She stood up and walk towards her guitar. Took a pieces of pen and paper.. She is to compose a song for her school upcoming concert.. There she sat... thinking.. and thinking.. minutes turns to hours.. Piles of paper piling at the side of her table. Frustrated that she...
You talk like. You need me. And act like you understood. But I've got no meaning.
Yeah I am, just another face. And if I am so wrong. I'm sorry! It's just the way I feel.
'Cause when you are with him. You're so on that I just wish I didn't care but I do.
I wish I could just never...
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can...
Have you ever listened to or heard a song that over takes you? When a song does that you could listen to it over and over couldn't you? Well, today my song is "All Mixed Up" by Red House Painters. Today "All Mixed Up" is on repeat. For some reason it is touching the rawest part...
when i get angry or depressed i listen to metal. but not just any metal, christian metal. it really helps calm me down for some reason, especially three bands : demon hunter, disciple, and chevelle. both sound so different, but they give me the same result.
Everyday I take a midnight train to get back home from school. Once i get off, i have a 15 minute walk ahead of me. Its dark, peaceful and my most favorite time of the day because i get to think about stuff. Sometimes i just clear my mind, but most of the time i just reflect back...
..But it's not that I keep my emotions locked up inside.
I pick a sad song on one of my albums from whatever artist, that's either 'Cry baby' from Janis Joplin, 'Ruled by Secrecy' from Muse, 'Dream On' or 'Seasons Of Wither' from Aerosmith, 'The Scientist' from Coldplay or...
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I wear my crown of thorns and pull the knife out my chest.
I keep searching for something that I never seem to find.
But maybe I won’t, because I left it all behind.
Now I’m stuck with this, and that’ll never change...
I cut a few days ago. Nothing serious, mostly scratches the stopped bleeding quick enough to not really need to cover them.
It's in a place that is hidden, and can't be seen unless I wear a t-shirt.
I also don't like to lie. It caused to many problems for me in the past and now...
It can help but its not always what helps. I listen to music all the time, though my ipod has pretty much died on me, and normally blaring it as loud as it can go makes me calm down. At least for the most part it does.