How to stop pretending? If you know that you are pretending, stop doing that by listening to yourself first. What do you want? Your goals? Your dreams? Your moral values? What are...
To the person who thinks I am weak,
I hope I can always give second chances... No... Just chances.. I hope I am strong enough to give more of it but I'm still just a girl, I have...
Not always true, but yes I do try loving myself the way I am. I have tried so hard to lose weight, done so many exercise regimes and diets, but nothing works. We recently found out...
when it all makes sense
it looks absurd
all the joy
all the reasons behind
all the puzzles have a meaning now
so many patterns in your mind
now it's easy to...
I was born and raised in Ukraine. Eventually, my parents and I moved to Mexico and have lived here ever since. It is a beautiful country overall, but the urban core at its centre...
I've fought with my depression since i was 5 years old, but never really understood it till i was 8 years old. since then I've been battling myself with multiple mental illnesses...
I've been feeling so terrible today.
I started cutting myself again, and my mom walked in just as I put away the blade. I'm so happy she didn't see anything... Ughhh im losing it...
I have learned all about my past lives as well as have been trained to do past life regression myself! If done the right way it is a magical experience but a lot of people don't...
I had the most incredible, fun filled, and truly wonderful day yesterday. I had the chance to hit the NYS fair with my guys on the fair's first ever Pride day. We spent the...
So much about me is so f*cked up. Most things I can never tell people because it's so personal.~
I need to better myself for me and if I want to live the life I truly...
I want a car so I can go wherever I want and tell no one where. I want a job so I can make my own money so I can but whatever I want without asking.I want a girlfriend so I can...
And honestly, I don't like it... Deep in the inside, I know it's better to just accept that I'm not nice at all, which is how I've seen myself as for a long time now. I know as...
Hello Everyone -- I came across this site when I googled "I hate my family" so I figured I'd give it a shot to hopefully find other people who can relate. I am so sad lately...
I recently moved out of home...it was day before yesterday..I am trying to adjust in this new environment..not being angry and stuff..having a roommate to live with..some...
secure the futures
measuring them beings
possessions, bank accounts
it has come to this
this is how we see
to do what's best...
a turtle in space
able to recognize this infinity
so many galactic dreams
endless space for questions
exploring the mysteries
no distractions to...
you're not bad nor evil
i hope so
i wish to believe..really do
wish life and the creatures doesn't stole your soul
you didn't traded your soul for survival
we all have times...
1) I'm the follower of Christ
2) I live in a Muslim country
3) I love to write songs , poems and blogging
4) I love to sing and playing guitar
4) I'm the citizen of Heaven
I've posted about my CIDP diagnosis before but this is an update. I found out today that I will be able to start my treatment for this autoimmune disease next week. Each day, for...
hymn of nothingness
oh i have serve
feels like eternity
to feel...joy and sadness
illuminate my path
with darkness and nothingness
away from all this madness
unite me with...
I called out of work today. I was supposed to meet my potential landlord with my boyfriend, and I was going to call out because it was something important I had to do. However, the...
bleed you inside
all the truths, all the lies
another day, another reason
another play...new role
created for future
seeking some place endlessly
what else is to do
I'm going to just muse about what I wish I had going on in life...
I want to do something that I feel is important. I thought that going to college was going to solve the trouble...
Healing Through Spirituality
Despite the “scientific” explanations I have been fed by medical professionals over the years, I have never believed that I am “mentally ill...
reflecting a color
only i can see
greeted by monsters
of my insecurities
sleep..escape to another galaxy
dream are monsters
snatching away my sanity
light some candles in...
I have been struggling with sexless marriage for years. Recently, I have been telling my husband to separate because I really don’t want to stuck on something is not going to...
Last night I was thinking about my future. I don't study anymore, so my parents want me to work. No problem. But I want to studie again, I mean I have no future without a studie. I...
a rose, turned blue with cold.
My stem has wilted, turning black.
Just a small flower, in a cruel, large world.
But I live on,
a gift wrapped...
drifted in my way
life's unknown mysteries
so i picked it up
felt it and gave it a name
i didn't knew..
but now i know
wanted to say no...when my lips...
haven't we had enough
was it not enough to wake up
some kill, some die
figure out your role
why believe and drown in sea of
dreams..which stole sleep and haunts...
I wanna live on an island all by myself... Because i hate you all
i have all sorts of feelings today ..i just want to block out the world for a while..im feeling tired of life..im feeling really down..im feeling cant be bothered doing anything...