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I Live A Worthless Pointless Existence

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    I can't go on like this anymore. I can't take it any longer, the sadness, the loneliness, it's the only thing I feel, day after day after day. What's the point of having to endure...
    NightfallCorpse NightfallCorpse 26-30, M Jul 6

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    My life is hell and horrible : read if you dare I'm in my forties lonely depressed and don't have many friends I relocated to try and better my life most of the friends that I had...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    I feel worthless all of my life cos people allways pushed me away no matter who. And why they didnt like me? I am not ugly, i am kind and i am pretty. I started to realize that...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F Jul 7

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    Im an constantly contemplating over our existence, sometimes i sit and just think so hard i get scared just imagining a whole other part of life out in space others living far far...
    M17CD M17CD 16-17, F Jul 19

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    The chamber is empty, all the bullets have been fired, and the marriage has breathed it's last! I've got no shortage of dates and fun and friends, I wake up every day smiling, no...
    Gearcynic Gearcynic 31-35, M 11 Responses Jul 17

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    Uh hey guys Im starting to feel like im worthless to everybody especially my family. You see my brother is smart either is my sister and im not, i really really tried to be smart...
    alyzzabea alyzzabea 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    So I'm about to completely pull the plug on sex with my wife, going from minimal and miserable intimacy to a state of married celibacy. No touch, no look, no talking about it, it's...
    nmau nmau 41-45, M 18 Responses Jul 9

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    Me too!! But never aging. Would be pointless if I couldn't walk and my wrinkles were sagging to the floor getting caught in the wheels, lol
    exitstageleft exitstageleft 41-45, M Jul 14

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    Sometimes I feel my life is pointless , lonely, and empty. What is there wake up for or look forward to? no family...people in and out of my life.People look on outside and dont...
    kottonkandiexo kottonkandiexo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    My life would be pointless if I couldn't focus my eyes on letters I can learn a lot by reading through them.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Jul 19

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    5 ways narcissists get inside your head http://selfcarehaven.wordpress.com/2014/07/21/five-powerful-ways-abusive-narcissists-get-inside-your-head/ 1. The Idealization-Devaluation...
    zsuzsilowinger zsuzsilowinger 36-40, F 4 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    It's mostly my school life when I wish I didn't exist. But my dreams are so weird, I wish I could live in them XD that might make my life more exciting and plus, no one cares about...
    Maisiee Maisiee 13-15, F 1 Response 35 mins ago

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    Its so freaking difficult to deal with SM at the same time as depression. When you feel like a worthless piece of **** it's just that much harder to move along. I want to lie in...
    Aubergine7 Aubergine7 36-40, F 14 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm 17 and found out I'm in infertile a while ago I've been depressed and I finally feel like I can talk about it I feel horrible I feel sad I am worthless..
    girl714 girl714 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I hate myself. Everyday I keep reminding myself that if I disappear, everybody's lives will get better. When I hear or read something about how other people die or how miserable...
    marc228 marc228 18-21 Jul 17

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    Love Addiction - OBSESSIVE LOVE & DEPENDENCY IN RELATIONSHIPS Love Addiction (some call it relationship addiction) is a compulsive, detrimental dependency in relationships that...
    toolatetoapologise toolatetoapologise 51-55, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I don't get the point of me staying alive. Im worthless, a nothing.
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83 31-35, F Jul 22

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    Since I was 5 I remember getting beaten. My parents grew up in a very abusive environment as well, especially my mother. I was whipped with my bottoms off, hit with wooden/metal...
    dianeemariee dianeemariee 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    So I'm still in my 'stormy' phase (I'm likening my ups and downs of sexual importance to a baby App called the wonder weeks! Stormy developmental phases and sunny happy phases...
    Waterlanding Waterlanding 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    i dont like when people ignore me,i feel worthless,like trash i guess
    AmariNyasja101 AmariNyasja101 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Yesterday I posted a post-divorce update - kind of a one year out of a SM report. A lot of the responses were about having the conviction to divorce. I looked in my journal for...
    Buroak Buroak 51-55, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    The post on the BPD Family website gave me some huge insight into myself. It also rang true of my relationships in life. I hope it helps some of you... http://bpdfamily.com...
    ManMovingForward ManMovingForward 41-45, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have lived with my parents basically since was eight years old. Actually, let me back up. My biological parents have been divorced since I was only three. After that, I lived...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I've always thought of just hiking Into the woods and liveing there getting away from the life I'm liveing not happy liveing paycheck to paycheck sitting on my sofa playing video...
    lonewolf8422 lonewolf8422 26-30, M Jul 9

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    To live life to it's fullest ... For everyone it can mean a totally different thing. For some it may mean finding their soulmate, to others it may be having a family, others could...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I remember the phrases, "Don't Mess With Texas", "Everything is bigger in Texas." I'm not originally from Texas, but was raised here. I've lived here since 1984 since my dad was in...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ok, so that first post wasn't so scary so why not a post two? I cannot begin to express how freeing it is just to have expressed it all. SM isn't something most people would want...
    justnanl justnanl 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm 14 years old and I live in a small village in England and by small I mean there is one village post office and a tiny primary school. It's very isolated, but the rest of my...
    Jessicat29 Jessicat29 13-15, F Jul 2

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    LEARNING TO LIVEBy: Sayed Mostafa ArabySuddenly I saw myselfHe was there and I could not move meWrapped in a Web of insecurityRemove my clothes and I could seeMany times presumably...
    Spicedpecan0617 Spicedpecan0617 61-65, F Jul 5

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    I know there is a lot that goes into living on your own, but I can not wait unto the day comes to get out and live completely by myself. I don't even want to live with my boyfriend...
    SilentNynja SilentNynja 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I was born, which goes without saying, in Dobbs Ferry Hospital on May 27, 1955 and lived in the small town of Ardsley, New York. I am one of three children born to Mr. and Mrs...
    JollyRogerLVIII JollyRogerLVIII 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Update from the Battlefield - Since notifying my H three days ago that I've hired a lawyer and we're getting divorced, he has launched a full scale verbal attack on my character...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 35 Responses Jul 8

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    So I like this guy who lives in Germany, but he's Russian. I live in Greece and he has family in my country. We started talking on Facebook because I found him by accident. He had...
    athenakats athenakats 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I live two lives. To other people, I seem like a really weird, lazy kid who fantasizes a lot. When their backs are turned, and when they're not around I'm actively planning for...
    Overlord0 Overlord0 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I have been having a particularly hard weekend dealing with the loneliness of living with a spouse with chronic pain so I searched the web and found this site. As I read some of...
    hispainismypain hispainismypain 61-65, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    To those of you that know me this may seem a big radical but I am looking for a long term living arrangement with a woman or a couple. My son who lives with me will be 20 at the...
    OmyTVC15 OmyTVC15 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    There is nothing better than a friend, unless it is a friend with chocolate There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people...
    Waqasauce01 Waqasauce01 16-17, M Jul 17

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    I live in America Michigan and I really want a friend who live near me if anyone lives in Michigan please comment the city below I'd prefer to meet boys since I'm not good with...
    MomijiSohma1999 MomijiSohma1999 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Telling the Kids Yesterday, we told the kids we were getting a divorce. Five of our six kids (who range in age from 15 to 27) gathered at home for a “family meeting”, and my...
    CherishMe2 CherishMe2 51-55, F 35 Responses Jul 21

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    I live in a place i'm ashamed to live in for many reasons, i don't wish to live their and i don't like it their. People may give you respect and act like they understand yet in...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Since my return from a primitive skills and living course, starting a community in the wilderness constantly runs through my mind. Many times in the past I have been more concerned...
    EyeOfLight EyeOfLight 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to live in my imaginary world Because when I'm there it's the only moment where I have nothing on my mind there are only 2 moments in the world when I don't feel sad txting...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is the first time I am sharing my story. Exactly as I said before, I feel like I live in Hell. Hell on Earth, that is. Now, let me tell you why. First of all, I have a large...
    Mymin Mymin 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Look peoplez I live I the u.s and if u don't live in the u.s don't message me bcuz I DO NOT have international communication and international communication is where I talk to...
    Botdf1shutup Botdf1shutup 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am extremely attracted to this wonderful girl I met on EP only to find she lives on the other side of the planet. I finally found someone to spend time with, to share my feelings...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm an Army brat and have lived here since 1984. I live near Fort Hood. It's the same Army base where Elvis Presley use to be stationed at when he was drafted into the Army.Fort...
    texaschic35 texaschic35 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    WELFARE HEALTHY LIVING CARD and similar strictures on welfare payment uses..... 1) Ziggy Forrest of the Fortescue Metal fan from WA has come up with a report commissioned by Tony...
    jiaberg jiaberg 51-55, M 15 hrs ago