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I Live a Double Life

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    I feel as though I live a double life.

    I go to school & I hangout with my friends & they know how I am personality wise & what I do but there's also another side of me that no one really knows, I sneak out, I stay out til 5 am with people doing things I shouldn't be doing & I know it's not the best thing but I feel...
    kaitybobaityxo kaitybobaityxo 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 20

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    Oh Yeah

    Yes I live a double life.  To my friends back home and my for my job I am your nice looking masculine guy who loves sport, women, motorcycles. At night or when I am home I am a pretty easy going lady who also enjoys the above things but also more. like pretty outfits...
    Kara66tv Kara66tv 41-45, M 12 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    Mely Living A Double Life

    http://wactress.eprofits.com http://www.twitter.com/thewactress
    Mely8 Mely8 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5, 2011

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    So I am living this Life in

    which I am suppose to save humanity, help everyone and expose and dismantle the illuminati's conspiracy but I'd also like to travel and make love under the stars. Anybody else relates?
    LucidDr3am LucidDr3am 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 23

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    Two Of Me

    this might be the most strange story you will ever read, I am a 26 yr old young lady with two personalitys. I live with my father and 6 siblings and I have a boyfriend who is 34. I am very close to my family my boyfriend and I have an amazing relationship. But, I make up fake...
    Damienvick Damienvick 26-30 2 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    Do You Feel Like You're Living A Lie?

    Do you feel like you’re living a lie?  Are you keeping a secret from your family and friends that is causing your life to spiral out of control?Do you want to make a change and are you ready?  We can help.  From the Executive Producer of the acclaimed documentary series...
    doublelifetvseries doublelifetvseries 36-40, M Aug 23, 2011

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    I don't like to read,

    be myself,speak my mind all this and more at school becasue of what my friends will say. But at my house i'm my normal self love to read, speak my mind and more.
    Aniyiah Aniyiah 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    On one hand, I'm a mid-20s university student

    with a job, I'm educated and responsible, frugal yet generous with what I have. During the day, I'm a relatively good person without trying too hard. On the other hand, I go to the bar after work, drink the same beers, smoke the same cigarettes, share the same old stories with...
    MarxistLuciferKongJr MarxistLuciferKongJr 22-25, M Nov 17

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    Come Over (my Scent On Your Pillow)

    Yesterday I returned home after staying with Patricia for a week. Corri and I had been having problems, and when I shared about that with Pat, she offered to come pick me up the next day and take me away for several days. Corri was rather upset about me deciding to take a...
    TheButterflyMind TheButterflyMind 31-35, F Jun 18, 2012

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    Two Lives... Lots Of Lies!!!

    If anyone has read my story "I'm in a committed relationship... with my cousin" you'd read about my relationship... Its been going on for the better part of 9 years, but recently things took a more dramatic/intense turn. Nothing has been easy in this, my family knows I am in a...
    Hopeless345 Hopeless345 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 19, 2010

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    Do You Want to Share Your Story?

    Is there something about you that you haven't told your family, friends or partner? Do you have a job they wouldn't approve of? Do you live one way by day and another by night? MTV is searching for people that are struggling with keeping their secret from their loved ones, co...
    want2shareyourstory want2shareyourstory 31-35 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    I never thought I would be the person (more

    so people) that I am at this very moment. Two individuals in my life being subjected to my bullshit. It's so unfair to them. I'm in a relationship with one person, who is wonderful, but there came a point where I selfishly called my state of mind, "bored." I became thirsty for...
    silencedfears silencedfears 26-30 Sep 22

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    I don't tell a lot of people about the true me

    and what I really do, how I truly feel, and who I truly want to be. Maybe it is because I am scared of losing the relationships I have with the people I really care about.
    SumtingWongg SumtingWongg 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    Yes, There Is Two of Me

    The outside me you see and look no further, making all judgments and decisions based on this. The inner me that is the true me, torn between coming out and doing what's right for others. I do have a double life and at times I cry out for one. The real me that peeks out and...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2009

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    My parents are muslim

    and I am forced to wear the hijab but I take it off at school. I live in fear of them finding out because I honestly don't know what'd happen...
    n3219a n3219a 16-17 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I have two seperate groups of friends.

    Both I've known for long times but neither of them know eachother or hang around the same area. Some nights I'm with my redneck friends. Other nights I'm with my older friends who are a little more "ghetto" so to say. I pretty much act the same in both groups, Except a certain...
    jayybbyx jayybbyx 18-21, F Jul 27

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    Double Life

    At home i feel scared and secretive to even communicate with my family. I feel social awkward and feel like i have a secret life. All i do is lie to my parents about what i am doing or who i am hanging out with, i feel embarrassed shy to introduce my friends to my family . I...
    lucyintheskywithdiamondz lucyintheskywithdiamondz 16-17 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    So. When I turned 32 I realized

    that I wasn't aging. I do not claim to be immortal or ******* magical, just old. After 11 years at a corporate job the same people who trained with me were old and a little wrinkled while I still looked 21. I always wondered about the reason. So like, now I skip from job to job...
    Nixoncarmichael Nixoncarmichael 31-35, M Sep 7

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    It's All Coming To A Head

    I have been caught in this tornado of a life since 2001. Creating a second personality of who I was only in lesbian form. The threads are starting to unravel. I must admit my truth.
    CloakedAnon CloakedAnon 36-40 Jan 30, 2011

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    My Story?

    Like a poem that dies without end, but exists inside a universe with no outer space
    Ladwire Ladwire 31-35, M Dec 25, 2012

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    I Have A Few Lives

    Everyone thinks I'm a middle-class SAHM who hasn't worked in years. But I was born into a wealthy family, worked for "The Old Man" of Wall Street, and have children who will be very comfortable when I die. I go to Church wth my Protestant family but don't believe in Jesus. I am...
    inkrid inkrid 41-45 1 Response Jan 16, 2012

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    Living a Double Life Is Pressure!

    When I was 11, I was at a school I have attended since kindergarden. I played on the internet since I was three, and when it was the summer of 2009, I saw some bad things on the internet with characters of shows that I liked. I was thinking, " Huh, it doesn't matter if I see this...
    deadgrungegirl deadgrungegirl 13-15 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    I Totally Live A Double Life

    I'm 23, a single mom, and everyone thinks I sell health insurance because that's what I tell them. In reality I'm an independant exotic dancer. I make my own schedule and make great money doing it. I go to church a lot and am active in it. I attend bible studies with people my...
    surferprincess surferprincess 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 26, 2010

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    Which One Is Me?

    While with family...While at work...With the company of close friends...During the day, usually...I am one person.  I am good.  I behave well.  My thoughts are clear.  My intentions are honorable.  But whenever I am alone, and usually after dark, I am another person.  My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    I Live A Double Life

    I live a double life.. haha no one knows.. no one will know
    Genesissoma Genesissoma 18-21 1 Response Nov 19, 2013

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    Have to

    My 26 years old boyfriend is playing child, and refusing everything. Every smallest desicion, he can not decide to eat or not eat, so in the end of course he does not eat. I tell him, that when he acts like this. He decides every night if I sleep or if I don't sleep. But as he...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 31-35, F Mar 22, 2009

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    Leading A Double Life?

    MTV is NOW CASTING! Do you lead a double life? We’re looking for extreme here (i.e. accountant all week and racecar driver on weekends), so actors trying to make ends meet need not apply. Or maybe you work (and look like you belong) in a world of luxury, but your home is the...
    NandD NandD 18-21 Feb 3, 2011

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    Kind Of...

    Well not really, but I like to think of it as my own personal double life. I've always had a very vast and really fun imagination. That added with my ability to write helps me get away from this life. There's times where I'm walking down the street and all of a sudden I'm in a...
    Falco990 Falco990 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    EP

    I think Ep is one. Cause on here i can say what i want be who i am and people dont care. Its like an internet double life.
    tomtombear tomtombear 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2008

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    It's been a year since i'm living outside my

    parents' house, and i had forgotten how much rules there had been. My family is a strict Muslim family, but a lot lately i felt my mum didn't pressure me as much as before the way i dress etc. Obviously i was wrong. As soon as my mother came to the house they rented for me to...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    My Sick Story

    I was 9 when my father passed away. And till then we were financially strong. After his death, my mother found huge debt he had taken to run a business, so basically we were broke. Growing up, I always felt inferior to everyone else. My mom ran my fathers business and managed to...
    Flyhigh32 Flyhigh32 18-21, M Mar 3, 2013

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    Cant Be What I Am

    I cant be what i am. I have to act everything is ok when really its not. I have to do things i dont want to do. I have to pretend i dont knw when really i can do better the job being done. I knw much more but have to pretend to i dont knw. Im naughty but i have to be good. Im...
    adeela adeela 22-25 3 Responses Apr 30, 2008

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    I wonder why people think they have the right to tell me how to live my life. For example: I like quirky clothes, and I dye my hair with henna. Some people tell me, "you would...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution. Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Please God take me back to being 12 & let me start again & mess up my life in an entirely different way. I have fresh ideas.
    ThePinkPowerRanger ThePinkPowerRanger 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    here where my twisted mind comes into play . I just want to be the man guess I'm very egocentric deep and down . I feel like I want to survive and be able to kill anyone no...
    Mizo0217 Mizo0217 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    One, I didn't look for... but alone came along. The first one is sustained by monotony...while the other one, is full of love and passion. This one here (the second one) I live it...
    LisLoves30Kilo6 LisLoves30Kilo6 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    Sometimes we control and create the lives we live, sometimes life creates our lives for us and that we have no control, just enjoy your life, enjoy the people you love, there will...
    McKenna630 McKenna630 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 21

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    I don't want to live here anymore. I want to be independent, and I want to live my life without people belittling me. So, I recently became vegan, starting on October, 21st 2014...
    sometimesomeone sometimesomeone 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 2

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    Life is beautiful, despite all we have to endure. Just open your eyes, and see that that life isn't all that bad, despite the circumstances. As soon as we're born, we struggle...
    MadderSkies MadderSkies 18-21 3 Responses Dec 3

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    well, ive been eager to find the meaning of life. But i think ive found it. It was so simple. i started interest it about when i was lonely time of my life. So what was answer is...
    beingprecious beingprecious 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Livening the life is a great world to be in the world you see before you is a place ware you can discover thing in each turn you take good, bad, or ******* creepy. But keep gooding...
    RyanLThomas RyanLThomas 16-17, M Dec 7

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    I'm determined that when my kids grow up in going to live my life to the full....I mean Shirley Valentine and then some! Seriously I look after my elderly mother, have three boys...
    NurseDaisy NurseDaisy 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I want to live my life by showing the world what I can do. I want to show the world my worlds that are in my head. I want to show people a real story is, and what I can make right...
    RyanLThomas RyanLThomas 16-17, M Dec 7

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    I did not realize my way of life until I read The Celestine Prophecy and realize I do these I am currently on insight 3. I had no explanation for the way I live my life then I...
    PrincessMarina PrincessMarina 13-15, F Dec 7

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    I want to you relax and enjoy life. Don't take life too seriously. Smile and squeeze a stress ball every now and then.You only live once. Life can be hell sometimes but not all the...
    Outofeden Outofeden 31-35, F Dec 5

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    I hate my life I hate being from another reason being her illegally i hate the fact that when I graduate high school that same second my life changes I'm not that funny guy that...
    mattlopeza mattlopeza 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Some of the paradoxes in life, we have bigger houses for everything we want and yet we have smaller families. many people have multiple degrees, but few of them have common sense...
    ColetteR ColetteR 22-25, F Nov 27

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    "From child hood, going up" When I was 10, I had a crush on my cousin. things got good but sooner or later me and my family had to go abroad. When I was 12, I had a girl i liked...
    PreChY PreChY 16-17, M Nov 30

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