Encompassing the territory of “my familiar world” are the four walls of my room, my haven I would say..helplessly and selflessly bearing my afflictions..known and unknown pain..weight of my selfish tears ,fits of anger that I vent out in my own way.Its lent a silent yet...
Writing is the only escape
Into a world only you create
Where adventures and stories lay
Waiting for that precious day
When you decide to grab a pen
To make a fight that you will win
Or lose or draw or what you chose
Of all these options you peruse
Until you find the...
lifetime of pain
Fumbling on thin line between crazy and sane
Thirsty from the moisture that's dripped from my eyes
Sore from the tension, just torture in disguise
Exhausted of thinking and remembering when
Stricken with an invisible foe that visits time and again
The man called John stood at the bank of the river....
A another man came to him and asked;
why do the plans of God seem so strange at times?
And Iron John replied;
In the Beggining there were three...
Chance and Fate and God...
Chance and Faith tossed lots to decide who would...
For my love I would do anything that brings you pleasure...
I would dance on a table, tickle you with a feather.
I would get on my hands and knees, drop'em in a grove of trees!
I would travel near or far, yes make love to you in the car.
For my love I would be truly grateful...
I feel isolated. Im only 19 but after a lifetime of abandonment from friends and family i just want to give up. I just feel like im in the way. After my Grandma left 3 years ago, things have just been falling apart. I miss her a lot, I feel like she was the one person that truly...
Happy Mother's Day! I wish
you a happy life. I love you with all
my heart. That is why you are my mom.
That is what makes you my mom. A
loving, caring mom. I know it and you
know it too. That is why you love me and
why I love you. The...
When I look to the east which is out my front door, there are vast prairies. They go on and on until they finally drop off the edge and disappear. My house sits back off the road about a quarter of a mile. There aren't many cars that use that road, as I live in a pretty quite and...
The way you have me drawn into you. My mind filled with you and what you would do to me running in my thoughts from morning until night. Thinking of your hands, your fingers, your lips, your eyes, all of you taking turns taunting me with thoughts of passion together.
I'm wanting to take a shower only to get undressed, get in turn it on and nothing happens.. It's Broke...I get out..Get dressed..Look around for someone, anyone.. I walk into the other room. There sit a room full of Strangers. I'm really confused..A really Hott guys offers to...
No big bang.
Alone in her black and white world, she closed her eyes. Calm came over her. Pain, heavy as lead, filtered through her, sinking slowly and settled at her feet.
Eventually, she felt it seep into the floor. She remained still and silent. The greyness...
Wanting you to notice me.
You hear my words and say nothing.
Your silence speaks volumes.
Crushed, i feel myself pull back a little more.
Watching as the bright and beautiful people flit around you,
Whispering praises in your ears.
As you bask in their attentions.
It was as if there were two of everything. Two worlds, two minds, two hearts. Forever struggling between the two. Which to follow when. When to stop and turn. When to push forward. One side light, the other dark. One side fruitful the other destructive.
How to know when to allow...
A kind soul will see through those walls
A kind soul will strive to help you become whole
A kind soul will stand by you, and be bold
A kind soul will listen effectively to what you cannot yet say
A kind soul will hold you close when the world seems so cold
A kind soul will...
It was all perfect…perfect…JUST perfect. He had never felt anything as beautiful as this before. Never felt anything that would so completely suffuse his entirety with the essence of another human being.
Each time, however, she would bring her face down in a moment of...
A couple of side jobs for Manuel "the bear" Conway was his new favorite hobby. Nothing seemed like too much for Jimmy "the slick" Villa as he was referred, he seemed to want more and more as Manny kept calling him on some local jobs he had him work. A trunk full of broken blood...
It's this reason for living...that makes me wonder why,
Is it that we have to learn, obey, and do, just to survive.
I want to just pack up, take off, and enjoy a wild ride.
To live like the natives, jump on a horse and feel her powerful stride...
The wind in your face, the...
Never reacting in a proper manner, see there the buffoon going on and on, peak into the brain matter of this buffoon, live out the reasons.
-- The buffoon has known since around the beginning that what he has done is improper, and the reason for doing so is that there is no...
arse off to learn how to skate.
i am of two minds on the whole idea.
I hate it... because i as a mom, hate to see him fail. Hate to see him fall. Hate every time he gets discouraged. I wish i could skate FOR him... altho I would probably do worse, and ... to be honest, he's alot...
As lay on the couch that is these days my bed, I toss and turn, I freeze and then I burn.
Sit up for a while then lay down, to the right to the left, front and center. I might as well be sleeping on splinters..sigh.
Been here for hours, it seems sometimes I never leave...
He wakes up, suspended in the air. There's blackness all around, nothing but dark. He looks at his limbs that are bound to a near invisible thread, by a thread. He feels a slight vibration, and looks up. He sees a black widow twice the size of a ******, toxic bile drips from her...
favorite season of the year was winter for two perfect reasons: I loved to throw humongous snowballs at people I hated (ex: my older brothers) and sled at speeds previously thought impossible by man. It was a such magical time of the year!!!
Too bad my love for winter...
I found a few of my old notebooks from my highschool days forgot just how much stuff I wrote in those days.
Wrap my dead heart in a Hydrocodone tomb...I'm completely dried up from being born in this used up womb. Beat this flesh with 10,000 lashes, from a heaven which I despise...
Distracted by what my body is telling me, I wait for your warmth
Unable to stop thinking, a craving, then a longing for your warmth
Touch me and let me have it, that feeling is worth saving
Hold me close so the warmness goes between us, yes your warmth
Take me as you will and...
that you enjoyy
Play with simple things...like bibbles
do whatever you want whenever you want
Look for affection when you need it
get serious once in a while
Forget about diets
Show some affection
Get angry once in a while
Change your look
Be happy above all regardless what your...
Every time I think about crickets chirping I picture a calm peaceful outdoor scene, with beautiful weather, by a lake so calm it's black glass perfectly mirrors the landscape by the light of the full moon, and people sleeping with ease. Crickets in my mind have always been...
that you'll get over in a second or two. I'm really ******* sad. Like doing a test and suddenly about to cry sad. Like the kind of sad that isn't ******* sad, I'm ******* blue. And owning up to depression would mean that I've failed, so I'm in denial and I KNOW I am. I'm so, so...
Remember this. As the eyes look to you and start their shredding, it is best to ignore and go on. Those eyes cannot do harm, those eyes are blinded. Eyes blinded by the insignificance of vanity. Blinded by visions planted by insulting thoughts and driven by misery. Remember this...
when I told them I knew I wasn't going to live a long life.
They'd ask me "why?"
And I'd reply "I have a hunch".
This hunch was right. And I would live to see the world start to fall apart and end because of mans destruction.
I don't blame God for ending the world. Humans are...
that's how I know it's gonna be one of those days, like today.
I wake up and I just feel odd. It's like being a star, close enough to watch and feel, but too far to participate. Except I'm not a star, I'm a human and I have to participate, that's just how it is. It's a weird...
The house still needs work
The mail will come and the trash will go
Work will be done but not really
There we be will moments of joy and sadness and madness
Yet the day goes on no matter
Reflection of earlier deflection of later
The sun floats away as the moon shows...
by a beautiful moth. Without so much as a flutter or sound from anywhere at all around me, it quietly and abruptly made its entrance through the window opposite to my bed. Its wings, compromised solely of a prismatic membrane and each the size of a human hand, seemed to navigate...
be scared but
I can't be
for under covers
I feel your touch
and how I love that touch so much.
my heart aches
my mind races
while my body
your hand traces
in this steamy mussed up pile
of blankets and sheets and...
what the heck is that??
*throws foreign object across the...
as people told her not to do it. They yelled up to her "Don't you'll fall!" She stepped back for a minute and thought that maybe they were right, but when she finally let go of what everyone else was saying and listen to herself, she flew.
Stepping out of the rat race
Is there anyone else?
We need to hurry and change this
Is there anybody to help?
Been manipulated and lied to
I wish this is how everybody felt
We can do this together
No other way but with each other
Lose the hate
There's no time to waste...