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I Live a Double Life

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    My 26 years old boyfriend is playing child, and refusing everything. Every smallest desicion, he can not decide to eat or not eat, so in the end of course he does not eat. I tell him, that when he acts like this. He decides every night if I sleep or if I don't sleep. But as he...
    LittleAnt LittleAnt 26-30, F Mar 22, 2009

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    Who I Am Vs. Who I Want To Be

    Everyone has a secret... I have lot and lots of secrets like how I cut myself when I was younger and blamed it on the dog and everyone believed me, or like the pictures I used to send to those guys those pictures of myself because I thought they would like me. How about the...
    Feb 3, 2013

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    I have two seperate groups of friends.

    Both I've known for long times but neither of them know eachother or hang around the same area. Some nights I'm with my redneck friends. Other nights I'm with my older friends who are a little more "ghetto" so to say. I pretty much act the same in both groups, Except a certain...
    jayybbyx jayybbyx 18-21, F Jul 27

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    Do You Feel Like You're Living A Lie?

    Do you feel like you’re living a lie?  Are you keeping a secret from your family and friends that is causing your life to spiral out of control?Do you want to make a change and are you ready?  We can help.  From the Executive Producer of the acclaimed documentary series...
    doublelifetvseries doublelifetvseries 36-40, M Aug 23, 2011

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    Do You Want to Share Your Story?

    Is there something about you that you haven't told your family, friends or partner? Do you have a job they wouldn't approve of? Do you live one way by day and another by night? MTV is searching for people that are struggling with keeping their secret from their loved ones, co...
    want2shareyourstory want2shareyourstory 31-35 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    Come Over (my Scent On Your Pillow)

    Yesterday I returned home after staying with Patricia for a week. Corri and I had been having problems, and when I shared about that with Pat, she offered to come pick me up the next day and take me away for several days. Corri was rather upset about me deciding to take a...
    TheButterflyMind TheButterflyMind 31-35, F Jun 18, 2012

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    Double Life

    At home i feel scared and secretive to even communicate with my family. I feel social awkward and feel like i have a secret life. All i do is lie to my parents about what i am doing or who i am hanging out with, i feel embarrassed shy to introduce my friends to my family . I...
    lucyintheskywithdiamondz lucyintheskywithdiamondz 16-17 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    I Live A Double Life

    I live a double life.. haha no one knows.. no one will know
    Genesissoma Genesissoma 18-21 1 Response Nov 19, 2013

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    Two Of Me

    this might be the most strange story you will ever read, I am a 26 yr old young lady with two personalitys. I live with my father and 6 siblings and I have a boyfriend who is 34. I am very close to my family my boyfriend and I have an amazing relationship. But, I make up fake...
    Damienvick Damienvick 26-30 2 Responses Aug 24, 2011

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    Cant Be What I Am

    I cant be what i am. I have to act everything is ok when really its not. I have to do things i dont want to do. I have to pretend i dont knw when really i can do better the job being done. I knw much more but have to pretend to i dont knw. Im naughty but i have to be good. Im...
    adeela adeela 22-25 3 Responses Apr 30, 2008

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    I Have A Few Lives

    Everyone thinks I'm a middle-class SAHM who hasn't worked in years. But I was born into a wealthy family, worked for "The Old Man" of Wall Street, and have children who will be very comfortable when I die. I go to Church wth my Protestant family but don't believe in Jesus. I am...
    inkrid inkrid 41-45 1 Response Jan 16, 2012

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    Oh Yeah

    Yes I live a double life.  To my friends back home and my for my job I am your nice looking masculine guy who loves sport, women, motorcycles. At night or when I am home I am a pretty easy going lady who also enjoys the above things but also more. like pretty outfits...
    Kara66tv Kara66tv 41-45, M 12 Responses Jun 13, 2008

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    It's All Coming To A Head

    I have been caught in this tornado of a life since 2001. Creating a second personality of who I was only in lesbian form. The threads are starting to unravel. I must admit my truth.
    CloakedAnon CloakedAnon 36-40 Jan 30, 2011

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    Living a Double Life Is Pressure!

    When I was 11, I was at a school I have attended since kindergarden. I played on the internet since I was three, and when it was the summer of 2009, I saw some bad things on the internet with characters of shows that I liked. I was thinking, " Huh, it doesn't matter if I see this...
    deadgrungegirl deadgrungegirl 13-15 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    It's been a year since i'm living outside my

    parents' house, and i had forgotten how much rules there had been. My family is a strict Muslim family, but a lot lately i felt my mum didn't pressure me as much as before the way i dress etc. Obviously i was wrong. As soon as my mother came to the house they rented for me to...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    Mely Living A Double Life

    http://wactress.eprofits.com http://www.twitter.com/thewactress
    Mely8 Mely8 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5, 2011

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    Leading A Double Life?

    MTV is NOW CASTING! Do you lead a double life? We’re looking for extreme here (i.e. accountant all week and racecar driver on weekends), so actors trying to make ends meet need not apply. Or maybe you work (and look like you belong) in a world of luxury, but your home is the...
    NandD NandD 18-21 Feb 3, 2011

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    Which One Is Me?

    While with family...While at work...With the company of close friends...During the day, usually...I am one person.  I am good.  I behave well.  My thoughts are clear.  My intentions are honorable.  But whenever I am alone, and usually after dark, I am another person.  My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 14, 2011

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    I don't tell a lot of people about the true me

    and what I really do, how I truly feel, and who I truly want to be. Maybe it is because I am scared of losing the relationships I have with the people I really care about.
    SumtingWongg SumtingWongg 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    So. When I turned 32 I realized

    that I wasn't aging. I do not claim to be immortal or ******* magical, just old. After 11 years at a corporate job the same people who trained with me were old and a little wrinkled while I still looked 21. I always wondered about the reason. So like, now I skip from job to job...
    Nixoncarmichael Nixoncarmichael 31-35, M Sep 7

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    My Story?

    Like a poem that dies without end, but exists inside a universe with no outer space
    Ladwire Ladwire 31-35, M Dec 25, 2012

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    My Sick Story

    I was 9 when my father passed away. And till then we were financially strong. After his death, my mother found huge debt he had taken to run a business, so basically we were broke. Growing up, I always felt inferior to everyone else. My mom ran my fathers business and managed to...
    Flyhigh32 Flyhigh32 18-21, M Mar 3, 2013

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    Kind Of...

    Well not really, but I like to think of it as my own personal double life. I've always had a very vast and really fun imagination. That added with my ability to write helps me get away from this life. There's times where I'm walking down the street and all of a sudden I'm in a...
    Falco990 Falco990 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    Yes, There Is Two of Me

    The outside me you see and look no further, making all judgments and decisions based on this. The inner me that is the true me, torn between coming out and doing what's right for others. I do have a double life and at times I cry out for one. The real me that peeks out and...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2009

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    My parents are muslim

    and I am forced to wear the hijab but I take it off at school. I live in fear of them finding out because I honestly don't know what'd happen...
    n3219a n3219a 16-17 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Two Lives... Lots Of Lies!!!

    If anyone has read my story "I'm in a committed relationship... with my cousin" you'd read about my relationship... Its been going on for the better part of 9 years, but recently things took a more dramatic/intense turn. Nothing has been easy in this, my family knows I am in a...
    Hopeless345 Hopeless345 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 19, 2010

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    I don't like to read,

    be myself,speak my mind all this and more at school becasue of what my friends will say. But at my house i'm my normal self love to read, speak my mind and more.
    Aniyiah Aniyiah 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    EP

    I think Ep is one. Cause on here i can say what i want be who i am and people dont care. Its like an internet double life.
    tomtombear tomtombear 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2008

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    I Totally Live A Double Life

    I'm 23, a single mom, and everyone thinks I sell health insurance because that's what I tell them. In reality I'm an independant exotic dancer. I make my own schedule and make great money doing it. I go to church a lot and am active in it. I attend bible studies with people my...
    surferprincess surferprincess 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 26, 2010

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    I've always seemed to do things to make others happy. I think it's high time I start to live my life for me and make me happy.
    1970Something 1970Something 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    Despite what people may say, I am a unique and beautiful snowflake. (Fight Club reference) In reality though, I live life how I want it lived and just stopped caring about others...
    Sgm51ngc5194 Sgm51ngc5194 22-25, M Sep 6

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    I've come through it all to find that, at least for me, its the only way to a satisfying life. Its far more satisfying than I ever imagined. I've always been a dreamer and still...
    SonOfTheDelta SonOfTheDelta 41-45, M Aug 25

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    Irony of life: the lawyer hopes you get into trouble, the doctor hopes you get sick, the police hopes you become a criminal, the teacher hopes you are born stupid, the landlord...
    lovehim2death lovehim2death 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Right though I mean just for this teen part of my life I don't regret how I spend my sad little days -,-
    BabyDuchanne BabyDuchanne 16-17, F Sep 6

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    Yes I counsel and do not practice what I preech
    lialia44 lialia44 36-40, F Aug 27

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    To all of the people closes to me they think I'm very sweet and innocent. I hide what I'm really like, because if they knew they would probably think I'm weird ... I have a desire...
    alli4 alli4 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I can help myself no more...I want to die if I can't get any help
    natashaesor natashaesor 18-21, F Aug 23

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    i am alive and living mylife in my way
    calimaro calimaro 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    I mean i like having friends and all but i don't want a relationship my hearts not meant for love
    steeleo steeleo 16-17, M Sep 6

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    I've recently started reading the book "Power Thoughts" by Joyce Meyer, and I definitely feel as though God is revealing just how important a role my own thoughts play in battling...
    Galatia123 Galatia123 26-30, F Aug 27

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    My wife has no interest what so ever in the way I look even though I'm in the gym 6 days a week. All she cares about are her sisters and her job. No sex. No physical relationship...
    njguy8 njguy8 41-45, M 17 Responses Aug 25

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    We are not truly free. We live in a world full of restrictions and prohibitions. We pay to exist. How can one be truly happy living this way. Armed with this new found realisation...
    Wildfocus Wildfocus 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Thinking about life itself as i use to do i realized a magnificent interior revelation. I will try to explain in writing form this feeling that i had. All of us came to existance...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Sep 4

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    I don't want to live my life in a holding pattern, neither good, nor bad... just existing. Barely holding on until the next trial lays me flat once more. I want to live my life...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 2

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    **** people that think they know what is best for me, if my parents knew me as well as they thought they did, then I wouldn't be going to college because they want me too. It's...
    Lateralus07 Lateralus07 18-21, M Aug 26

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    I hear everyone around me talk about the " right" way to live life. I feel like I'm standing still while everyone is hustling by. Graduation, moving, marriage, children, jobs. It...
    Mang0Tree Mang0Tree 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    .... So sex isn't important to her, and that hurts way more than it should, right? I feel like my life wouldn't be complete without her, but without sex, lust, passion, the feeling...
    drako112005 drako112005 22-25, M 15 Responses Aug 24

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    I appreciate all the things big or small in my life happy or stressful days, I do appreciate them because I'm still here.. You can be way less fortunate then you are now so be...
    siciliana91 siciliana91 22-25, F Aug 30

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    For me it's really important to live your life... To live it as there was no tomorrow!!! It's the only way to be really happy :) and I really want to find this happiness!!!!
    aleph77 aleph77 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    For years I have wanted to sack off society; it's broken, every part of modern life is dominated by money. I have written a lot of private stuff on my views and opinions of our...
    Wildfocus Wildfocus 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1

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