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I Live a Double Life

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    My 26 years old boyfriend is playing child, and refusing everything. Every smallest desicion, he can not decide to eat or not eat, so in the end of course he does not eat. I tell him, that when he acts like this. He decides every night if I sleep or if I don't sleep. But as he...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 26-30, F Mar 22, 2009

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    Kind Of...

    Well not really, but I like to think of it as my own personal double life. I've always had a very vast and really fun imagination. That added with my ability to write helps me get away from this life. There's times where I'm walking down the street and all of a sudden I'm in a...
    Falco990 Falco990 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    Oh Yeah

    Yes I live a double life.  To my friends back home and my for my job I am your nice looking masculine guy who loves sport, women, motorcycles. At night or when I am home I am a pretty easy going lady who also enjoys the above things but also more. like pretty outfits...
    Kara66tv Kara66tv 41-45, M 12 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    It's been a year since i'm living outside my

    parents' house, and i had forgotten how much rules there had been. My family is a strict Muslim family, but a lot lately i felt my mum didn't pressure me as much as before the way i dress etc. Obviously i was wrong. As soon as my mother came to the house they rented for me to...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    Two Of Me

    this might be the most strange story you will ever read, I am a 26 yr old young lady with two personalitys. I live with my father and 6 siblings and I have a boyfriend who is 34. I am very close to my family my boyfriend and I have an amazing relationship. But, I make up fake...
    Damienvick Damienvick 26-30 2 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    I Totally Live A Double Life

    I'm 23, a single mom, and everyone thinks I sell health insurance because that's what I tell them. In reality I'm an independant exotic dancer. I make my own schedule and make great money doing it. I go to church a lot and am active in it. I attend bible studies with people my...
    surferprincess surferprincess 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 26, 2010

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    It's All Coming To A Head

    I have been caught in this tornado of a life since 2001. Creating a second personality of who I was only in lesbian form. The threads are starting to unravel. I must admit my truth.
    CloakedAnon CloakedAnon 36-40 Jan 30, 2011

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    I have two seperate groups of friends.

    Both I've known for long times but neither of them know eachother or hang around the same area. Some nights I'm with my redneck friends. Other nights I'm with my older friends who are a little more "ghetto" so to say. I pretty much act the same in both groups, Except a certain...
    jayybbyx jayybbyx 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    My Sick Story

    I was 9 when my father passed away. And till then we were financially strong. After his death, my mother found huge debt he had taken to run a business, so basically we were broke. Growing up, I always felt inferior to everyone else. My mom ran my fathers business and managed to...
    Flyhigh32 Flyhigh32 18-21, M Mar 3, 2013

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    EP

    I think Ep is one. Cause on here i can say what i want be who i am and people dont care. Its like an internet double life.
    tomtombear tomtombear 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2008

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    Leading A Double Life?

    MTV is NOW CASTING! Do you lead a double life? We’re looking for extreme here (i.e. accountant all week and racecar driver on weekends), so actors trying to make ends meet need not apply. Or maybe you work (and look like you belong) in a world of luxury, but your home is the...
    NandD NandD 18-21 Feb 3, 2011

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    My parents are muslim

    and I am forced to wear the hijab but I take it off at school. I live in fear of them finding out because I honestly don't know what'd happen...
    n3219a n3219a 16-17 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I Live A Double Life

    I live a double life.. haha no one knows.. no one will know
    Genesissoma Genesissoma 18-21 1 Response Nov 19, 2013

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    Come Over (my Scent On Your Pillow)

    Yesterday I returned home after staying with Patricia for a week. Corri and I had been having problems, and when I shared about that with Pat, she offered to come pick me up the next day and take me away for several days. Corri was rather upset about me deciding to take a...
    TheButterflyMind TheButterflyMind 31-35, F Jun 18, 2012

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    My Story?

    Like a poem that dies without end, but exists inside a universe with no outer space
    Ladwire Ladwire 31-35, M Dec 25, 2012

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    I don't like to read,

    be myself,speak my mind all this and more at school becasue of what my friends will say. But at my house i'm my normal self love to read, speak my mind and more.
    Aniyiah Aniyiah 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Mely Living A Double Life

    http://wactress.eprofits.com http://www.twitter.com/thewactress
    Mely8 Mely8 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5, 2011

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    Which One Is Me?

    While with family...While at work...With the company of close friends...During the day, usually...I am one person.  I am good.  I behave well.  My thoughts are clear.  My intentions are honorable.  But whenever I am alone, and usually after dark, I am another person.  My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    Cant Be What I Am

    I cant be what i am. I have to act everything is ok when really its not. I have to do things i dont want to do. I have to pretend i dont knw when really i can do better the job being done. I knw much more but have to pretend to i dont knw. Im naughty but i have to be good. Im...
    adeela adeela 22-25 3 Responses Apr 30, 2008

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    Do You Feel Like You're Living A Lie?

    Do you feel like you’re living a lie?  Are you keeping a secret from your family and friends that is causing your life to spiral out of control?Do you want to make a change and are you ready?  We can help.  From the Executive Producer of the acclaimed documentary series...
    doublelifetvseries doublelifetvseries 36-40, M Aug 23, 2011

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    Double Life

    At home i feel scared and secretive to even communicate with my family. I feel social awkward and feel like i have a secret life. All i do is lie to my parents about what i am doing or who i am hanging out with, i feel embarrassed shy to introduce my friends to my family . I...
    lucyintheskywithdiamondz lucyintheskywithdiamondz 16-17 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    Living a Double Life Is Pressure!

    When I was 11, I was at a school I have attended since kindergarden. I played on the internet since I was three, and when it was the summer of 2009, I saw some bad things on the internet with characters of shows that I liked. I was thinking, " Huh, it doesn't matter if I see this...
    deadgrungegirl deadgrungegirl 13-15 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    Do You Want to Share Your Story?

    Is there something about you that you haven't told your family, friends or partner? Do you have a job they wouldn't approve of? Do you live one way by day and another by night? MTV is searching for people that are struggling with keeping their secret from their loved ones, co...
    want2shareyourstory want2shareyourstory 31-35 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    I live a double life.

    I come from a very religious and uptight family. My father is a minister. I am a sex worker/escort and no one in my personal life knows besides my boyfriend of 4 years, and my roommate.
    aubreymoore007 aubreymoore007 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    Two Lives... Lots Of Lies!!!

    If anyone has read my story "I'm in a committed relationship... with my cousin" you'd read about my relationship... Its been going on for the better part of 9 years, but recently things took a more dramatic/intense turn. Nothing has been easy in this, my family knows I am in a...
    Hopeless345 Hopeless345 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 19, 2010

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    Yes, There Is Two of Me

    The outside me you see and look no further, making all judgments and decisions based on this. The inner me that is the true me, torn between coming out and doing what's right for others. I do have a double life and at times I cry out for one. The real me that peeks out and...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2009

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    I Have A Few Lives

    Everyone thinks I'm a middle-class SAHM who hasn't worked in years. But I was born into a wealthy family, worked for "The Old Man" of Wall Street, and have children who will be very comfortable when I die. I go to Church wth my Protestant family but don't believe in Jesus. I am...
    inkrid inkrid 41-45 1 Response Jan 16, 2012

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    Who I Am Vs. Who I Want To Be

    Everyone has a secret... I have lot and lots of secrets like how I cut myself when I was younger and blamed it on the dog and everyone believed me, or like the pictures I used to send to those guys those pictures of myself because I thought they would like me. How about the...
    Feb 3, 2013

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    I don't tell a lot of people about the true me

    and what I really do, how I truly feel, and who I truly want to be. Maybe it is because I am scared of losing the relationships I have with the people I really care about.
    SumtingWongg SumtingWongg 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    Related Experiences

    Anyone living a double life? We are working on a new documentary (apparently, I see on here there have been a few already on here looking for the same thing) exploring the...
    janesmith12 janesmith12 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I hate this experience. I was the victim of someone who led a double life. I found out and I can't begin to explain the hurt and betrayal. Please y'all, don't so this. Karma isn't...
    Looking4More26 Looking4More26 51-55, F 1 day ago

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    Don’t allow the past events in your life to keep you from moving forward. YOU only get to happen once in this world, so don’t miss out on the opportunity to live the amazing...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F Jul 11

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    Not to brag or anything but if I could change one thing in life I wouldn't. The risk of the butterfly affect is too big I love my life as it is.
    AnnaSpring AnnaSpring 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Overall I'd say I've had a pretty great life :) I have a wonderful and loving family, loyal and fun friends who always have my back, a great job, and so on and so forth. I'd say I...
    janicefromkansas janicefromkansas 18-21, F Jul 14

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    who does not ;) .....................
    ilovebbbeingrich ilovebbbeingrich 41-45, M Jul 16

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    Things seem to finally be falling into place.
    alyssaBee alyssaBee 18-21, F Jul 17

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    The more I try to do the right thing the quicker things fall apart
    tempe100 tempe100 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I have memories of being an uncle who died around a year before I was born. I used to remember a lot more as a child but my mother decided not to influence me into thinking about...
    girlfromtralfamadore girlfromtralfamadore 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    To live life to it's fullest ... For everyone it can mean a totally different thing. For some it may mean finding their soulmate, to others it may be having a family, others could...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jul 21

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    A little bit of my philosophy... There has been a period during my teenage years where I just couldn't find any meaning to life. I often feel like I still haven't found the...
    kimmy159 kimmy159 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    Sort of an update to my situation. But I'm sure it's not anything new to many of us who have been here for a while. For the record, I'm aware of my options, and the following isn't...
    angryspartan angryspartan 36-40, M 12 Responses Jul 18

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    My Story Part 4 (Final) Then I had some operation, after which I should not have sex for about 2 months... My husband asked when I am allowed to be back on track... I told, he...
    TheFullMoon TheFullMoon 51-55, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I have been with the same guy since high school, how cliché. We had our problems from the start of growing up together. He is completely different person around others. fun /happy...
    flgirlmichelle flgirlmichelle 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    We are going to die someday. Someday the sun will rise but we will not be here to see it. Someday the moon will be hovering above a dark earth but we will not be here to look up...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    I'm 23 years old, turning 24 soon and I don't know what I want to do with my life. I don't know what kind of career that I want to pursue. I'm working part-time but I mostly just...
    randomobscurity randomobscurity 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I hate Saudi Arabia. I lived in USA for almost 3 years and it was awesome. My parents are old and they love me and relay on me so much. I don't want to break their hearts. I know...
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I have forced my husband to live a life without sex for what was supposed to be the good of everyone. It was not he did not want sex, if fact there were many times he was demanding...
    isis55 isis55 56-60, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm not asking for pity or for someone to talk to, or help, I've tried that, don't try to talk me out of it, don't play god. I have lived a life of total chaos and I want out, I...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M Jul 13

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    I haven't lived the life I wanted. I haven't made my dreams fly. I gave up on a lot of things. Maybe because I'm not strong. Maybe because it's not time yet. I know we all hold...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and...
    Skpan80 Skpan80 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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