you,
Whispering praises in your ears.
As you bask in their attentions.
that I speak for most younger siblings when I say that having to be dragged to your older brother's college visits absolutely sucks. Having to sit through excruciatingly long lectures where people talk about why "our college is the best" or having to walk around the entire...
A kind soul will see through those walls
A kind soul will strive to help you become whole
A kind soul will stand by you, and be bold
A kind soul will listen effectively to what you cannot yet say
A kind soul will hold you close when the world seems so cold
A kind soul will...
Remember this. As the eyes look to you and start their shredding, it is best to ignore and go on. Those eyes cannot do harm, those eyes are blinded. Eyes blinded by the insignificance of vanity. Blinded by visions planted by insulting thoughts and driven by misery. Remember this...
is purely male
Each gust reminding me
Waves crashing along a distant coast
The senses rise
A new day soon dawns
Something deep is calling
Pulls me from my winter slumber
Once again I...
I'm wanting to take a shower only to get undressed, get in turn it on and nothing happens.. It's Broke...I get out..Get dressed..Look around for someone, anyone.. I walk into the other room. There sit a room full of Strangers. I'm really confused..A really Hott guys offers to...
My family lived in Patterson Georgia
My Mother took us to church in Jesup a 30 minute drive
I was dating a guy named Roger...he had joined the Navy at 18 and was stationed in Guam
He sent me a letter saying that he would be calling his parents on Easter Sunday and...
So she stands against the back door peering through the window. Her face rested against the cold pane of glass.
She stares blankly at the moon as if in trance. Its glow beats down upon her casting light into her fixed eyes.
The stillness of the night fills her as she leans even...
be scared but
I can't be
for under covers
I feel your touch
and how I love that touch so much.
my heart aches
my mind races
while my body
your hand traces
in this steamy mussed up pile
of blankets and sheets and...
what the heck is that??
*throws foreign object across the...
The man called John stood at the bank of the river....
A another man came to him and asked;
why do the plans of God seem so strange at times?
And Iron John replied;
In the Beggining there were three...
Chance and Fate and God...
Chance and Faith tossed lots to decide who would...
The house still needs work
The mail will come and the trash will go
Work will be done but not really
There we be will moments of joy and sadness and madness
Yet the day goes on no matter
Reflection of earlier deflection of later
The sun floats away as the moon shows...
but I am certain that you exist.
I feel a strong allure,
that I cannot resist.
We only meet,
when I close my eyes.
But I yearn for a dream,
with no disguise.
You're body is light,
I desperately wait,
until you're unveiled.
My soul is grim,
like we've been...
without warning. Following me everywhere I go. I struggle with you. I try to ignore. I find moments of fear in you. At times there is a weakness and I go to your place. I regret, no. I don't, I fight you again. Wondering what you want with me. Are you real? Are you good for me...
I found a few of my old notebooks from my highschool days forgot just how much stuff I wrote in those days.
Wrap my dead heart in a Hydrocodone tomb...I'm completely dried up from being born in this used up womb. Beat this flesh with 10,000 lashes, from a heaven which I despise...
The way you have me drawn into you. My mind filled with you and what you would do to me running in my thoughts from morning until night. Thinking of your hands, your fingers, your lips, your eyes, all of you taking turns taunting me with thoughts of passion together.
It was as if there were two of everything. Two worlds, two minds, two hearts. Forever struggling between the two. Which to follow when. When to stop and turn. When to push forward. One side light, the other dark. One side fruitful the other destructive.
How to know when to allow...