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I Live A Worthless Pointless Existence

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    I'm so tired of waking up every day and fighting with myself to not think everything is pointless. Seriously I started getting high just to calm the **** down and be happy for a...
    chris5286 chris5286 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Well... Everyone does really ;)
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Honestly, I feel worthless. My existence is futile. I don't see what someone like me could possibly contribute to this world... My life is a waste. I am a waste... I rarely feel...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Think about life itself, not about your everyday life and that kind of stuff, think literally about existence, conciousness, like what is this? Is the universe a tiny part of...
    artur1197 artur1197 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    63 days left to live... Doesn't really matter anyways because no one gives a sh*t. I did tried to change but this might be the real me. A burden, pest, miserable person who just...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F Sep 27

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    im having this rough night idk my bestfriend told me that my attitude is the worst thing and she feel like she's under pressure when shes around me bc im just that .. mean. i feel...
    lunsss lunsss 13-15, F Sep 28

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    Have you ever felt worthless? That you dont deserve to live? That you are nothing anyone wants to love? Have you ever felt unwanted? Just that feeling that makes you wanna cry for...
    ifonlykuwait ifonlykuwait 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    This is the worst day yet. I don't know how to go on. It hasn't gotten better, and it's not going to get better. I've gone to many therapeutic things, some making me feel better...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    heard this line from a Ryan Adams song and felt like it really summed up my life right now " pictures hanging on the wall of when we used to smile " wow ... that pretty much...
    skiball5150 skiball5150 36-40, M 10 Responses Oct 13

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    A person who throws myself at the people I like based on looks, who am I kidding? And still people I throw myself at doesn't want me. So the conclusion I've come to is.... I'm a...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    The only guy whom I ever liked even as a friend back in high school burnt a part of my arm with his zippo lighter. I think he knows I'm worthless, is this the case with everyone I...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know my mom favours my brother over me. She always has. She might be a little sad when i die (suicide, its happening), but the second my brother will even mention being sad she...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    H asked me to come to bed last night, to cuddle. I agreed, with the stipulation that he cuddle me, which he did. He fussed because I didn't remove my clothes. Sorry, but that...
    Harley53 Harley53 56-60, F 8 Responses Oct 1

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    It's getting worse. Now during the stupid arguing, I just look at him and say that it's pointless for me to talk to him. I'm just fed up with all of it. We are supposed to be...
    Sweetie64 Sweetie64 46-50, F 16 Responses Oct 6

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    Life is pretty pointless. So horribly lonely. Living apart from spouse. We weren't intimate at all anyway so I don't know why I feel worse, but I do. I need to be wanted, but it's...
    gurg gurg 36-40 11 Responses Oct 13

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    I wonder what do I have to offer to the world, what good am I? I live my life, selfishly and alone. I don't let people in, I don't go anywhere, just stay at home when I'm not...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate my family i cannot stand them i have a psychopath as a sister a dumb stupid woman as a mom an immature brat as a younger sister and mike i feel so mad around them. The...
    sophiejon sophiejon 18-21 Sep 29

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    A lot of the time I feel invisible and worthless
    Seapink66 Seapink66 41-45, F 22 Responses Sep 29

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    Rediscovering Sex in a Sexless Marriage: Rediscovering sex - This is where things are at now. For those who are reading my story for the first time let me point out my marriage...
    Fireflyz26 Fireflyz26 31-35, F 13 Responses Oct 2

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    I met a girl that I just absolutely adore in a dance class, but her situation is a little complicated and it probably will not happen. But anyway, I wrote this poem about her and...
    solrac8523 solrac8523 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    My boyfriend is ruining his life with weed. People say that it's not addictive but I only have to look at him to see that's not true. He wastes all his money on it, we've been...
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    Overcoming the emotional abuse.. It's been a rough few days over here. A couple I met through my ex and have been close friends with for ten years are splitting up. When I left ex...
    liltree liltree 31-35, F 16 Responses Oct 8

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    What is the point of my being here? All I do is hurt people. I dont mean to, but it is always happening. I have lost some very important people in my life. And i have hurt the ones...
    YouAreNotYourSkin YouAreNotYourSkin 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 9

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    I feel so worthless😒 there's nothing special about me , all my friends are wayyy prettier than me, and I feel like I have to always say the right thing so i don't lose anybody
    itsasecretshh itsasecretshh 13-15, T 1 Response 5 days ago

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    No one I ever like truly likes me for me and is only here because they've got pity. I'm nothing but a piece of trash to most people. But then again being a piece of trash has its...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yes i feel like this all of my life cos i had noone by my side, no single friend. Maybe i am boring and i have another interests which are not usual. I listen to old music and...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I hate that I'm always the one left out, of things. Ever since I moved and lost all my friends, I've been left out of everything. High school sucked, I tried to get to know ppl...
    Inasda Inasda 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Worthless that's what I am, people will never value me. Every Time I fall harder.
    silvermoon9619 silvermoon9619 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Women can be stupid, I'll give you that. Worthless, though? Nah. The only time that works for me is when it's being used as a form of foreplay known as degradation.
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have been treated like crap in all my relationships, something tells me I must have done something wrong to deserve this treatment. Not only men, but my family also treats me...
    alisonrsnbrg alisonrsnbrg 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Yes you are lafiesA jealous fat hackiladiesred came another worthless loser
    happinessisthway23 happinessisthway23 46-50, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I swear I am worthless . Everything in my life goes wrong and I'm rubbish at everything I do , I brake things ( not purposely ) and my family treats me like a load of c*ap. I have...
    depressedtomboy depressedtomboy 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm a narcissist too, that's why I removed my photos! Now you can't compliment or judge me on my looks. Anyhow I have nothing to offer anyone in this world but my heart, which in...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I can't even keep an online friendship/relationship. I'm worthless! To everyone perhaps...this is the truth I asked for help but others have their own life and no one can save me...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    What a lot of you don't know about me is that, in addition to a degree in journalism, I also have a degree in counseling. (I haven't used it - although I was a probation officer...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 27 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Anyone else on here play on Xbox Live? My gamer tag is M1N3R CHM
    xCaleb13 xCaleb13 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

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    Just an Update As my husband deleted my prior account, EinEngel, thinking Experience Project was an affair website (laughable but sad), I will summarize my past for the newbies: 1...
    peaceseeker09 peaceseeker09 46-50, F 6 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Good-bye EP Friends! Hello to all members of this forum, but especially those whom I have come to know over the past two years. I am here to say goodbye. I am very grateful to...
    Buroak Buroak 51-55, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    For as long as I remember, My earliest memory was flying or floating through the sky. I have a strong memory of being "guided" through a mist by "someone" and flying through the...
    fliconmigo fliconmigo 41-45, F Oct 6

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    Hey guys, I'm 21 years old male and I live in California USA. I always wanted to live in the wilderness. I love God and I want to live around God's creations. I feel that's where...
    kyle1008 kyle1008 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Milk Thistle’s therapeutic benefits have been known since ancient times, in fact, as far back as the 4th Century B.C! Generations relied on this gentle, natural, but most...
    pyeito pyeito 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    sometimes i wish i could just die with peace i am sick of this life you name it i have lost everything most of dreams get shattered recently heart broke i lost in love too too be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 1

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    I live for God because he has a job for me to do and I will do his will. I live for Jesus because he died for me so no I will live for him. I live for my angel because she have me...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Oct 1

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    Live and let live. Live your life and let others live theirs the way they want.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I used to live in Brighton in the past I lived there possibly from (2000/2008) I fell in love with the city and thought that it was the most attractive and liveable city in the uk...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I never wanted to live... I'm just causing problems for everybody. I can't do anything right. I'm a failure. Now I know you don't think I can't do anything right but I'm freaking...
    alilight alilight 13-15, F 11 Responses Oct 14

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    No Regrets - "Nothing is certain, except death and taxes." - Benjamin Franklin - We all know when our taxes are due, but none of us know when we will die. We could live to the...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 14 Responses Oct 16