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I Live A Worthless Pointless Existence

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    Uh hey guys Im starting to feel like im worthless to everybody especially my family. You see my brother is smart either is my sister and im not, i really really tried to be smart...
    alyzzabea alyzzabea 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I can't go on like this anymore. I can't take it any longer, the sadness, the loneliness, it's the only thing I feel, day after day after day. What's the point of having to endure...
    NightfallCorpse NightfallCorpse 26-30, M Jul 6

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    Lol. Yaaay!!!! Epiphany for all to feel!!!! We are not worthless. Am like a volatile schitzophrenic. But neither are worthless. My illness makes it rough for me to...
    converted converted 46-50, M Jun 24

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    I don't know what I'm trying to say or why I'm down. I just feel so worthless, not good enough for anyone, genuine low self esteem and complete depression. I'm jealous of...
    mindstatic mindstatic 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I feel worthless all of my life cos people allways pushed me away no matter who. And why they didnt like me? I am not ugly, i am kind and i am pretty. I started to realize that...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Jul 7

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    Im an constantly contemplating over our existence, sometimes i sit and just think so hard i get scared just imagining a whole other part of life out in space others living far far...
    M17CD M17CD 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    The chamber is empty, all the bullets have been fired, and the marriage has breathed it's last! I've got no shortage of dates and fun and friends, I wake up every day smiling, no...
    Gearcynic Gearcynic 31-35, M 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lived in Hong Kong my whole life but Im not from here and I was never meant to even BE in Hong Kong. I suffer from the hot humid weather, Bullies and discomfort. I have autism...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

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    This goes for messages here on EP, and texts on my cell. I don't see the point. Don't text me "hi" and nothing else. I wont text back the lifeless "hi." We're not going to get to...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 26

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    So I'm about to completely pull the plug on sex with my wife, going from minimal and miserable intimacy to a state of married celibacy. No touch, no look, no talking about it, it's...
    nmau nmau 41-45, M 18 Responses Jul 9

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    Me too!! But never aging. Would be pointless if I couldn't walk and my wrinkles were sagging to the floor getting caught in the wheels, lol
    exitstageleft exitstageleft 41-45, M Jul 14

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    Sometimes I feel my life is pointless , lonely, and empty. What is there wake up for or look forward to? no family...people in and out of my life.People look on outside and dont...
    kottonkandiexo kottonkandiexo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    My life would be pointless if I couldn't focus my eyes on letters I can learn a lot by reading through them.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    So I have been married for eight years to a smart, good looking, caring man who loves me dearly. And I do live him. But we haven't had sex in 8 1/2 years. I've tried to initiate...
    Candymaker Candymaker 41-45, F 13 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    So today, everything started okay and as much as I wanted to have a good day. I couldn't for the life of me, I went to work as normal and left early to go to an interview for...
    treto treto 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 24

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    A mother is supposed to love her child no matter what...she made me feel the exact opposite of love ever since I was about 11. I never really had a lot of friends because of her...
    dyingalittleinside97 dyingalittleinside97 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    That horrible feeling you get when your friend get a job that you both went to interview for but you didn't I mean I'm happy for her but kind of made me feel worthless 😔
    Beauty90 Beauty90 22-25, F Jun 24

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    There is a certain point in everyones life when one feel that what it worth it? It could be work, relationship, or even his/her whole life itself. But i am sure it happened to...
    shah48 shah48 22-25, M Jun 30

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    Its so freaking difficult to deal with SM at the same time as depression. When you feel like a worthless piece of **** it's just that much harder to move along. I want to lie in...
    Aubergine7 Aubergine7 36-40, F 14 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm 17 and found out I'm in infertile a while ago I've been depressed and I finally feel like I can talk about it I feel horrible I feel sad I am worthless..
    girl714 girl714 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate myself. Everyday I keep reminding myself that if I disappear, everybody's lives will get better. When I hear or read something about how other people die or how miserable...
    marc228 marc228 18-21 a week ago

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    Love Addiction - OBSESSIVE LOVE & DEPENDENCY IN RELATIONSHIPS Love Addiction (some call it relationship addiction) is a compulsive, detrimental dependency in relationships that...
    toolatetoapologise toolatetoapologise 51-55, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't get the point of me staying alive. Im worthless, a nothing.
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Since I was 5 I remember getting beaten. My parents grew up in a very abusive environment as well, especially my mother. I was whipped with my bottoms off, hit with wooden/metal...
    dianeemariee dianeemariee 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have lived with my parents basically since was eight years old. Actually, let me back up. My biological parents have been divorced since I was only three. After that, I lived...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I've always thought of just hiking Into the woods and liveing there getting away from the life I'm liveing not happy liveing paycheck to paycheck sitting on my sofa playing video...
    lonewolf8422 lonewolf8422 26-30, M Jul 9

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    To live life to it's fullest ... For everyone it can mean a totally different thing. For some it may mean finding their soulmate, to others it may be having a family, others could...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I live In Hong Kong and go to boarding school in Nova Scotia, Canada. I was miserable my whole life and wanted to live in BC (where Im from) I have a house there and my parents...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

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    Ok, so that first post wasn't so scary so why not a post two? I cannot begin to express how freeing it is just to have expressed it all. SM isn't something most people would want...
    justnanl justnanl 41-45, F 6 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm 14 years old and I live in a small village in England and by small I mean there is one village post office and a tiny primary school. It's very isolated, but the rest of my...
    Jessicat29 Jessicat29 13-15, F Jul 2

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    LEARNING TO LIVEBy: Sayed Mostafa ArabySuddenly I saw myselfHe was there and I could not move meWrapped in a Web of insecurityRemove my clothes and I could seeMany times presumably...
    Spicedpecan0617 Spicedpecan0617 61-65, F Jul 5

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    I know there is a lot that goes into living on your own, but I can not wait unto the day comes to get out and live completely by myself. I don't even want to live with my boyfriend...
    SilentNynja SilentNynja 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I was born, which goes without saying, in Dobbs Ferry Hospital on May 27, 1955 and lived in the small town of Ardsley, New York. I am one of three children born to Mr. and Mrs...
    JollyRogerLVIII JollyRogerLVIII 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Update from the Battlefield - Since notifying my H three days ago that I've hired a lawyer and we're getting divorced, he has launched a full scale verbal attack on my character...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 36 Responses Jul 8

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    So I like this guy who lives in Germany, but he's Russian. I live in Greece and he has family in my country. We started talking on Facebook because I found him by accident. He had...
    athenakats athenakats 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I live two lives. To other people, I seem like a really weird, lazy kid who fantasizes a lot. When their backs are turned, and when they're not around I'm actively planning for...
    Overlord0 Overlord0 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Just forget it. There is nothing to live for. Why live when I can never be happy? I never was my entire life...I stayed locked in my own world trying to live so my family or...
    DrowninginFear DrowninginFear 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I have been having a particularly hard weekend dealing with the loneliness of living with a spouse with chronic pain so I searched the web and found this site. As I read some of...
    hispainismypain hispainismypain 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    To those of you that know me this may seem a big radical but I am looking for a long term living arrangement with a woman or a couple. My son who lives with me will be 20 at the...
    OmyTVC15 OmyTVC15 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    There is nothing better than a friend, unless it is a friend with chocolate There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people...
    Waqasauce01 Waqasauce01 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I live in America Michigan and I really want a friend who live near me if anyone lives in Michigan please comment the city below I'd prefer to meet boys since I'm not good with...
    MomijiSohma1999 MomijiSohma1999 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Telling the Kids Yesterday, we told the kids we were getting a divorce. Five of our six kids (who range in age from 15 to 27) gathered at home for a “family meeting”, and my...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 35 Responses 2 days ago

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    I live in a place i'm ashamed to live in for many reasons, i don't wish to live their and i don't like it their. People may give you respect and act like they understand yet in...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I lived in a sexless marriage for ten years. But when the divorce and custody battle came, it was infinitely worse than the marriage ever could have been. I watched the child I...
    hypersex1111 hypersex1111 51-55, M 7 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Live in northern Michigan.. hoping to meet some people who live in the state...
    Tim6988 Tim6988 36-40 Jun 24

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    But for me to come as I am, is effortless as enlightenment is utterly effortless. Let the words spill through. A light will shine. I am now aware that I am part of the God-Mind. I...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    Ok so I don't want to sound weird. But I had a friend who was living in South Africa and she moved. She wasn't a native, anyway while she lived there, she helped me talk to a...
    ranmafan ranmafan 26-30, M Jun 24